Huff [other world]

Shan Jiu is not called Shan Jiu.

His real real name is Shan Jiujiu, which means that his family hopes to live together for a long time.

When he grew up, he hated this stupid and stupid name so much, so he insisted on declaring that he was called Shan Jiu.

Shan Jiu has a half-brother, Shan Kun.

Shan Jiu's father divorced, the woman left her son and ran away, and the single father raised the eldest son alone, and the single mother he met later.Shan's father worked hard for most of his life, and finally achieved a small amount of success.

In fact, Shan Jiu once felt that he was a very happy person.The family has small assets, parents love each other, and there is an older brother who has accompanied him since he was a child.

Although this brother has a bad temper and does not seek to make progress, he has spent more than [-] years under the same roof after all.

When he was a child, this incompetent elder brother would always threaten and bully Shan Jiu viciously when his parents were not paying attention.Pinching his arm in winter, and pinching his waist in summer, in short, he was attacking at a place that was not easy to be found, causing the young Xiao Shanjiu to often have bruises and bruises on his body.

Xiao Shanjiu is very smart, and Shan Kun always pales in comparison to him.Although the single parent and single parent did not deliberately favor a certain child, there is an obedient, beautiful and sensible Shan Jiu in the family, and they can't help but praise him more.

Once, when Shan Jiu was still in elementary school, Shan Kun had already reached the rebellious period in junior high school.After Shan Jiu was rewarded by his parents again for his outstanding grades, Shan Kun instigated his gangster friends around him to drag Shan Jiu, who was carrying a schoolbag and holding popsicles, into an alley.

Shan Jiu, who was beaten up with a bruised nose and swollen face, didn't say anything after returning home.

Even if he saw his brother with half the same blood as himself, standing at the corner of the alley, hidden in the shadows.

Shan Jiu was a fool when he was a child.

At that time, he would only open his innocent watery eyes and ask his parents why his brother didn't like me.

Parents said it was because he was not good.

So Shan Jiu was even more obsequious to this brother and doubled his favor.

Shan Jiubenshan.

Shan Jiu feels that he has done his utmost to Shan Kun.

When he was young, he would not fall out with his brother because of fighting for favor, and when he grew up, he also habitually helped his brother clean up the mess.

Shan Jiu never thought that Shan Kun would hate himself to this extent.

Shan Kun spends his days and nights with a group of cronies and friends, and accidentally offends someone who can't be offended. In the end, he, the older brother, actually drags his younger brother into the water, using Shan Jiu as a shield to let Shan Jiu bear his fault.

Shan Jiu became addicted to drugs.

He was forcibly injected with heroin.

Once a person gets poisoned, his life will be ruined.

And his happy little family seemed to collapse in a short period of time.

The day before the single mother was found to have terminal cancer, Shan Jiu was secretly contacting the drug rehabilitation center.

After learning the news, Shan Jiu curled up in the quilt and shivered for a whole night, crying heartbreakingly, with tears and snot all over the sheets.

Shan Jiu didn't go to the drug rehabilitation center.

He spent the last two months with his mother.

Occasionally, the drug addiction became uncontrollable, and I even crawled and hid in a corner where no one was around to take drugs.Due to the large dose of the first injection, Shan Jiu's desire for drugs became stronger.

Shan Jiu thought he could hide it from his mother until she left.

As a result, Shan Kun ruined everything.

He completely exposed the sad appearance of Shan Jiu's drug addiction to his mother, and let the dying single mother see her proud son ugly like a dog, just to pray for the comfort of drugs.

In the end, the single mother passed away with hatred, and Shan Jiu missed the best time for drug rehabilitation.Because of this, Shan's father aged for an unknown number of years overnight.

And the culprit is laughing at all this with the attitude of a successful man.

After finishing his mother's funeral, Shan Jiu, who was exhausted by drugs, curled up in front of his mother's grave, staring at his eyes and staying up all night.

The next day, Shan Jiu, whose eyes were bloodshot, decided to go on a trip.

Shan Jiu didn't run too far, his body didn't allow him to do that.

He went to Cambodia.

There are awe and excited smiles on the faces of the tourists, in groups of three and four, with radiant eyes.Only Shan Jiu was alone, no matter how hard he tried to straighten his back, he couldn't stop himself from being overshadowed by the crowd.

When I came to Angkor Wat, I saw the stunning statues of gods carved on huge stone pillars blooming like flowers.

'Khmer Smile'.

The serene, all-encompassing smile on the corner of the huge statue's mouth is like the purest warm wind in the world, as if it has the power to cleanse the darkness in human hearts.

What prompted Shan Jiu to stop was the statue of Shiva enshrined in the small queen's palace.

The sunlight cast on his pale and thin side face of Shan Jiu, and Shan Jiu lowered his eyes tiredly, casting a dark shadow.

Shan Jiu did not believe in God.

But at that moment, he was momentarily confused.

Shiva, the god of destruction.

After Shan Jiu returned to China, when he found Shan Kun, he was so drunk that he slumped limply on the wool carpet and exhaled the pungent smell of alcohol.

Seeing Shan Jiu who came uninvited, he subconsciously made a mocking expression.

"I originally wanted to kill you." Shan Jiu remained expressionless.

Shan Kun's head was in chaos, and he was still staring at the meaning of this sentence stupidly, poking his finger at Shan Jiu's skinny chest.

