bustling

That night, He Youqin and He Jinwen had a meal together.Not seeing each other for a while, He Jinwen seemed a lot more cheerful, only when he mentioned Lu Shan did he feel a little embarrassed and at a loss.

He Jinwen lowered his head and fiddled with the chopsticks in his hand. A few strands of his long hair fell on his forehead. He went on a trip with a few friends a while ago, but as soon as he returned home, he noticed that his mother's attitude towards him had changed. Even stranger.

He Jinwen was more sensitive than Lu Shan knew. He smiled wryly and said to He Youqin, "I originally thought my mother was just a little bit indifferent. Even if she wants to use me for something, I'll just bear it. After all, She was the one who gave birth to me and raised me, but now I know that she is not born with indifference, but treats me..." He Jinwen shook his head unable to continue.

"What happened?" He Youqin's tone was so determined that He Jinwen couldn't help taking a big sip of wine, "The things she bought for the baby were left on the sofa in a pile and I didn't have time to clean them up. I just looked at them, and she Teach me in front of the whole room." He Jinwen had a look of embarrassment on his face, after all, he is a man in his twenties, no matter how her mother doesn't take him seriously, she should be a little concerned about his face.

He Jinwen sighed, "People have the same fate, do you think it is predestined?" There was a little sadness in his eyes, and his slender fingers tightly clasped the rim of the wine glass.

"The child hasn't been born yet..." He Jinwen shook his head, not knowing what to say.

He Youqin pondered for a while, and said calmly, "Maybe in your mother's heart, you are different from the child in her womb."

He Wenjin was startled, if an unfamiliar person heard He Youqin's words, they would most likely think it was provocation, but He Jinwen was different, he heard the seriousness in He Youqin's words, and was a little startled, "Brother... What do you mean by that? "

He Youqin put one hand casually on the sofa, "It's just a feeling."

Of course it's not just a feeling, He Jinwen retorted in his heart.He is more in awe of his elder brother because of his closeness, and this time he managed to muster up the courage to find him not only because of his mother, but because he needs his elder brother's support if he wants to leave this home.After returning from the trip, he became more determined to leave the house and venture out, and the story about his mother was also used as a foreshadowing.

He Jinwen knew that his careful thoughts might not be able to hide from his elder brother. He glanced at He Youqin, who had attracted many people's attention by leaning on him casually. After not seeing him for a while, some changes seemed to have taken place in him. In the past, He Youqin always seemed to be with others What is the distance between people, although they know that he is sitting there clearly, but it makes people feel a little out of reach.Now it seems that there is an extra layer of human touch. Although it still has that somewhat indifferent expression, it is within reach.

He must not be the only one who thinks this way, just like no one dared to approach him proactively before, those looking at him now are not fake.

Originally, he was still thinking about how to speak the following words, but when He Youqin opened his mouth, he turned his attention back to his mother's affairs.He Jinwen thought about it carefully, the more he thought about it, the worse he felt.

"I used to think that she had high hopes for me, otherwise she wouldn't force me to learn piano, let me study art well, and taught me how to please grandpa and dad at home. I think that's her love for me. It's just that the way is different from other people. Even if she later asked me to help Lu Hui and go to that guy, I didn't refuse. I just thought it was not easy for her for so many years. I hated Lu Hui but didn't want to hate him in the past. "

He clenched his hands tightly, "I didn't expect...it's not like this...she really doesn't like me..." He Jinwen's eyes were a little red, and he weakened unknowingly in front of He Youqin, admitting his heart A fact I never wanted to admit.

Originally, he only planned to use Lu Shan's matter as a cover, but now he has to face what he has been avoiding all along.

In fact, not only was he scolded by Lu Shan for looking through the things Lu Shan bought for the baby today, similar things happened several times before.He knows better than anyone how precious his mother is to the baby in her belly now. He always sees her stroking her belly slowly when she is sitting on the sofa alone, with the kind of expression on her face that he has never seen before. soft smile.

It's not the kind of smile that was separated from him when he was in front of him, but the real love.

Because of this, he completely gave up and wanted to leave.

He took a big sip of wine and said frankly to He Youqin, "I never felt like I was such a failure." The son who has been his mother for so many years is not as good as an unborn baby.

"Maybe it's not your fault." He Youqin said lightly.

"Yeah, what's wrong with me?" Is it because he's not from the He family?But he is also his mother's son...

He Youqin shook the wine glass, and suddenly said, "Do you know if Lu Shan has had close relationships with other people?"

He Jinwen froze for a moment.

"You...what are you doubting?" Mom, she...

He Youqin shook his head and denied He Jinwen's guess, "I have no doubts about that child's origin." Since his grandfather had already asked someone to investigate, he naturally wouldn't think about it.

