Rebirth of Bleach
Chapter 30
Coming out of Li Hongxing's place, Lin Sheng was very irritable and wanted to see Gao Jingxuan sooner.
It was a bit boring inside the building, Lin Sheng was standing under a big tree in front of the school.It's getting a bit chilly in the autumn, the leaves on the trees are turning yellow, mixed with a group of yellow-green leaves that are still stubbornly resisting, but they can't withstand the ravages of the autumn wind, a gust of wind blows, and a large piece falls, Every day the school cleaners have to carry a heavy broom to sweep over and over again.
Lin Sheng wore a thin short-sleeved vest under his thin school uniform jacket, and with the ice cream he ate just now, he felt the bleakness and coldness of autumn.
I have been avoiding smoking for so long, and when I am in a bad mood, I still habitually touch the pocket where I am used to holding cigarettes.Then every time I touched the empty pocket, I would be in a trance again, only to realize that I am the Lin Sheng now, at a flowery age, and I haven't experienced those Ruyan old things...
Obviously, it should be a future full of hope, but what is the reason for the bone-crushing loneliness that rises from the depths of the soul.In the dead of night, Lin Sheng always stared at the endless dark night sky, feeling like he didn't know where he came from and where he was going.Everyone in this world has a smiling face and welcomes their future ignorantly and fearlessly, but he is different. There is a vicissitudes of life in his young soul, and those memories will also attack him inadvertently when he is caught off guard. Let him touch the pain in the soul.
He knew that this was because no one in this world had the same experience as him, and the memory of his previous life was like a transparent wall separating him from others.They are different, and no one will ever understand his loneliness.
It would be great if Gao Jingxuan was like him.
The corner of Lin Sheng's mouth curved into a mocking arc.He also knew how ridiculous this idea was. If everyone who died accidentally was reborn like him, the world would have been messed up.Moreover, if he was reborn, and Gao Jingxuan was reborn, wouldn't it mean that Cheng Kexin, who died with them, was also reborn... Lin Sheng felt disgusted when he thought of this name.
He should be content, now that he has found Gao Jingxuan, if he asks for more, it will be too greedy.
Lin Sheng inadvertently glanced at the pedestrians on the road. Out of the corner of his eye, a straight boy came across the street. He was wearing the same school uniform as him. His body shape and walking posture were somewhat familiar, but not so familiar...
Lin Sheng's whole body seemed to have been shocked by an electric shock, and he turned around suddenly, his eyes were fixed on the boy's face.
It was Gao Jingxuan, but that resolute face hadn't fully grown yet, carrying the usual rebelliousness of a boy of this age.
Lin Sheng felt his heart tremble.In the countless days and nights before this, he had imagined the scene of the two meeting, but he couldn't imagine how excited he was now.Seeing his good brother who had come back from the dead stood in front of him again, he was even more grateful than discovering that God had given him a new life...
Lin Sheng walked towards Gao Jingxuan step by step.When approaching, he suddenly hugged his good brother who was taller than him into his arms.
He felt his body stiffen under his tightly wrapped arms.
Lin Sheng was preoccupied with joy at the moment, never thought of how bizarre the scene of him hugging a boy when he caught him on the street at the moment, and forgot to think about how Gao Jingxuan in "Amnesia" felt.
"Are you crazy?"
Gao Jingxuan pushed Lin Sheng away forcefully, with a shocked expression on his face and disgusted eyes, as if Lin Sheng had just escaped from a mental hospital.
Lin Sheng was stunned for a second, then suddenly realized.It was completely within his expectation that Gao Jingxuan didn't remember him, so he accepted the fact immediately without even thinking about it.
It doesn't matter, as long as he remembers, he remembers everything...
"Are you sick..." Gao Jingxuan looked at Lin Sheng whose expression changed rapidly within a second, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "...crazy?"
"No, no, I'm not." Lin Sheng forced himself to calm down, and solemnly said with his right hand: "I'm... from class three, class three a year, Lin Sheng. I want to make friends with you..."
Gao Jingxuan looked at him expressionlessly, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly as if he was holding back something.
"Why should I make friends with you? Have you taken a fancy to me?" Gao Jingxuan's eyes were burning brightly, but what he said almost made Lin Sheng vomit blood: "You are gay..."
Gao Jingxuan's last sentence was clearly an affirmative sentence, Lin Sheng was completely stunned.
Until now, Lin Sheng has not noticed anything wrong. His brain nerves that have been completely hit have already reflected on it. Is the way he appeared wrong?How did he meet Gao Jingxuan in his previous life... It seemed like a fight... After that... forgot...
