Wordless Love [Rebirth]

The next day, it was Ying Jie who drove the two of them.

Zhao Lingyu didn't sleep well last night. Throughout the night, he was thinking about all kinds of past life, and about the present one. He yawned and waved his hand to greet himself, but when he saw Ying Jie's existence, he immediately cheered up. Showing an elegant smile that could be called aristocratic, He Yingjie nodded and greeted Meng Chilang.

Anna's appearance was beyond Zhao Lingyu's expectation.

Although he knew that Meng Chilang had several relationships with that woman before, he knew that those people occupied such a small place in Meng Chilang's heart that he ignored them, so that he didn't even know about Anna's existence.

But this time he met him before that woman, and approached him as gently as possible.However, his firm confidence was shaken by Meng Chilang's joke last night!

At that time, he told himself that if they meet in the next life, they can love each other well.

He subconsciously forgot that Meng Chilang, who had no memories of those years, would not have that kind of affection for him!At that time, Meng Chilang, who had been forced to entangle with him for more than ten years, had complicated feelings for him. There was some love and even more hatred.

He even thought that at that time he made a promise to himself—a promise that would not have been fulfilled if he hadn't been reborn, because he was about to be liberated.Whether you like it or not, those loves, those hates, those feelings and ties that you dare not admit but cannot ignore become meaningless in the face of death.

Maybe he was only regretful, so he seized the last chance to consummate his life, and told him that he also loved him...

So now, this Meng Chilang, who has gradually gotten used to his existence and has no defense against him, will fall in love with him?

If that woman appeared in front of Meng Chilang again, would he still have a chance of winning?

What should he do then?Still tied him up like in the previous life, so that each other finally became a pair of resentful couples, ruining him also ruined himself?

He can prevent him from meeting that woman, but will someone else appear in this life?If it appeared, should he repeat what he did without telling everyone, and exclude those people one by one by force.

In case, he finds out the truth, how should he explain it?

He couldn't give himself an answer.

Thinking of this, Zhao Lingyu didn't close his eyes almost all night.

It was also because of this that today he had to find Ying Jie to act as a temporary driver. Since he could not guarantee his driving status, he would never try to put Meng Chilang in danger.

Meng Chilang's spirit is not very good either, he didn't go to bed until late yesterday.

He is actually a person who is used to going to bed late, but it is only three o'clock in the morning. He usually draws pictures at that time and sleeps at that time, and he is still alive and well the next day.But that is the deep sleep after the nerves continue to operate at a high speed and highly excited. Although it is short, it is enough to maintain a person's mental state for a day.

Unlike last night, lying in bed tossing and turning, even if he manages to fall asleep later, waking up in the morning will be uncomfortable.

Unlike Zhao Lingyu who suffered from insomnia due to anxiety, if Zhao Lingyu knew the reason why Meng Chilang could not sleep...he would not need to sleep tonight.

The insteps are itchy and hot.

Meng Chilang couldn't sleep.

It seems that there are still people who are writing characters that are quiet but cannot be ignored.

A few times, he thought of going to the bathroom to wash his feet, or just take a bath, but this kind of behavior seemed to admit something, so he couldn't convince himself to do it.

The bathroom is just ten steps away, open the door, and everything is solved.

However, a new problem arises again.

Why do I need to wash away the marks left by that person, why should I care so much?

This cycle of self-questioning and self-answering occurred repeatedly in his heart, so that he lost his temper on the bed irritably, and finally subsided, lying on the bed without the quilt with his limbs spread wide, listening to his own heartbeat.

He had been briefly alert this night.

It wasn't that he was wary that Zhao Lingyu might have bad intentions towards him, but that he was shocked that his mentality seemed to be off track.He couldn't understand how there was such an extra layer of things in the relationship between himself and Zhao Lingyu, which he had never had before, as if he was... flirting.

Zhao Lingyu knew it. That person liked to touch his hands and feet since he met him. He was the kind of person who couldn't settle down. He could write on his feet, which was considered a normal behavior.

But it's not normal to feel uncomfortable!

Meng Chilang is not a dull person, nor is he ignorant. He has met same-sex couples in foreign countries for so many years, and even became neighbors with one of them for half a year.

His feelings towards same-sex people are not so disgusting, he knows that his sexual orientation is normal, and he doesn't feel that those people are different because of this, but at the same time, he can't say that he likes or likes such feelings.Just like the same-sex couple who used to be his neighbors, he is not the person involved and has no right to comment on whether the relationship between them is right or wrong. However, he feels tired and flustered just by watching.

Quarrel, reconciliation, quarrel, almost every day is peaceful.

Normal people wouldn't fight with women even if they didn't agree with each other, but they don't need to worry about it from the standpoint that they are both of the same sex.

He had witnessed them wrestling in front of the yard, beating each other's nose and face bruised, and finally crying and holding each other's face and kissing fiercely.

...that picture is not aesthetically pleasing.Meng Chilang is a person who pursues impressions, so much so that he can't say he has a good impression of them.

What bothers Meng Chilang now is not his different attitude towards a man. He never thought that he would suddenly change his sexual orientation after spending 26 years normally. What makes him uncomfortable is that a beautiful It seems that things are about to change because of my own premonition.

