Wordless Love [Rebirth]

It was almost early morning when Meng Chilang returned home.

He was not surprised when he opened the door to see Zhao Lingyu sitting on the sofa. He was used to this person waiting here no matter how late it was, making him inescapable.

The whole family stayed up late with him. As soon as he came back, the cook took out the simmering millet porridge and cooked two side dishes. The water in the bathroom had already been put away the moment he entered the door. The pajamas were neatly arranged on the shelf, Meng Chilang slammed the door, barely blocking Zhao Lingyu from the door.

He didn't want to see his face just yet.

Meng Chilang actually doesn't like this kind of life, he hates being surrounded by people, it's not that he feels uncomfortable, this feeling has disappeared a few years ago.These people, or Zhao Lingyu, permeated his life all the time and made him feel suffocated.

He is the person who likes freedom the most, but now he can't do anything.

Someone removed the hot towel covering his face, the cool air permeated, the pores on his face opened and shrunk for a moment, making the skin on his face tense, the person stroked his face, and then stamped his forehead kiss.

Meng Chilang didn't hide, what's there to be pretentious about?When he was young, he might fight him because of this action, but now he has no such mental strength.

When he left, Meng Chilang shook his head vigorously. When he opened his eyes, he saw him wiping the splashed water on his face. Meng Chilang, who had succeeded, felt better.

The man seemed very happy to be tricked like this. He held his neck and lowered his head to rub against his wet hair.

"go out."

Meng Chilang pushed him away angrily, and slid to the other side of the bathtub. Hearing the sound of water entering, Meng Chilang tensed up for a moment, but soon let go.He opened his eyes and looked at Zhao Lingyu, then turned around and lay down on the bathtub. It was obvious that he could do it whenever he wanted, and he cooperated, but he didn't want to see him, let alone watch him talk.

There was a strong pressure on the shoulder, and Meng Chilang let him go, but the man was very peaceful now, under his massage, Meng Chilang fell asleep.

Being hugged and stuffed with something to fill his stomach, Meng Chilang fell asleep on the dining table.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I moved, and the person behind me moved.The hand that was pressing on the lower abdomen became restless, and asked him what's wrong while writing.He quickly touched his stomach again, Zhao Lingyu's palm was very hot, higher than his body temperature after being under the quilt for so long, Meng Chilang rolled his eyes in the dark.

He sat up directly, and then the bedside lamp was turned on.

He went to the bathroom to solve his personal problems, came back to drink a glass of warm water, and crawled into the quilt a little afraid of the cold.Although the indoor temperature is well controlled, there is still a large temperature difference from the bed.

He hid a little far away, and was quickly pulled into his arms. Meng Chilang didn't want to resist. Just now he experienced that the cup at the other end was warmed by no one's body, which was worse than the temperature outside.

Zhao Lingyu's body temperature was already higher than that of ordinary people, and his cold feet were held between his legs to keep them warm.He didn't suffer from cold limbs and chills before, but the culprit who caused all this was doing whatever he wanted on his face, and he didn't bother to argue with him anymore. The man thought he had tacit approval, and his actions became more and more presumptuous. When he was finally overwhelmed, Meng Chilang sighed in his heart and let him go.

Anyway...he couldn't sleep for the time being.

Life is boring.

Since Meng's equity fell into the hands of the Chi family, Meng's father and mother were forced out of the board of directors, and he had no reason to stay any longer. He opened a fashion design studio and was still very busy with work.The Chi family made his parents feel cold. Even if they got the Meng family, it was just an empty shell. The day before Meng's father abdicated, he donated all the shares under his name to charity for free. He didn't call the Chi family. It ended up being half cheap.

He should have left this place of right and wrong with his parents, but he couldn't. If he left, that selfish and domineering person didn't know what would happen.

In the eyes of his subordinates, this boss who treats his employees well is very family-friendly. No matter how late it is, he will go home to accompany the mysterious boss lady.His life is comparable to that of an ascetic monk. After get off work, he either works overtime or stays at home. It is rigid and boring.