How about doing it first?
Just when Lin Sheng was debating whether to punch out first, Gao Jingxuan standing in front of him suddenly changed.
Gao Jingxuan's disgusted expression turned into a nasty laugh after a prank, he punched Lin Sheng's shoulder, and said out of breath, "Stupid!"
Lin Sheng couldn't feel pain even with a heavy punch on the shoulder, Lin Sheng was completely stunned, and the sweat on his clenched palm showed how nervous he was.
"...Jingxuan?" Lin Sheng called softly tentatively, as if he was afraid that the voice would be louder. This is a dream, and it will be broken if it is broken...
Gao Jingxuan was laughing up and down, but when he saw Lin Sheng's slightly red eyes, he slowly stopped smiling, and said in a low hoarse voice as if joking, "Don't tell me you're going to cry!"
Lin Sheng's eyes lingered on his face without blinking, he was so careful that he didn't want to let go of any subtle expressions, and this familiar face, which was quite immature, was still familiar to him, something he would dream of in his dreams. Gao Jingxuan's nasty expression...
Lin Sheng couldn't take care of anything else, this strong man who had been cut off by someone and hadn't shed a single tear, actually said that his eye sockets were wet at this moment.
Gao Jingxuan also put away his initial playful intentions, his expression was very moved, but the words he said were still unbearable: "Hey, no way, if the famous cripple in the world cries, you don't have to mess around anymore. !"
"Why don't I just cry!" Lin Sheng's eyes were moist, but there was an uncontrollable smile on the corner of his mouth: "No one cares if I cry, I don't mess around anymore!"
Gao Jingxuan also had a look of emotion, and followed Lin Sheng closely with his eyes. After a long while, he slowly exhaled the breath that had been pent up in his chest for a long time, and said slowly, "It's okay, I can still be a brother for a lifetime."
Lin Sheng was filled with emotions, and his joy could not be described in words.
Gao Jingxuan originally agreed to his father not to skip classes as a condition of transferring to another school, but when the two met, they lost all principles. Both of them had experienced life and death, and skipping classes was simply too much for two gangster men who had even hacked people. It's just commonplace.
"Gao Jingxuan, you are too inhuman, you frightened me like that, and called me a lunatic, saying I was sick..." The two of them had no purpose, they wandered the street, reminiscing about the old days.
"I was just joking to scare you like that. Fuck, why didn't I find you so timid in my last life..."
"You still dare to say it! Are you looking for death?" Lin Sheng stretched out his hand when he went up, Gao Jingxuan hid and angered him at the same time, and the two quickly became one with each other: "I'm still crying, this is the first time I've seen you cry. It's worth it to go back..."
Lin Sheng flew over with one kick, Gao Jingxuan quickly blocked and dodged, both of them were in a good mood, they were fighting all the way, they really looked like a boy of this age.
Lin Sheng and the others chatted all afternoon, talking about the details of the past year of rebirth.
It turned out that Gao Jingxuan's situation after rebirth was similar to that of Lin Sheng. After being shocked, he quickly accepted the fact, but because he had been in other provinces with his mother's relatives, it was not convenient to come here. Later, it was his father who finally took him back. Only then did he have the chance to come to Lin Sheng.
Lin Sheng knew in his previous life that although Gao Jingxuan was already in the Gao family when he met him.But he is an illegitimate son who has just arrived, and he has not yet pleased the old man, so his life is not satisfactory, and from his natal relatives, he also learned from his few words that his life is not as good as Lin Sheng.
Lin Sheng didn't ask any more after hearing what he said.The brother has some injuries, just need to be considerate, there is no need to open the wound again.
"I insist on transferring to the No. [-] Middle School. I'm going to lose my tongue with the old man. Fortunately, the head teacher of the fourth class is a relative of the old man's subordinates, so the old man agreed to my coming and kept an eye on me." Gao Jingxuan said while pushing Opening the door of a cold drink shop, she curled her lips and said in a low voice: "I'm really not used to it. I never thought that such a bustling Changxin City didn't even have a coffee shop. It's just this shabby shop. I wouldn't come here if I was beaten to death... ..."
"It's all right, let people hear you and kick you out. You won't be allowed to sit in such a shop." Lin Sheng smiled and patted him on the back.
Gao Jingxuan went in muttering, and the two ordered two cups of ice cream, the sweet and greasy taste made Gao Jingxuan frowned and pushed it aside after taking a sip.
Seeing his expression, Lin Sheng wisely didn't move.