Shan Jiu took out a small bag of white powdery stuff from his backpack, "This stuff is easier to quit, if you can't even control this, then you deserve it, and you are not worthy of the life I left you. "

The corner of Shan Jiu's mouth raised strangely, "Actually, I know, you can't make it through."

Shan Kun, who was so drunk and unconscious, finally widened his eyes in horror.

Shan Jiu thinks that he is not a bad person, but he is definitely not compassionate either.He will not make him feel better for those who make him have nothing.Even if it is only a little bit, Shan Jiu will let Shan Kun experience the torture he has endured.

It was only when he thought of his father that he couldn't bear to completely abolish Shan Kun.

……

After all, a man over half a century old cannot lose his two sons overnight.

Shan Jiu committed suicide by taking sleeping pills.

In a desolate and backward forest.

A long time ago, his father took his family of four to camp here.

Although it is very remote, the scenery is very good, with mountains and water.My father said that this place used to be his home. Later, the city developed, and the big boss of a developer wanted to build a resort here, and the people in the small village were driven out.It's a pity that the boss had an accident later, and the land was left idle.

Shan Jiu still remembers how silly he was when he was little, and he was very happy that day, because his brother rarely smiled so happily.Xiao Dan ran after his brother for a long time, fell down and curled his mouth to cry, but found that his brother had no intention of turning back to wait for him and pulling him, so he wiped the corners of his eyes and got up by himself.

The little Shan Jiujiu patted his dirty pants and continued to chase behind his brother.

Shan Jiu lay alone on the cold ground, he was tired.Shan Kun's despicable and indifferent evil deeds, the shock of his mother's death, and the damage to his body caused by drugs all made Shan Jiu feel tired.

The only thing he was sorry for was his father.

Call him cowardly or irresponsible, but Shan Jiu is really tired.

The process of dying is painful.

Saying that sleeping pills can make people leave safely in a deep sleep is simply farting!

Or the ten thousand year old stinky fart that has been constipated for many years.

Shan Jiu was unconscious, he was tortured by stomach cramps and acid reflux for a long time before he was relieved.

……

However, Shan Jiu, who wholeheartedly waited for death to come, came to usher in death and got a chance of life at the same time.

Although this world does not belong to him, although this world is strange and dangerous, even though he knows nothing about this world, Shan Jiu was reborn once again.

It is not easy to survive in such a world.

Shan Jiu is only fortunate that he can understand the language of this world.

At first he wasn't sure, so he went to the bookstore in the orc town to find a book on language teaching for young children.Shan Jiu was pleasantly surprised to find that he could really understand...

What made Shan Jiu even more gratified was that his body was intact, and he did not suffer from the morbid state of being tortured by drugs, nor did he have the desire for drugs to penetrate into the bone marrow.

Shan Jiu decides to start a new life.

He tried his best to adapt to everything in this world, and he also began to understand the cultural history of this world.

The racial classes in this world are divided into three types, sub-beasts, half-beasts, and orcs who can transform into full states.Shan Jiu sadly realized that he could barely be classified as a lowly sub-beast, even though he was not a beast at all.

Of course, occasionally you will hear some ridiculous and elusive speculations, which have been mythologized as fantasy legends.

Shan Jiu lives near a remote orc town, so he can't understand the outside world for the time being, and he doesn't know how the world is developing.

Shan Jiu used to live in a small town's house, but he offended some people and got into trouble, so he had to leave the small town and come to live in this abandoned cabin.Although the cabin has been left unused by the owner for a long time, Shan Jiu is still extremely satisfied with the equipment inside, even though he doesn't use it most of the time.

Although it is far away from the town, this does not prevent him from making friends with him.

They would visit him now and then, bringing some necessities with them.

Shan Jiu is not willing to step into the small town too much.

Occasionally, Shan Jiu would treat those stupid kids as a way to pass the time... although they are really annoying sometimes.

Especially when they wantonly destroy their carefully planted small vegetable garden with an innocent and happy smile on their faces.

Thinking of this, Shan Jiu suddenly felt his teeth itch.

In short, Shan Jiu's life has been quite peaceful.

Until... the sudden intrusion of this man who was sleeping on him.

In fact, it is not quite accurate to say that the man fell asleep on Shan Jiu.

The man is just lying obediently on the hard bed.As for Shan Jiu, he is currently wrapped in a quilt, lying on a thick layer of cotton wadding... sleeping under the board of the small wooden bed.

This is a quirk that Shan Jiu developed after he came to this world.The reason is that once, a strange orc with red eyes and madness broke into the house and knocked Shan Jiu, who was sleeping soundly, together with his bed, to the ground.

From then on, Shan Jiu cast a great shadow on sleeping on the bed.

Even knowing that sleeping under the bed is useless, but Shan Jiu still couldn't help crawling under the bed to sleep every day with the quilt in his arms.

At least, this can bring him some sense of security psychologically.

But I can't sleep for a long time tonight.

He was staring wide-eyed and seriously thinking about the future of the man on his body who was breathing evenly and sleeping in the dark.

Gee.

Shan Jiu covered his head with the damp quilt, rolling back and forth under the bed soundlessly.

Squeak, the person on the bed turned over, and the blanket covering his body slipped to the ground.

Shan Jiu turned sideways and wrapped the quilt tightly so he didn't look at it.

After a while, he resigned himself to his fate and crawled out of the bed, picked up the blanket and covered the man with dog legs, and even tucked the corners of the quilt.

Just kidding, this master looks so aggressive, if he offends, he will suffer.