Scum attack must be abused [Quick Transmigration]

Yan Qing felt like drowning.Obviously knowing what happened, knowing that I may die at any time, but I can't do anything.I can't feel my body, the pain of suffocation...

When being hugged by Ling Anxiu, it was like being fished out of the deep sea.Yan Qing stared, trying hard to see Ling Anxiu's appearance clearly, this might be the last chance.However, what he can see is only a blur.

Before Yan Qing opened his eyes, the pungent smell of disinfectant water made Yan Qing realize that he was in the hospital.The curtains on the windows of the ward were drawn, and the light from the street lamp shone through the glass windows into the dim interior.Yan Qing frowned uncomfortably, and slowly opened those deep eyes.

"Mr. Yan?" A very gentle voice came from a nurse in the hospital, "How do you feel?"

The oxygen mask made Yan Qing unable to speak, so he could only nod his head.

The nurse breathed a sigh of relief, "Please wait a moment, I will go to the doctor."

After a while, the doctor rushed to the ward. After performing a routine examination on Yan Qing, he said, "Sir, do you need us to help you contact your family?"

Yan Qing shook his head blankly.

The doctor and nurse looked at each other meaningfully.It is not uncommon for Yan Qing to be sent to the hospital due to drug overdose, but no one came to visit after waking up.

Yan Qing suddenly thought of something and struggled to speak.

The nurse seemed to have guessed what Yan Qing was going to say, and said, "The gentleman disappeared suddenly after completing the hospitalization procedures for you."

Yan Qing was taken aback and closed his eyes.

"Sir, please rest assured to receive treatment here." The doctor paused, and continued: "When your condition is a little better, the police will conduct an investigation on you."

After the doctors and nurses left, Yan Qing stared blankly at the scenery outside the glass window. For some reason, it was already drizzling outside, and there was a hint of rain in the ward.

Ling Anxiu floated outside the window, and the raindrops passed through his transparent body and hit the ground directly.Ling Anxiu looked at the man who seemed to be asleep on the hospital bed, his chest seemed to be covered with a large dark cloud, stuffy and heavy.

When the next morning dawned, Ling Anxiu turned into a real body and stood by the window. He just stood there without saying anything.

Yan Qing woke up from the dream, struggled to tear off the oxygen mask on his face, and tried to sit up. "Ling Anxiu..." Yan Qing's voice was hoarse, and his voice split.

Ling Anxiu could feel the damp wind blowing on his back, it was strange that he didn't feel cold.

"I……"

"You went into shock because of a drug overdose. When I arrived, you were alone. You were foaming at the mouth and lying on the ground convulsing." Ling Anxiu said, "I'm curious, where are the friends who took drugs with you? They Just throw you there and escape by yourself?"

Yan Qing chuckled, "They are not my friends. Why do you stand so far away? Can't you get a little closer to me?"

After a brief silence, Ling Anxiu sat down beside the hospital bed, and accidentally touched Yan Qing's icy fingers, and the coldness made his back tremble.

"Does it hurt you to see me like this?"

Ling Anxiu remained silent.

"Even if it's a dog, after keeping it for so long, it will have feelings, let alone a human being?"

Ling Anxiu said lightly: "Strictly speaking, you are not human. Even if you were, you don't belong to this world."

"Indeed." Yan Qing stared blankly at the ceiling, "In the past, they all advised me not to come to this world. If I violated the rules, I could only end up with a bad death. I didn't believe it before, but... Ling Anxiu, thank you for lending your body to me. Me, let me experience the colorfulness that only this world can have. Now, let me give it back to you."

Ling Anxiu looked at the man on the hospital bed in disbelief, "You..."

"I think, I've experienced all the real feelings, whether it's pain or pleasure, and I don't have any regrets anymore. Besides, look at what I am like now. I lost my job and my girlfriend. You will soon face the so-called legal sanctions. Your Lost will not allow yourself to live in such embarrassment. So, please..." Yan Qing's voice is getting weaker and weaker, just saying such a short paragraph has already consumed All his strength.

"You've already thought about it, right?" Ling Anxiu's face was full of anger, "With Lost's personality, he would never take drugs because of such a shit. He has been in the circle for so long, Seen so many people who have been completely disabled by drugs, how can you believe the 'this is a good thing' bullshit. You clearly mean it."

"I didn't do it on purpose. I also want to live a good life, but I can't. I always feel that something is missing, which makes me unable to live an optimistic and positive life."

"Liar."

Yan Qing didn't speak, just smiled weakly.

"But why?" Ling Anxiu murmured, looking down at his hands.

"I've already said it, I'm tired of playing. I don't know when it started. Even if I have sex with a handsome and beautiful man, I feel empty in my heart. No matter how great the achievements in the workplace are, they don't mean much. Yan Qing asked suspiciously, "I don't know why, do you know?"