"Here" Gao Jingxuan took out a pack of cigarettes from his school uniform pocket, and handed one to Lin Sheng first.
"..." Lin Sheng looked at the cigarette and was silent for a few seconds, with a struggling expression.
"what happened?"
"I don't want to smoke..." Lin Sheng closed his eyes, his voice was a little sad.
Gao Jingxuan's eyes widened, and he said bluntly: "It can't be that you are poor?"
"It's true!" Lin Sheng didn't pretend to be anything with him, and when this matter was mentioned, Jun's face was tangled up: "I'm just poor."
"Hahaha..." Gao Jingxuan burst into laughter again, and it took a while to stop his smile under Lin Sheng's furious glaring. He straightened his expression, suppressed his smile and said, "I thought I was miserable enough, and I went back again. When I least wanted to go back, I came to their Gao family to suffer, but obviously you are worse than me, you can’t even afford to smoke, Lin Sheng, you are lying to me, you are not really so poor, are you? "
"Keep your voice down!" Lin Sheng glared at him displeased: "You know what, I have to study now, I can't go out to make money, my brother also has to study, how can I afford to buy cigarettes for myself!"
"Your brother..." Gao Jingxuan's expression flickered, and he asked casually, "Are you still learning to paint now?"
"Do you still remember?" Lin Sheng gave him a surprised look.
"Well, I remember going to him with you before. His house is full of paintings he drew. It's pretty...he's quite talented..."
"That's right!" When others praised Lin Xiaoyang, Lin Sheng, the elder brother, was instantly extremely proud, and he said incessantly, "My brother is really talented. I didn't realize it before. At that time... I delayed him. Once I say something, let him learn how to draw, as long as he likes it, I will let him learn it all the time, even if I don’t read it, I will let him learn it well..."
Gao Jingxuan had been listening quietly and thoughtfully, his expression was a little dazed.
"What are you thinking, did you listen to me!" Lin Sheng pushed him.
"I heard..." Gao Jingxuan withdrew his mind and showed his usual bad smile: "I didn't realize that you are such a good brother! Well, I will pack your cigarettes from now on."
Lin Sheng took a deep breath of the cigarette that Gao Jingxuan personally lit for him. When the intoxicating taste of nicotine flowed down his throat and into his lungs, he almost cried again.
This taste, this feeling... is simply too touching...
It was a bit boring inside the building, Lin Sheng was standing under a big tree in front of the school.It's getting a bit chilly in the autumn, the leaves on the trees are turning yellow, mixed with a group of yellow-green leaves that are still stubbornly resisting, but they can't withstand the ravages of the autumn wind, a gust of wind blows, and a large piece falls, Every day the school cleaners have to carry a heavy broom to sweep over and over again.
Lin Sheng wore a thin short-sleeved vest under his thin school uniform jacket, and with the ice cream he ate just now, he felt the bleakness and coldness of autumn.
I have been avoiding smoking for so long, and when I am in a bad mood, I still habitually touch the pocket where I am used to holding cigarettes.Then every time I touched the empty pocket, I would be in a trance again, only to realize that I am the Lin Sheng now, at a flowery age, and I haven't experienced those Ruyan old things...
Obviously, it should be a future full of hope, but what is the reason for the bone-crushing loneliness that rises from the depths of the soul.In the dead of night, Lin Sheng always stared at the endless dark night sky, feeling like he didn't know where he came from and where he was going.Everyone in this world has a smiling face and welcomes their future ignorantly and fearlessly, but he is different. There is a vicissitudes of life in his young soul, and those memories will also attack him inadvertently when he is caught off guard. Let him touch the pain in the soul.
He knew that this was because no one in this world had the same experience as him, and the memory of his previous life was like a transparent wall separating him from others.They are different, and no one will ever understand his loneliness.
It would be great if Gao Jingxuan was like him.
The corner of Lin Sheng's mouth curved into a mocking arc.He also knew how ridiculous this idea was. If everyone who died accidentally was reborn like him, the world would have been messed up.Moreover, if he was reborn, and Gao Jingxuan was reborn, wouldn't it mean that Cheng Kexin, who died with them, was also reborn... Lin Sheng felt disgusted when he thought of this name.
He should be content, now that he has found Gao Jingxuan, if he asks for more, it will be too greedy.
Lin Sheng inadvertently glanced at the pedestrians on the road. Out of the corner of his eye, a straight boy came across the street. He was wearing the same school uniform as him. His body shape and walking posture were somewhat familiar, but not so familiar...
