Seven's secret

Murong lightly got into the taxi and waved at Pei Rong through the glass.It's not that he didn't see the lost look in Pei Rong's eyes, but what if he saw it?In front of an old man and two elders, what can he say?In particular, the eager eyes of these elders were still focused on that girl.

Liu Yuan.

Murong Qing remembered her name after only listening to it once.The name, like its owner, is neither too feminine nor too hard.Beautiful, cheerful, and heroic.Murong Qing tried to imagine how she and Pei Rong would look together, and sadly found that the two were surprisingly compatible.

The taxi turned a corner, throwing the farewell scene at the gate of the community far out of sight.

The night of the city always seems more lively than the day.Flashing neon lights, endless traffic, pedestrians walking along the street, and a steamy night market in the distance... It seems that every corner of the city is filled with laughter and noise.However, all these bustles belonged to others and had nothing to do with him, and he would only feel more lonely after seeing them.

Murong Qing felt like an invisible hood was covering his surroundings, he didn't know how to get out of this hood, he didn't even know whether he wanted to get out or not.

Everyone's life is different from others.Murong Qing thought to himself, maybe this is his fate.

Restraining one's father, one's mother, having no heirs, dying alone... Maybe these horrible comments I heard from a blind fortune-teller when I was young are all true...

Murong Qing still remembered the cold and rough feeling when the old blind man held his palm.He and Xiao Liu are obviously of the same mother, and were born at the same time, but the commentary he read to Xiao Liu is completely different.When the old blind man said that his wife was virtuous, his son was filial, and his sons and daughters were perfect in Xiaoliuhui, Murong Qing's throat was sore from burning with that inexplicable jealousy.

What were you thinking at that time?It seems to be thinking that God is not fair.Even though he knew that it was probably just an old liar who came out to swindle money, he still couldn't feel relieved, and couldn't completely treat those criticisms as a joke.It wasn't until later that Murong Qing saw the real unfairness, and then realized that this life was originally unfair.

Later, when Murong Qing heard the bluffing phrase "Don't let the child lose at the starting line" in the commercial, she felt a mocking sneer all over her heart.Has there ever been such a thing as a starting line in this world?Some people are born rich, some people are born poor, and some people don't even have a healthy body...

The meaning of the word "equality" is like "dream". It is a three-dimensional carrot hanging on the fishing rod far away, shaking all the way, but people can never eat it.

Murong Qing felt that he was thinking clearly, but he would still feel sorry for himself, would be unwilling, would be... sad.

And this sadness is precisely because he has seen the dilemma in Pei Rong's heart - one side of the balance is his grandfather, his parents, and even his future, and the other side is his own feelings.If Pei Rong stops chasing him and doesn't like him anymore, Murong Qing feels that he won't even be angry or hate him, he just feels sad.

On this mid-spring night, in the unfamiliar city, the flashing neon lights, the starlight overhead, and even the faint scent of early summer in the air all left a very vivid impression in Murong Qing's memory.

Strange feelings fluctuated in his heart.

Murong asked himself lightly: what should this kind of concern be called?

When he got home, not long after Xiaoliu had left, Yutou squatted on the armrest of the sofa with a face full of resentment, his hair was still damp.Spiderman crawled around under the sofa, and when he heard the doorbell, he happily crawled out to greet Murong lightly, "Xiao Qi, you're back? Brother Liu gave us strawberries."

"Country bun." Yutou snorted disdainfully, "It's just a few broken fruits, it's really worthless!"

Spider-Man was probably also used to its strange qi from time to time, so he ignored it, and slipped out to Murong Qing's feet, showing him the two bright red strawberries on his back.

Yutou didn't come a few days ago, and Spider-Man didn't know which corner of the house he was nesting in. Murong Qing thought that when he opened the door, he saw another empty room, but he didn't expect that these two were actually at home.He felt warm in his heart, and couldn't help but smile on his face, "Are you both at home? Have you eaten yet?"

Spider-Man nodded cheerfully, "Fish and meat rice!"

Yutou snorted, "Xiao Liu did it."

Murong Qing walked over and rubbed Yutou's body twice, then took it by the back of the neck and put it into his arms.The fish head was still struggling, but after it landed on his lap, it fell down inexplicably. It tilted its head to look at him, and shrugged its little nose, "Are you in a bad mood? I'm not at home these days. What's up?"

"No." Murong followed its back lightly and said softly, "It's just a bad mood."

Yutou doesn't understand, what does it mean to be in a bad mood?

"You humans are so troublesome." Yutou said, "We don't have so many moods. What's the use of that kind of thing? Can it be eaten as food?"

"It can't be eaten as a meal." Murong said softly, "But people can't be satisfied with just eating."

Yutou didn't take it seriously, "But eating is the most important thing."

Murong smiled lightly, "You're right."

The fish head wagged its tail, showing a somewhat smug expression.When he caught a glimpse of Spider-Man next to the sofa, his cat face twisted into a ball, "Why are you still here?!"

Spider-Man leaned against Murong Qing's legs, and muttered softly, "I'm not here to see you."

Yutou pretended to stand up, "Say it again!"

Spider-Man flinched, and hummed unconvinced, "Xiao Qi is at home, you can't count your words!"

