Cyber ​​robbery

"You can't speak Chinese! I don't even know what you're talking about."

A little bit of embarrassment turned into anger, but he still smiled, looking at me with a lot of naked tenderness in his eyes.I awkwardly turned my head to the side, not daring to look at him.

Why are you still looking at me like this! !

"Your eyes are too pure." His deep voice sounded in my ear. "It's easy to suffer from being simple like you outside."

It's just not up to you to say.I'm really annoyed at what he said about me.These people always think that he sees through others, so what?So what if you see through it? !I am like this, I will not change just because you see through.Always say it, what does it mean!

Seeing that I ignored him, he continued talking to himself.

"Any plans to go back?"

"Say more."

"what about work?"

"Not ready yet."

"you……"

Seeing him hesitate to speak, I couldn't help but look up at him.

"Do you hate us?"

I was taken aback by the serious face, then I shook my head and said, "Why do you want to hate? You didn't do anything to me. Even though what you did made me feel disgusted, it's not hate at all. You think too much It's serious."

"Really?" He smiled. "You're really honest."

"Thank you."

"Sorry to involve you in our dispute."

"Forget it, what's the use of talking about it now. I'm leaving too, as long as I leave, won't it be all over?!"

After listening to what I said, he looked at me with a complicated expression, then nodded and said, "Yes, it will pass."

"Ah."

There was silence.He looked at his hands silently, and I sat on his side, and I could clearly see his beautiful side face.The long eyelashes drooped down, and I found that his eyelashes were longer and thicker than mine.Coupled with the handsome black eyebrows, it gives people a very sharp feeling.He didn't frown, but he saw the traces formed between the brows.I really want to reach out to smooth the traces that made him look a little vicissitudes, but I dare not.His eyes followed his straight nose and saw his beautiful thin lips.Suddenly, I recalled a faint smell in my mind, it didn't belong to me, it belonged to him, the taste that filled my whole mouth that night...

For some reason, my heart hurts a little.Is it because you thought about leaving?

Falling in love with someone for the first time, but ended with such a result, do you feel a little unwilling? !

But maybe we should be thankful, fortunately, it didn't start... just end it like this...

Look away and look at the sky outside the window.

I suddenly feel bored.

Go back, it's all over...

When it was time for visits, I was the only one allowed into the intensive care unit.Luo Wenqing stood outside without any emotion on his face.She just looked at me quietly, occasionally glanced at Luo Lin indiscriminately.I know she must know Luo Lin's behavior towards me, no matter what she thinks, I don't care now.As long as I go back, I don't want to have anything to do with them anymore...

but……

Roja, who was finally able to breathe on his own, looked pale, but already a little angry.He moved his fingers to hook me, and I smiled and leaned down to kiss his forehead, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his fingers hooked mine even harder.

Can I let go of this person...

Looking at him, Roja still touches my heart even if he doesn't speak, can I let him go?

I can not.

I know that the only thing I can't let go of is him.

Turning around, I saw Luo Lin standing outside the glass window. He looked at us calmly, with a faint smile on his lips, and gently placed his palm on his heart.

I saw Roja smile.

My heart trembled slightly.Is he saying he's relieved?Is it Roja?Still to me? !

In the evening, Roja was transferred back to the general ward.Although he has stabilized a lot and returned to his own room, the daily visit time is still limited to one or two hours.

Early the next morning, the nurse woke me up. She rushed me to Roja’s room. I thought something happened to Roja, so I rushed over without thinking. Luo Lin was already guarding the room. He's around.I hurried over to ask him what happened, Luo Lin glanced at me, put his coat on me, and said: "When I woke up, I was clamoring to find you, but I fell asleep again."

"Are you okay?!" I was very worried that he had just finished the operation and couldn't stand the emotional fluctuations.

"It's okay, the doctor has dealt with it, let's go out." He pulled me out of the ward and pushed me back into the room.

"Put on some clothes. Although it's not cold here, the temperature in the morning is a little low. Don't catch a cold."

I just realized that I was not wearing a shirt.Because I felt a little stuffy last night, I fell directly on the bed after taking a shower. I woke up just now and didn’t pay attention. After I took a piece of clothes and put it on a little embarrassedly, I just sorted out my thoughts.

I said: "Based on Xiaoya's current situation, once he knows that I'm gone, will it affect his mood?" I began to worry.

Luo Lin thought for a while, and said, "Most definitely will. He is too clingy to you now. If you leave now, he may not be able to accept it."

"But. I..." I don't want to stay here anymore.I really don't want to...

Luo Lin smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't force you to stay, but I hope you can make it clear to Xiaoya. Otherwise, if we let him know that we lied to him, it may have more serious adverse effects."

"Tell him...will he listen!?"

"He can understand."

"Really?"

"Really, I promise. I know him well. He trusts you."

"Then I... try..."

Well, then I'll give it a try and have a good talk with Roja.However, the premise is that his condition can stabilize and he can deal with his emotions.

As a result, if it is delayed, it will be another week...

I stared at my phone in a daze.

I haven't dared to call home for three days.My father and mother are already very impatient, and the third uncle is gradually becoming anxious.They unanimously asked me to go home as soon as possible.Because I said that the number of times I went back has increased from three days to seven days, and they are very worried about me.In fact, why don't I want to go back, I really don't want to stay here anymore.Luo Lin's vague and ambiguous attitude made me very heavy, and Luo Wenqing's obvious state of alert made me very uncomfortable.I really want to get out of here, at least I can calm down and collect my thoughts.It's a pity that I just can't let Roja go.

Sighing weakly, I put the phone back in the drawer, and I decided not to call it.If there is a chance to speak clearly with Roja, it is not too late to fight again.

Walking to Roja's room next door, he had already woken up and was lying down talking to his elder brother.Seeing me coming in, the two turned to me with a smile. They seemed to be in a good mood, but I couldn't infect their atmosphere.After Luo Lin saw my appearance, his expression gradually became more serious.He must have known my decision.

"Ah Feng, what's the matter?" Roya took my hand, shook it lightly, and smiled innocently.

"Xiaoya..." I touched his head with my hand and rubbed it dotingly, I finally decided to say it. "Xiaoya... I've decided to go back tomorrow."

"Ah..." The smiling face gradually turned brown, and Roja looked at my eyes gradually getting misty. "Really...do I have to go..."

I sat beside him, took him into my arms, and comforted him, but I didn't want to hesitate any longer, so I nodded and said, "Yes, we have to go."

It was silent, but Roja's mood was much calmer than I imagined, I think he must have felt something.He whispered in my arms, "Are you still visiting me?"

"Yes." I said. "But I'd rather you visit me. I'll be happier that way." Encouraging him, I said with a smile.

"I will work hard, Afeng. I will definitely work hard to get better, and then I will see you. I will definitely..."

Holding his face in my hands, I gladly accept his promise to me.

"Then I wait for you……"

Tears wet his face, but he still tried his best to pull away a faint smile. "Kiss me...I can't go see you off tomorrow..."

"Um……"

Gently, lip to lip.He laughed, he said he was tired, he wanted to rest, so we backed out.

When Luo Lin closed the door, I couldn't help crying.I know that Roja wants to calm himself down, he doesn't want us to worry, he has been suppressing himself.Luo Lin hugged me tightly, "Don't worry, we will take care of him." Then he let me go.I was a little stunned, so I could only nod my head, and asked Luo Lin to help me book a plane ticket, and then I went back to my room to pack my things.