"You lied! I don't believe it!" Ke Yan's lips trembled, and his heart beat violently—the beating was so heavy that even his chest was hit with a dull pain. "You don't like me, why are you so nice to me?"
Ling Anxiu said naturally: "Aren't we doing exercises? The exercises have to be realistic to be effective." Ling Anxiu smiled relaxedly, "How about it, through these two months of exercises, have you gained a more rational understanding of homosexuality?"
Ke Yan's handsome face turned red with anger.He grabbed Ling Anxiu's shoulder, and he knew how hard he used just by looking at the veined hand. "You're lying! You treat me so well, pamper and pamper me, and I can't think of any reason other than liking you! Don't use bullshit exercises as a shield! Ling Anxiu, admit it!"
"Like?" Ling Anxiu's expression seemed to be listening to a joke, "Why should I like you? I didn't want to make my sexual orientation public, I just wanted to finish my high school life quietly. Yes, I used to like you You, and I like you so much. And you, take my feelings for you as a joke. Regardless of my personal wishes, you forced me to come out in front of the whole class. This matter is nothing to you It is a fun thing in my spare time life. For me, it is a disaster. I was discriminated against by everyone in school, and I have to endure the double trampling of me mentally and physically from time to time. The school called my parents , my parents almost don't want me as a son. Ke Yan, after all you have done, why do you think I will continue to like you?"
It was very quiet in the small space.Ke Yan's face turned pale, he knew he should refute, but what Ling Anxiu said was the truth, he couldn't find any words to refute.These facts were like sharp knives, stabbing his chest one after another.A bit of night wind came from nowhere, the night air was colder than expected, and the coldness made Ke Yan shiver.
Ke Yan didn't say anything in the end, he just took off his coat and put it on Ling Anxiu.There was warmth on his back, and Ling Anxiu felt a little uncomfortable in the clean and refreshing jacket that smelled like a big boy.
The two got off the ferris wheel in silence and walked out of the playground.Ke Yan stopped a taxi for Ling Anxiu, "Let's go."
Ling Anxiu took off Ke Yan's coat, and took out that exquisite little box from his pocket, "This... I'll give it back to you."
"It has been sent out, if you don't like it, throw it away."
Ling Anxiu didn't say anything else, bent down, put the box on the ground upright, and got into the car without looking back.
Ke Yan stood motionless, and he heard the voices in his heart as chaotic and chaotic as the rustling wind.Not far from his feet, the watch he bought after spending all his savings for a whole day lay quietly under the moonlight.
The taxi gradually disappeared from Ke Yan's sight, and Ke Yan finally couldn't hold it anymore—how much effort he had to maintain his pride in front of Ling Anxiu just now, he would never allow himself to beg Ling Anxiu like a beggar alms.But now that Ling Anxiu is gone, can he let go of his pathetic self-esteem?Ke Yan knelt on the ground, picked up the small box and held it tightly in his hand.This big boy who had been spoiled and never suffered any grievances finally cried out helplessly like a child.
Sunny and warm Sunday.Ling Anxiu rested his eyes on the recliner on the balcony, the light from the branches and leaves of the big trees beside the apartment reflected on Ling Anxiu's fair face.
"Are you tired?" Xiao An quietly walked to Ling Anxiu's side and handed him a cup of coffee.
"No, the sun is too dazzling." Ling Anxiu slowly opened his eyes, "I asked the system, the abuse is not enough, we must continue to stay here."
"Every time you contact the system, I record its magnetic field and wavelength, which also helps us decipher it."
"Yeah." Ling Anxiu rubbed the center of his brows wearily, and said with a wry smile, "It's so strange, I suddenly feel that this kind of task is quite boring."
"The reason why a task is called a task is that no matter what its nature is, you must complete it."
Ling Anxiu sighed, "Yes."
"Mr. Ling, lunch is ready, and there is your favorite rib soup."
Ling Anxiu smiled, "Thank you for your hard work."
Downstairs in the apartment, Ke Yan was sitting in a black car, watching Ling Anxiu and Xiao An walk out of the balcony with red eyes. "let's go."
The driver asked, "Going home, master?"
"Ah."
Ling Anxiu, he looks normal.Thinking of his insomnia all night and running downstairs to wait in the apartment early in the morning, Ke Yan felt like an idiot.Ling Anxiu was still living with that beautiful boy... How unwilling he was, he wished he could take Ling Anxiu home and swallow him whole, not leaving even the scum to others.If he knew that he would not let go of Ling Anxiu like today, he would never have done such a childish and hurtful thing.However, there are never ifs in this world.
