[Titanic] I can't help myself

When I got back to my room, Carl was lying in bed reading a novel, a gift from the crew who arranged my room to help pass the time.The boat was full of sick, crippled, weeping women, and he didn't want to go out.

"Are you back?" He threw the book away, lifted the quilt, and gestured for me to come over with his arms open.

I took off my coat and walked over to lie in his arms: "Is the book good?"

"Totally boring." He buried his face in my neck, said in a muffled voice, and began to fumble around dishonestly.

I patted the hand he was about to get into my pants: "Mom wants to kick Rose out of the house."

Carl stopped for a long time before saying, "You want her to stay?"

"No." I shook my head, looked at the ceiling and sighed, "She's going to leave sooner or later. Her heart is too wild, we can't keep her. I want you to help me to fake a case for her, just say She got pneumonia and died in America."

"No problem." Carl kissed my ear.

I relaxed into his arms and sighed.

"Why, you can't bear her?"

I interlocked my fingers with his backhand, looked at the back of his hand and said, "Although I'm very angry, I never thought that such a day would come."

Carl hugged me and shook me gently: "A person's path is always to be walked by himself."

"You're right." I smiled and rubbed my nose against his face

We hugged each other warmly for a while, he pressed me under his body, gnawed his mouth up along the neck, and when he kissed my face, his movements suddenly became gentle.

"The wound on your face is almost healed." He said close to my ear.

"Really?" I touched. "Does it leave a scar? I've heard that scratches and bites leave marks, no matter how small."

"That's the best." He licked my collarbone and said vaguely, "It will save you from strangers trying to get your ideas."

I tugged at his ear: "You really...don't make trouble!" I grabbed his hand that was touching downwards, "Don't make trouble now, please see if the injury on my shoulder is healed." I pointed The wound on his shoulder that was bitten by him that night.

He unbuttoned my collar, pulled the collar open, looked at the wound on my shoulder, and didn't speak for a long time.

"What's wrong?" I touched his face.

He suddenly lowered his head, held the piece of skin in his mouth, and started sucking. He gently slid the tip of his tongue on the freshly scabbed wound, and a strange itching mixed with pain came from the wound. .I couldn't help shivering, and reached out to hug him.

"I'm sorry." He said softly, stood up and looked into my eyes, the black eyes slowly filled with regret and distress, "I will never treat you like that again."

Before disembarking, I had a conversation with Jack behind Rose's back and told him our arrangement for Rose.From the moment he heard our decision to kick her out, his eyes were wide open and his face was full of shock.As soon as I finished speaking, he hurriedly explained: "If it's because of me, I can leave, really..."

"This is not your problem, Jack." I raised my hand to signal him not to speak, "This is Rose's own problem, and at the same time, it is also her own choice. I tell you this, not to accuse you, or to persuade you you left."

Jack swallowed nervously and nodded: "Then, you..."

"About ten years ago, there was a tenant in Acton—did you hear Rose say Acton? Acton is the name of the place we live in—there was a tenant who had a good farm, Acton's tenants were one of the richer ones, and he had only one daughter. The girl had a fiancé, a cousin, but in the end she fell in love with a man who came to Acton at harvest time. The man who was a short-term worker even stole all the money and jewelry from the family and eloped with that man. As a result, a few years later, someone saw this girl in Derbyshire. child."

"Oh, God." Jack obviously understood. "Lord Richardmond, I swear I'm not..."

"I can tolerate a certain degree of extortion and blackmail, but I will never tolerate any degree of humiliation." I looked into his eyes expressionlessly, "It sounds insulting to say this, but we are still strangers after all. Although the Titanic gave me a preliminary understanding of your character, it doesn't mean that I can rest assured. If you just want to climb up to a noble lady and get some benefits, you'd better say it now. But If one day, I find that Rose has fallen to a similar situation... I think you know better than me how unfair this world is."

"I really love her." Jack looked into my eyes without showing any weakness, "I love her, not for money or anything else, I just love her! I love her with my life! "

He seemed very firm and confident, but I was not as confident as he was.Rose is an overly idealized girl. Her mother's phrase "do you like the life of wandering around" almost immediately hurt the young man whose parents died young, but Rose made him feel homeless and against him. Uncertainty about the future as freedom and unrestraint.Although they love each other passionately, they have too many thoughts that are completely different.

"Then I'll leave her to you," I said finally, "you just have to remember that even though my mother doesn't want her to set foot in the house again, the blood of the Bucket family still runs through her. And the honor of my family shall not be defiled."

When we arrived in New York Harbor, it was raining heavily, and as we passed the Statue of Liberty, tens of thousands of people crowded Manhattan's Bartley Coast to watch us pass, and at Pier 54, more than 3 people stood still In the rain, greet us silently.

