The author has something to say:

I'm sorry everyone, it's really because I have been sick recently and encountered a lot of things, so I haven't been in the mood to write, so it has been delayed for so long.

There is really no template to write for the time being.The extra episode was originally supposed to be posted when the first part is over, but now it has been finished by me first. In order not to disappoint you, I will post it first for you to see.

Fanwai has stated Luo Lin's purpose and ideas, but it has not been modified at all, so it will be very rough.

Maybe it will be revised in the future, because the end is not over yet, and the route may be a little bit off.

Maybe there is still no way to write much for the time being, so the update speed will still be very slow.

I know I am very irresponsible, and I am extremely humble!

bow~~~~~~~

Is Luo Lin owed?Or am I more indebted?Forget it~ Bian it~~ Hehe~

My son is in the hospital, so I've been very worried and depressed recently, I'm sorry, everyone...

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He finally agreed to go back with me.

Although I can't say how excited I am, I am still very happy.

But now the two have something on their minds, and they can't let it go.

Sighing helplessly, he glanced at Yunfeng sitting beside him.He fell asleep, with a very quiet and peaceful face, but the white gauze on his shoulders made people feel particularly glaring.

Can't help but frown.It was his father who hit him.Although there was no fracture, the joints of the left hand were dislocated and the periosteum was injured, so the recovery will be slow.

His father kicked him out of the house...

For he has dishonored his house...

He was so stupid, knowing that this was the result, he came out to his family, admitted it, and took all the responsibility on himself.Obviously, if I wasn't here, maybe he wouldn't have to be treated so severely...but he bears all the charges by himself.

When I saw his weeping but pretendingly relieved expression, I really felt my heart throbbing, but what could I do.It was me, an outsider, who messed up everything and caused him to face such a thing. No matter what he did, it was useless.I could only stand aside and watch him silently bear the scolding and beatings from his parents.

however……

I can't understand such behavior.

Even if they thought Ah Feng had embarrassed them, they had no right to treat him like this.A Feng is an adult, they can't control all his actions, they have no right to treat him like this.A Feng was obviously able to resist, but he had been bearing it silently. Even when he was dragged out of the door by his father, he still knelt and refused to get up.

He said he was sorry for his parents...

He said that he would never pay off his debts to his parents in his whole life...

He said he couldn't go back...

I don't understand, you clearly have the right to pursue happiness, but you always worry about other people's feelings, aren't you tired like this?

Looking at his face, I was feeling sorry for him for a while.However, a trace of guilt gradually spread out.

Am I not taking advantage of his concerns to achieve my own goals?

He is so kind.Always think of others wholeheartedly, always worry about the feelings of others, and then consider yourself.

And I... took advantage of his kindness...

I know he will not let Xiaoya go, as long as it is Xiaoya's request, he will try his best to help him fulfill it.So, I kept him by Xiaoya's side, so I used Xiaoya, and I also used him...

Yes, I admit that I really like him as a person, but when it comes to love... it's not enough to...

That person's position is still too firm, so firm that I always feel bad for him.

It's just that I hope to use him to change myself...

See how much you can make a difference...

See if you have the ability to leave the mother's sphere of power...

He was my excuse to leave my mother.

Yes, he is special.

From the first contact to the meeting, there are really two different shocks.

On the Internet, he is hanging around, arrogant, frivolous and irritable, but he is also cautious.

The first time I came into contact with him, I didn't like him at all. He was just an ignorant townsman, and he didn't have the kind and gentle characteristics that Xiaoya said.

In reality, he is kind, honest, and straightforward, not even a bit wary of his friends... That's why he was used by my mother and me, and that's why he was so hurt...

At the airport, that anxious and irritable face amused me.When he called me "big brother", I had the urge to laugh, but he looked into my eyes with 100% trust.I never thought he would agree to come over so easily, and when I saw his eyes, I believed his determination was real.

He is a person from a completely different world from ours, he is very sensitive, and he fully understands his situation, so he is careful everywhere, cautious in every step, and never allows himself to go beyond half a step.But still end up being treated like humiliation by us now.

I know that no matter how many words I use, I can't express my apology to him.After he discovered our purpose, he still stayed by Xiaoya's side fearlessly.He said that he promised Xiaoya to be by his side.However, when I regret letting him participate in this, when I confess everything to him, when I tell him my heart, when I want to confess to him, he escapes , fled back to his own country.

But that's good, at least he can suffer less damage this way.