As soon as Ke Yan got home, he locked himself in the room and refused to go out no matter what he said.The nanny stood at the door of the room holding the dinner plate and shouted for a long time, but there was still no response from inside.The nanny had no choice but to call Ke Jingze. Ke Jingze was on a business trip abroad and would not be back for a while.He could only tell the nanny to take good care of Ke Yan, while he finished work as soon as possible and came back.
Ke Yan didn't eat lunch, and if he didn't eat dinner, his health would be bad.The nanny had no choice but to take the room key, opened the door and walked in.
"Yanyan?" The nanny was an aunt in her 50s who watched Ke Yan grow up and treated him like her own child.
Ke Yan was lying on the bed half dead.The nanny took a closer look and saw the child staring blankly at the ceiling.
"Yanyan, get up and eat something." The nanny said distressedly.
"Auntie..." Ke Yan covered his chest, as if he was a little puzzled and said, "Why does my place hurt so much?"
"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?" The nanny was anxious.
Ke Yan turned over, covered his head under the quilt, and said in a muffled voice, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so badly..."
"Yanyan!" The nanny was so frightened that she almost cried, "What's wrong with you, don't scare auntie!"
"I'm fine." Ke Yan sat up reluctantly, "Auntie, just put your dinner here, I'll eat it later."
Although the nanny was terribly worried, she had no choice but to follow suit.
However, what surprised her was that Ke Yan acted like nothing had happened the next day. He got up on time, put on his school uniform, ate breakfast obediently, and was sent to school by the driver.
In the eyes of the students, Ke Yan is normal and abnormal at the same time.He walked into the classroom like he did two months ago, chatting excitedly with his long-estranged brother and beautiful girls.But last week, Ke Yan was still clinging to Ling Anxiu every day, why didn't Ke Yan even look at Ling Anxiu today?Everyone realized that Ling Anxiu had fallen out of favor.Everyone turned to Ling Anxiu in unison, and saw him sitting quietly in his seat, as if what happened had nothing to do with him.
Ke Yan felt as if he had been beaten to death today. He talked back to the teacher in class, made the classmates burst into laughter, and made the teacher so angry that he couldn't do anything to him; It made the classroom flooded with hormones.In the physical education class in the afternoon, they played a basketball game with the class next door.Ke Yan acted as if he had gone berserk on the field, going on a rampage.A boy in the next class was hit by him so that he couldn't get up on the ground, and angrily cursed: "I beat you to death!"
Ke Yan narrowed his eyes and pointed to his head: "Come on, beat me to death! Go here! I'm going crazy anyway!"
"You fucking..." Luckily, there were other students pulling me, otherwise the two would definitely fight.
Ling Anxiu sat on the stands beside the basketball court, keeping everything in his eyes, but his face remained expressionless.Shen Mo sat down beside him and handed him a bottle of mineral water.
"Thank you."
Shen Mo hesitated to speak, hesitated for a while, and only asked: "When are you leaving?"
"I can't go, the task has not been completed."
Shen Mo turned his gaze to Ke Yan who was running tirelessly in the basketball game, "I think he is already suffering."
Ling Anxiu shook his head lightly, "It's not enough."
"Anxiu..." Shen Mo couldn't help but said, "You are tired too, aren't you? Why don't you choose a world to stay and live a good life? Is it really meaningful to deal with different men like this?"
Ling Anxiu stood up, looked at Shen Mo indifferently, "I just... don't want to admit defeat."
"Admit defeat?"
Ling Anxiu smiled slightly, and wanted to call Shen Mo's real name, but he still couldn't speak, as if there was a mysterious force stopping him.He had no choice but to say: "Shen Mo, why do you always want to follow the rules given to you by the system? Why can't we destroy it, escape from it, or even replace it? It's like their rule is that I can't know your identity until the task is completed It can control your mouth so that you can't speak, but it can't control your every movement, eyes, and expression. Even if it doesn't allow it, I still guess your identity. Shen Mo, you are a A person is a complete individual. Don't let yourself become a puppet of the system."
Ling Anxiu patted Shen Mo's shoulder and left. Shen Mo was still in shock and couldn't calm down for a long time.
