Foundling [Reborn Future]

"Yu Ning." Zhao Chengjun grasped Qiu Yuning's hand, trying to make a joke, "Don't scare dad, your dad is not afraid of anything now, but afraid of you getting angry." These words are very spineless, not like Zhao Chengjun's style at all, but It didn't make Qiu Yuning a little relaxed.

When Zhao Chengjun spoke, his eyes were fixed on Qiu Yuning's face. He quickly calmed down after a short period of panic. He had to figure out why his Yu Ning suddenly changed his face—it was Zhao Yang who brought people into conflict with Yu Ning that caused Yu Ning's intense anger. or Yu Ning herself has reached the limit of her patience?Or what did this lucky little thing in Yu Ning's arms remind the youngest son?

"Old Zhao." Qiu Yuning called Zhao Chengjun that for the first time in the past two months.

Zhao Chengjun was inexplicably flattered, first he held Qiu Yuning's hand tighter, and then he remembered to respond: "Oh, huh?"

Qiu Yuning didn't shake off Zhao Chengjun's hand, he paused, trying to calm himself down.

He seemed to have figured it out now, and felt that he was no longer at a loss, but suddenly caught by Zhao Chengjun, the inexplicable anger in his heart that had been suppressed for two months seemed to be suddenly aroused, and there was a feeling that he wanted to explode immediately Impulsive; he himself suddenly felt extremely unwilling, and wished to immediately subdue Zhao Chengjun forcibly, and then treat Zhao Chengjun fiercely and brutally in this way.

But he can only think about it, not because Zhao Chengjun is related to him by blood, but because Zhao Chengjun is no longer his lover.

He couldn't hold on to it shamelessly.

When Qiu Yuning reached the point of speaking, he secretly swallowed it back with a little distraction.

Zhao Chengjun didn't get a response, his heart was tense and contradictory, and at the same time, he was also thinking very quickly about the reason why his youngest son was so decisive, so he glanced at Qiu Yi indifferently.Zhao Chengjun didn't deliberately scare Qiu Yi, but he had a majestic bearing and a solemn expression, and Qiu Yi was extremely sensitive to other people's emotions, so he was immediately frightened and hugged Qiu Yuning's neck tightly.

Qiu Yuning quickly regained his senses, stared straight at the door, hardened his heart, even his voice was a little cold, and said slowly: "Don't scare the children. Let go. I don't live like that these days Me. It's time for us to end..."

End?

Zhao Chengjun felt a tightness in his chest, he looked at Qiu Yuning seriously, and listened to Qiu Yuning's words, he didn't need to think about the reason anymore, he could be sure of Qiu Yuning's determination, there was a kind of emptiness in his chest that was torn and hollowed out. "Yu Ning, it's dad who's sorry for you..."

At this moment, Zhao Chengjun could hardly suppress his strong feelings that had never been eradicated. He knew that he wanted to hug his Yu Ning tightly and keep his youngest son in his arms.His Yu Ning has always been more than just his "little son".

But what can he do?Afraid that the younger son will be sad, let the younger son have incest with himself regardless?Not to mention that the word incest itself distorts human ethics and morality, the consequences of pure "incest" are definitely more than gossip.He himself is not afraid, but his youngest son is still so young... Should he be happy for a while, let his Yu Ning live in the shadow of father-son incest all his life, or carefully protect his Yu Ning through this short period of pain? Pain, and then have an aboveboard fiery love?

As a father, he must choose the latter—at least "temporarily" and "as much as possible" to choose and insist on the latter.

Fortunately, fortunately, his Yu Ning finally rationally chose to let go.Why is he panicking?Didn't he have been waiting for this day for a long time?

Two months is not a short time, but it is not a long time either.Now his Yu Ning can't forget him for the time being, but most of that is because of his first love. With the strength of his youngest son, it may not be long before his Yu Ning can ruthlessly get him out of this evil relationship. All faded down.Time can kill everything, after a year and a half, his Yu Ning successfully got rid of the shadow of this evil relationship, he will do his best to protect him, quietly watching his Yu Ning find a suitable partner, watching Let his youngest son have a happy and bright life...

Zhao Chengjun maintained his gentle and majestic expression extremely rationally, but his palm was holding Qiu Yuning's hand tightly, as if he didn't know how to let go.His throat was a little dry, and he said softly, "If this is the decision of my family, Yu Ning, Dad will respect and support it. You don't feel comfortable living here, then, then go out and relax... That's fine, it should be... Where are you going, let Shen Xiwei accompany you. Don't refuse, you are my son, and it is not hard for someone with a heart to see how much I value you, I am afraid that someone will plot against you. "

Qiu Yuning's face paled slightly, he admitted that he had a little fluke before, but now it's completely gone.He suddenly turned his head and stared at Zhao Chengjun, without letting himself show any weakness, maintaining his dignity just like protecting his own food when he was a child: "Let go!"

