[Titanic] I can't help myself

What Viscount Stuart said made me speechless and unable to refute.The maintenance of the manor until now is inseparable from the mother's dowry and her hard work over the years, otherwise we would have gone bankrupt long ago.She has every right to refuse to give away the fruits of her painstaking efforts to others.It is also true that I can't decide the heir just based on my own wishes just to satisfy my own selfish desires.

But I am really not reconciled, and it is difficult to accept.

"Uncle Patrick." I looked up at him, "How did you feel when you found out my father was married?"

Viscount Stewart froze for a moment, his expression relaxed a little, his eyes moved away from my face, and slowly placed on the portrait of his father hanging on the wall, and after a while he said slowly: "I'm very jealous , very jealous of your mother."

"That's it. I think you can understand me." I forced a smile, "You know, people like us, once we get married, we can never get divorced again. It's not fair to Karl."

"Then Mr. Hockley isn't married anymore?" Viscount Stuart asked.

"No, he's going to get married, but he'll get divorced as soon as the heir is born." I hastily added this sentence, "He'll let that woman go far away so that she won't interfere with our lives."

"Then you can also separate from your wife, and she won't affect your life either."

"It's not fair to that girl." I said helplessly.

"How do you know it's unfair?" Viscount Stuart asked back. "She may not have any intention of intervening between you and him. Many marriages are just getting what they need. Although it is helpless, it is indeed a fact."

"But..." I was tongue-tied.

"Mr. Hockley can get a legal offspring to inherit the family business, but you can't. Don't you think all this is extremely unfair to you, your mother, and your family?" Viscount Stewart pressed on .

"Henry, you have to know that there is no fairness in this world. What a person wants to get, he must give something, even for love. Since you are superior to others since you were born, you naturally have to bear more responsibilities from others And obligations. You have to finish what you should do before you can enjoy what you want, whether it is material or emotional." Viscount Stuart said earnestly, "More importantly, if Mr. Hockley is even unfair to this point There is no way to accept it, and such a test cannot be passed, so why do you say it will last forever?"

"But, but, this is different..." I tried to refute palely, but found that I couldn't find a tenable reason at all.

"If you want to be together for the rest of your life, you must go through countless hardships. In the future, there will be more difficult and unbearable things for you than getting married and having children." Viscount Stuart sat next to me and put his hands on my shoulders On, "Happiness is not achieved by blindly resisting everything, my child, that is a fairy tale, not real life. And, if Mr. Hockley does not agree to your marriage, I would doubt whether his feelings for you are real Sincerity. He can't just ask you to pay, regardless of your responsibilities and your future."

I tiredly rubbed my face with my hands: "This has nothing to do with Karl, I just can't convince myself. Who would be willing to bury their happiness in a hopeless marriage and endure their husband cheating? You let How can I say to a woman who loves me and is willing to marry me, I just want you to give birth to an heir for me, and please don't interfere in my life after this time? This is too despicable, too cruel. I am not Want to blame you, Uncle Patrick, look at my mother, don't you ever feel sorry for her? Don't you feel guilty when you see her?"

Viscount Stuart's expression twisted, and a painful light flashed in his eyes.He turned his head, lowered his eyes to look at the ground, and said softly after a long time: "Yes. I feel very guilty. It is our sin to involve an innocent woman. But," he looked up at me, " If there was a woman who knew everything between you and Mr. Hockley, and she still didn't mind, would you agree to get married?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say the words of resolute refusal.

"Do you mind if your husband is with someone else? How can you tell that woman clearly about this kind of thing before marriage? It's almost impossible. And, even if there is, I can't trust her. If she informs for profit Me, what should I do? This relationship is a crime, you don't know. "

"Maybe you will meet one day?" Viscount Stuart said calmly, "There are always all kinds of coincidences in this world."

"Then let's talk about it when I meet you." I said impatiently.

"Then if you meet, will you get married?"

"I don't know." I felt devastated, "Please, Uncle Patrick, don't talk about it anymore. Robert is like this, Nicholas is like this, and you are like this, I wonder if mother told you something? Did she ask you to persuade me to get married?"

