"Xiao Wei, there are some things you can see clearly." He smiled.There is a feeling of relief now, which makes my heart no longer so heavy.

"Of course, because there are more love stories."

Zuo Shengwei still didn't raise his head, he still nestled in his chest, his cat-like behavior made him smile.

A person who is afraid of being lonely, when will he find someone who will give him a future?

and……

Zuo Shengwei suddenly raised his head, his cold eyes just looked straight at him.

"Feng, don't let go of any opportunity to make yourself happy, even if it hurts you and makes you sad... If you don't suffer, can't you experience that kind of beauty? Don't be too harsh on yourself, don't care too much about others eyes, that is."

Just ...

She smiled knowingly, but felt that something in her heart was touched, warm and full, and tears were about to burst out of her eyes.

Taking a deep breath, I suppressed the urge to cry, but it wasn't uncomfortable, on the contrary, it was a kind of easy relief.Scratching Zuo Shengwei's head, he smiled and scolded him for pretending to be old-fashioned, and he responded with a faint smile, "Yeah, that's stupid. A big fool who is stupid."

"That's stupid." Leng was amused by him and laughed out loud. "I borrow my mobile phone, I need to make a call."

"In the drawer."

Borrow Zuo Shengwei's mobile phone and go back to the room.

Sitting on the bed, looking at the mobile phone in his hand, taking a deep breath, now, I need to do something that will allow me to take the first step - call my parents.

He nervously made the phone call, and it was his father who answered. His vigorous voice was full of doubts. Maybe it was because of the unfamiliar number that made him wary. It should be the sequelae caused by Luo Lin.

"Dad, yes." He said.

"Yeah, how do you change the number? I thought it was someone." The father obviously relaxed after hearing the voice from the opposite side.

"It belongs to my roommate. I lost my mobile phone twice. I will buy another one tomorrow. After I buy it, I will tell you the number."

"I know. What's the matter with calling back so late?"

"Well...something...Dad,..."

"What's the matter?! Ah."

"Dad,...Dad, I know that you have been in pain all the time, and you have pinned your hopes on yourself. I hope to be successful in the future, and I hope to make a breakthrough. Dad, I assure you, I will definitely make a breakthrough. Really, Above, I don't want to disappoint you..."

I really don't know how to express my thoughts to my father, I can only use a way to let him understand, I don't want to disappoint them, but I also have some thoughts...

"……Know."

The few seconds of silence my father had over there made my heart heavy.Taking another deep breath, then: "Dad... I also have thoughts..."

"..."

The father didn't speak at all, his heart was completely pulled, he could only hold his breath and listen carefully to the subtle voice on the other end of the microphone, before he could be sure that his father was actually still staying by the phone.

Pressing her chest with a racing heart, she tremblingly said: "Dad...,... I really can't accept sex..."

There was another few seconds of silence, a kind of silence that was right and a kind of negation, which made her so heavy that she couldn't breathe.He tightened his neckline, trying to relax himself to face his father, but found that he had already trembled unknowingly.

Yes, scared, scared kind of silent father.I wish he would beat and scold and vent his dissatisfaction like he did back then.That way shows that he cares, so he is eager to bring her back on the so-called right track.Now it took a whole year to get my father to admit that he still cared, but he used another method to attack the hard-won trust between the two of them...

"dad……"

"Just do what you like, anyway, Mom and I can't control it now. You can figure it out, as long as you have something to do, don't come home and cry to you, don't care!"

"Dad..." I begged my father, but didn't dare to make any more demands. His kind words were considered the greatest tolerance.What more could be asked of them? !

"You can figure it out yourself. Tell Mom to listen."

His father's voice was helpless and old that he had never heard before.He picked up the phone and left, leaving his body stiff and in a daze while pinching the phone, until his mother's shout rang in his ears.

"Ah Feng, Ah Feng?!"

My mother shouted eagerly on the phone before she recovered and answered. "mom……"

"Ah Feng, what are you doing with Dad? Dad actually went outside to smoke."

"mom……"

Talk to my father, but now I don't know how to face my mother.It was suffering, but it was self-inflicted.Sigh, I can only bear it silently, why aren't my parents under the pressure of giving it?

"Mom... don't want to disappoint us...but..."

"..." My mother was also silent for a few seconds after hearing the words, and she must have understood what she was thinking. In the end, she only heard a faint sigh on the other end of the phone, "Ah Feng, my parents don't want to force you." .Now I can tell the difference between right and wrong. That’s right, Dad cares about face. In a small farming place, face is more important than life. However, Dad regards his face as more important than his life. You should understand his intentions Yeah, son."

"Mom... I understand..." I understand, I really understand... Biting my lips, kissing in front of my mother, I will always be a weak child.

"Dad has been worried ever since he found out that the man was with the same company, and ran outside all the time, not knowing what he was doing. Then he asked the younger brother in the third uncle's factory to help him look up some information. I don't know. What is he doing, he's getting crazy. He's still arguing with the third uncle, look at him, he's going crazy."

The mother's sigh made the guilt worse.The father's change was made.

"Mom...it's just..." I didn't know what to say to my mother, so I could only hesitate to express something but in vain.

"Mom doesn't understand, and she won't understand why it happened. Ask yourself if you didn't spoil the society, and you didn't let it harm the society. Son, mom doesn't understand anything. As long as you know, parents will not harm their children. Yes, I just want them to be good. As long as they are good, parents will feel at ease. You know?"

He shook his head vigorously beside the microphone, responding to his mother's words.

A hearty mother may never understand this kind of emotion in her life, but she has the most simple emotion. As long as her son is good, she will be satisfied.

The mother has always been the pillar of support. She knows that anyone in the world can abandon her, but no matter what her son becomes, she will never abandon her.

So, be grateful.

"Mom...thank you..."

"Silly boy, no matter what, Mom is always on the sidelines."

"Ok!"

An unchanging loving tone, as if standing in front of him, smiling affectionately.I can't help but feel relieved, knowing that they are trying to understand, trying to accept a feeling that they can't understand, and I am really grateful.

After chatting with my mother for a while, I finally hung up the phone, but my mood couldn't settle down.

Encouragement from Zuo Shengwei.

Father's indifference.

Mother's love.

And Luo Lin's request...

Lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze.

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