The female colleagues in the finance department are young and lively, and they are not afraid of him as a boss. It coincides with one of the birthdays, and a few appointments have developed into a company party.Meng Chilang was also invited as a matter of routine, mainly to explain in advance that he would be reimbursed. Meng Chilang paid the money readily, but he did not agree to go to dinner.

The inviter had already expected it, and he seemed to be in a good mood, so he boldly joked: "You can bring your family, boss, you can bring your wife too! Let us see what kind of beauty she is!"

The matter between him and Zhao Lingyu was really new in the circle for a while, but soon no one mentioned it. These young people didn't know what kind of family their boss had.

He still shook his head, the girls envied the proprietress, and praised him as a good family man in the new century.

Gu family?

It's just that I'm used to it, and I don't want that person to lose his temper and turn the world upside down just because he can't do it overnight.

Maybe even Meng Chilang didn't realize it himself. Seeing him show a helpless smile and invite people to feel sympathy, I really don't know which woman is so lucky that the boss can marry him home.

The inviter was defeated and returned. When Meng Chilang got off work, he was surrounded by a group of subordinates to 'condemn'. He didn't know if he was in a particularly good mood today, or he thought of something. He retracted his preface and agreed to their request ask.

This made the colleagues in the department a little uncomfortable. After all, Meng Chilang was not a member of their life circle. If he reluctantly joined, it was inevitable that they would not know how to deal with it.Meng Chilang was very easy-going, talking with female colleagues, he was originally a very talkative person, and he had a lot of experience in taking care of women, so he became the most lively center in a short while, overshadowing the birthday star.

He drank generously, and had a very lively meal. Before leaving, Meng Chilang packed a small piece of cake and joked that he would use it to coax their lady boss from kneeling on the computer motherboard when he returned late. Woolen cloth.

Zhao Lingyu's appearance was expected. Seeing his cold face, Meng Chilang was inexplicably happy.He drank a lot, and was very well-behaved after drinking, even Zhao Lingyu didn't struggle to hold his hand to the car outside.

Zhao Lingyu's brows were furrowed, his mouth opened and closed, and he seemed very angry.Ever since his stomach was ruined, this person got angry every time he drank, otherwise he wished that he would be drunk for 360 days out of [-] five days, obedient and domineering, and it would be too late for him to be happy at this time.

Meng Chilang started to eat the cake as soon as he got in the car. He was too embarrassed to speak in front of his subordinates, but now he had satisfied his tongue.He ate to his heart's content, and Zhao Lingyu looked at him with dangerous eyes, clearly out of breath.

Looking up, unexpectedly, Zhao Lingyu still looked at him and smiled.This is not normal, he knows that the other party probably made a lot of arrangements at home today, just waiting for him to surprise him when he comes home, he thinks that he will not like his surprise, this person is always nothing new.However, he should be very upset when his expectations are not fulfilled. He is being kind to him now, is he used to such disappointment, or is he brewing a bigger anger, waiting to deal with him?

No matter how you think about it, the latter is more likely.

Meng Chilang raised his head in displeasure and took the initiative to touch his lips in a friendly way. Meng Chilang knew very well how to comfort him, but he seldom did it. Now, he was just 'drunk'.

Zhao Lingyu was really satisfied. For his passionate kiss, Meng Chilang put his arms around his neck and kissed back.

Zhao Lingyu liked him the most when he was drunk, and he couldn't hide this from Meng Chilang, because Meng Chilang would cooperate very much at that time and let him get his wish.

Is he really drunk?

Meng Chilang was sure he didn't.He was sober and sober watching what he was doing.

If you are drunk, then why can't you let go of your reserve, put aside those insistences, and give in to the little desire in your heart?He is undoubtedly longing for warmth, and Zhao Lingyu can give him all these.

Meng Meng!

wife...

Meng Chilang knew what he was yelling, and this person seemed to only yell like that when he was excited. He looked at him covered in sweat, and pressed against his heart, letting his body heave up and down on him.

