〖Fuji〗 near Sakura Line

"April 4, Aomori."

Hotels in Hirosaki were full since the beginning of the year, so Shusuke Fuji and I settled down in Aomori.Before the cherry blossoms in Hirosaki were in full bloom, we wandered aimlessly in Aomori.The streets here are quiet and there are few people. Fuji and I ran to the fresh market, and then we each ate an apple and took the JR to the Museum of Modern Literature.In fact, I was the one who wanted to visit, but Fujisuke thought it would be better for us to act together.I did not expect to meet an acquaintance of mine there.

When I was concentrating on looking at the exhibits, I was suddenly patted on the shoulder.I thought it was Fuji Shusuke who was by my side, but when I turned around, I realized it was one of my colleagues, Ms. Nakajima. "Oh, I haven't seen you for more than half a year, Yoshizawa is really getting more and more beautiful." She put her hand on my arm affectionately and said.To be honest, although I recognized her, I didn't think we were very familiar. I was a bit overwhelmed by her eagerness to get close, so I could only say some kind words at a loss.But Ms. Nakajima still refused to let me go, as if she didn't notice my discomfort at all.She babbled on for a while, then turned her attention to Fujisuke. "Really, I have such a good relationship with my boyfriend. This is Moriyama-kun, right?"

I became more and more embarrassed: "No, he's not." I tried to pull my arm back, secretly hoping that she would walk away quickly.

Hateful people are annoying because they never live up to my expectations.Ms. Nakajima exaggeratedly covered her mouth and exclaimed in a low voice, "Oh, Yoshizawa has a new boyfriend?" She grabbed my arm with more strength than before.It makes me think she did it on purpose.

I suppressed my impatience to deny her statement: "You think too much, we are just traveling companions."

"Well..." Ms. Nakajima smiled ambiguously, and suddenly leaned into my ear and asked me, "Then you two will live in the same room at night?" into my ears.

I was about to lower my face and scold her, but Fujisuke came over and gently grabbed my other arm. "Miss Yoshizawa, we should go." I stared at him blankly.He pursed his lips slightly, his eyes seemed to be covered with ice, obviously unhappy.Ms. Nakajima was still looking back and forth between us. At this time, Fujisuke nodded to her: "I'm sorry, Ma'am, Miss Yoshizawa and I are in a hurry."

He pulled me all the way out of the exhibition hall, without the usual smile on his face, I have never seen him like this, when he let me go, I couldn't help shrinking back quietly, but he took my right hand .I was startled, and when I was about to withdraw my hand, Fuji Shusuke said, "I just want to see your arm." As he spoke, he rolled up my sleeves, and my arm was flushed red from being pinched by Miss Nakajima The mark will be exposed.

Seeing that Buer Zhousuke frowned, I quickly pulled down my sleeves to comfort him: "It's nothing, I'm always like this, and there are bruises when I knock lightly, but it doesn't hurt at all." I turned my arm to show him, "A little I don’t feel anything, I’m totally fine.”

Fuji Shusuke looked at me and laughed "puchi". "Jizawa is cute," he said.

The moment I saw his smiling face again, the tight thread in my heart was finally loosened.

"Um, I'm sorry for what Ms. Nakajima said just now." I murmured.I don't know how much Fujisuke heard, but he was indeed slighted because of me.

"There's no need for Yoshizawa to apologize." Fuji Shusuke said with a smile, but his tone suddenly changed. "Is that Moriyama-kun Yoshizawa's boyfriend? I feel that Yoshizawa is very concerned when he hears this name."

"I don't care," I retorted without hesitation, "I don't want you to be implicated, you don't know how broken Ms. Nakajima's mouth is." I blurted out the words before I remembered to look around. Is Miss Dao nearby? Fortunately, she didn't follow.

Fujisuke smiled crookedly, "Suddenly I feel a little happy. Thank you for speaking for me, Yoshizawa."

I looked at him with a gentle expression, and suddenly realized that my acquaintance with him had far exceeded my expectations.Too much hit-and-miss will make it harder to break up.I'm no longer sure if I can really say goodbye to Fuji Shusuke as calmly as I originally thought.I started to dread reaching the end of the journey.

"In order not to end the day in a bad mood, let's go to Hirosaki now."

"Eh?"

Fujisuke reached out to me again.I held it up in a strange way, and then followed him to the station.

It was evening when we arrived at Hirosaki Castle.The cherry blossoms are only [-]% to [-]% in bloom, and not many people come to see them.I stood side by side with Fuji Shusuke under a cherry blossom tree and looked up at the flowers. The petals have not yet fully opened, and each cherry blossom is like a small exquisite bowl, beautiful and lovely.

"Will it be fully open in two days?"

"That's right." Fuji Shusuke said, "This year's cherry blossoms bloomed quickly. Last year, it took 20 days for the cherry blossoms in Hokkaido to bloom from the beginning to full bloom."

"Is the weather good this year." After a pause, I whispered, "The weather is so good, maybe something good will happen this year."

"Is it a good thing..." Fujisuke narrowed his eyes slightly and stared at Mount Iwaki in the distance. "It's bound to happen," he said firmly.

