Little Gold Cup and Big BMW

He Lanba heard a "bang bang", as if a heavy iron door had been slammed shut. He opened his eyes in a daze, but there was still darkness in front of him.After the iron door was closed, there was silence for a while, and there was the sound of men's leather shoes stepping on the cold concrete floor, and the footsteps approached him at a very slow pace, arousing nerves dangerously and charmingly.

"Are you awake?" Kaimeron's voice suddenly sounded in the silent space, like a cluster of cold fireworks exploding, gorgeous and weird.Helanba could guess without even looking that Kaimelong must be wearing a well-crafted Italian handmade suit at the moment, and his whole body was impeccable.

But this rhythm is wrong.He tried hard to recall, and suddenly remembered the car accident, a mouthful of fishy smell came up in his throat, he coughed non-stop, his chest heaved violently like an old bellows, he kept sucking but couldn't get any oxygen, even his voice was hoarse: "Cameron, I can't see anything!"

"Understood." Kaimeron's voice was a bit cold, but he spoke to him very softly at the moment.He Lanba felt that Kai Molong's hand came to his neck, pulled something away, and then skillfully undid the buttons of his shirt one by one. He didn't know what Kai Molong was going to do, but after unbuttoning, breathing was sure. It has become much smoother, but his eyes are still smeared.Until Kaimeron's hand slid in along his open neckline, slid to the position of his chest, and pressed his violently rising and falling chest rhythmically: "You are too nervous, you can't even breathe, I am now Teach you with your hands."

Kai Molong's hand led his chest to open and relax rhythmically, and He Lanba also tried his best to control the rhythm of inhalation and exhalation.

"Can't you learn it?" The beautiful man's ventilator sounded like he was losing patience, "If you can't learn it again, I can only teach you with my mouth."

He Lanba cursed secretly!When I get emotional, I can't breathe anymore.

There was a bit of a smile in Kemeron's voice, he curled his fingers on his chest, and scratched his skin provocatively: "Or do you actually expect me to teach you with my mouth?"

He Lanba wished he could complain, saying that you are a erotic prince is true, do you use your mouth to kill and save people?

With your mouth, there is no need for anesthesia for surgery in the hospital, and patients can still have erotic dreams during surgery.

This time Helan took a breath of contention, and soon after, Kai Molong's hand left his chest, and he helped him fasten the button with great reluctance.He Lanba took a deep breath and opened his eyes, finally a picture appeared in front of his eyes——

There is no window, only an iron door, a rusty dark secret room, and a dazzling white turning light above the head. This scene seems familiar.The otaku screenwriter frowned and looked around, finally recognized it, and couldn't laugh or cry: "Why is it here again?"

Kemeron was still sitting on the edge of the iron bed, gracefully crossing his long legs, crossing his fingers and clasping his knees: "Because you still have questions and haven't answered me."

He Lanba knew that this was a dream, he looked Kaimolong up and down, this "dream lover" was wearing a simple black shirt this time, the neckline was slightly parted, and his hair was as natural as when he was shopping in the supermarket: "This time Changed to HUGOBOSS? What is a watch? Patek Philippe?"

Kai Molong showed his watch with a smile, it was indeed Patek Philippe, a limited edition watch with complicated timing functions, Helanba saw the moon phase disk at the bottom of the dial, a golden crescent moon and golden stars on the background of the dark blue night sky They complement each other.He has never understood the significance of these function tables with moon phase windows, he can't see any other uses besides showing off and looking good.But when this watch is worn on Kaimeron's hand, everything will be a matter of course. He is a person worthy of wearing the moon and stars on his wrist.

"If you like to see me wearing ARMANI and wearing Vacheron Constantin, I will show you. If you want to see me wearing HUGOBOSS and wearing Patek Philippe, I will satisfy you too." Kai Molong lowered his wrist, looked at the person on the iron bed with slightly lowered eyes, and smiled faintly. But very doting.

"That's not what I thought," He Lanba said calmly, looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar person, "It's because I'm getting more and more confused about what you should look like."

"I am who I am, what clothes and what watch I wear can't change me." The crumpled photo appeared in Kaimeron's hand again, and he lowered his head to unfold the photo, frowning in confusion, "Why on earth are you Want to burn this photo? This is the last thing he left for you." He turned his head and looked at him with heavy reproach in his eyes, "You really don't cherish it too much."

