[Titanic] I can't help myself

After the New Year, the guests left Acton one after another.Before leaving, James said implyingly: "Then I will see you in Bath, Henry." He winked, as if he was afraid that others would not know what he was planning.

And I immediately started to get busy with the manor.Before the new year, I have placed an order for the purchase of tractors, rotary cultivators and combine harvesters from the selected machinery factory. After the Christmas holiday, they will ship these machines to Acton, and Send a technician over to teach us how to use it.

Now the main problem I need to solve is the arrangements for the crops to be planted on all the land acquired by Acton this year.For this reason, I held several small meetings with the tenants in Acton. Finally, after referring to various opinions, I decided to hurry up and plant a batch of early-maturing potatoes in late February. After the potatoes are ripe and harvested in April, I will replace them Oatmeal and beets.Several tenants who planted winter wheat expressed their willingness to rent the combine harvester I bought to harvest wheat. I did not accept their money, but asked them to help take care of my land by the way.Although I have hired farmers who plant the land for me, some of them are strangers who are not familiar with me after all. There will be heavy losses.

Several tenants who had been in arrears for several years decided not to renew their leases. I forgave their debts and hired some of them who were willing to stay and were hardworking to farm the land for me.Introduced by others, I hired several experts who are said to be experts in raising livestock and poultry to raise pigs, chickens and ducks for me.For this reason, I calculated carefully for several days, trying to buy some piglets, chickens and ducklings from the disposable money, but in the end, the money was supported by Uncle Patrick. He insisted on it and didn't care at all. Can I guarantee to repay the money.

Everything is going on in full swing.At the end of January, the person who took care of the livestock and poultry came to the farm and took up his post. The next day, he started raising the piglets, chickens and ducks I bought in the renovated farmhouse.The agricultural machinery has also arrived, and the men of the tenant households and the farmers I hired are learning how to use it from the technicians, and then they start to plow the land, and only wait for the weather to start planting when the weather is right.

Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief.Looking at the land that belongs to me, slowly turning from desolate to productive arable land, it seems that everything in the future has become open and clear.

When I was suddenly idle, I realized that I hadn't thought about Carl for a long time.During these days, I was so busy every day that I only had time to eat and sleep.Reading information and learning how to manage the manor has taken up my brain so much that I have no time to think about other things, and most of this knowledge only needs me to think and understand the content. Karl can help you a lot Not many places.Speaking of which, in the month after the new year, I hardly talked to him alone. Sometimes we were in the study, and I was reading the materials of the farm in previous years. Carl sat on the other side to read a book or deal with his own business. Down, I barely notice his presence, let alone his random thoughts.

After going through this busy month like clockwork, recalling those ambiguities and tossing and turning that shouldn't be there now, it's like looking at an old photo again.My feelings for him seem to have been cut off. Although I can't say that I don't like him anymore, it's not so uncontrollable anymore.

I think this is a good start.Busy work is the best way to heal my wounds, and now, with a physical lover, maybe I can completely come out.I began to look forward to the day when I set off for Bath.

The day of departure did not keep me waiting long.As soon as the Christmas holidays were over, my mother sent for our mansion in Bath.A few years ago, due to economic problems and in order to reduce expenses, we closed the mansion and laid off many servants, leaving only a few old servants to look after the house.Now, if you want to live comfortably, you need not only a thorough cleaning, replacement of wallpaper and damaged furniture, but also electrification and telephone installation in the mansion, and many other preparations.

The mother without the pressure of life is actually a very rich person. She hired many servants to tidy up the mansion, participated in several auctions, spent a lot of money to buy a lot of oil paintings and decorations, and tried her best to make the mansion look like it used to be. of resplendent.This made me a little stressed, and I felt that if I didn't work hard, it would be difficult to support her.Karl accompanied his mother to several auctions, and bought a necklace and several famous paintings for his mother.But my mother asked me to write down the price of these gifts in private, so that I could prepare for the gift in the future.

After several twists and turns, the mansion finally reached the living standard in the eyes of my mother, and we set off for Bath.We got off the train at the Bath Spa station, and then took the bus to the mansion.

"Have you ever been to Bath before, Karl?" asked the mother

"I have been here twice, but it was a long time ago, and I always come and go in a hurry."

"Oh, that's such a pity." The mother smiled proudly, "Rose used to come here with me to soak in the hot springs, she is very familiar with this place. Let her take you to visit Bath during this time. Less interesting places to see."