Viscount Stuart watched me standing up abruptly and walking around the room, seeing that I had calmed down a little and said, "I just hope that you can seriously, responsibly, and carefully consider your future."

I told Carl what they said, Carl looked terrible, he is a very possessive person, it is impossible for him to watch me get married without any grievances, but he didn't say anything, He just squeezed out a smile and comforted: "There is always a way to solve the marriage problem, after all, you are still young."

I hugged his neck and buried my face in his shoulder.He put his arm around my waist and let me lie on his body, and the other hand gently stroked my back comfortingly.

"When will you get married?" I said sullenly.

Carl's hand paused, and then he slowly moved along my back, "Once we find a good candidate. I'm sorry, Henry."

I shook my head and buried it deeper: "That's not your fault."

In April, we moved to our mansion in London to officially participate in the long-awaited social season.At this time, it was the first anniversary of the Titanic disaster. As a survivor who was picked up from the sea, I once again attracted the attention of the public and received countless invitations to dance parties.

And Karl also seized this opportunity and officially announced the new steel of Hockley Steel Company to the outside world.The paper on the influence of alloys on the properties of steel has been published, which has attracted a lot of attention in the academic circles. This time, Hockley Iron and Steel Company clearly pointed out that they adopted a new type of steelmaking method, and the output was higher than the current one. There are new types of steel that are much better than those sold in the market.In the article, they pointed out insinuatingly that the unqualified steel used in the construction of the Titanic was the key reason for the wreck of the Titanic.

With the wind of Titanic's first anniversary, the reputation of the new steel quickly spread.Carl also understands that if he develops too fast and is too advanced, it will inevitably arouse the hatred of his peers, and it may bring very unfavorable consequences to himself.On the one hand, he is advertising his company, on the other hand, he is negotiating with various steel companies, using a new type of oxygen top-blown converter in exchange for the company's shares.He knows that the huge steel market cannot be monopolized by Hockley alone. Instead of monopolizing new types of steel and causing crowding out by peers, it is better for everyone to make money together. Anyway, the patent is in his own hands. market and the oxygen top-blown converter market, and the shares in his own hands can also prepare for the first step in his further annexation and expansion of other steel companies.

We were soaking in the bathtub when he explained his considerations to me.This bathtub was specially made by Carl when we sent someone to clean the mansion in London.It is not a problem to put five more people in this bathtub. The first time I saw this bathtub, I felt that Karl must have bad intentions.

"Why, I'm so surprised that I can't even speak?" Carl wiped the bubbles from the water on my face, "Do you think your husband is very powerful?"

I rolled my eyes, pushed his wet hair up, stood it all up, covered it with a thick layer of bubbles, and kissed him loudly on the lips: "My dear wife, you always That's great, I'm so proud of you."

Carl smiled and grabbed my waist and lifted me up, supporting my hip with one arm and pressing my back with the other, so that my body was tightly against him.I hugged his head subconsciously, but just brought my chest to his mouth, he immediately opened his mouth to hold it, and sucked vigorously.

A familiar numb, itchy, hit, I closed my eyes, wrapped my legs around his body, stroked his back with both hands, and began to moan softly.

He sucked for a while, then let go of his mouth, and began to bite up inch by inch along the chest, biting my lip all the time.The hand supporting my buttocks began to rub the cleft, playing with the small ball in front from time to time.

"Honorable Earl Richardmond," he said in a low voice, sticking to my lips, "I think it is necessary to have a further discussion with you on the issue of who is the wife."

Carl's parents had come to London from the US in May, ostensibly for social season, but Carl told me it was really to soften my mother's attitude.Whether I get married or not is not considered for the time being, but at least my mother should be less resistant to Karl.

The author has something to say: I have a headache these two days and I am always sleepy. . .

From the 28th of last month to the present, I have only been out of the house once. I have been away from normal society for too long, and I feel that I am starting to be abnormal. OTZ. . .