"It was an accident." He Lanba replied feebly, squinting his eyes at the bright ceiling light, "I regret it."

Kai Molong hooked the corners of his mouth noncommittally, and took out a blue mobile phone from his trouser pocket.

Helan Ba ​​stared at the blue straight cell phone. The cell phone was very small and looked almost pocket-size in Kaimeron's wide hands, but he still recognized that it was a Motorola from long ago, and it was the same as the one used by Caesar. It is the same style.

Kaimeron lowered his eyes faintly, and opened the text message "Bibibi". He licked his lips with interest as he read the first text message, and said, "Where did you go? Have you had enough fun?"

He Lanba was stunned like an electric shock, it was Kaisa's cell phone.What Kemeron was reading was the text message he had sent to Kaiser after he disappeared.

"Caesar, I know you saw the text message, now, immediately, reply to me immediately." Kaimeron held his mobile phone with one arm and the other, and read to him one by one in an extremely joking tone, "...it's too It's ridiculous! Who am I to you, to take care of your shit all day long? I can't return my love!...Okay, I lost, what do you want me to do?"

He Lanba's heart skipped a beat when he heard his voice getting colder every time he read.

"...Very good, is this your script? "Revenge of the Junior Brother"? I'll give you zero points." Kaimeron turned his head to look at him when he read this, squinting his eyes like a lion, and said softly, "Fuck you."

That "fuck you" wasn't Kaimelong's swearing, it was the last sentence on the text message.

Kemeron looked down at him coldly under the dazzling white light: "Is this your regret?"

He Lanba was dazed for a long time, then suddenly stared at the phone: "Why don't you continue reading?"

Kai Molong looked down at the black and white screen of MOTOROLA, and shook his head regretfully: "These are the only messages I've read, and the latter ones haven't been clicked on, so it doesn't make sense to read any more." He looked at He, who couldn't recover. Lan Ba, "It's not an accident that you burned the photo. It's your own fault that you lost him."

Helan Ba ​​could not refute.For a week, all text messages disappeared.For the first time in his life, he started eating meat, and cursed the phrase "fuck you".It was almost dusk when he sent this text message, he was the only one in the classroom, and everyone else had left. He leaned on the back of the chair with an uncontrollable anger, clutched a lighter borrowed from the office in one hand, stared at After waiting for a full hour with the mobile phone on the table, the text message finally rang. He grabbed the mobile phone in a hurry, but when he clicked on it, he found that it was the weather forecast.The text message of the weather forecast became the last straw for him. He reached into the drawer furiously, tore off the photo that was pasted on the top of the drawer, and burned it without looking at it.

That was the only photo of him and Kaiser. He hoped that the boy with trigeminal necrosis could learn to make peace with the world with a smile.The photo was taken on the school roof.

"Eggplant and Cheese, you choose one." At that time, he was sitting next to Kaiser, holding up a Polaroid and said.

The boy with facial paralysis seemed reluctant, but he still reluctantly chose one: "Eggplant."

They were leaning against the fence of the rooftop, with the cliff-like height behind them. He felt a little terrified every time he sat on it, but Kaiser seemed to enjoy this feeling very much.He moved a little closer: "I'll take pictures with you, and when I ask you to say eggplant, you say it."

Kaisa raised his hand to block the camera, turned to him and said, "How can you be sure that I will laugh?"

"I told you that I'm sure you can learn a three-step layup in three hours, am I right?"

Kaisa stared at him for a long while, then slowly put down his hands: "I only take this picture with you, if you don't smile, you have to throw away the picture, and from now on, I can no longer be forced to take pictures with you."

Now that I think about it, I can't help being funny, but it was just to take a picture, and it was like killing him.In the end, the photo was taken, and Caesar also mentioned the eggplant, but... He Lanba was heartbroken when he recalled that photo.

Caesar was probably the only person he'd ever seen who could call "eggplant" so unenthusiastic.At that time, he looked at the snapshot of the development in his hand, and said to himself that if he knew it, he might as well let you say "COOL", at least he can poo...

Caesar was not surprised at all by the poker version of the eggplant photo, stood up and said, "Remember to throw away the photo."

He watched Caesar's back disappear behind the roof door, and then looked down at the photo in his hand. Caesar didn't smile, but the two of them were sitting side by side. He thought this photo was very beautiful.Although there is a cliff behind, there is also an endless clear sky.

