Easy to divide personnel

"Dad, I don't know."

I don't know what?

Lin Zhi, who returned to the city according to the original plan after the Spring Festival, is sitting on the seat by the exit of the train station, looking up sixty degrees, looking at the sky melancholy.

Suddenly, a light rain began to rain, from just a drop of tears to a downpour, the rain became heavier and heavier, and the sound of tick-tock-tick-tick was endless.And Lin Zhi sat on this long chair and stared at the world in the rain, only the sound of hurried pedestrians walking, the sound of rumbling trains and... all separated by a rain curtain seemed to be as far away as another world.

Here, there is only him, his pile of luggage, and maybe people passing by who are returning home or returning to work.

All of a sudden, I felt so tired that I couldn't even lift my fingers to make a phone call.

It’s just questions and answers from a few days before the new year—the simple conversation he had with his father, but it still lingers in his mind until now, no matter how many witty words he said at that time, it’s hard to suppress the fear in his heart—the future , where is the future?How much time does he have with Chenquan?

"Azhi."

A call, and the rushing moisture suddenly woke him up from his distraction.

He raised his head in confusion, and saw the man in front of him—holding a soaked umbrella in his hand, there were slight drops of water in his hair, which wet the hairstyle that was always neatly combed, and he was wearing a simple black coat. , fleece shirt and suit pants are Lin Chenquan who constitutes the leisure time.

His answering voice was very soft, but slightly raised, revealing a hint of joy.

"Lin sir."

Then he blinked, combed his fallen ear hair back, and stood up, hiding the uneasiness and panic just now.

"Not seeing each other for a day is like three autumns, and not seeing each other for a New Year's Eve. I'm really thinking like crazy."

Exaggerated and enthusiastic as always.

"It seems that you had a good New Year in your hometown, and you haven't lost weight." Lin Chenquan evaluated him objectively after looking at him.

"Of course! There are so many delicacies in the New Year. It's normal for me to eat fat. It's best not to be fat, so you don't dislike me. After all, Sir Lin is a VIP in the gym, a high-level VIP! Hahaha~"

He laughed, stretched out his hand and pulled the handle of one side of the suitcase, and then brought the other big bag to Lin Chenquan.

"Would you like to share it, Big Boss?"

"Of course I'm extremely happy, Ah Zhi."

The man who came out of the rain suddenly tiptoed, brushed someone's face inadvertently, and pressed a kiss lightly, then took the package with his strong arms, and returned to the original place, he raised the test After trying it out, the weight and shape seemed to be local specialties, but I didn't know what was inside, so I asked Lin Zhi what was in it, but he just smiled brightly and blinked, saying that he knew it when he went back.

Then, Lin Chenquan drove his car and carried Lin Zhi and a bunch of his things back to their home.

As soon as the incandescent lamp was turned on, the decoration in the room seemed to be the same as before the New Year, even the coffee bag that was placed on the coffee table before he left was intact.

"You change your clothes first, and I'll take a shower."

Sir Lin still loves tidiness so much, and he knew this even more after living together. He shook his eyebrows a little twitchingly, then moved his things in and packed them up.

In the days after he came back, there were many things in the company. He was so busy that he often worked overtime. In his spare time, he would lie on the bed and dream about spring and autumn.

Even if he has a boyfriend who is the vice president, it’s useless; Lin Zhi sometimes wants to make himself more excited when he is too busy to be dizzy—except for being crazy at work, he also doubles up on weekdays— -'s boyfriend gave a headbutt, but unfortunately the difference in force is too great, this goal has not been achieved for a long time; on the contrary, an accidental rise was regarded as an extra meal after dinner by someone, and he ate everything, and then fell into a deep sleep go.

In this way, the time has come to May, the sun has not yet risen to the highest point, and it is full of summer.

On this day, Lin Zhi got off work early and arrived home before his lover. He also greeted several neighbors on the way. After returning home, he opened the refrigerator that had been empty for a long time and was now full of ingredients, and took out eggs. .

He's going to do something.

Then, a phone call came.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, Lin Chenquan was still turning on the lights in the office—of course, those people in the office were also working overtime—looking at the final manuscript that had been revised N times by the design department, it still barely passed the test, so he packed it up and was ready to go home up.