He cherishes the comfortable feeling when getting along with Zhao Lingyu. Such feelings are pure and will not put any pressure on him.It was all good before, but now if I didn't use a different angle to look at this problem, how could there be such a deviation?

thinking about...

Meng Chilang moved slowly to the edge of the bed, reached out and pulled back the quilt that was kicked off the bed just now, wrapped himself up, and moved to the center of the bed little by little.

He decided, sleep!

If you have anything to think about, remember to remind that guy tomorrow not to treat himself like a child.No, he seemed to be born a month later than himself, right?I am the elder brother!No matter how you say it, change yourself to be more mature!

You should pat his head, pinch his face, and play with his feet yourself!

Meng Chilang fell asleep in such a happy imagination, and then when he got up, he found that he was top-heavy and obviously did not sleep well.

As soon as he got in the car, he remembered something, and patted Zhao Lingyu's head with his hands, and found that his hair was dark but not as soft as it looked, and a little prickly, he withdrew his hand in satisfaction under Zhao Lingyu's suspicious eyes , with a happy smile.

The car moved smoothly.

"Aha, call me when you get there." He tried his best to control the yawn, didn't show his stomach, rubbed the moist corners of his eyes, tilted his head on the back seat of the car, and fell asleep at a very fast speed. caught.

Meng Chilang moved his face closer, waited for a long while and saw that he didn't respond, he couldn't help smiling and leaned over, stretched out his hand to hold his face in his arms, and adjusted his posture to make him sleep more comfortably.

Zhao Lingyu raised his head and said to Jie: Pull up the isolation layer and go around a little farther.

Ying Jie glanced at the situation in the back seat, the corners of his eyes twitched, and he knew that he was about to be bullied—it should be said that he was about to be taken advantage of by others, but without realizing it, Meng Chilang recited a dishonest Buddha. Then he followed Zhao Lingyu's orders and isolated the two people in the back seat in an independent and dark space.

Zhao Lingyu hugged him and remained motionless until Meng Chilang's body was completely relaxed and slipped obediently from his chest, then he supported his waist and brought him closer to himself.

After all, he didn't dare to hold him in his arms presumptuously, for fear that he would wake up halfway and it would be too late to adjust his posture to a position where he would not be suspicious.

Zhao Lingyu looked down at him with the weak light seeping in from the light-shielding glass. The outline of the person he was familiar with was not as mature as he was familiar with, but every arc of his facial features, when he was angry or spoke, he looked down. He knows every change like the back of his hand, and now there are more of them!

That is when he smiles, how the corners of his eyes will be curved, the corners of his mouth will be raised high when provoking him, and when he laughs until he covers his belly and bends over, his whole face is so detailed that every pore will emit Come out with a smile.

Zhao Lingyuxu hugged him, and the uneasiness and anxiety that had troubled him all night last night faded away.

He thought, maybe he is not firm enough, otherwise why would he feel afraid.He should be more patient, he could have all of him in such a bad situation in the last life, so what is there to worry about in this life?Ten years, the next ten years, he still has a lot of time to fight for him and stay with him.He should also learn to advise himself not to be so greedy, the important thing is that the person in his arms is willing, isn't it.

He thought so in his heart, but his eyes finally fell on Meng Chilang's lips.

The opportunity may be fleeting, he said to himself, take it easy, it won't wake him up.

So, after struggling for a long time, he still bowed his head and finished the thing he always wanted to do yesterday!Although he didn't go deep, he just pressed it against his lips lightly, letting down his own temperature and breath, but the emotions that had been blocked all night were wiped away!

He used his own breath to wipe out any other people's breath that might remain on his lips, and the violent beast in his heart was well appeased and became extremely docile.

He lowered his head, lightly touched Meng Chilang's nose with his nose, and opened his lips to call him silently.

Meng Meng.

Wife.

I miss you so much.

really miss you.

... When Meng Chilang woke up, he felt that the itching on the back of his feet had subsided and spread to his face, especially his lips. It was definitely not what he thought - it was an illusion!

But this is not important anymore, what is even more terrible!

"How could it be this time! Are you traveling on a route that deviates from the earth's rotation?!"

The innocent Ying Jie had no choice but to bite the bullet and say that he took the wrong route.Of course, Meng Chilang would not have any complaints against him, and even said with a smile: "No, I was rude, anyway, thank you for sending me here today."

But secretly, the eye knife had been slashed hundreds of times on Zhao Lingyu's smiling face!

Ying Jie breathed a sigh of relief when Meng Chilang's figure disappeared into the office building. He sighed and said to Zhao Lingyu: "Young master, I have informed them to postpone the meeting. Look?"

Zhao Lingyu nodded and retreated into the car.

I didn't expect that the young master would become so worrying when he fell in love with such a deserted person.While complaining like this in my heart, Ying Jie's face was full of smiles, which was pretty good, at least the young master now wants to live a real life, have the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys that ordinary people should have, and also act like a kid, three no At five o'clock, something happened that caught him off guard.

That's right, if it wasn't like this, I wouldn't have a sense of accomplishment. Anyway, he is four years older than the young master, so how can he be led by the nose all the time.