At four o'clock in the afternoon, Roya was pushed into the operating room on time. I didn't follow their family to wait in front of the operating room. I sat quietly beside the hospital bed where Roya lay, staring at the sheets in a daze, my mind blank.

I don't know how long I sat there, but when I found out that Luo Lin had also walked in, I felt my feet were so numb that I almost lost consciousness. I checked the time and realized that I had been in this position for more than an hour.Luo Lin didn't speak, walked to me and pulled a chair to lean against me and sat down.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed it to me. I glanced at it but didn't answer it.I don't want to smoke in Xiaoya's room, it's not good for him, even if he's not here now.

Seeing that I didn't want it, he put the cigarette back in his pocket.

Could it be that it was brought just for me?I don't know why I find it a little funny, but he is really a considerate person.I obviously don't smoke, but I still go to buy cigarettes.Ah... No, maybe he doesn't need to buy it himself, there are many people who can help him buy it.hehe……

Suddenly, I realized that I hadn't touched a cigarette for many days.In the past, I couldn't leave my cigarettes. I always wanted to quit, but I didn't succeed.I didn't expect to forget about it in such a short period of time here.hehe……

"How long will it take?" I kept silent, and found that when I spoke, my voice became a little hoarse.

He turned around and handed me a glass of water, but I didn't pick it up. He sighed and put the glass on the table. "Maybe six or seven hours."

Six or seven hours... These few hours decide whether Roja will have a better life in the future, or just say goodbye to us, right?

These six or seven hours are really unbearable...

I fell silent again, just staring blankly at the sheets, but it was hard to calm down.

In the end, Luo Lin just stayed by my side quietly, waiting for the difficult result.

Gradually, it was getting dark and the whole room was dark, but I didn't notice it until Luo Lin turned on the light and I looked up at him in shock.Not long after he walked out of the room, he came back with a bag and handed it to me. I glanced at it and shook my head.He frowned dissatisfied.

"Even if you hate me, don't make trouble with your body. You fainted last night and didn't eat anything today. Do you want to damage your body?"

He also didn't speak for several hours, and his voice became hoarse. He picked up the glass of water he poured in the afternoon and handed it to him.

"I can not eat."

He took a few sips of it, then handed the bag to me, and said, "If you can't eat, you have to eat a little. You can't do this."

I sighed, I knew he cared about me, but I really don't have any appetite now, I don't even want to drink water, let alone eat.

"If you want me to spit out my lunch, make me eat it."

"you……"

He seemed a little less convinced of my words, and somewhat suspicious of my words.But I really didn't want to eat, so I turned my head to one side and didn't want to talk to him.If I was really forced to eat it, I would really spit it out.

Luo Lin seemed to have no choice but to put everything on the table and sit next to me again.Then I began to talk to me gradually, without raising my eyes, but occasionally I would answer him when he asked too many questions.

I knew he was trying to distract me and not want me to be too upset.In fact, if it is possible, I also hope that my mind will not keep thinking about this matter. When I really think about it, I feel blocked in my heart.However, I couldn't control it, my eyes just kept staring at Roja's bed, I was afraid that there would no longer be his body temperature here.

When my brain was still not functioning normally, Luo Hu suddenly rushed in out of breath, called his big brother and ran away again.Luo Lin stood up abruptly, I already knew what was going on!Roja is out! !

I wanted to rush out too, but just as I was about to stand up and take a step, my feet went limp for a while. If Luo Lin hadn't caught me in time, I would have collided with the edge of the bed.

"Are you okay?!" Luo Lin was worried.

"The feet are numb..." After sitting for several hours without moving, both feet felt like they were being pricked by needles, and his whole body was weak, and the hand holding Luo Lin trembled slightly.But I have to go and see him, so I can rest assured.

"Take me to..." I have to go and see...

Luo Lin sighed, helped me, and slowly moved towards the operating room step by step.When I finally got to the operating room, I found that everyone was gone. Luo Lin said that I should be in the intensive care unit, so we slowly moved over there. Every step I took, it seemed that many fine needles were pricking my feet. Same, plus I haven't eaten much all day, I can only rely on Luo Lin because I am weak.

At the end of the corridor, Luo Hu was standing at the door looking at the situation in the room, and found that we were slowly walking over, glanced at me hanging on Luo Lin, and asked Luo Lin: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, he sat for too long and his feet are numb."

I ignored the conversation between them, I broke away from Luo Lin's hand, and lay down in front of the glass window to look inside.

Luo Wenqing had already put on a sterile suit and stayed inside. She just sat quietly by the bed and kept looking at the person on the bed.A lot of equipment blocked Roja's face, I moved to the side, and finally saw the person lying on the bed clearly.

bloodless face...

My scalp went numb for a while.If it hadn't been for the sound of the machines and the pulsation of the signs of life, I should have thought he was no longer there.

Should I be happy for Roja, or what?Why didn't I feel any excitement when I saw him finally come out now, and when he came out alive?My heart was still flustered as if it was blocked by something.

Looking at the person on the bed, I feel that he will leave us and this world at any time... Really any time...

I couldn't stop shaking all over my body, and I didn't dare to watch it any longer.Covering my mouth, I was afraid that I would lose control, my heart ached so much that I wanted to cry, leaning on the wall, I walked back to my room step by step.Luo Lin didn't keep up, I broke away when he touched my hand, I need to calm down...

Standing under the shower head and letting the cold water wash over your face, it's okay to cry.

It's fine if he's alive, as long as he's alive...

He silently told himself that as long as Roja was alive, that was enough...

I really don't want to see any misfortune for the people around me, I really don't want to...

Although the weather in Malaysia is still very hot, standing under the cold water all the time made me shiver uncontrollably and calmed me down a lot.

Roja will survive...

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