Rebirth of Bleach

During these few days every year, Ober would go back to his hometown unshakably, to pay homage to his deceased wife's grave. 37 years without interruption...

This time, he originally wanted to stay for a few more days to accompany his deceased wife, but he was worried when he thought that his young master was about to take the college entrance examination, so he came back without saying hello in advance.

Auber never imagined that what greeted him would be such a shocking secret.

If possible, he would rather choose to stay in front of his dead wife's grave than to know about it. He would rather lie to himself and keep everything as it was...

But the reality obviously does not allow this, and he has no ability to deceive himself.

Now, the pictures of Cheng Yijin and the two of them in front of him are clear. He used to be happy about it, thinking that it is really good for the young master to find such a like-minded good friend. The young master has become tolerant and humble, Will think for others... It turns out that all of this is due to other reasons, how could he think of it...

Now, every time he recalls the way Cheng Yijin looked at Lin Sheng, he feels chills in his heart.

"Ouber, if I said, we were just joking around..." Cheng Yijin's voice was low.

"As long as you tell me that..." Ober became excited, looking at him with blazing eyes, his voice trembling: "...I can pretend that I didn't see anything, and Mr. Cheng will never know from me This matter... But, if you want to completely... break off with him, it's just being young and absurd..."

Ober had a little bit of hope in his heart, hoping that his young master would be like an ordinary boy of this age, who could be absurd, foolish, and rebellious, as long as he wasn't serious... But in his heart, he knew too well what he was doing. I have seen who the young master is since I was a child...

"I knew you would say that..." Cheng Yijin raised the corners of his mouth, his smile was a little bleak, shallow, and the smile passed away, leaving behind firm eyes instead of sadness.He looked straight into Ober's sharp eyes, as if to let him see his determination clearly: "But, how serious I am, you are actually very clear in your heart, Ober."

Ober's body trembled violently.

"Ouber, if it wasn't you who saw it today, it was my dad. My dad would have whipped me up with a whip at most, and then his anger would have subsided, so I'll be fine." Cheng Yijin paused , and then said: "But you are different. You will be so angry, so excited, and so worried when you see it. In fact, it is because you care more about me. I have never grown up with my parents. My parents are much older, and in my heart, I have long regarded you as another father. Your weight is no less than my father in my heart. You have no children, and all the eyes and care It’s all on me, you don’t know how lucky I am, if it’s not like this, I don’t know how pitiful I am when I was sent away from my parents since I was a child. You don’t hesitate to do everything my parents can do for me I did it for them, so I grew up like a normal child and grew up happily... Maybe in the eyes of others, you are the person hired by the Cheng family to take care of me, but in my heart it is not, when I was very young I knew when you were old, I will raise you like your own son, take care of you until the end of your life, and wear filial piety for you...you are my other father..."

"Stop talking..." Ober's tears started to fall at some point, and he couldn't hold back his tears.

"It's because you love me so much that you can't bear me destroying your own future and not allowing any bad obstacles in my life..." Cheng Yijin was also a little moved, but his words were still clear and organized: "So You will be so excited after knowing my secret, you must stop me..."

"But Auber, there is one thing you may never figure out clearly. Do you think that what is good to me is really good to me?" Cheng Yijin's voice was deep and deep, as if he was telling a story of vicissitudes and desolation. The story is not like the words of a young man at all: "Everyone understands this truth, but when it comes to the person we love deeply, it is always uncontrollable and unusable. Because we are always afraid that they will die in this world." When I suffer, I always hope to give them the best... But I don't think so. Even if I really have the best in the future, I will not be happy, and I will only live in endless pain and regret. Regret that I didn't persist ...hating those who made me suffer so much..."

Ober's body was already frozen by the cold wind, and the midday sun climbed up little by little, filling the whole world, but it couldn't make his heart feel warm.

"Could it be that if you keep making mistakes like this, you won't suffer in the future, and won't you regret it?" Ober gritted his teeth, and said word by word: "Time heals everything, you are still so young, you will regret it sooner or later of……"

"..." Cheng Yijin shook his head lightly, a smile actually appeared on his face at this moment, but his voice changed a lot, he didn't refute him, but asked something else softly: "Then I want to know, Ou Bo, do you regret it?"

The hand that was holding the cane was tightened for a moment, and Ober's knuckles were bloodless due to too much force.He wanted to stop Cheng Yijin from saying anything, but he couldn't open his mouth, so he could only listen to Cheng Yijin's continuation...