Ling Anxiu shook his head.

Yan Qing sighed, "Thinking about it, I haven't experienced it before, and it's just this."

"what do you think?"

"Well, are you talking about taking drugs? It feels so wonderful that it will make you think you are in heaven, although you are obviously in hell. Anyway, it's not very interesting. Don't try it in the future."

"I will never."

Yan Qing smiled, "Okay, give me your phone."

When Ling Anxiu handed Yan Qing the phone, his hands trembled inexplicably.

Yan Qing's expression was always calm.He opened the forum page and logged into Lost's account. "Okay, you click delete and it's OK."

"Why do you want me to come?" Ling Anxiu asked subconsciously, "Can't you do it yourself?"

"You actually want me to end my own life, isn't that too cruel?" Yan Qing smiled wryly, "What's more, you must come to exchange your body. This is the rule."

With the phone in Ling Anxiu's warm palm, his heart was beating violently.Seeing the calmness written on Yan Qing's handsome face, Ling Anxiu took a deep breath, and gently moved his fingertips towards the two words.

"Why am I still here? Have you ordered?"

Ling Anxiu looked at the little chrysanthemum spinning on the screen, and said, "I clicked, but it got stuck."

"..."

Ling Anxiu accidentally clicked the back button, and the page returned to the information column of Lost.His eyes fell on the column of "emotional status". He clearly remembered that when he created Lost, he filled in this column: never had a boyfriend.And now—

There is someone I like, but he doesn't like me.

Ling Anxiu raised his head abruptly.Yan Qing's body is gradually becoming transparent, and the whole person has a frightening and fragmented beauty.

Ling Anxiu smiled gently - this was the first time Yan Qing saw Ling Anxiu's smile in a long time.

"Don't you want to know why you find it meaningless?"

Yan Qing's eyes widened, he wanted to say something, but it was too late.

Yan Qing just disappeared into the air without leaving a trace, as if she had never been here.

"Because..." Facing the damp air, Ling Anxiu finally didn't say the answer that Yan Qing didn't know until the end.

Yan Qing said rightly, he is no longer Lost, he is Yan Qing, he jumped out of the framework Ling Anxiu set for him, and lived out his own way.

After one o'clock in the morning, Ling Anxiu returned to the apartment while maintaining his human appearance.Ling Anxiu found that everything that belonged to Yan Qing had disappeared, the leather shoes he left at the door, the clothes in the closet, the toothbrush on the sink...all disappeared.

Ling Anxiu sat in front of the computer and said to Xiao An: "The mission is over, let's go."

"Before you leave, there is an email that I think you should read."

"okay."

The content of the email is displayed on the screen immediately.

"Anxiu:

When you see this email, I think your task has been successfully completed.From the beginning to the end of this mission, I did not appear by your side.Please forgive me, I really can't help but watch you get entangled with one scum after another.As I said, I will always be with you.I'm sorry, I can't do it anymore, you are much stronger than me, and I don't have the courage to go on like you.I used to always think that I couldn't bear the days without you, but the reality is always crueler than imagined.Sometimes, you think you can't, but you get through it.I will stay in this world and just be an ordinary person.Maybe one day, I will forget everything I have experienced before, and I will think that I belong here from beginning to end.If there is such a day..."

The email was not signed, but Ling Anxiu was sure of the sender's identity. "Check the IP address of this email."

"I've checked it, it was sent from Yan Qing's company."

Ling Anxiu thought for a while, and said, "It seems that the drugs in Yan Qing's office are from him."

"Yes, this is the last time he will help you, Mr. Ling."

Ling Anxiu leaned tiredly on the sofa and murmured, "They're all gone..."

"Mr. Ling, do you want to leave too?" Xiao'an said, "I have good news for you. I have cracked 50.00% of the system's programs. It won't take long before you can get rid of the shackles and restrictions of the system. In that Until now, please persevere."

Ling Anxiu smiled, "I didn't say I would give up. Even if it's for you, I will go to the end. What's the point of staying in a world that doesn't belong to me? Even if I live, it's not me."

Back in the main space, Ling Anxiu saw the human Xiao An whom he hadn't seen for a long time.Ling Anxiu instinctively rushed towards Xiao An, and hugged the little boy into his arms. "Xiao An, I miss you very much."

"...Aren't I by your side every day?"

"That's different."

Xiao An said helplessly: "This is one of the weaknesses of human nature. Only creatures of the same species as oneself can give them a sense of security."

The system's voice without any emotion suddenly sounded next to my ears: "If you finish talking, get ready to go to the next world."

Ling Anxiu looked at Xiao An helplessly, "Okay."

"Please receive the memory of the mission body."