Back home, back to that home—the world where there are only him and Ah Zhi.

There is no father who always talks about the company's business performance, nor the kind-hearted stepmother who hides the knife in a smile, and there are no messy relatives and noisy children.

Quiet enough, but in that twilight, the only desire in his heart was ignited.

From that kiss, at the beginning of the story, it became more and more uncontrollable, which should be something he tried his best to avoid.In this way, the risk is too great, and the future is unpredictable, but people are always like this, living alone and looking into the distance.

It was like when he was a child, when he and his mother lived in the country, he looked at the car outside the door, imagining that a car would stop and take him and his mother to that beautiful city far away.

This day has arrived.

Lin Chenquan was driving the car, staring lightly at the steering wheel in the gap between traffic lights, thinking endlessly.

Perhaps, everything has omens.

When he was young, he watched the man who got out of the car that was more gorgeous than anything he had ever seen and occupied the rest of his childhood, squatted down, took off the sunglasses, and asked him if he knew Knowing where his mother asked who he was.

He is—"Lin Chenquan."

Then, the past was left far away, and the luster of metal and glass shone, refracting a light that was more dazzling than the sun on the sky, and enveloped him in a wilderness.

But in the end, he still met his light.

Thinking of this, he slightly curled the corners of his mouth, stepped on the accelerator, and rode the wind home after the warm light intertwined.

The sensor lights in the corridor are very sensitive, often when he steps on the first floor at the back, the lights will be turned on with a snap, and the white light will illuminate the road on the stairs brightly.

He walked very easily, but somehow his heart was getting heavy a little bit, maybe today he suddenly remembered something from his childhood, maybe it was - he accidentally saw an unlit room downstairs.

He casually flipped through the key chain and opened the door, only to be greeted by a dim light at the door, but this light was enough for him to see clearly the statue-like lover sitting quietly on the sofa.

What is he thinking about?

Lin Chenquan closed the door, and with a resounding sound of closing the door, the sculpture came to life as if the finishing touch had been applied.

"You're back."

He stood up, his expression seemed to be unclear in the dark, but he felt that his appearance was very depressed, which made him suddenly think of someone's appearance after the narcissus that was taken care of by someone one day—— Listless, like a plant that has been overwatered or pulled out of the soil.

"Ah, bad, I sat for a long time just now, but I forgot that it was dark..." He walked over, not towards Lin Chenquan, he remembered that this route was where the lights were turned on and off.

However, he was closer there, so he turned on the light first, and then fixed his eyes on Lin Zhi who was walking heavily.

Under the dazzling artificial light, the most subtle expressions on his face are fully displayed, as if being carefully examined under a microscope, the light magnifies and magnifies everything, and then makes people feel a sudden stab in the heart.

"what happened to you?"

He held his lover's face in his hands, and his hands, which were tired all day, still locked him vigorously. There were warm lines on the same wide palms, which seemed to drive away the sorrow and melancholy displayed on this face. three points.

However, his lover still lowered his eyes, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't speak.

In the dark brown pupils that once glowed with sunshine and made people feel full of vitality, there were some things he couldn't understand buried.

"Azhi, if you don't want to talk, let me ask."

He sighed helplessly.

Having lived together for so many years, it would be remiss of him not to know anything about it, let alone such an abnormal appearance.

However, everything can be traced, or the slightest flame meets the fuel at the right time, creating a prairie fire.

"It won't be cheating, because you only have one day."

This made the corners of Lin Zhi's mouth twitch, he glared at the guy who guessed inaccurately, but he still didn't say a word.

Just looking at his lover's face, Lin Chenquan knew that he was probably organizing his own language and was preparing to speak out. It was only a matter of time, and he shouldn't be worried—but since he found out, let's solve it now.

So, he raised a confident smile, rubbed his fingers against Lin Zhi's ear, and continued talking.

"I know more about work matters than A Zhi, so I can also exclude it."

"It won't be a matter of money. I can see you for at least twelve hours in 24 hours, although in this case, you will feel that your privacy has been violated."

"..." Lin Zhi finally couldn't help but said, "Are you watching me? Half of the day."

"Of course", when he said this, his raised eyebrows actually had a hint of Lin Zhi, but the next words were still in his own style, "I am very concerned about the working status of the employees, and I am just a little concerned about someone's work status. I spent a little more time on him—after all, he has been named the best employee for two consecutive years after joining the company, so I naturally have to see if he lives up to his name."