He Jinwen lowered his head and thought for a while, "I don't think she is closer to anyone. Even if she goes out with those noble ladies, they are still a group of people. I don't see who she can talk to better." Yuan Jingwei paused, suddenly Said, "There is one person who doesn't know whether it counts or not."

"You said."

He Jinwen nodded, "It was my mother who introduced Yuan Fuli to Lu Hui as an assistant. She said Yuan Fuli was the son of her good sister... But as far as I know, Mrs. Yuan and my mother had nothing to do with each other before their lifetime. I don't know. How did she know Yuan Fuli... and she has a very good relationship with Yuan Fuli." He Jinwen said helplessly.

His mother seems to be nice to everyone except him...

He Jinwen shook his head and laughed at himself, "My mother is kinder to him than to my own son."

He Youqin's gaze paused on his face, and suddenly asked, "Do you know Madam Yuan's name?"

He Jinwen was taken aback for a moment, and although he didn't know why He Youqin asked this, he nodded and replied, "Mrs. Yuan's name is Ke Xinya."

He once overheard her mother mentioning it when she was talking to Lu Hui, and for some reason he remembered it.

"Surname Ke?" He Youqin asked again.

He Jinwen nodded, seeing He Youqin slowly laughing, and lightly knocked on the table twice.

"I see."

He Jinwen didn't know what He Youqin understood, but he also breathed a sigh of relief.

After the two of them finished their meal, when He Jinwen was about to leave, He Youqin stopped him and handed him an envelope.

He Jinwen opened it when he got home and hid in his room. Inside was a recommendation letter from a university in country Y and a check.

Holding these two things, He Jinwen wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. It turned out that his elder brother had thought of it a long time ago, but he never said it.

He was finally able to leave!

After He Jinwen left, He Youqin sat in the restaurant for a while.Cunyan's school has an outing, and he won't be back until a week later. He doesn't have any fun at home alone, so He Youqin took his coat and went to Elegant.

When he arrived, there were already many people sitting on the third floor. He Youqin found a seat at the bar and ordered a very low-purity drink.Although he didn't drive recently, it's not a good thing to drink too much and lose your mind.

Then he noticed Li Rongrui in the corner.

Li Rongrui's hair was cut very short, making his facial features more profound and sharp.

He sat and drank alone in silence, exuding the aura that strangers should not enter, but there was still an endless stream of people who wanted to strike up a conversation.

The bartender knew He Youqin, but he was only familiar with Li Rongrui, who rarely went to the third floor. Seeing He Youqin was also looking at him, he couldn't help but teased, "That one has been here for more than an hour, and there are some bold people who went to strike up a conversation, but all of them are useless And then back. Although the other party is very personable, they obviously can't accept the reckless approach, so after being rejected, a few guys couldn't hold back their face and left. Now everyone is watching a good show, and I don't know who can sit through it." Then to He Youqin blinked, "Do you want to try it too?"

He Youqin smiled, why did he feel that the bartender meant that Li Rongrui was a high-altitude flower.

That guy is obviously just...just what?

He Youqin couldn't find an accurate adjective.

At this time, I went to the third floor of Elegant either for entertainment or because of loneliness.

Li Rongrui must be very busy lately... He Youqin brushed his hair and took a sip of his drink, ignoring the inexplicable pain in his heart.

Is he a little self-inflicted?Helplessly smiled and shook his head.

Guo Rui's crow's mouth.

He turned his head to look at Li Rongrui, the dim light made his expression not very clear, but the feeling around him could not deceive anyone.

He Youqin got off the chair with the wine glass in his hand, and walked over to Li Rongrui under the curious and surprised eyes of the bartender.

Without opening his mouth, he sat down directly, then lightly touched the wine glass in Li Rongrui's hand, and took a sip of the wine.

When Li Rongrui saw him, surprise flashed across his eyes for a moment, and then he picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

Then she looked at him deeply, and said in a hoarse voice after a long time, "What a coincidence?"

He Youqin nodded, "It's indeed a coincidence." That's why life is so interesting.

"Sit for a while?" He Youqin asked.

Li Rongrui nodded, looked at He Youqin for a long time before sighing, "Come here."

He Youqin really leaned closer when he heard the words, but Li Rongrui suddenly stretched out his hand to hug him, He Youqin's hand was unsteady, and the wine glass almost fell to the ground, this movement was really embarrassing, but Li Rongrui didn't mind, but hugged him tightly, bowed Sighing in his ear, "So it's true..."

He Youqin paused, couldn't help softening his brows and eyes, and said softly, "Drunk?" He put down his glass and hugged Li Rongrui back with his hands, "I'll take you home."

If they didn't get close, no one would think that Li Rongrui had already drunk like this. When they heard He Youqin's words, they just sniffed at his neck, and said hoarsely, "Okay, let's go home."