Rebirth of Bleach

Cheng Yijin didn't even know how he got out of the study and how he got back to his room.During this time, his mind went blank.

Until he returned to his bedroom, the moment he closed the door, he leaned against the door as if he lost his strength, feeling that all the strength in his body was drained at this moment, and his heart seemed to be gouged out with a sharp weapon. The wind blows in together...

If he hadn't been quick-witted and came up with such an excuse, saying that he was a homosexual through and through, he wondered if his father could let Lin Sheng go as easily as he did just now.

He didn't know where the photo he was holding came from, or how long it had been in his hands.He remembered the scene in the photo, at least for several months.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yijin felt that the blood in his whole body was completely cold.

Now his father just took a few photos and threw them in front of him, and he was powerless to fight back, like a snake being pinched seven inches.He didn't know if his father didn't just warn him today, but actually did something to Lin Sheng, what would he use to counter him... Could it be a threat with his own?He feels ashamed of himself...

I have never felt as incompetent as I am now.Although he is Cheng Yu's son, when there is a conflict between them, he is just a weak person... Cheng Yijin secretly clenched his fists, and at this moment he realized how naive he was before.The whole Changxin City is under Cheng Yu's nose, and he knows everything about it like the palm of his hand.I actually thought that I would go on with Lin Sheng without any worries...

Cheng Yijin felt a burst of fire and a burst of ice in his body, and his mind was a little unclear.

He subconsciously took out his mobile phone, dialed the number, and greedily put the receiver on his ear.

"Cheng Yijin?" Lin Sheng's voice came, and there were various noisy voices in the background.

He should still be in the Internet cafe. Cheng Yijin's restless heart gradually returned to calm when he heard his voice.

Cheng Yijin actually has the urge to cry, just because of the gradual satisfaction and peace in his heart at this moment... In this world, there may be many people and things that can make him change from calm to restless, angry, irrational and on the verge of going crazy... ...But there is only one person, and he only needs to whisper a voice in his ear, and he can be instantly overcome by a Bodhisattva, and his heart is as calm as still water...

This person is Lin Sheng.

Lin Sheng is his bodhisattva...

"Have you finished your meal?" Lin Sheng asked.

Cheng Yijin hummed lightly, and didn't want to talk, but wanted Lin Sheng to keep talking.

Hearing Cheng Yijin's nasal voice, Lin Sheng frowned in the Internet cafe, found a quieter place with his mobile phone, and then began to say again: "Have you caught a cold? You don't believe that you don't wear enough clothes... You have to take the college entrance examination Now, take it easy on your own."

Cheng Yijin listened quietly here, his heart softened to the point of melting into a puddle of water.

However, Lin Sheng felt that he seemed to be a little too lenient, and he didn't hear Cheng Yijin's words, so he felt a little awkward, so he said, "You have nothing to do, go to bed early, I have to go to the front to pay the bill."

"Lin Sheng...I love you."

I love you, I love you so much, I love you so much that my heart can't bear it, I love you so much that I feel happy to die when I think of you... Cheng Yijin closed his eyes, breathing quickly in the dark, but felt a pain like a leak in his heart...

Lin Sheng was walking back with the phone in hand. When he heard Cheng Yijin's words, he stopped unconsciously.

Cheng Yijin used to always say that he loves him, likes him, etc., but he seldom calls him by his name, usually: baby, wife, etc... Lin Sheng gets over it, and never Go through the heart.Anyway, he knows men's mouths, and sometimes they don't remember the sweet words they say, but they are born with a talent for speaking nice words, or they just slipped out...

But this time, Lin Sheng clearly felt that Cheng Yijin was different when he said this.His voice was too heavy, and his tone was too solemn, which made Lin Sheng's heart shrink tightly, but he didn't know what to say.

After a while, Lin Sheng came out of his stupor, then raised his footsteps while walking back, and said lightly: "Then go to bed early, I'll hang up first."

After Lin Sheng finished speaking, he hung up the phone as usual.

It wasn't until the next day, when Cheng Yijin really didn't come to class without saying a word, that Lin Sheng knew that he really had a cold.

Cheng Yijin was lying on the big bed, feeling as if he was lying in a fire, he couldn't lift his eyelids because of the heat.

But occasionally, he could hear noisy footsteps around him... He couldn't remember how many times the family doctor came, it seemed that his parents had talked next to him, and the back of his hand hurt like a needle a few times. He opened his eyes, but he really didn't want to open them, he felt tired and scared...

He had several dreams, one after the other. He dreamed that Lin Sheng's hands were cut off by his father's men, and the spurted blood stained his eyes. He struggled to get over, but he couldn't move. Lin Sheng was tied with stones and sank to the bottom of the river...

"Don't!" Cheng Yijin yelled, his blood-stained eyes were about to break free from their sockets, but he watched Lin Sheng disappear into the dark river little by little, without even a single bubble, and Jiang Xin returned to calm... …

"Son, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom is here..." Mrs. Cheng hugged her son who had woken up from a dream, and patted his back lightly.

Cheng Yijin suddenly opened his tired eyes, which were scarlet red, with a look of extreme horror...

After a while, his body twitched suddenly, as if he woke up from the nightmare.But the frightened look in Cheng Yijin's eyes has not faded away for a long time...

"Have you had a nightmare? Son?" Mrs. Cheng had never seen her son look so frightened, and she didn't know what he dreamed about.

Cheng Yijin turned his head slightly, seeing Mrs. Cheng's noble and beautiful face full of kindness, and felt indescribably complicated.

Ever since he could remember, Mrs. Cheng had never hugged him and gently comforted him like now.He was sent out to grow up alone since he was a child. Although there are many servants around him, no one can replace his mother's position in a person's heart.In the past, when he was sick, no matter how sick he was, only Ober was by his side.Sometimes Mrs. Cheng went over to take a look at him, but she couldn't stay for a long time, and then beat him up in a hurry.

