[Titanic] I can't help myself

"It's okay." I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down.Looking up, I saw that James had stopped the intimate communication with the boy in his arms at some point, his mouth was slightly opened, and his eyes were wide open looking at me.

"No, no, no, no, no." Every time he said "no", his eyes opened wider, his voice became higher and higher, and finally he said tremblingly in a slightly frightened voice, " Tell me you're not serious, Henry."

"...What?" I asked suspiciously.

He pushed the boy in his arms away, leaned closer to me, hooked my head, and whispered in my ear, "My dear cousin, are we here to play? We are here to vent , come to enjoy, come to get happiness, no, uh, not let others come, come..." He paused, made a gesture with unknown meaning, and held back for a few seconds before saying, "You understand."

I nodded, "Then?"

"And then, Henry, I know you like mature, strong men, and you're not, uh, not that muscular," he went on, "but that doesn't mean you have to give up your position and let someone else To dominate. Although aesthetically speaking, it is more ornamental to let the stronger side dominate, but when it actually happens, this is a private matter after we close the door, and no one will accuse you of being unattractive. You know, yourself Comfort is the most important thing, huh?"

"Ah." I frowned and watched him say a lot in one breath, "What do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is, my dear cousin Henry, don't jump to conclusions so early, you are still a virgin who doesn't understand anything, don't you? So you have to listen to me about this kind of thing, and I will tell you It's the truth: the leading man is really in heaven, it's wonderful. You'll know it when you taste it. If you really can't put your mouth down, there are boys who are thinner than you, no, smaller than you choice, they definitely fit the aesthetic concept, and the technology is pretty good."

"but……"

"Oh, don't believe the theories instilled in you by those instructional materials circulating on the market. They are just to make you, a little bean sprout, lie down obediently and don't resist."

As he said that, he turned his head and said to the middle-aged man, "Pick me another one like him, with a better figure and more muscles." He pointed to Tony, "Then call two smaller ones, For the weaker ones, it is best to be younger, but the most important thing is to have good skills, understand?"

"Ah, ah, of course, of course." The middle-aged man nodded with a smile on his lips, "Then who do you want to serve you?"

"Just Collins and Allen." James said two names casually, "clean up two rooms for us upstairs. But first prepare us a dinner on the first floor, we came hungry. A steak and a rack of lamb, the rest of you decide. Uncork me a bottle of wine from Villa Pelaki, France - don't try to hide it, Andrew, I know you have wine, and I know you have fresh I want two baskets of strawberries." Then he turned to me and said, "You must have never tasted the wine from Villa Pelaki, which tastes great with strawberries. Ah, yes, and..."

He ordered this and that like a cannonball, and on my side, the four boys he ordered had already stood beside me, all smiling affectionately at me, and one of them looked younger than me The boy boldly came over and took my arm and leaned on me.His body is soft like a girl's, but this just gives me goosebumps on my back.

James was still chattering about arranging something, it seemed that someone would play some records in the room where we were going to spend the night, light aromatherapy, place roses and the like.He seemed almost more excited than I was.

I tugged at his sleeve, but he ignored me as if he didn't feel it, I tugged again, and he patted me casually with his backhand, "Don't worry, let me take these first..."

"James!" I had to interrupt him, raising my voice, "James, what does this mean?" I pointed to the four boys standing beside me.

"Of course it's your first big meal," James said in a reasonable tone, "If you don't try more for the first time, it's easy to limit yourself because of human inertia and habit, so life will be less Had a lot of fun. Don't thank me too much, who made you my brother."

"James," I said helplessly, "James, I appreciate you being so considerate of me, but actually, I'm not as ignorant as you think. At least, I know how to please my body. I know what it needs."

James blinked.

"Jesus Christ! Who the hell is that bastard?" Kill him with one shot!"

He is in another time and space, and according to the historical development process, it is estimated that he is still born now.I said in my heart.

"You don't need to know, anyway, Tony is fine."

My intention was to tell him that I wasn't some pure mess Sayuri and I knew what I needed, but James obviously understood that I had experience.Although he misunderstood my words to a certain extent, I still followed his misunderstanding and made the final decision.

James glared at me with the look on his face like he'd just been punched.

"It's a big loss this time, it's a big loss." Finally he said dejectedly, "But as long as you like it. Damn it..." He muttered and cursed for 2 minutes before regaining his composure, "Then now , let's go eat, I think I'm going to faint from hunger."

James walked through the hall with the two boys in his arms and walked into a dimly lit corridor. The walls on both sides of the corridor were thick with dark tapestries. There are even several groups of men with three or more people.These characters have simple lines and look a bit dull, but combined with everything, it makes this corridor. Erotic. Sexual. Meaning suddenly.I tried my best to look calm and walked forward without squinting, but I couldn't help looking at the wall from the corner of my eye.

When we walked around a corner, a couple came across, and when we were about to pass each other, one of them grabbed my sleeve violently.I was staggered and almost fell, when I looked back, it was Lord Alfred.

"Is there anything you can do?" I supported Tony to stand firm, pulled back my sleeve forcefully, and asked in a cold tone.

"What a surprise, isn't it, Earl Richardmond?" Lord Alfred said to himself, sounding as if he had drunk too much, "Where is your, your brother-in-law? He Where did you go?" At this point, he seemed to have just seen James, and he laughed nervously, "Another brother-in-law, huh? You have so many brother-in-laws, Earl gentlemen."