Zhao Chengjun was watched fiercely by him, he slowly relaxed his palms, and forced the corners of his lips to curl up: "My family Yu Ning must live happily, no matter where she is, don't be bullied, you know? Shen Xiwei can protect you, but The key is that you need to be cautious, you..."

With a sullen face, Qiu Yuning didn't continue to listen to his instructions, hugged Qiu Yi tightly with a blank mind, pulled the door hard, and strode away.When his back was facing Zhao Chengjun, Qiu Yuning felt in a trance that he was still in that nightmare, but in the nightmare he would cry, but in reality, he would not shed a single tear.

After walking a few steps, Qiu Yuning stopped suddenly, then turned around and walked back slowly.

Zhao Chengjun stood at the door and watched him, and when he saw him come back, he smiled and said: "Yu Ning, Dad knows you are joking."

Qiu Yuning walked to his side, and stretched out his hand expressionlessly: "I was scared by your DNA file last time, and we haven't officially broken up yet, so it's not a problem to hang around like this. Shake hands, and then, treat it as the two of us Let’s formally break up from the past.”

Zhao Chengjun's smile froze, and he responded with a "huh", and stretched out his generous palm calmly, and Qiu Yuning grabbed it again.

Qiu Yuning held it very hard, while staring into Zhao Chengjun's eyes: "Please do one thing."

Zhao Chengjun smiled gently: "If my family Yu Ning has any requirements, my father will definitely overfulfill."

Qiu Yuning was stunned by his laughter, took a deep breath, and said: "I want to ask you to give me a little privacy, I want to have my own private space. I can understand, 'reasonably and objectively', you are not sorry In my place, I will be taken care of by you, and I will repay you in the future. But in terms of 'emotional subjectivity', it has nothing to do with you whether I will be happy emotionally in the future. So, please don't call me in the future. In the name of seeing if I’m doing well, or in the name of being a father who cares about his son, you sneak up on me and observe my every move. I know you want to treat me well, and you want to compensate me in terms of material, spiritual and emotional aspects , But, give me some dignity. I decided to break up with you now, and I really 'separated' from you. I want to cut you out of my heart."

Zhao Chengjun's heart went numb, and he barely lost his composure. He nodded and said, "Okay...it should be. Dad promises you."

Qiu Yuning said calmly: "You can do what you say, I believe in you." He let go of Zhao Chengjun's hand, and wanted to smile at him with a chic fan, but found that he couldn't laugh no matter what, so he simply said nothing Then he said that after only a slight pause, he wanted to turn around and leave quickly.However, if he just left aggrieved, the anger and unwillingness in his heart would kill him!Why did you pretend to leave without saying anything?That's not cool!Instead of holding back your unhappiness, it is better to speak out to make the other person even more unhappy.

So, Qiu Yuning took a deep breath, and continued calmly: "There are still a few last words, let's just tell you. I feel uncomfortable if I hold it in my heart, and you will feel uncomfortable when you say it."

"Old Zhao, you also know what kind of person I am. I survived those days. I am very practical. I can always let myself know what I want. But I also have morals, so when you Taking out those two DNA documents stumped me for a long time. I was at a loss, trying to find a clear and suitable 'attitude' to face you, but I couldn't find it."

"Later, I slowly came back to my senses, what's the use of morality? If I tear up that morality, I won't harm the sky, harm others, or harm the innocent. It's just a matter of my own integrity. , so how much weight does such a morality have for me?"

"Is this question practical enough? I have weighed it in my heart, and it gradually became clear."

"This kind of morality is an extremely important principle of human ethics in normal times. Whether it is out of instinct or reason, I will definitely take the initiative to maintain it. However, if this kind of morality is now determined to suppress me and prevent me from feeling better , let me suffer so badly that I can't recover, then it is shameless. I have to ask it, what is it?

"However, I understand it in my heart, but that single 'incest' is enough to make me ashamed, I am a little ashamed, and your attitude is like this, I still have to force myself to alienate you, and I still want to find you Another clear 'attitude' to face you... Until today, I realized that I was deceiving myself with a fig leaf. My attitude is clearly there all the time, I dare not look at it myself, and I have to go to other places Where can I find it, what can I find?"