There is a hot spring bath not far from the Acton mansion, so after lunch, we packed our things and walked to the bath to soak in the hot spring.

This bathhouse has a history of more than 200 years, full of Georgian style, exquisite and gorgeous.In the center of the bath is a large open-air bath that can accommodate a hundred people, and there are many closed small baths in the house for the rich and ladies to enjoy.Mother and Rose chose the small bath, of course, while Carl and I went to the open-air bath.The big bath was built the earliest time, and I don't know why, it is much more comfortable to soak there than the small bath.

We took off our coats in the locker room, changed into bathrobes specially prepared for hot springs, and then put on bathrobes and went to the bath.There are already many people sitting in the hot springs in the big bath.We found a relatively empty place, took off our bathrobes and handed them to the attendant who was following us, told him to come back in half an hour, and then sat in the water.

This is the first time I have seen Carl's body not wrapped in heavy coats.As I imagined, Carl was in great shape.He usually likes exercising very much. There is almost no fat on his body, and his skin is tight, revealing his beautifully shaped and graceful muscles. Through the thin water vapor and light green hot spring water, two distinct mermaid lines can be seen running along the abdominal muscles The outer edge of the pants spread into the bath pants.

He was sitting on the steps in the tub, leaning back against the wall, his arms outstretched, one resting just behind my back.He closed his eyes and relaxed his body, looking like a lazy lion.The mist slowly rising from the water softened the edges and corners of his face, making him look much softer.What's more terrible is that his bath pants soaked in the water just stuck to his bulging lump, clearly outlining the shape there.

I turned my gaze away in embarrassment, forced myself to stare at the pillars carved with vines around the bath, and carefully counted the leaves and flowers on it, but I couldn't stop my brain from replaying the beautiful scenery I just saw over and over again.I feel that my whole body is starting to heat up, and the temperature of the hot spring is like adding a lot of firewood to the stove for my current situation, which makes me almost unable to control the sudden churning desire.My area immediately became congested, and the hot spring speeded up the blood flow, and within a minute, it swelled up, and the bath pants couldn't stop it at all.

I didn't dare to move, curled up slightly, bent my thighs, and kept praying in my heart that Karl could keep his eyes closed until I regained my calm, otherwise I really don't know how to face him.But God didn't hear my begging.

"What's wrong with you?" Carl suddenly opened his eyes and put his hands on my shoulders, "Aren't you used to showing so much skin in front of others? Don't be nervous, relax a little, people won't look at you."

I didn't know what to say, so I could only thank you in a low voice, and then continued to stiffly maintain the movement just now, hoping that Karl could sit back and leave me alone.

"Relax, Henry." He sat up, with his arms still on my shoulders, "Like me just now, spread out your body, and compare like this..." He stopped suddenly, froze for a while, and then coughed quickly Twice, suppressing the blurted out laughter.

I was so ashamed that I couldn't bear it. From his point of view, I had a clear view of my situation, and the place where I was full of energy was clearly visible.I was nervous and scared, afraid that he would know that I like men, and even more afraid that he would know that I am like this because of him.However, the more tense it was, the bigger it swelled.At this moment, I was so embarrassed that I was about to cry.

Carl coughed twice more, and asked with a smile: "What were you thinking just now, why did you suddenly become like this?"

"I, I don't know." I shook my head, and my body curled up even more, "But, please, just avoid it for now, okay?"

"Hehe, what do you want, uh, how do you deal with this?" Calkar pointed to my lower body, "Are you going out like this?"

Of course not.The person who looks after our bathrobes is somewhere, and I can't leave the bath in this state.

"Or," Carl lowered his voice, with a smile in his words, "you want to solve your little problem here?"

"Stop it, Carl, this joke is not funny!" I avoided his touch, "Please, just stay away from me a little bit, this is embarrassing!"

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, this is normal, men have encountered this situation." He didn't leave, the arm on my shoulder slid to my waist, and when I exerted force, it stuck closer, " Henry, you are still a virgin, do you know how to do it? Do you need me to teach you?"

"No! I need it! I need it!" I struggled slightly to avoid attracting the attention of others, but fortunately, the attention of the people around me was enjoying the hot spring, "Are you infected by James? Are you kidding me like this again?" I'm really angry! I'm serious! Let me go!"

The author has something to say: the Internet was disconnected, and it took a long time to stick to the phone. . .sleepy. . .I processed sixteen pictures today, I feel like dying