For some reason, Lin Zhi felt a burst of warmth in his heart, which burned his face.

He was still looking at his lover, and he also saw his slightly blushing, very cute look.

There will be no third person for this person, so——

"Is there any conflict between us?"

"No," Lin Zhi replied with a wry smile, "But, I think there will be soon."

"why?"

He pressed against his lover's forehead and shot straight into those eyes, trying to find out what was hidden in those eyes, and why they changed into such a appearance in a short period of time.

"Tell me, Azhi."

His voice was so gentle that it was about to drip, it was so deep that it was as charming as a singer's beautiful voice, and those dark eyes were so fascinating.

Even though Lin Zhi has watched it too many times, happy, angry, sad, pretending, mocking, emotional... still can't help but fall into that abyss.

He doesn't read minds, but he still reads something in those eyes - something between them.

"Your parents, did you say something?"

"..."

This sentence, what he said, made the tense lover suddenly heave a sigh of relief. This was right, in the right direction, but it was not the direction he hoped for.

A person like Ah Zhi cares so much about the people around him, not to mention the kind of relatives who are involved in his blood—the parents who gave birth to him.

He suddenly became tense, and suddenly wanted to escape the reality that would be revealed by the opening of the lips he had been deeply attached to before.

However, if it was going to rain, there was nothing he could do.

If it is really inevitable, he must know everything in advance and then solve those problems.

Lin Zhi said: "Just now, my mother called and asked about the things I kept mentioning during the Chinese New Year - I, probably a young man in the family who is not yet married. My mother was worried that I would be unaccompanied, so she told me I found a very good daughter-in-law, and said, if I don't come back, she will come in person."

"No matter what I say, she is still so stubborn, Chenquan. If my mother is in front of me, I will probably disregard what my father said not to beat women and beat her—that would be unfilial."

……

The desolation at the corner of the mouth looked so pale in this light, which broke his heart.

His heart was telling him not to let his lover continue talking.

But he remained silent, allowing Lin Zhi to finish everything, and then buried him in his arms, like a fragile doll, but the strength of hugging him was so rough that he couldn't even imagine what would happen a red seal.

"I... I once asked Mom what she thinks of those gays, and then..."

"She said, this is against the ancestors, against, against..."

Intermittent words, like a piano with a broken string, only play a painful rhythm that is about to pull the listener's heart.

He sighed, put his hands on the back of his lover's head, and hugged him tightly.

Then he said, lowered his head, and whispered in his ear: "Azhi, do you want to leave?"

"I, I don't know, Lin Quanchen, I don't know, should I continue."

His lover raised his head, the eyes under the soft black hair shone in the mottled light, even though he was so embarrassed, he still looked the same as when he first met.

But he knew that both Lin Zhi and himself were different.

Then, he pressed his lips together, deepened, lingered, and finally - pushed away violently - by his lover tremblingly pushed away.

"Lin Chenquan, do you know?"

He waited quietly for the next one. He knew that his expression was steady and slightly trance-like every time he watched the company's monthly annual report meeting.

"Kissing won't solve any problems."

The voice was weak, but loud, and he was awakened just like that.

Wake up from the collapsed building that he saw, now, what he sees is only the initial appearance that is about to be broken - Lin Zhi frowned, and wiped his lips fiercely as if he was wiping something disgusting, but his face His expression looked like he was about to cry.

However, he knows how strong his lover is, and he will not cry for it.

"Azhi."

"Let's separate for a while."

The sounds that sounded at the same time collided, intertwined in the air into an ambiguous color, and dissipated in the blazing light.

He tilted his head, allowing the hair in front of him to hang down under the force of gravity in the expired gel.

"...Okay, but, I'm leaving."

Then, the sound of the door colliding with the frame sounded again, but it was not the sound of returning home.

just leave.

Just like when the curtain of every drama ends, the red curtain that slowly closes, this door also closes cruelly.

Da da da, the sound of leather shoes gradually faded away.

But the artificial light doesn't change like sunlight, it's just bright, showing the sadness on that face.

He slept in the car all night, squeezed into the small back seat and closed his eyes in the closed car.