After Qiu Yuning finished speaking, she looked at Zhao Chengjun with a stiff expression in her dark eyes, "Can you understand what I said?"

Of course Zhao Chengjun could understand, but he was in a daze.

Before Zhao Chengjun could answer, Qiu Yuning held Qiu Yi, who was quietly curled up in his arms, with one hand, and gently waved the other hand, using a secret method of sound insulation, and then he approached Zhao Chengjun's ear, "Old Zhao, I have no one with you except you." There was a little bit of emotional entanglement, I am a bit extreme about feelings, knowing that you and I are blood father and son, but I still can't let it go. I don't want to be like this, but I can't control it. "

"Old Zhao, I think you understand the reason, that's why you feel guilty."

"I can't let it go. On the one hand, it is because of my hateful nature of attachment to feelings, and on the other hand, it is because of you. My concept of 'father' is very indifferent, so indifferent that it is just a symbol; and my 'lover' But the concept of "you" is very strong, so strong that I have already regarded you as my other half. Comparing the two, I can understand myself, can you understand me?"

"At the beginning, you were the one who pestered me so much and forced me to fall in love with you involuntarily. Then you took those two documents and used them as the embodiment of this morality to suppress me. I don't want to say anything about you, I can only say, I was so oppressed by them, I couldn't sit still, I dreamed of tearing them off. Today, I just tore them right out of my head. They're nothing..."

"Let me put it more clearly, Old Zhao, I want to have incest with you, do you dare to finish with me before and after we have incest together?"

"Old Zhao, you don't dare. I know you are not afraid of being scolded, you are doing 'for my own good', but I don't need that, it is you who are afraid, you are worried! I want you not to I'm worried, but I also know that you, Zhao Chengjun, made a decision, how could you turn back so easily?"

"Two months is enough for me to understand, so I'm leaving. However, I also know that everything is unpredictable, especially now that I still like you, I can't help liking you, and I dare not say it forever I have something to do with you. Let me just put down a sentence: From now on, unless you, Old Zhao, regret it and want to have incest with me instead, we will never see each other again until I forget my relationship with you, okay? Give me a word."

After finishing speaking, Qiu Yuning felt that it could almost make Zhao Chengjun feel uncomfortable, thinking that I am getting worse and worse, white-eyed wolf!

Qiu Yuning didn't feel happy or blame himself for this.

He said he wanted Zhao Chengjun to give him an accurate word, but he turned around without waiting for Zhao Chengjun's response, and left without any pause.

Zhao Chengjun watched Qiu Yuning leave with the lucky little boy in his arms, until he disappeared around the corner and he still stood there.He froze for a while, then put his hands in his pockets, clenched his fists, and stood upright, like a rigid statue.He thought about Qiu Yuning's alienation and support in the past two months, and also thought about Qiu Yuning's words before, and then slowly said to himself in an extremely rational way: "Yu Ning, my silly wolf cub, what's wrong with Dad?" Dare? It’s just that you are still young, and you still don’t know what the consequences of ‘incest’ will be now, and it’s not before the end of the world… Whenever possible, Dad must try his best to give you a bright and clean life. However, If you are too attached to your relationship, and you can never forget the emotional impact of your father's previous mistakes, if you really reach that point, since there is no room for redemption, can your father still watch you and let you feel sad?"

"Really, at that time, you can do whatever you want... Dad will definitely let you live as happily as possible."

"But now, you must be strong, and you must forget your father. If you have any resentment, just bring back a lover. Make your father secretly sad and have to force a smile. This is the best revenge... Don't be like your brother Zhao Yang let Dad down like that, you know?"

……

Qiu Yuning carried his luxurious bamboo basket-like oversized bamboo-green password backpack, smiled and said goodbye to Zhang Xiaomu and the others as usual, then held Qiu Yi's hand, and when he walked out the door, he watched Qiu Yi tease the parrot with the bird stand, while Thinking in a daze, he finally had to leave.

But where can he go?

Hiding in a corner and not seeing people with their true colors?Isn't that self-deception?

So run around and be found again?Isn't that crying, making trouble and hanging himself?

Or make an appearance of "I'm stubborn, I'm strong", obviously have the ability to live a good life, but still live a pitiful life?That's an idol drama before the end of the world, right?He doesn't have those leisurely moods, and he doesn't have that thick and dark psychology.

In the end, Qiu Yuning remained calm and did not return to Huichun Hall, but moved into the town building base unexpectedly by Zhao Chengjun.