The flames burned to his fingertips, and the burning sensation made his hand loosen like an electric shock. The photo fell to the ground with the flames. Most of it fell off, leaving only the blue sky on the rooftop in the background.

Thinking back, He Lanba looked down at Kai Molong whose expression was covered by the white light above his head: "Can you click on the text message at the back and read it to me?"

The light was too dazzling, only the corner of Kaimeron's cold mouth could be seen: "Why?"

"I want to hear you read it to me." He Lanba said in a deep voice.

The sharpness of the white light seemed to have faded, and he saw Kai Molong's wandering eyes.This is a dream, and He Lanba knows very well that even a high-power xenon headlight hanging above his head is just a paper tiger in front of his will.

Kaimeron turned to the old model MOTOROLA in his hand, clicked on an unread text message at the back, and muttered: "Kaisa, I'm still waiting for your text message. 24 hours a day..." His eyes flickered After a while, he clicked on the next one, "...Did something happen to you? Text me back, I'm looking for you."

He Lanba looked at Kai Molong who was quietly reading the text message, his back was slightly arched, his gaze was focused on the small screen in his hand, his Adam's apple rolled gently, and his voice began to warm up gradually.

"I don't know what happened to you, but I believe you will come back to me."

"You didn't leave voluntarily, did you, but you remember to come back voluntarily, okay?"

"I'm very sorry."

"regretfully."

……

I don't know how long after reading like this, Kai Molong's voice finally stopped.The last few text messages were sent consecutively on the same day, the day before Kaiser's body was found.

This is the last one.He clicked on the text message:

"Today is the No.20 day. I forgot to bring an umbrella when I went out yesterday, and I was caught in the rain. I am texting you now under the covers. Kaisa, I am already thinking about the problem you forced me to think about, but It's hard to give a clear answer, it's not as easy to solve as calculus or analytic geometry, and you won't tell me the answer. I know I'm a disappointment to you, and I might even be a coward in your eyes, But I hope you can understand me, there are so many people around me, they all told me that my current life is correct and my future is bright, I listened to their praises, their blessings and lived for 17 years, if you If it doesn't show up, I don't think it's a problem at all."

He Lanba saw Kai Molong's finger quickly tapping the OK button. The number of characters in the text message was limited, but his voice was coherent without a single pause.

"Thank you for always keeping those secrets for me. When I was sweating and nervous in full view, thank you for always showing up in time, thank you for not revealing my embarrassment in front of me, even though you were actually very disdainful in your heart. These I know it all, I just keep pretending not to know.

"The worldview and values ​​I have shaped for myself over the past 17 years are above everything else. Any distracting thoughts that go against it are wrong and must be corrected. This includes your rebelliousness, your rebelliousness, your taciturnity, your The habit of not laughing, your lack of interest, your underdeveloped taste buds, you don't say thank you to me, you don't call me senior...

"About that matter, I also think it is wrong, but I actually have a little yearning for that mistake.

"But why? You are so lonely, obviously all I want to do is to pull you out of the quagmire, why do you want to fall with you in the end? I can't find a reason to explain, so I pull you desperately.

"Later I finally found out the reason - because I can only be with you if I fall into the mire. If I pull you up, we will die at the sight of light.

"What I think in my head and what I want in my heart have always been completely different. If you ask me now which life choice is right, yours or mine, I will still feel that the sunshine I once walked The smooth road under is correct. You need to understand the problems I want to understand, many of which I still can't understand, but at least I figured out one thing, some people are destined to belong to the quagmire. We don't need sunshine, just a spell from each other, and live gratefully.

"...Caesar, I'm already in the mud, don't leave me alone."

Kaimeron's voice stopped abruptly, he stared at the phone screen, his Adam's apple tightened until the light on the screen dimmed.

"Kai Molong, you told me in the car that your first love was 17 years old." He Lanba looked at him, the headlights above their heads seemed to finally be unable to hold on, and began to flicker frantically, "What a coincidence," he said Said in the flickering light, "My first love was also 17 years old."

Then with a bang, the overhead light went out.

The author has something to say: I'm really sorry for the story in the last chapter. In fact, I just feel that if this article is only about love, it would be too thin. Regarding the background of Kaimeron, Su is really against the sky. This is the case above, so what happens is not unexpected, it will make everyone feel abrupt, it shows that my writing skills are still lacking, and maybe the early stage is not enough, in short, I hope everyone will give more opinions!