"If you say that, don't you think it's because you made a wish at the shrine?" Although what he said was exactly the answer I wanted, I still couldn't help but want to quarrel with him.

Unexpectedly, Fujisuke shot back with a smile: "If Yoshizawa said so, it will be the same when we go to the shrine now."

I flinched resentfully: "Let's forget it..."

We took the last bus back to Hirosaki City, looking for a place to eat but found that the shops on the street were closed.We looked at each other and laughed in unison.It's rare enough for us to only care about flowers but ignore our stomachs.Fortunately, we finally found a noodle shop.I breathed a sigh of relief when I opened the curtain and walked in. "I thought I was going back to Aomori hungry." The owner of the shop is a very enthusiastic local. He also cut a few extra slices of beef for us and put them in.

When returning to the hotel from Aomori Station, Fujisuke asked me if I was feeling better.I froze for a moment, then frowned: "Actually, I had forgotten about that. I firmly believe that bad memories can't be left in my heart for more than an hour."

"Is that so..." For a moment I felt that Fujisuke seemed a little disappointed, but before I could get to the bottom of it, he frowned and said, "I'm sorry for reminding you of something unhappy, then we will try our best to make it tomorrow." A little happy memory to top them off."

I nodded and saw a large branch of cherry blossom protruding from the wall. The flower was raised towards the street lamp and was illuminated by the light.

"April 4, Aomori."

On April 4, I received an angry call from Moriyama Kazuhiko. At that time, I was still in Aomori with Fuji Shusuke. We were reluctant to leave so soon because we were greedy for the spring festival here.

"Did you break up with me because of that man?" Kazuhiko Moriyama asked like he had eaten gunpowder.

I glanced at Fujisuke, then walked to a place where there were fewer people, and said calmly: "I just had a company with someone, and that was after I broke up with you. I don't think you are qualified to ask anything." .”

"But breaking up or something, I was just joking, I didn't expect you to take it seriously."

"Heh. So you like to make fun of this kind of thing? Sorry, I took it seriously this time."

Kazuhiko Moriyama implored almost as I spoke: "Think about our four years."

I fell silent.It took me a long time to say: "Do you have to remind me? You quarreled with me on the street, then left me there alone and turned around and left." That was really the saddest memory in my 22 years of life. My heel It was broken, so I thought that Kazuhiko Moriyama was just joking, and didn't realize that he really wanted to leave me behind until he saw his figure disappear.When I called his name, everyone on the road looked at me sideways, and some people came up to me and asked me if I needed help. But at that time, Kazuhiko Moriyama, why did he not turn his head back?I have been protected by my family since I was a child, and it was the first time I tasted the feeling of being abandoned. I will never forget it in this life, and I don’t want to experience it again.

This time it was Moriyama Kazuhiko's turn not to speak.In the end, he accused me in a regretful tone: "You were not the type to settle old scores before."

I laughed.Indeed, I hate turning over old accounts, because I feel that even the best memories are not enough to support my life. My belief and strength all come from my infinite expectations for the future between the two.But when did this become a reason why I should forget all the mistakes of Kazuhiko Moriyama?

I have so much to say, but I don't say anything.Just tell Moriyama Kazuhiko: "What a coincidence, I also think you were not like this before. So, forget it."

"Not long..." Moriyama Kazuhiko called my name, I didn't answer but didn't hang up the phone, but calmly waited for him to continue. "Goodbye." Kazuhiko Moriyama hung up the phone after speaking, and the moment I heard that "goodbye", tears flowed all over my face.

This time it's really over.Moriyama Kazuhiko, everything about this name has since become a memory.

A tissue is handed over.I looked up and saw Fuji Shusuke standing in front of me with blurred eyes.Like last time, he didn't say anything, and I was grateful for his considerate attitude. "My eyes are going to be red." He said to me with a smile.I hurriedly grabbed a tissue and rubbed it on my eyes, but Fujisuke snatched the tissue back: "If you rub like this, your eyes will really turn red."

He wiped away my tears bit by bit, and I looked at his beautiful blue eyes, but my vision became blurred repeatedly.I simply covered my face in despair: "Just let me cry once..."

In the evening, Fuji and I ran to the izakaya.Although Fujisuke did not agree with this proposal, he still indulged my waywardness under my firm request.My wine quality has never been very good. The main manifestation is that after I get drunk, I will become a chatterbox, pestering the people around me to talk non-stop.In fact, I didn't drink much at first, and I knew that I was just using alcohol to scold my ex.

"You have no idea how much he went too far. He left me there alone, causing me to walk a long way barefoot with my broken shoe."

"Well, have you walked to the station?"

"No, I went to Takimi Koji to eat Okonomiyaki."

Fuji Shusuke kept looking at me and smiling, his eyes were very bright.I stared at him for a while, and couldn't help but say, "Your eyes are so pretty. Your hands are so pretty, too. I think they are very suitable for playing the piano."

But after that, the memory was interrupted, I seemed to be pulling Fuji Shusuke to say a lot, but when I woke up the next morning, my mind was blank, only my red eyes silently narrated to me the fact that I was embarrassed and cried last night .