After school in the afternoon, Ke Yan became a local tyrant again and invited the whole class to sing K.He didn't specifically invite Ling Anxiu, nor did he say he wouldn't be allowed to go.Shen Mo asked him if he wanted to go, Ling Anxiu tactfully gave a negative answer.
A group of more than twenty people sang and danced in the big box, and the atmosphere was very lively.Ke Yan ordered a few cases of beer, and yelled that anyone who didn't drink would be in trouble with him. Ke Yan even went all out and poured alcohol into his stomach, drinking a bottle in one gulp.
"Ke Yan, don't just drink too much, come sing a song." Ban Hua took Ke Yan's arm and said coquettishly.
"Okay!" Ke Yan said boldly, "Let you all see the strength of the King of Songs!"
Ban Hua handed Ke Yan a microphone, and took one in her own hand, preparing for an affectionate duet.Ke Yan didn't even order a song, and sang to the screen.
"I have had a few good partners, and I don't feel lonely..."
"I'm not lying, please don't think you are so unforgettable, the smile is really not me trying to be brave..."
"I didn't lie, why should I lie, if you love someone, what will happen if you don't love him enough..."
Ke Yan's melodious voice is not out of tune at all, and it is almost comparable to the original singing.Everyone enjoyed listening to it, but Ke Yan suddenly dropped the microphone and rushed into the bathroom.
Ke Yan was lying on the sink, his stomach was cramping and his throat was burning and painful.He hadn't eaten anything in the past few days, and he collapsed after vomiting for a while, his face was pale, and the corners of his eyes were physiologically moist.
Ban Hua followed in worriedly, and was startled when he saw him like this, "Ke Yan, you..."
Ke Yan waved his hand, "I'm fine, you go out first."
"But……"
Ke Yan suddenly shouted, "I told you to get out!"
Banhua was terrified, and immediately left obediently.
Ke Yan sat down against the wall of the bathroom, tremblingly took out his mobile phone, turned to Ling Anxiu's number, and sent the sentence he had been wanting to say today: "I miss you so much."
Looking at the text messages that had already been sent on the screen, Ke Yan woke up suddenly, and hurriedly sent another one: "Sent by mistake."
Then, the phone never responded.Ke Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, helped Qiang stand up, looked at the strange self in the mirror, and finally burst into tears.
Ling Anxiu said naturally: "Aren't we doing exercises? The exercises have to be realistic to be effective." Ling Anxiu smiled relaxedly, "How about it, through these two months of exercises, have you gained a more rational understanding of homosexuality?"
Ke Yan's handsome face turned red with anger.He grabbed Ling Anxiu's shoulder, and he knew how hard he used just by looking at the veined hand. "You're lying! You treat me so well, pamper and pamper me, and I can't think of any reason other than liking you! Don't use bullshit exercises as a shield! Ling Anxiu, admit it!"
"Like?" Ling Anxiu's expression seemed to be listening to a joke, "Why should I like you? I didn't want to make my sexual orientation public, I just wanted to finish my high school life quietly. Yes, I used to like you You, and I like you so much. And you, take my feelings for you as a joke. Regardless of my personal wishes, you forced me to come out in front of the whole class. This matter is nothing to you It is a fun thing in my spare time life. For me, it is a disaster. I was discriminated against by everyone in school, and I have to endure the double trampling of me mentally and physically from time to time. The school called my parents , my parents almost don't want me as a son. Ke Yan, after all you have done, why do you think I will continue to like you?"
It was very quiet in the small space.Ke Yan's face turned pale, he knew he should refute, but what Ling Anxiu said was the truth, he couldn't find any words to refute.These facts were like sharp knives, stabbing his chest one after another.A bit of night wind came from nowhere, the night air was colder than expected, and the coldness made Ke Yan shiver.
Ke Yan didn't say anything in the end, he just took off his coat and put it on Ling Anxiu.There was warmth on his back, and Ling Anxiu felt a little uncomfortable in the clean and refreshing jacket that smelled like a big boy.
The two got off the ferris wheel in silence and walked out of the playground.Ke Yan stopped a taxi for Ling Anxiu, "Let's go."
Ling Anxiu took off Ke Yan's coat, and took out that exquisite little box from his pocket, "This... I'll give it back to you."
"It has been sent out, if you don't like it, throw it away."
Ling Anxiu didn't say anything else, bent down, put the box on the ground upright, and got into the car without looking back.