"Aunt Xue has been gone for more than 30 years, leaving you no children, no other things for you, only that memory, but you guarded this relationship alone for her for more than [-] years, until you took it to the grave , do you regret it? Or, have you ever regretted it?"

Cheng Yijin stared at him without blinking, every subtle expression of Ober could not escape his eyes.

In fact, when Cheng Yijin mentioned his dead wife, Ober was a little flustered.He seemed to have foreseen how he would persuade himself, but he was powerless to stop...

"I... voluntarily, everything is voluntary, I don't want to find others, and I will not do anything to betray Xue'er, all of this is voluntary, although the time with him is very short, But that memory is enough for me to recall it for a lifetime, and I will never regret it..." Ober's vicissitudes of voice slowly said at noon in summer.

The lilacs in the back garden seem to be alive, and with the breeze gently swaying their light body, they send bursts of intoxicating fragrance.

Ober seemed to see his lover's beautiful face in the summer light...

"I remember, when I was very young, I asked you if you regretted meeting Aunt Xue, and you said, you are still willing to use everything in your life to meet Aunt Xue, even if you only have a few years Memories." Cheng Yijin said slowly, with a hint of reminiscence in his expression, and then asked: "Now, I believe your answer is still the same."

"Obbe, at that time I was very envious of the relationship between you and Aunt Xue. I think we are the same kind of person. I don't like having so many lovers like my dad. I don't like it at all. One person is enough. And in this life, I can meet someone who I like so much that I want to dedicate all of myself to him. I already feel very lucky. So, whether this person is a man or Girl, young or old, all problems are not a problem, as long as I can meet him, I am already the luckiest. I will use my life to protect him..."

Ober listened to him every word with trembling heart, telling himself desperately not to listen to him, not to be bewitched by him... However, his heart could not be controlled by his reason, because he could completely understand Cheng Yijin's words. It is precisely because he has had exactly the same experience and mentality...

Auber has never felt so remorseful and heartbroken because he understands his young master so well...

He knew that his heart was being persuaded bit by bit...

"Ouber, Lin Sheng is my man. He is to me what Aunt Xue is to you. Can't you see how happy I am and how complete my life is after having him? If one day I lost him, and I will follow the same path as you, either go with him, or barely survive with the memory of being with him..." Cheng Yijin narrated slowly, with a calm tone, but let Ober know that he Every word spoken is absolutely true and will be put into practice.

"But, he is just like you...Master, have you ever thought about it, you may not need a child now, but what about in the future, when you want it?" Ober said with all his strength, looking at him eagerly : "I still have you, young master, but what about you, what will you do when you get old?"

"We can think of ways, we can adopt orphans, we can adopt... In short, there are many people in this world who don't have their own children. I don't like children very much. I never thought I would have children. If I really want to one day Now, that kind of thinking must be insignificant to happiness." Cheng Yijin's eyes were clear and his tone was firm: "Lin Sheng gave me more happiness than the previous ten years of my life combined. I love him , I can give everything for him, including life, and also accompany him through the long years, never leave... So, no matter what pressure, what obstacles, I don't care, I am working hard to become stronger bit by bit, One day, I will be strong enough to be with him openly, and never have to worry about being separated..."

"Ober, I don't want you to tell my father about this matter, not because I dare not admit it, dare not take responsibility, I am just afraid that my current strength is still too weak to protect my lover from harm, if he is hurt Hurt, I will hurt ten thousand times more than him..." Cheng Yijin looked at the old man opposite, put all the worries and weaknesses in his heart into his eyes, looked at him, and hoped that he would be fulfilled: "So, I use my son's Identity, please, Ober, don't let my dad know about this..."

Ober's stiff body stood in the shadow of the house. After a long, long time, he sighed and said in an old voice, "I can't guarantee that your father won't come from other sources..."

Cheng Yijin, who was calm on the surface, heaved a sigh of relief in his heart. The big stone that was pressing on his heart finally fell temporarily. He took a step forward, gave the old man a hug gratefully, and whispered deeply in his ear: "Thank you, Ober ..."

Auber's heart was not so relaxed, his two white eyebrows were tightly knit together, he really wanted to tell Cheng Yijin that sometimes love is not so simple, it's not love, you can get it by working hard... It depends on luck...

How much he wanted to tell this young man in love who worried him, don't love too deeply, love so much that you can't bear to lose...

However, it seems that everything is too late.By the time Cheng Yijin was so fascinated by Lin Sheng's expression and action that he couldn't see anything, it was already too late.

His young master is probably in a deeper trap than he can imagine.

Now, he only hopes that that lucky Lin Sheng can treat his young master better, and that he is worth so much for his young master...