Lin Chenquan originally had many places to go. After all, he is a rich second generation, and even a young vice president of the company. There is not only one house in this area.

But after he inserted the key into the hole, amidst the sound of the rumbling engine, he still didn't step on the accelerator.

At that time, the world was so big that he felt that he had nowhere to go, which was really an irony of his life.

Then he pulled out the key, locked the door, flattened the back seat, and curled up to sleep.

In any case, exhaustion always arrives on time after a long day of work.

The next morning, he habitually touched the side, which was empty, and then smiled wryly, remembering what happened yesterday.

Playing backwards like a movie, in the black and white picture, two people stand under the incandescent lamp like two fools, clashing over childish questions.

Yes, very childish.

Impulsively, he chose to leave by himself to give each other a space.

This day is the weekend, probably Ah Zhi will sit at home all night, will he eat?Will you call him?Or did you just fall asleep last night and still not wake up?Waiting for his lover to kiss?

All kinds of thoughts were out of date, but they just popped up one after another like blisters.

He looked in the rearview mirror and tidied up his clothes, but the tiredness on his face was still there, which made it more obvious.

drink a cup of coffee.

This is his choice.

Then, he was driving on the street and saw a certain coffee shop at random, then parked the car and walked in.

"Welcome! What would you like to order, sir?"

"A cup of black coffee."

"Okay, sir, please wait a moment."

He casually glanced around the place, usually comfortable and exquisitely decorated, the most common in the house are large and small potted plants, the air is filled with the sweet smell like honey, and the smell of milk.

And, the quiet English song sounded, and the sad female voice sang from her heart, wandering on the river bank.

Down by other river by the boats

Whereeverybodygoestobealone

Where you won't see any rising sun

Downtotheriverwewillrun

Whenbythewaterwedrinktothedregs

Look at the stone on other bed

Icantell from your eyes

You've been by other side

Downbythewatertheriverbed

Somebody calls yousomebody says

swim with the current and float away

Downbyothereveryday

OhmyGodIseehoweverythingistornintheriverdeep

And I don't know why I go the way

(I don't know why I'm on this journey)

A female voice softly sang this sentence amidst the melancholy piano sound.

He has a meal.

He took his own black coffee and left the coffee house.

Outside the door was an extremely bright world, the morning sun illuminated everything, clearly illuminating the stiffness of his fingers.

(God, I see how everything is torn apart in the depths of the river)

I saw the unspoken retention in his eyes.

Then, he leaned against the car, took out his mobile phone, and dialed the eleven numbers that he was extremely familiar with.

In the beeping sound that was not yet connected, the city was completely awakened.

Personnel are easy to divide, only love lasts forever

end

The author has something to say:

Broken thoughts: It's over! !This is what I imagined in the end. He got through the phone in a song. He wanted to think of the lyrics himself, but he accidentally heard a very suitable song. He was so happy!

This song is called Riverside, both in terms of melody and singing, it is really beautiful.

This article can be regarded as a challenge for me, code out the prescribed plot according to the chapters.When I first came up with this story, I told my friends that I was thinking of a man who met two couples by chance. They met again after many years, and they both broke up. Then they got together after a little twists and turns. This is me. In the first half of the thought, my friend joked that there is no grass in this world?In the second half, I think there is a contradiction, the contradiction after they are together, this, I don’t have it in many articles, because the pig’s feet are either orphans or both parents die after adulthood, Kakaka, or parents Very considerate.

No, they still need to go through more hardships later, maybe they separated, maybe they will continue to go on with each other, I don't know, this story ends here.

I don’t know if anyone has discovered the mystery of my name Kakaka. Although it is a waste of name, the name of this article really took a lot of thought.

See you in the next article, okay, if you like my article, please comment, if you like my article, please bookmark it!

The following is the English translation - super awesome!

By the little boat on the river bank

That place everyone has to go alone

Can't see the rising sun

We'll just run along this river bank

We had fun on the shore

Look at the peaceful pebbles lying on the river bed

I can see it in your eyes

You have never been to the banks of this river

sinking into the water and lying on this wide river bed

someone calling someone whispering

Drift with the tide till it's gone

There are stories staged every day by the river bank

Oh god I know how everything gets ripped apart in the depths of the river

But I don't know why I'm on this journey