Lin Sheng's whole body seemed to have been shocked by an electric shock, and he turned around suddenly, his eyes were fixed on the boy's face.
It was Gao Jingxuan, but that resolute face hadn't fully grown yet, carrying the usual rebelliousness of a boy of this age.
Lin Sheng felt his heart tremble.In the countless days and nights before this, he had imagined the scene of the two meeting, but he couldn't imagine how excited he was now.Seeing his good brother who had come back from the dead stood in front of him again, he was even more grateful than discovering that God had given him a new life...
Lin Sheng walked towards Gao Jingxuan step by step.When approaching, he suddenly hugged his good brother who was taller than him into his arms.
He felt his body stiffen under his tightly wrapped arms.
Lin Sheng was preoccupied with joy at the moment, never thought of how bizarre the scene of him hugging a boy when he caught him on the street at the moment, and forgot to think about how Gao Jingxuan in "Amnesia" felt.
"Are you crazy?"
Gao Jingxuan pushed Lin Sheng away forcefully, with a shocked expression on his face and disgusted eyes, as if Lin Sheng had just escaped from a mental hospital.
Lin Sheng was stunned for a second, then suddenly realized.It was completely within his expectation that Gao Jingxuan didn't remember him, so he accepted the fact immediately without even thinking about it.
It doesn't matter, as long as he remembers, he remembers everything...
"Are you sick..." Gao Jingxuan looked at Lin Sheng whose expression changed rapidly within a second, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "...crazy?"
"No, no, I'm not." Lin Sheng forced himself to calm down, and solemnly said with his right hand: "I'm... from class three, class three a year, Lin Sheng. I want to make friends with you..."
Gao Jingxuan looked at him expressionlessly, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly as if he was holding back something.
"Why should I make friends with you? Have you taken a fancy to me?" Gao Jingxuan's eyes were burning brightly, but what he said almost made Lin Sheng vomit blood: "You are gay..."
Gao Jingxuan's last sentence was clearly an affirmative sentence, Lin Sheng was completely stunned.
Until now, Lin Sheng has not noticed anything wrong. His brain nerves that have been completely hit have already reflected on it. Is the way he appeared wrong?How did he meet Gao Jingxuan in his previous life... It seemed like a fight... After that... forgot...
How about doing it first?
Just when Lin Sheng was debating whether to punch out first, Gao Jingxuan standing in front of him suddenly changed.
Gao Jingxuan's disgusted expression turned into a nasty laugh after a prank, he punched Lin Sheng's shoulder, and said out of breath, "Stupid!"
Lin Sheng couldn't feel pain even with a heavy punch on the shoulder, Lin Sheng was completely stunned, and the sweat on his clenched palm showed how nervous he was.
"...Jingxuan?" Lin Sheng called softly tentatively, as if he was afraid that the voice would be louder. This is a dream, and it will be broken if it is broken...
Gao Jingxuan was laughing up and down, but when he saw Lin Sheng's slightly red eyes, he slowly stopped smiling, and said in a low hoarse voice as if joking, "Don't tell me you're going to cry!"
Lin Sheng's eyes lingered on his face without blinking, he was so careful that he didn't want to let go of any subtle expressions, and this familiar face, which was quite immature, was still familiar to him, something he would dream of in his dreams. Gao Jingxuan's nasty expression...
Lin Sheng couldn't take care of anything else, this strong man who had been cut off by someone and hadn't shed a single tear, actually said that his eye sockets were wet at this moment.
Gao Jingxuan also put away his initial playful intentions, his expression was very moved, but the words he said were still unbearable: "Hey, no way, if the famous cripple in the world cries, you don't have to mess around anymore. !"
"Why don't I just cry!" Lin Sheng's eyes were moist, but there was an uncontrollable smile on the corner of his mouth: "No one cares if I cry, I don't mess around anymore!"
Gao Jingxuan also had a look of emotion, and followed Lin Sheng closely with his eyes. After a long while, he slowly exhaled the breath that had been pent up in his chest for a long time, and said slowly, "It's okay, I can still be a brother for a lifetime."
Lin Sheng was filled with emotions, and his joy could not be described in words.
Gao Jingxuan originally agreed to his father not to skip classes as a condition of transferring to another school, but when the two met, they lost all principles. Both of them had experienced life and death, and skipping classes was simply too much for two gangster men who had even hacked people. It's just commonplace.
"Gao Jingxuan, you are too inhuman, you frightened me like that, and called me a lunatic, saying I was sick..." The two of them had no purpose, they wandered the street, reminiscing about the old days.