Ke Yan stood motionless, and he heard the voices in his heart as chaotic and chaotic as the rustling wind.Not far from his feet, the watch he bought after spending all his savings for a whole day lay quietly under the moonlight.
The taxi gradually disappeared from Ke Yan's sight, and Ke Yan finally couldn't hold it anymore—how much effort he had to maintain his pride in front of Ling Anxiu just now, he would never allow himself to beg Ling Anxiu like a beggar alms.But now that Ling Anxiu is gone, can he let go of his pathetic self-esteem?Ke Yan knelt on the ground, picked up the small box and held it tightly in his hand.This big boy who had been spoiled and never suffered any grievances finally cried out helplessly like a child.
Sunny and warm Sunday.Ling Anxiu rested his eyes on the recliner on the balcony, the light from the branches and leaves of the big trees beside the apartment reflected on Ling Anxiu's fair face.
"Are you tired?" Xiao An quietly walked to Ling Anxiu's side and handed him a cup of coffee.
"No, the sun is too dazzling." Ling Anxiu slowly opened his eyes, "I asked the system, the abuse is not enough, we must continue to stay here."
"Every time you contact the system, I record its magnetic field and wavelength, which also helps us decipher it."
"Yeah." Ling Anxiu rubbed the center of his brows wearily, and said with a wry smile, "It's so strange, I suddenly feel that this kind of task is quite boring."
"The reason why a task is called a task is that no matter what its nature is, you must complete it."
Ling Anxiu sighed, "Yes."
"Mr. Ling, lunch is ready, and there is your favorite rib soup."
Ling Anxiu smiled, "Thank you for your hard work."
Downstairs in the apartment, Ke Yan was sitting in a black car, watching Ling Anxiu and Xiao An walk out of the balcony with red eyes. "let's go."
The driver asked, "Going home, master?"
"Ah."
Ling Anxiu, he looks normal.Thinking of his insomnia all night and running downstairs to wait in the apartment early in the morning, Ke Yan felt like an idiot.Ling Anxiu was still living with that beautiful boy... How unwilling he was, he wished he could take Ling Anxiu home and swallow him whole, not leaving even the scum to others.If he knew that he would not let go of Ling Anxiu like today, he would never have done such a childish and hurtful thing.However, there are never ifs in this world.
As soon as Ke Yan got home, he locked himself in the room and refused to go out no matter what he said.The nanny stood at the door of the room holding the dinner plate and shouted for a long time, but there was still no response from inside.The nanny had no choice but to call Ke Jingze. Ke Jingze was on a business trip abroad and would not be back for a while.He could only tell the nanny to take good care of Ke Yan, while he finished work as soon as possible and came back.
Ke Yan didn't eat lunch, and if he didn't eat dinner, his health would be bad.The nanny had no choice but to take the room key, opened the door and walked in.
"Yanyan?" The nanny was an aunt in her 50s who watched Ke Yan grow up and treated him like her own child.
Ke Yan was lying on the bed half dead.The nanny took a closer look and saw the child staring blankly at the ceiling.
"Yanyan, get up and eat something." The nanny said distressedly.
"Auntie..." Ke Yan covered his chest, as if he was a little puzzled and said, "Why does my place hurt so much?"
"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?" The nanny was anxious.
Ke Yan turned over, covered his head under the quilt, and said in a muffled voice, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so badly..."
"Yanyan!" The nanny was so frightened that she almost cried, "What's wrong with you, don't scare auntie!"
"I'm fine." Ke Yan sat up reluctantly, "Auntie, just put your dinner here, I'll eat it later."
Although the nanny was terribly worried, she had no choice but to follow suit.
However, what surprised her was that Ke Yan acted like nothing had happened the next day. He got up on time, put on his school uniform, ate breakfast obediently, and was sent to school by the driver.
In the eyes of the students, Ke Yan is normal and abnormal at the same time.He walked into the classroom like he did two months ago, chatting excitedly with his long-estranged brother and beautiful girls.But last week, Ke Yan was still clinging to Ling Anxiu every day, why didn't Ke Yan even look at Ling Anxiu today?Everyone realized that Ling Anxiu had fallen out of favor.Everyone turned to Ling Anxiu in unison, and saw him sitting quietly in his seat, as if what happened had nothing to do with him.