Qiu Yuning was able to successfully live to such an age, he had already developed an instinct, the more helpless he was, the stronger his self-control, and the more clearly he could see the reality.He knew that unless he dispelled the soul energy and restriction in his mind, and went away incognito, Zhao Chengjun would find him wherever he went, so why bother to go to other places, so that everyone would know that he and "Ma Xiaojun" Have a contradiction?That's just nothing to do.What's more, he didn't want to completely cut off all contact with Zhao Chengjun, that's unrealistic.

The town base is not an acropolis, nor is it the only place Zhao Chengjun started to build.Now several miles away, the second, third, and fourth town construction bases have started... Qiu Yuning just came to the place where he participated in the construction of the town, and it is far enough away from Zhao Chengjun's Dingshi Commercial Bank base , It is more enough to hide from the eyes and ears of the troublemakers.The key lies in his own attitude.

After arriving, the first thing Qiu Yuning did was to order someone to transfer Qiu Yi's scumbag biological father to another town building base.

Then, Qiu Yuning officially lived in the "semi-finished" town building base.

Shen Xiwei also moved in with him, bringing his psychology books with him, and lived with him for nothing.

In the beginning, Qiu Yuning was as sunny and cheerful as usual when dealing with others, whether in private or outside.

Qiu Yuning also invited Wang Kun and others to play.Ever since Qiu Yuning admitted that he likes "Ma Xiaojun" and has fallen in love with "Ma Xiaojun", Wang Kun has been a little more silent than before, and he has never taken the initiative to find Qiu Yuning.Even when he was invited by Qiu Yuning to "relax" this time, he left with a smile after confirming that Qiu Yuning was safe and sound, and went back to continue his practice.

……

57 days.

Qiu Yuning didn't deliberately count, but he remembered clearly that this was the day he left Dingshi Commercial Firm.

In two months, the leaves changed from firm green to vicissitudes of life, why did his feelings not change like leaves?

For 57 days, Qiu Yuning forced himself not to think about anything related to Zhao Chengjun. He treated Qiu Yi's dumb, teased and chatted with Shen Xiwei, honed his practice, comprehended the bamboo slips, healed the sick and saved the sick, and helped others... He successfully forced himself back to his hometown. I have lost the previous life, and I have lived a simple life day after day for two lifetimes.

But he felt inexplicably tired, even more tired than in Dingshi Commercial Bank. He was so tired that he didn't feel like laughing outside. In private, he liked to sit quietly, or look at him without thinking about anything. The ants or the leaves, or the bamboo slips, or let yourself be busy training and boxing.

Shen Xiwei was a bystander, and said very seriously: "Don't suppress your emotions, cry when you should cry, and laugh when you should laugh, otherwise you will develop mental illness in a short time, and if it is serious, it may even lead to some kind of abnormal psychology. I am not a psychopath. Doctor, I can't heal you."

Qiu Yuning was stunned for a moment, then raised his eyebrows naturally: "Hey, what are you talking about?" Then he was still as strong as ever.

Shen Xiwei is Zhao Chengjun's number one confidant, if Zhao Chengjun asks a question, Shen Xiwei will definitely explain everything.

So Qiu Yuning has been trying his best not to show any strangeness in front of Shen Xiwei.Isn't he alive and well now?

……

Zhao Chengjun does not fulfill his promise at all times, and when it is time to renege, he will renege on it without any psychological burden.What kind of arrogant face can be more important than his precious little son?So, he only endured it for three days, and from the fourth day on, he would stealthily see how his little son was doing every day.

Zhao Chengjun carefully observed Qiu Yuning's demeanor and demeanor, and he could see clearly and clearly.

Zhao Chengjun used unknown measures, such as secretly dispatching a few of his amusing subordinates to the Jianzhen base.This is just one of the most inconspicuous moves... But in the past 57 days, his Yu Ning has become more and more quiet day by day, until he gradually stopped laughing so much and gradually liked being alone more and more. Sitting cross-legged in the room, he was in a daze.

Qiu Yuning lost weight.

There are many people who like to be close to Qiu Yuning, and there are even more people who are joking, and someone unintentionally said: "Little alchemist Yu Ning, are you lovesick?"

Qiu Yuning said to people: "Hey, I'm growing tall now, and I'm much taller than before, right? It's only natural to be thinner."

Every time Zhao Chengjun watched it, he wanted to slap himself twice. This is what he did!It was he who personally seduced and broke up the youngest son who valued feelings so much, and it was he who was very proud to occupy the traces of love and desire in the youngest son's heart...