"I was just joking to scare you like that. Fuck, why didn't I find you so timid in my last life..."
"You still dare to say it! Are you looking for death?" Lin Sheng stretched out his hand when he went up, Gao Jingxuan hid and angered him at the same time, and the two quickly became one with each other: "I'm still crying, this is the first time I've seen you cry. It's worth it to go back..."
Lin Sheng flew over with one kick, Gao Jingxuan quickly blocked and dodged, both of them were in a good mood, they were fighting all the way, they really looked like a boy of this age.
Lin Sheng and the others chatted all afternoon, talking about the details of the past year of rebirth.
It turned out that Gao Jingxuan's situation after rebirth was similar to that of Lin Sheng. After being shocked, he quickly accepted the fact, but because he had been in other provinces with his mother's relatives, it was not convenient to come here. Later, it was his father who finally took him back. Only then did he have the chance to come to Lin Sheng.
Lin Sheng knew in his previous life that although Gao Jingxuan was already in the Gao family when he met him.But he is an illegitimate son who has just arrived, and he has not yet pleased the old man, so his life is not satisfactory, and from his natal relatives, he also learned from his few words that his life is not as good as Lin Sheng.
Lin Sheng didn't ask any more after hearing what he said.The brother has some injuries, just need to be considerate, there is no need to open the wound again.
"I insist on transferring to the No. [-] Middle School. I'm going to lose my tongue with the old man. Fortunately, the head teacher of the fourth class is a relative of the old man's subordinates, so the old man agreed to my coming and kept an eye on me." Gao Jingxuan said while pushing Opening the door of a cold drink shop, she curled her lips and said in a low voice: "I'm really not used to it. I never thought that such a bustling Changxin City didn't even have a coffee shop. It's just this shabby shop. I wouldn't come here if I was beaten to death... ..."
"It's all right, let people hear you and kick you out. You won't be allowed to sit in such a shop." Lin Sheng smiled and patted him on the back.
Gao Jingxuan went in muttering, and the two ordered two cups of ice cream, the sweet and greasy taste made Gao Jingxuan frowned and pushed it aside after taking a sip.
Seeing his expression, Lin Sheng wisely didn't move.
"Here" Gao Jingxuan took out a pack of cigarettes from his school uniform pocket, and handed one to Lin Sheng first.
"..." Lin Sheng looked at the cigarette and was silent for a few seconds, with a struggling expression.
"what happened?"
"I don't want to smoke..." Lin Sheng closed his eyes, his voice was a little sad.
Gao Jingxuan's eyes widened, and he said bluntly: "It can't be that you are poor?"
"It's true!" Lin Sheng didn't pretend to be anything with him, and when this matter was mentioned, Jun's face was tangled up: "I'm just poor."
"Hahaha..." Gao Jingxuan burst into laughter again, and it took a while to stop his smile under Lin Sheng's furious glaring. He straightened his expression, suppressed his smile and said, "I thought I was miserable enough, and I went back again. When I least wanted to go back, I came to their Gao family to suffer, but obviously you are worse than me, you can’t even afford to smoke, Lin Sheng, you are lying to me, you are not really so poor, are you? "
"Keep your voice down!" Lin Sheng glared at him displeased: "You know what, I have to study now, I can't go out to make money, my brother also has to study, how can I afford to buy cigarettes for myself!"
"Your brother..." Gao Jingxuan's expression flickered, and he asked casually, "Are you still learning to paint now?"
"Do you still remember?" Lin Sheng gave him a surprised look.
"Well, I remember going to him with you before. His house is full of paintings he drew. It's pretty...he's quite talented..."
"That's right!" When others praised Lin Xiaoyang, Lin Sheng, the elder brother, was instantly extremely proud, and he said incessantly, "My brother is really talented. I didn't realize it before. At that time... I delayed him. Once I say something, let him learn how to draw, as long as he likes it, I will let him learn it all the time, even if I don’t read it, I will let him learn it well..."
Gao Jingxuan had been listening quietly and thoughtfully, his expression was a little dazed.
"What are you thinking, did you listen to me!" Lin Sheng pushed him.
"I heard..." Gao Jingxuan withdrew his mind and showed his usual bad smile: "I didn't realize that you are such a good brother! Well, I will pack your cigarettes from now on."
Lin Sheng took a deep breath of the cigarette that Gao Jingxuan personally lit for him. When the intoxicating taste of nicotine flowed down his throat and into his lungs, he almost cried again.
This taste, this feeling... is simply too touching...
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