Ke Yan felt as if he had been beaten to death today. He talked back to the teacher in class, made the classmates burst into laughter, and made the teacher so angry that he couldn't do anything to him; It made the classroom flooded with hormones.In the physical education class in the afternoon, they played a basketball game with the class next door.Ke Yan acted as if he had gone berserk on the field, going on a rampage.A boy in the next class was hit by him so that he couldn't get up on the ground, and angrily cursed: "I beat you to death!"
Ke Yan narrowed his eyes and pointed to his head: "Come on, beat me to death! Go here! I'm going crazy anyway!"
"You fucking..." Luckily, there were other students pulling me, otherwise the two would definitely fight.
Ling Anxiu sat on the stands beside the basketball court, keeping everything in his eyes, but his face remained expressionless.Shen Mo sat down beside him and handed him a bottle of mineral water.
"Thank you."
Shen Mo hesitated to speak, hesitated for a while, and only asked: "When are you leaving?"
"I can't go, the task has not been completed."
Shen Mo turned his gaze to Ke Yan who was running tirelessly in the basketball game, "I think he is already suffering."
Ling Anxiu shook his head lightly, "It's not enough."
"Anxiu..." Shen Mo couldn't help but said, "You are tired too, aren't you? Why don't you choose a world to stay and live a good life? Is it really meaningful to deal with different men like this?"
Ling Anxiu stood up, looked at Shen Mo indifferently, "I just... don't want to admit defeat."
"Admit defeat?"
Ling Anxiu smiled slightly, and wanted to call Shen Mo's real name, but he still couldn't speak, as if there was a mysterious force stopping him.He had no choice but to say: "Shen Mo, why do you always want to follow the rules given to you by the system? Why can't we destroy it, escape from it, or even replace it? It's like their rule is that I can't know your identity until the task is completed It can control your mouth so that you can't speak, but it can't control your every movement, eyes, and expression. Even if it doesn't allow it, I still guess your identity. Shen Mo, you are a A person is a complete individual. Don't let yourself become a puppet of the system."
Ling Anxiu patted Shen Mo's shoulder and left. Shen Mo was still in shock and couldn't calm down for a long time.
After school in the afternoon, Ke Yan became a local tyrant again and invited the whole class to sing K.He didn't specifically invite Ling Anxiu, nor did he say he wouldn't be allowed to go.Shen Mo asked him if he wanted to go, Ling Anxiu tactfully gave a negative answer.
A group of more than twenty people sang and danced in the big box, and the atmosphere was very lively.Ke Yan ordered a few cases of beer, and yelled that anyone who didn't drink would be in trouble with him. Ke Yan even went all out and poured alcohol into his stomach, drinking a bottle in one gulp.
"Ke Yan, don't just drink too much, come sing a song." Ban Hua took Ke Yan's arm and said coquettishly.
"Okay!" Ke Yan said boldly, "Let you all see the strength of the King of Songs!"
Ban Hua handed Ke Yan a microphone, and took one in her own hand, preparing for an affectionate duet.Ke Yan didn't even order a song, and sang to the screen.
"I have had a few good partners, and I don't feel lonely..."
"I'm not lying, please don't think you are so unforgettable, the smile is really not me trying to be brave..."
"I didn't lie, why should I lie, if you love someone, what will happen if you don't love him enough..."
Ke Yan's melodious voice is not out of tune at all, and it is almost comparable to the original singing.Everyone enjoyed listening to it, but Ke Yan suddenly dropped the microphone and rushed into the bathroom.
Ke Yan was lying on the sink, his stomach was cramping and his throat was burning and painful.He hadn't eaten anything in the past few days, and he collapsed after vomiting for a while, his face was pale, and the corners of his eyes were physiologically moist.
Ban Hua followed in worriedly, and was startled when he saw him like this, "Ke Yan, you..."
Ke Yan waved his hand, "I'm fine, you go out first."
"But……"
Ke Yan suddenly shouted, "I told you to get out!"
Banhua was terrified, and immediately left obediently.
Ke Yan sat down against the wall of the bathroom, tremblingly took out his mobile phone, turned to Ling Anxiu's number, and sent the sentence he had been wanting to say today: "I miss you so much."
Looking at the text messages that had already been sent on the screen, Ke Yan woke up suddenly, and hurriedly sent another one: "Sent by mistake."
Then, the phone never responded.Ke Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, helped Qiang stand up, looked at the strange self in the mirror, and finally burst into tears.
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