"Be brave!" Yutou jumped down and slapped Spider-Man with a paw—this guy probably has accumulated a lot of experience from actual combat. When he slapped this paw, he didn't pierce himself, but slapped the spider. Xia Pai's Ji Li Gu Lu rolled twice and bumped his head against the foot of the sofa.

Murong Qing, "..."

Two brats!

Murong lightly kicked Yutou's butt with his slippered foot, "You are disrespectful! What's the matter with you?! Bullying other children in front of me."

Yutou looked up at the sky and rolled his eyes, "This poor boy deserves a beating!"

Spider-Man moaned and complained, "Brother Seven, the fish head ate the wafer biscuits in the kitchen!"

The fish head bared all its fangs at it, "If you have the guts, go ahead! Believe it or not, I will pull out the thorns all over your body and feed you to the mice!"

Spider-Man Sisiaiai moved towards Murong Qing's legs, and said very aggrieved: "Brother Xiaoqi, in fact, I've always behaved well. I've never taken the initiative to bully anyone..."

"Oh," Yutou was angry, "You still sued for addiction?!"

Murong lightly had a headache, "What's the matter with you two?"

Just as Spider-Man was about to open his mouth, he heard Yutou shout angrily: "Don't say it!" He shrank back in fright.

Murong raised his foot lightly and pulled Yutou aside, then turned and asked Spider-Man, "Tell me, what's the matter? Are you two fighting endlessly?"

"I don't like to fight." Spider-Man lowered his head to Little Claw aggrievedly, "Boss Fishhead is in a bad mood, so he takes it out on me! He beat me several times!"

Murong turned his head lightly to look at the fish head.

The fish head old god sat down on the carpet and licked his paws, "Oh, what a useless little thing, you only know how to file a complaint! Didn't you say it all yourself? I was in a bad mood. Who would be willing to fight if you are in a good mood?" You are playing."

Murong Qing couldn't help laughing, "Didn't you just say that eating is the biggest thing? Why are you in a bad mood?"

Yutou sighed with vicissitudes of life, "Who hasn't been young and frivolous. Didn't I occasionally think of the past."

Murong Qing quarreled with these two little guys for a long time. The previous sadness had gone to nowhere. Hearing Yutou's old-fashioned words, he couldn't help laughing and teasing it, "Did you see your old lover? First love girlfriend?" What?"

Yutou lazily lay down on the carpet, resting his head on his paws, and said weakly: "It's not so romantic. It's a long story, do you really want to listen?"

One person and one hedgehog nodded at the same time.

Yutou snorted disdainfully, "Look at how boring you two are!"

Murong Qing scratched and pulled his foot impatiently, "Don't be so tricky!"

"Actually, it's nothing." He pushed the fish's head almost to one side, swayed it, then lay back on its stomach, and said lazily, "It's just a little grievance from back then."

Murong laughed lightly, "Could it be the ex-girlfriend?"

"Actually, it's nothing to tell you." Yutou sighed, "Back then, when I was still living with my first owner, I fell in love with the little white cat in the neighbor's house."

Murong Qing and Spider-Man showed the expressions of "it's true" at the same time.

The fish head swept them angrily, "Later it told me that we are going to have a baby."

Murong Qing didn't ask again, he had an unusual sensitivity in some aspects, with just a few words, he already had an inexplicable premonition.

"I promise it, I will give birth to babies with it, and then raise them together." Yutou's eyes fell silent, and his tone became calm, "But at that time, my master just wanted to abandon me, and I He was taken away by his father, my second master."

Spiderman asked it blankly, "Did you miss the appointment?"

Yutou blinked and blinked, "Isn't that impossible. I didn't know it would have a baby at that time..."

Murong Qing sat down on the carpet, leaned against the sofa and sighed softly, "What happened later? Haven't you seen it again?"

"I've seen it." Yutou buried his head under his paws, and said in a muffled voice: "But when we met, I found that all the babies were taken away, and none of them were left behind. If I didn't miss the appointment, Maybe it won't be like this. So it hates me very, very much. Well, I'm actually sorry for it, after all, I didn't do what I said..."

"It's pathetic," Spider-Man said tearfully.

Murong Qing didn't know who it felt pity for.But the appearance of the fish head was such a depression that he had never seen before.Murong Qing stretched out his hand and touched its back lightly, "Did you see it again?"

Yutou closed his eyes and said expressionlessly: "I met an old acquaintance, and he told me that Xiaobai is dead."

Murong Qing's hand paused for a moment, and gently landed on Yutou's head, "Since the babies were taken away, I think they should have received excellent care."

Yutou was silent for a while, then murmured: "I hope so."

Spider-Man looked at him, then at Yutou with a downcast expression, he huddled at Murong Qing's feet in a daze.It is still too small, and many things are just listened to, but it still doesn't understand the deep things.

However, Murong Qing began to feel sad for Yutou.

"There is no medicine for regret in this world." Yutou closed his eyes and rubbed Murong Qing's hand, "Actually, there was nothing I could do back then, I just didn't try my best. Sigh, back then, back then..."

If only it had been treated better back then...

Not knowing if it was infected by Yutou's depression, Murong Qing also fell silent.Some people, some things, in the blink of an eye, turn around, it is a lifetime.

Time is such a terrible thing.