More than ten years have passed, and he is getting old, why can't this person get bored?He thought that he was exhausted in this relationship, and that this person should have given in long ago, but he seemed to have no such consciousness at all, and tried to capture everything about him.What he has is just that ridiculous dignity, the so-called self-esteem that can be slightly relaxed under the cover of alcohol, maybe in a few years, this person will be able to succeed.

He was also quite happy with his idea, but it was just the two of them living together, and besides Zhao Lingyu, he seemed to have no other candidates.

It's just that in the middle of the night, Meng Chilang began to doubt his thoughts again. The person on his body was still going on endlessly. Meng Chilang only wanted to be perfunctory about his soliciting kisses. He couldn't figure it out. He was almost 40 years old. , What is the charm of this old skin?After so many years, why does this person's enthusiasm for this matter seem to only increase?

Then does he really want to consider his parents' opinions, kick this person away, and marry a gentle and caring woman?

Because of his distraction, Zhao Lingyu moved violently, and bit his shoulder blade hard. Meng Chilang raised his hand and slapped him.

I love you my wife……

Meng Chilang glared at him, then simply closed his bed and let him do whatever he wanted.

The self I was many years ago has become blurred, and what I longed for back then seems ridiculous now.Those pains scabbed over, Meng Chilang has learned to turn a blind eye, he succumbs to the steady flow of water, and is used to that person's domineering, what he doesn't want to admit is that he has already become another self because of this person.

Probably, it has nothing to do with love, he just doesn't want to make any changes...

At the age of 37, it is like a bottle of old red wine, mild and flat, and it takes a long time to sober up before tasting to let him exude the true taste.

When seeing Du Ya again, the surprise in the other party's eyes could not be concealed.

Meng Chilang was also surprised, he thought he would never see this person again in his lifetime, let alone that he would be so calm.The woman he once really liked, the woman who left him alone on their wedding day, was now standing a few steps away from him with a mixed-race child on her arm.

She was probably shopping with the child. Apart from the pet store he just visited, there was also a large children's clothing store on this floor.

"Xiaoya, long time no see." He smiled like an old friend, and after he finished speaking with a smile, he leaned over and looked at his child curiously to say hello. Holding Duya's hand, she called out to her mother in French in a low voice.

Meng Chilang laughed, "He's so cute, what's his name?"

Du Ya smiled forcedly, and asked the child to call him uncle.Like many old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, the two found a place to stay nearby to chat. The children liked the children's play area in the store, the simple slides and carousel, which made them happy with satisfaction.

"Are you okay?...I heard about your family."

Du Ya, who had just returned to China, obviously still paid attention to his news, but these things were not satisfactory.Meng Chilang saw her cautiousness, and smiled slightly. He was still the proud and arrogant prince of the Meng family. Although those edges and corners had not been smoothed, he had learned to hide them.

"Thank you, I'm fine." He talked about his private studio, and asked about Du Ya's status when he returned to China, and if he planned to stay for a long time, how would he find a job.Hearing that the other party just took the child back to his hometown to have a look, he stopped talking.

Du Ya hesitated and said, "Are you... married?"

marry?

Meng Chilang smiled faintly and shook his head.

"...Are you still entangled with that person?!" Du Ya said with some excitement.Meng Chilang looked at her and immediately understood who she was talking about.

Many things that he didn't understand before came to his mind in an instant, as if everything had a clue, the wedding that year, and the wedding night that should have belonged to him and his new wife that made him step into a dead end...

Meng Chilang's fingers trembled, and he smiled unnaturally and said, "Did he cause you trouble? I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize for that person!" Du Ya didn't know what happened to them, but Du Ya was so disgusted with Zhao Lingyu.Meng Chilang covered the complicated emotions in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Sorry, I'm used to it."

I am used to apologizing on behalf of the person I care about, and to my parents, this long-lost friend.

That night, Meng Chilang was really drunk.

The 37-year-old men wrestled together in a miserable state, angry or disappointed?Maybe all of them, but they were all negligible, he just felt uncomfortable and needed to vent.Since the accident in the Meng family, he has worked hard to appear mature, not relying on anyone, not complaining, and not being held accountable.