"Alfred Douglas?" James walked over and half blocked me and asked, "Henry, how do you know this lunatic?"

"It's just a chance encounter." I didn't want to say more, "Let's go."

"Aha, do you want to run away after I found out your true colors?" Lord Alfred smiled distortedly, with an abnormal blush on his face. Is your new lover here to have fun in a place like this? How do you play, huh? Don't you..."

James grabbed him by the neck and pinned him to the wall.

"Pay attention to your attitude, Douglas." James lowered his voice dangerously, "Be careful that I will tie you to a stone and throw you into the Avon River, and let the fish eat up your body."

The security personnel who heard the news stood around us, seeing this, hesitantly wondering if they should come forward.Finally, the leader walked over and said, "My lord, leave it to us."

James slowly let go of his hand, looked contemptuously at Lord Alfred who slipped and fell to the ground, turned around and hugged the two boys he had chosen again, "Let's go," he said while biting The boy in his arms bit his face, and the latter giggled, "If you don't eat anything, I can't help but eat you two."

The taste of the food here is beyond my expectation, and the drinks are quite good. In addition to the wine that James specially ordered, there are also several flavors of fruity wine. A boy who serves James seems to be very good at bartending, He mixed several wines together, and the taste of the wine was very layered and unique.James drank a lot, and by the end of dinner more than an hour later, he was in a state of drunken excitement.

"I think I have to go upstairs, Henry." With a wretched smile on his face, James lowered his head and kissed the two boys loudly on the lips. "My little beauties can't wait. You too, Ah, go early... Haha, I have already asked someone to clean up your room, you will like it. So, good night~" After finishing speaking, he swayed out of the room with his boys in his arms.

Suddenly it was just me and Tony in the room.I drank a little too much tonight, and my mind is a bit cloudy, and Tony seems to hold a lot of alcohol, at least his eyes are clear.

"I'll take you up there, my lord." He smiled and shook my hand.

I looked at him and nodded dully.

This room is full of dark red, dark red wallpaper, dark red carpet, dark red heavy curtains, and dark red bed.In the oil painting on the wall, a naked man is showing his toned figure and huge lower body to the people in the room.The room is incensed, which smells sweet but not greasy. I suspect that this aromatherapy has an aphrodisiac effect.A bottle of wine and two goblets stood on a small table by the divan by the fire.

Tony helped me to lie down on the couch, while he knelt by my feet, took off my shoes and socks, and massaged upwards from the ankle little by little.He handled the weight very well, and I couldn't help but let out a long and comfortable sigh.

"My lord, forgive me." After rubbing for a while, Tony asked with a smile, "Is this your first time?"

It took me half a minute to understand what he was talking about.

"What does this have to do with you?" I replied bluntly.

"I just feel honored, if this is really your first time." He bowed his head and kissed the instep of my foot, "Thank you for giving me this opportunity."

He took my toes in his mouth and licked them carefully little by little until he licked both my feet wet.I never knew that there would be so many sensitive points on my feet. Tremors crawled up my toes, awakening the impulse I had suppressed not long ago.

Tony put my feet down and began to undress himself.His undressing movements are very ornamental, as if he has been specially trained, like tearing open the wrapping of a gift, exposing his perfect figure to my eyes bit by bit, until only a pair of underwear is left. There is almost no difference between whether the underwear is there or not, it is almost completely standing upright, and it seems that the fabric will burst and bounce out in the next second.

"I hope I haven't let you down, my lord." He knelt down, took my hands and kissed my fingers, then grabbed them and pressed them to his chest, guiding my hands between his chest and my chest. Cruising the abs.

"Do you like it?" he gasped slightly.

I swallowed, "I like it very much."

"That's good." He let go of my hand, poured a glass of wine from the small table and handed it to me, "There are some little things added to the wine. You know, the first time is always a bit uncomfortable no matter what. It makes you feel happy more quickly."

I looked at the cup hesitantly.

"No side effects, I promise, my lord." Tony saw the reason for my hesitation, "It's just a little bit of fun and relaxation, and it won't make you feel dependent or hurt your body."

I don't think they would dare to put something that would harm the guests' bodies. After all, these dignitaries are the umbrellas that have allowed them to survive to this day, so they took it, drank it in one gulp, and handed him back the empty glass.

He put the cup back on the small table, then half-kneeled in front of my eyes, slowly stroking my neck and shoulders with his hands.

"I want to admire your body." He deliberately lowered his voice, which made him sound sexy and mature, "I want to kiss your whole body, are you willing to give me this honor?"

I took a short breath, and felt that the medicinal effect of that glass of wine seemed to take effect immediately, "Come on," I said, "I allow you."

The author has something to say: increase the amount today, after all, it has been so long late.

I went home two days ago, and my mother refused to let me code the words, so what I sent that day was also a saved manuscript.As a result, when I went back to school at night, my instructor asked me to go to him on the subway. The appointment was at 08:30, but when I got to the office, the teacher said 09:30.I had nothing to do in the office, so I had to make a draft on paper, but when it was 09:30, he said it was too late and asked me to go back. . . .

I found that since I posted the anti-theft chapter, people's interest in buying has seriously decreased. I also found that some people really bought it specially and shared it with others. . .It's really your sister. . . .

I thought I could write the key points this time, but in the end I still wait for the 15th, and I will strive for more. . .