Zhao Chengjun almost couldn't help but want to show up several times.

But he had to hold his breath and endure it!

He, Zhao Chengjun, had already made his choice and decision from the moment he knew Qiu Yuning was his son.In this kind of big matter, the most taboo is hesitation, indecision, and the least can be affected by momentary emotions-incest, this is a matter of whether he and his son want to incest, it is already too big!

……

No. At the 80th day, Qiu Yuning failed to cure Qiu Yi's dumbness, and he hardly wanted to talk to anyone.He didn't want to do this either, but he just couldn't enjoy himself. Except for putting on an appearance in front of Brother Kun and the others, he didn't want to always force himself to put on an appearance.He felt more and more clearly that something was missing in his heart, and there was another hole.

Forget it, Qiu Yuning beat his temple hard, if he has time to think wildly, it's better to spend more time to practice and practice!

Qiu Yuning is about to reach the peak of the fourth level of the supernatural power level. He has just broken through to the fourth level of the supernatural power level for a year, and he will reach the peak so soon. The progress is too fast, and he is afraid that his foundation will be in danger of being weak.Therefore, he felt that it was appropriate to work harder.

Therefore, Qiu Yuning locked herself up occasionally, and was so tired that she didn't want to move.

Zhao Chengjun guarded his youngest son every day, watching his precious son lose weight, seeing his own bloodshot eyes, thinking to himself, silly son, why are you so stubborn!Incest is no joke!Even if you regret it in the future, you will live in the shadows for the rest of your life!

Zhao Chengjun was going crazy.

Even Qiu Yi looked worried.Every time after Qiu Yuning had a meal, Qiu Yi ran to Qiu Yuning with the parrot, teased the parrot with a hoarse voice "ah" and "ah", and then looked at Qiu Yuning cautiously, trying to make Qiu Yuning happy.

Qiu Yuning was also afraid that he would affect the children, so he grinned, smiled twice, touched Qiu Yi's favorite bald hairstyle, and asked how the homework was doing?Are there any arithmetic problems that you can't do?How many words do you not know?After asking, I will talk to Qiu Yi again, and then go back to my room, rather than resting, I would say I am confused.

"Could it be like this all my life? Why can't I forget it? I'm doomed to be unlucky, it's always been so difficult..."

Qiu Yuning murmured silently to himself, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Qiu Yuning was very tired, but couldn't sleep, so let's go to exercise again, but before he could sit up, suddenly a person appeared beside him.

Qiu Yuning's conditioned reflex triggered the silver bracelet, and then he sensed a familiar breath: Zhao Chengjun.

"Silly wolf cub! Do you want to torture yourself to death?" Zhao Chengjun's bloodshot eyes became heavier, and he directly used the seven-layer secret method, ignoring Qiu Yuning's silver body shield, and hugged Qiu Yuning fiercely, "You let daddy down, you know? You..."

Qiu Yuning took off the silver protective cover, his eyes were so dark that he seemed to be ignoring Zhao Chengjun.

Zhao Chengjun was a little flustered: "Yu Ning? I'm Dad."

Qiu Yuning looked at him, opened his mouth, and said with a sarcastic smile: "Are you willing to have incest with me?"

Zhao Chengjun blocked him, what else could he say?

Qiu Yuning pointed to his mouth, and said indifferently: "If you agree, just give me a kiss. If you don't agree, then let go! You didn't keep the promise, you know? You let me down."

Looking at such a young son, Zhao Chengjun felt more and more uneasy in his heart. He subconsciously hugged Qiu Yuning even tighter, and swallowed: "Yu Ning?"

Qiu Yuning suddenly yelled: "You want to tease me? Kiss me or leave, don't force me to tear my face apart, okay?"

Zhao Chengjun froze slightly.

Feeling Zhao Chengjun's lips on his lips, Qiu Yuning didn't react at all, until Zhao Chengjun called his name again, Qiu Yuning said in an abnormally calm way: "Old Zhao, you are willing to have incest with me now, and I will have incest with you You said, why do I listen to you so much? But, I still like you, and I really want to have incest with you. Then let's continue the incest. "

The word incest kept coming out of his mouth lightly, and Zhao Chengjun became more and more confused when he heard it.

Qiu Yuning looked at Zhao Chengjun's dignified and deep scrutiny eyes, and stared straight at Zhao Chengjun, like the peace before the storm, "Should I move back tomorrow, or move back now? Let's reunite after a broken mirror, right?"