My mother once thought that he would not be able to return to the country, but I stopped him, for him and for Xiaoya.I don't want him to suffer any more because of our family.He is innocent.

But he shouldn't even avoid me like a snake.

After returning to China, the call was not answered, the mobile phone was turned off, and finally even the phone was changed.

No way, based on Xiaoya and my own goals, I still chased after China.

I know he obviously has feelings for me.That kiss...and the look in his eyes...

Why did he reject me thousands of miles away?

I'm using him, but I hope that the two of them will have a better relationship.If it were him, I would also like to give myself a chance, why wouldn't he give myself a chance! ?

Maybe I'm too selfish.Maybe he sensed something...

That's why he cried at that time, and that's why he said he couldn't afford it...

Really not?

wind……

I hope we all change.

I hope we all get a good ending.

wind……

Give each other a chance... can't you?

I really don't want to give up...

Just think I'm selfish...

Chapter 75 Those who have subscribed will be free~Character introduction and personal feelings, I really want to communicate with you~

It turns out that this chapter is a small announcement I made before, but it seems very unkind to be stuck in the middle of the VIP. Although the number of words is not many, the reader’s amount will not be deducted, but I have been watching it very uncomfortable, and I don’t know how to add it. word count.So now I decided to make a different arrangement, and write about the introduction of the characters in this article, as well as my own thoughts.

If you also have your own ideas, I also hope that you can have the most direct communication with me~~^__^~

Looking forward to your opinion.

Readers who have previously subscribed should not deduct your amount.From my observation, I have added a lot of words in the previous chapters, but the subscription amount for checking you has not increased.Therefore, friends who have subscribed can continue to watch without worrying about being charged again.

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Ok, now let's get to the point, first of all, our protagonist:

Chen Yunfeng.

To be honest, my most direct thought about Ah Feng is that this name is really vulgar...==|||...

That's right, I made up the name myself.But for me, who is super incompetent in naming names, this was already the limit for me at the time.And when I choose a name, I usually have a nickname first, and then I have a real name. "Afeng" was the first name I thought of, so I racked my brains to come up with the name "Chen Yunfeng"...but it's really vulgar...I still feel dissatisfied...==|||... …

As for the character Afeng, a large part of it still has his own shadow in it.Because this story itself is a carrier of commemorating some things that happened to me.

A Feng's character is more like me. Although I am not a man, I also used a lot of empathy to try to describe the character's personality.

Maybe it's more feminine.Especially not long after the beginning of the first part, I was actually very dissatisfied.But if you want to modify it, your own ability is also limited, so I don't have this idea for the time being.

However, I think about Ah Feng's thoughts from a realistic point of view, including his expression or actions at that time.

Of course, this is the most basic requirement~ hehe~

Another point is that Ah Feng is a relatively introverted person, so he is still somewhat cowardly.He handles many things with the mentality of "letting go if you can, avoiding if you can, and avoiding trouble if you can."He would rather stay out of the spotlight, not be known, and live behind others' backs, so that he would feel easier for himself.That's why he has been afraid to accept Luo Lin's feelings, so that he escaped later.

But that doesn't mean he's not strong.

His heart is still very strong, as long as he believes, he will not change his mind.It's like he knows that he loves Luo Lin, so he won't deny this feeling. Even if he escapes from his side, he still hasn't changed his mind, or denied this feeling, deliberately making himself forget it.He won't do this, because he thinks that something really happened, then it will leave traces, even if you try to cover it up, it still really exists, so he won't make unnecessary struggles.

But he also firmly believed in himself, and he didn't want to return to Luo Lin's side, and let the other party forget about him. This was his final thought.

Although this kind of thinking is somewhat contradictory, as far as I think, Chinese people have this kind of thinking fundamentally, so I don't think it is too contradictory.That's why there are characters like Ah Feng.

What do you guys think? !Let’s talk about it too~~^__^

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Second character:

One of the second male protagonists in the first part: Roja

This story itself was written for Roja, especially the first one.

The prototype of Roja is a Malaysian netizen of mine.I didn't want him to know this story, because some things were experienced together, and some things were provided to me by him.So when I started writing, I still had some scruples. When I was about to start V, I finally found him and explained the whole story to him. Then I created with complete peace of mind.

Roja's prototype, although we have never met, we have communicated online for two or three years.He is a Malaysian Chinese, and we have a good relationship. He used to be the pillar of my heart, which is very important, so I want to use this story to record the time we have passed.