But why was he willing?

Seeing the Meng family step by step to where they are today, he was helpless. He didn't want to bow to Zhao Lingyu, and he couldn't use temporary favors in exchange for the interests of the Meng family.The relationship between them was already complicated enough, even though he climbed up to Zhao Lingyu in the eyes of others, but he asked himself that he had never taken advantage of Zhao Lingyu from the beginning to the end, and he didn't want to show weakness this time.

The decadence squeezed in my heart is very uncomfortable.He was still gentle and refined on weekdays, but after returning home, he became much quieter. Zhao Lingyu could sense his change, but maybe even he couldn't do anything about it.

From Zhao Lingyu's point of view, it was all because of Du Ya.

Meng Chilang stared at him with his eyes open, letting him wreak havoc in his body, watching him scold fiercely with tears in his eyes, he couldn't help but feel happy.

The next day, Meng Chilang woke up in pain. He curled up in Zhao Lingyu's arms like a shrimp. His stomach hurt so badly that even if Zhao Lingyu rubbed it, it wouldn't help.

His eyes were full of distress and regret. Meng Chilang knew that this was not a fake. Every time he attacked him, the other party always seemed timid and cautious.Meng Chilang closed his eyes tiredly, letting Zhao Lingyu bow his head and kiss his eyes, trying to open his eyes to watch him speak.

Soon, Meng Chilang fell asleep.

He slept lightly, and the dream was full of that person, chaotic, full of quarrels and scuffles, he seemed to have fought a battle himself, and he woke up sweaty.

Meng Meng.

The man's face came closer, Meng Chilang didn't regain his senses for a moment, and raised his hand to slap him fiercely on the face.The sound was not small, but there was no strength. The one who was beaten was so happy that he took his hand and threw it on his face several times.

I was wrong, you hit me, don't be angry.

Meng Chilang didn't bother to pay attention, he just said, "I want to take a bath."

His whole body was sticky and he needed a bath urgently. Zhao Lingyu obediently picked him up.He held his left hand to keep it from getting wet, and it was covered with tape. It seemed that a doctor had seen it before.

Meng Chilang leaned against his arms, idly not wanting to move. Such gentleness made him appear to have no attack power. Zhao Lingyu slowed down, looked down at him for a while, kissed him forehead to forehead, and said :Do not be angry.

His showing of weakness was expected, but Meng Chilang knew that this was far from over due to his narrow-mindedness, so he hummed and fell silent for a while before saying, "I don't care what you did to her before, in the future, don't go disturb her life."

The person behind him really froze, and then posted on his back and wrote: Good.

This incident was exposed in their lives in this way. Meng Chilang's days of leaving early and returning late were less and less. Unconsciously, there are more and more smiles on his face, which makes the subordinates in the studio feel like a spring breeze.

Bai Chengan sent an invitation card for his youngest daughter's birthday party. It's a big day, so Zhao Lingyu will naturally attend. Meng Chilang originally didn't want to join the party. He and Bai Chengan and others have never dealt with each other. Bai Chengan probably wouldn't like him Attend such a festive occasion.

But Zhao Lingyu is very persistent about it.

Perhaps in his view, he was present as his family member and his significant other, but in the eyes of others, it will always be another matter.Meng Chilang knew it well, but couldn't bear his disappointed gaze, so he reluctantly agreed.

The cynical Young Master Bai was now the father of two children. The way he hugged his little daughter and showed off to the guests was a competent dad.

The little princess is very cute, dressed like a doll, with big eyes, holding a pink feeding bottle and looking at everyone curiously, neither crying nor fussing.

Meng Chilang liked her very much, and the child obviously had no resistance to beautiful things, so he warmly reached out to ask him to hug her.Meng Chilang held him stiffly, for fear of falling the giggling child in his arms.Carefully sat down on the sofa before daring to free up one hand to tease her.