Therefore, he always felt that there was a transparent film between him and Mrs. Cheng. From everyone's point of view, their mother was kind and filial, but in fact, only they knew what was missing between them...

What's missing doesn't mean Mrs. Cheng doesn't love him or treat him badly.Mrs. Cheng has only one biological son like him, and she has been looking forward to the only child for more than ten years, so how could she not love her.However, in order to protect Cheng Yu's career and make him a successful heir, Cheng Yijin had to be sent away from his parents since he was a child.Mrs. Cheng is also an introverted woman. She is noble and reserved, and even when she treats her only son, she seldom puts her figure down.Over the years, she devoted herself to studying Buddhism, and even built a small Buddhist hall at home.In the bathroom, she became more and more ascetic, making people feel distant...

Mrs. Cheng is rarely so intimate with her son.Cheng Yijin was indeed frightened by the dream just now. His palms are still sweaty and his whole body is wet. He feels that as long as someone gently pushes with a finger, his whole body will collapse, completely collapsed...

Cheng Yijin couldn't help throwing himself into his mother's arms. There were very few times in his life when he was so vulnerable, only when he was not sober.

Mrs. Cheng smelled very good, and the faint incense and the aroma of the Buddhist hall gradually calmed his heart down...

"What are you dreaming about? How can you be so scared?" Mrs. Cheng hugged her son lightly, stroking his back with her noble and beautiful hands, and her heart was actually soft.

"..." Cheng Yijin had lingering fears in his heart, and it took him a long time to speak slowly, his voice hoarse and scary: "I... lost the most important person in my dream, it was terrible... that feeling... life is worse than death..."

After Cheng Yijin finished narrating slowly, his cheeks were wet with sweat from the cold, and he felt sticky all over his body, making him uncomfortable everywhere.It was as if a big stone was pressed against his chest, and he couldn't breathe...

"Don't think too much... There is no obstacle in this world." Mrs. Cheng said suddenly.

Cheng Yijin's heart skipped a beat, he raised his head in surprise, and saw Mrs. Cheng's calm face, the corners of her mouth still curved gracefully, but what she said shocked him.

Mrs. Cheng stretched out her hand to gently caress his back, and said slowly: "You don't have to feel any pressure in your heart, no matter what you look like... You are mother's son, and mother will not ignore you, nor will you Affect your position in my heart..."

Cheng Yijin really didn't expect that Cheng Yu would tell his mother about it.However, what shocked him even more was what his mother said and her attitude at the moment...

"Mom..." Cheng Yijin couldn't restrain his excitement, and blurted out to call her softly. He just opened his mouth but didn't make a sound, but was gently stopped by a hand.

Mrs. Cheng smiled slightly, looked at him with loving eyes, and said, "You don't need to say anything, many things are predestined. Besides, it's not a big deal. Compared with the things your father did, You are not doing something bad..." She paused, a gloomy light appeared in her eyes that were always so alienated that people could not see through... Then she paused, and Mrs. Cheng recovered again. She looked like the reserved and noble hostess in the past, but her voice was very soft, as if only she and Cheng Yijin could hear it.She said: "I don't have any other thoughts in my life. I just want my only son to be happy and happy... So, whoever finds you unhappy is also finding me unhappy!"

A trace of cruelty flashed in Mrs. Cheng's eyes, so fast that Cheng Yijin suspected it was his illusion.

Mrs. Cheng leaned down suddenly, and whispered in his ear: "When you go to the United States, you can do whatever you want. I will solve the problem of funds secretly for you, but don't let your father know. Do what you like. Of... If you don't want to come back in the future, don't come back..."

Cheng Yijin listened quietly, with no expression on his face, but it is not an exaggeration to say that he was shocked like a storm in his heart.

He never dreamed that one day, his mother, who had always dreamed of hugging him since he was a child, would one day whisper such words in her ear, and even make him not want to come back, so he should not come back...

"Go to bed early, your illness has come on quickly and urgently, take care of it." Mrs. Cheng asked him to lie down, and gently tucked him in, with a faint smile on her face that was no different from the past.

Before Madam Cheng went out, she helped him turn off the light, leaving only a small dim yellow lamp beside the bed.

Cheng Yijin closed her eyes, as if she had fallen asleep, but her heart was sober as if someone had just poured a large basin of cold water on her head, and she was so awake that she couldn't wake up again.

For a long time, in his heart, his mother was a reserved and noble hostess image, his father was the head of the family, and at the same time the leader of the biggest gang across provinces, he said the same things outside, and responded to thousands of echoes, but he I love Mrs. Dai Cheng very much.Now that Cheng Yijin thinks about it, it is not only love, but also respect.

What kind of woman can make such a man who speaks the same outside and respects so much, Cheng Yijin now feels that his mother is not as simple as others think.

He was destined to be Cheng Yu's heir from birth, and his father only had high hopes for him, being strict and supervising.But now that his mother had said this to him quietly, his father must not have known about it, and if his father knew about it, he wouldn't know what his reaction would be.

Apart from being surprised, Cheng Yijin also had surprises and gratitude in his heart.His fucking words, like a light in the dark, not only pointed him in the direction, but also brought him new hope.

If he can develop well abroad, he can take Lin Sheng far away, to a place where no one can control them and they have the final say.Even if he is living an ordinary life like the most ordinary people, he still feels very happy...

He wants to become strong, so strong that he is out of his father's control, so strong that no one can try to touch Lin Sheng's hair...

His heart was full of passion, and he said secretly in his heart: Lin Sheng, give me a few more years, as long as a few years...we will never be separated again...