Roja is really cute.In fact, the article still can't express how cute he is in my heart.Ha ha ~ blushing ING ~

Pretending to be talking to him right now~~

hehe~~

Roja actually doesn’t have many roles, but he is the connection point of the whole story. Without him, this story cannot be completed at all, and "Feng Lin Ai" cannot be developed, hehehehe~.

Many of Roja's characters in the text are extended from the prototype.The prototype Roja is a good boy who gives people a strong character.And he is also loved by the whole family. Although he is a bit closed, he has a very good personality.

The encounter with Ah Feng was my own encounter.This will be mentioned in Roja's side story, but I still need to make further revisions in that side story, and the writing is very bad.

As for Roja, he is an angel in my heart, whether you agree or not~ hehe~~

Everyone will have so many important people occupying a certain part of his heart, and the prototype of Roja is one of the few important people in my heart.

This story was written just for him.

So, when I see that you like Roja, I am very happy.I am really happy...

Thank you, thank you for liking Roja. ^__^

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third character:

Leading Actor [-]: Luo Lin

Luo Lin, the young master of the Luo family...==|||... If I told you the reason why I arranged for Luo Lin to be with A Feng, I don't know how you would feel...

Actually...my original purpose was only one...to mock Luo Lin's prototype...=. . =...

To be honest, I don't like Luo Lin's prototype very much, but I am very interested.

However, after I started re-creating the character Luo Lin, I liked this character more and more.

I don't know Luo Lin's prototype very well, and I've only had contact with him a few times, and it's still a very strange contact...

According to him, he doesn't allow me to get close to his brother...=. =...

I had "discussed" with him a few times back then, so I didn't like him very much.

Therefore... when writing this article, I didn't arrange for him to have much weight at the beginning, but later I felt that I wanted to spoof him, so I slowly extended the relationship between him and Ah Feng... Sweat~~

I talked to Yaya, if this story is read by his elder brother, he will probably go crazy...

hahaha~~

Luo Lin's personality later added a lot of other elements, because I don't know him very well, so I can only understand it from my own perspective.Slowly, his image actually made me like it more and more.

Although he is also a very scheming person, I appreciate his persistence in feelings~...Although this character is created by myself...Of course, if he is not good, Afeng will not appreciate it He would not open his heart to him, nor would he suppress his feelings and leave him.

But he is not a person who will give up casually, although he can't fully accept A Feng at the beginning.This cannot be blamed on him, because that position in his heart has always been only that person.Now that he meets another one all of a sudden, he also needs time for himself to see clearly, to sort out, and to accept.Therefore, after he has identified Ah Feng, he will not give up. You don't have to worry about this~

hehe~

Although Luo Lin has not appeared in the second part, it does not mean that he will have less roles in the second part~

He is trying to get closer to Ah Feng step by step.

Cheer for Luo Lin! !Although his road ahead is not smooth! !

Oh yeah! ! !

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supporting role:

The first supporting role one: Luo Lei

Luo Lei also has a prototype, and the prototype is also Roja's second brother. According to the information provided by Yaya, Luo Lei is very...very...

According to the current statement... very strong... ==...

This person is quite mysterious, I have little contact with him~ so my understanding of him is basically 0...=. . =...

As for his character and portrayal, they were all written through the information provided by Yaya.

According to the information, he is a very beautiful queen... and a very proud person...

Anyway... just two words, mysterious...

Therefore, in the extra episode, Luo Lei's personality was actually written by adding my own imagination.

and so……

It is estimated that everyone still has no impression of him...Khan~

The first supporting role [-]: Luo Hu

The third young master of the Luo family.A very mad man...

But he takes care of Roja the most, although he often bullies Roja...

Luo Hu's prototype can be regarded as the one I have come into contact with more, so when it comes to description, many places are still written according to the personality of the prototype.However, there are still some discrepancies, and I have also added a lot of room for my own imagination.

Luo Hu in the article is a person who looks impetuous and restless on the outside, but in fact he is also a very responsible person, as can be seen when he takes care of Luo Ya.The extra story about the woman he met was actually arranged by me on purpose, because I didn’t want the entire article to revolve around the topic of homosexuality, which would make people feel uncomfortable.As for why it was arranged on him, I have also compared it~

Luo Lin, I already have A Feng as a partner, so I lost the PK~ Luo Lei, um...because he gives people the feeling of being a queen...so, I also gave PK to him.As for Xiaoya...I didn't think about his partner at all...so~no Xiaoya's share~haha~, and their mother...she confessed her sexuality and purpose from the very beginning.Therefore, the heavy responsibility rests on Luo Hu's shoulders~hahaha~~~

The prototype Luo Hu also gave me this feeling, he should be regarded as a relatively normal one~ hehe.