Carl's family had been informed long ago, and they had sent twenty servants to look after us.As soon as we got off the ship, we were directly sent to a hospital in New York for further examination and treatment.

With Carl's help, Rose was immediately diagnosed with pneumonia, and was quickly transferred overnight to a nursing home that specializes in treating such diseases.She also went with Jack.When we are about to leave for England, news of her "death" will come. After returning to England, the funeral will be held immediately. From then on, there will be no Miss Rose in the Bookett family.

We stayed in New York for one night and left for Pittsburgh early the next morning, arriving at Carl's house.

As soon as the car drove into the long corridor of the manor, we saw Karl's family waiting at the door.Before the car stopped, Carl's mother rushed over, opened the car door by herself, got in and hugged Carl and began to cry, kissing Carl's face while speaking quickly in Spanish.Carl hugged her too, comforting her softly in Spanish.

Carl's mother, Laticia Hockley, is a beautiful woman with profound features, tall and plump. Although she is old, time has not damaged her charm at all.

Fortunately, Karl's mother soon calmed down, restored the demeanor that a lady should have, and politely invited us to get off the car.At the gate of the castle, Karl's father was standing there with red eyes. When he saw Karl, he couldn't even speak. The father and son looked at each other silently. Finally, old Mr. Hockley opened his arms first and gave his son a big hug. hug.

We didn't spend too much time greeting each other at the door, and we were quickly invited into the castle. Considering our physical reasons, we directly moved into the room that had been arranged and continued to rest.

Carl's parents were well prepared.Our salute was sunk in the shipwreck without even a change of clothes. As early as when we were still on the Capania, they asked the size of the clothes we were wearing by telegram. Buy enough clothing that fits you well.

The engagement ceremony, originally scheduled for this Friday, has been postponed indefinitely and will soon be canceled entirely with Rose's "death".The old Mrs. Hockley has a very good impression of Rose who has never met. She has seen Rose's photos and is very satisfied with Rose's appearance. From the description of Rose, it can be seen that Rose is a girl who is versatile, loves to learn, and is lively and smart.She had proposed to visit Rose in the hospital, but we dismissed the idea in time.

My mother just had a common cold and recovered quickly. Carl was in very good physical condition. After two days of bed rest, he recovered more than half of his body. There were only a few traces of frostbite on his body, and his body was still a little weak. He was able to live a normal life.I was the only one who didn't recover for a long time. I was exhausted every day, and the frostbite wound on my calf was so painful that I couldn't sleep at night.

The family doctor of Hockley’s family came to see me and left some medicines, but he specially told me that the medicines are not effective, and the focus is on keeping warm and exercising to strengthen blood circulation.So Karl insisted on forcing me to walk quickly in the garden every day, and at night, after everyone fell asleep, he would sneak into my room again and massage my legs.It may be because I have been frozen for too long. I always feel cold now, but Carl, who has almost fully recovered, is very warm. Lying with him is more comfortable than putting many warm water bags under the quilt.

We misfired several times and almost reached the last step, but he was afraid that my body would not be able to bear it, so he always stopped at the last moment and hugged me tightly to breathe.

There was only one time when he lost control, pulled off my pants as gently as he could, and immediately held it there, but there was a knock on the door of my room, he was startled, his mouth moved, The tooth hit there heavily, and I almost cried on the spot in pain.In a hurry, he changed his clothes, drove Carl to the bathroom, opened the door and saw that it was his mother, and cold sweat immediately began to flow out.Fortunately, my mother didn't think there was anything unusual, she was just worried that I didn't sleep warm enough at night and came to take a look.

My mother just touched my bed, said a few words to me, and left.After sending my mother away, as soon as my nerves were relaxed, I felt that the pain below was magnified countless times, and my body went limp from the pain.Regardless of my objection, Karl pinched my bottom and checked me over and over again, almost calling the doctor over.As a result, the pain subsided in the end, and my place was immediately hardened by his movements.When Karl saw this, he was not in a hurry anymore, he took a bite, and continued to play with the work that was interrupted just now.I was shot twice by him, and I was so sleepy that I lost my mind. He didn't ask me for anything in return, he just hugged me and fell asleep like this.

The author has something to say: Warmly thank the glass shoe classmate Lei~~Memeda~~~

I went out to see my classmates today, so it was a little less. .

Malaysia Airlines crashed again. According to the news, when the plane crashed, the bodies of those victims fell like "rain". I don't know how much pain they endured at the last moment of their lives. I sincerely hope that they will go well all the way. Hope their family can get back on their feet soon.