Bai Chengan was not in a good mood. Although the youngest daughter did not admit her birth, she had never seen anyone so proactively close to her.But seeing him being raised more and more beautiful by Zhao Lingyu, Bai Chengan snorted and had to admit that his daughter's eyesight was still good.

"If you like it, give birth to one yourself, it's useless to be jealous of me."

Bai Chengan seemed to have no intention of doing it, but he and Zhao Lingyu managed to keep him and Zhao Lingyu silent for a while.With such a relationship between them, it is impossible to have children.

Bai Chengan talked about the parenting scriptures, and said to Zhao Lingyu in front of Meng Chilang that they should adopt a child to adjust their lives.Meng Chilang did not object. On the contrary, he liked children very much. Over the years, his life was gradually confined in the arms of one person, and he became as incapable of innovation as that person. If another person could enter this family , maybe better.

But Zhao Lingyu would not agree.

His dominance has continued unabated over the years. Although his manner of expression has been restrained a lot, Meng Chilang knows that he will never allow anyone to distract him and compete with him for favor.

It's funny to say, but sometimes that's how naive that person thinks.

Zhao Lingyu asked him: Do you like children?

Meng Chilang gave a dispensable answer, whether he likes it or not, has never been an inevitable relationship for him.Unlike him, Zhao Lingyu, he doesn't want to possess something just because he likes it. On the contrary, he prefers the freedom and authenticity of those things and people.

Sure enough, Zhao Lingyu breathed a sigh of relief, hesitantly asked him what kind of pet he likes, this is to take a step back and relax his territory.Meng Chilang laughed secretly. He didn't have the confidence to take good care of both children and pets. He was too busy dealing with Zhao Lingyu alone. How could his experience take care of others?

Zhao Lingyu is very satisfied now, is it true that the generous appearance just now is just an illusion?

After more than ten years of ups and downs, Meng Chilang has already gotten used to it. He wants to make himself feel better, and he doesn't want to act like he was when he was young.

But there are always people who can't see him being happy. Chi Jidong's unclear words successfully defeated his nearly 40 years of self-cultivation.

"Do you think that without Zhao Lingyu's acquiescence, our Chi family would have obtained the Meng family so easily? Hehe, it seems that you are quite charming. It seems that Zhao Lingyu wants to keep you at home. You must serve him well, right?"

"Why, don't understand? Then let me tell you, your concubine has such a great background, do you think grandpa dares to hit a stone with an egg? If it weren't for Zhao Lingyu's attitude, how could we have succeeded so smoothly?"

Seeing Meng Chilang leaving angrily, Chi Jidong smiled coldly at the car he was driving away.

Goodbye, his dear cousin, who encouraged Zhao Lingyu to destroy his Chi family, and he will drag him to be buried with him!

Zhao Lingyu, who came to pick him up from get off work, quickly chased after him. On the phone, he only asked him: "Does my family matter have anything to do with you?"

"answer me!"

"Knock, knock, knock." Meng Meng, calm down, he knocked on the steering wheel in a hurry.

Do not deny?

Meng Chilang ruthlessly threw away the phone.It's ridiculous, what he cares most about is his parents, and the Meng family is the lifelong painstaking effort of his parents, but just because he doesn't like his busy work and wants to imprison him, he ruined it like this?

He just felt very disappointed.

He wasn't angry or surprised, he was used to what that person did all these years, but he was tired.For so many years, he has slowly smoothed his sharpness, but he just wanted a little peace. He has tried his best to make himself sensible and obedient to a man, but this is what he got in return?

I didn't expect this time, but I would never go back.

At the moment when the explosion happened, he thought to himself, maybe this is the best ending for him and Zhao Lingyu, there will be no more disputes, they will die together, satisfy his possessive desire, and no one else will be victimized by it. , and they will have no more pain.

But there was a voice in his heart that strongly opposed it. He didn't want Zhao Lingyu to die, and he didn't want to see him helpless...

Perhaps, all along, the more self-willed and weaker person is himself.

"I love you too."

Whether true or false, this sentence is what he owes him, if everything can be done again, he would rather they love each other, and would rather be imprisoned by this person forever.

However, it was too late...