The first supporting role three: Luo Wenqing

The mother of three brothers, a person who is very strict and feels very ruthless.

By the way...she is a very complicated person...so I don't describe her much, because I can't describe her...Khan~~

I haven’t confronted the archetype of this mother, because according to my conversation with Yaya, if her mother finds out about our relationship, we won’t be able to be friends anymore~

So I don't know much about her either.Basically, it can be said that understanding is also equal to 0~

However, some of the descriptions of her in it are materials provided by Yaya, and I can basically say that they are copied from the original version. Therefore, her sexual orientation was determined from the beginning, and the story itself is already like this.So, huh~~

But the reason why she stopped Luo Lin and A Feng is actually quite understandable.

A family like theirs is not easy to enter. The reason why Afeng was able to go there was indeed because she had no choice but to agree to Luo Lin's request for Luo Ya.But getting her to accept Ah Feng is not an easy task.And she also has the right to protect her own children.

She tried her best to stop Luo Lin in the first part, but in fact, she also understood that the children had grown up, and she couldn't stop them if she wanted to. This kind of experience was also a kind of training for them. They can see their future clearly, and it can be said that they have worked hard to become such a black-faced person.

So after Luo Lei left, she didn't block all his escape routes.And in the second part, although she set up obstacles for Luo Lin, she didn't try her best to stop them. She was waiting to see what ability Luo Lin would use to complete her work.

In fact, I quite like her myself, she is strong but not overbearing.Hehe~

what about you? !Hehe~^__^~

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One of the main supporting roles in the second part: Li Zhuoshu

First of all, I want to talk about this person's name... =.. =... At that time, I saw a book on the computer desk that I used as a mouse pad, and I opened it casually... I saw the name "X Zhuoshu" on the back of the book... Immediately I thought I used it~

This is the virtue of my name... =.. =... I will use the names of people wherever I see them...

This guy is pretty cute~ I like him very much~~blushing~~=///=~

A very gentle person who treats Ah Feng very well.too good to make people doubt~

But, he is very simple, that is, he regards Afeng as his dead brother, partly because he has a feeling of redemption in it, and partly because he feels that he has a feeling of melancholy when he sees Afeng, so let him bear it. I can't help but want to give him a little sunshine... =.. =..

This character is entirely my own invention.In fact, the characters in the second part, including the whole story, have nothing to do with the first part, so most of them are the world I imagined, so the writing is more unconstrained~hehe~~

He is easy to describe, he is kind to Ah Feng, sincere to Chu Chu, and tolerant to Xiao Wei. I think people have to like him~ he is a very sunny guy.

This kind of guy is what I admire the most~~~blushing~=////=~

The second part of the main supporting role: Zuo Shengwei

Xiao Wei’s name was also seen on TV. At first, I liked the surname “Zuo”, and then I changed the name from the name of a classmate in elementary school. come~~~~

Hahaha~~~ I found that many people's first reaction when they saw Xiaowei's name was ~~~ Hygienic J...

It made me laugh! ! !

At first I didn't think about it myself, I only thought of "Health Left", but I didn't expect everyone's first reaction to go to "Health J".He already hated people calling him "Health Left", if he found out that someone called him "Health J", he would probably fight that person desperately...

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Hahaha~

Xiao Wei's background is very complicated, and the reason why he became MB is also because of these backgrounds.Although he has experienced the most things, his thinking is still very simple.All he wants is a genuine love, but he understands very well that his status does not allow him to get it easily, and it will be thousands of times more difficult than others.However, he never easily gave up any relationship that might bring him happiness, even if it was a relationship with many people at once...==|||..., so he suffered countless injuries... Sweat~ ~

Fortunately, he is very strong and determined. He will not give up or will not give up. He just wants a love.

However, I found a rather interesting phenomenon.

Why did Xiao Wei have sex with A Feng, but everyone didn't have any opinions! ?Hahaha~

Ah Feng hadn't slept with Xiao Linlin before~ Xiao Wei stepped in first, and everyone didn't have any objections? !

hahaha~~

I'm laughing~

But yes, Xiao Wei is so cute, everyone will forgive him~~

Since everyone likes Xiaowei so much~~~ Please give Xiaowei a lot of love~~~

hehe~~~

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