Rebirth of Bleach

"I'm leaving." No one would know how difficult it was for him to say this.

Cheng Yijin took a few steps forward, stretched out his long arms, eager to hug him.But Lin Sheng took a step back and avoided it.

"Be clear..." Lin Sheng frowned and stared at him.

"Go to the United States, study, maybe I won't come back for a few years..." Cheng Yijin said quietly, his voice was low, but his heart seemed to be torn. It hurt so much that he needed Lin Sheng's support, even if it was One word, don't go...

But he also knew Lin Sheng too well, knowing that even with a gun pointed at his head, it was impossible for him to say such words to himself.But I still love him so damn much that I love him like crazy...

If he wants to come back, he only needs to fly for more than ten hours to come back, but when he comes back, he can't see the person he wants to see the most, so what will he do when he comes back.Cheng Yijin's heart is bleeding...

"So you decided to go to the United States early on..." Lin Sheng's face was expressionless under the dim light, and when he raised his head again, the corners of his mouth had been well raised into a perfect arc, light and airy He spit out two words: "Congratulations."

"Please don't be angry with me..." Cheng Yijin felt that he didn't even have the energy to be angry. Now, every second he looked at Lin Sheng was one second less.Every minute and every second, the bleeding wound in his heart was torn open again.

Cheng Yijin rarely showed such a weak expression in front of him, and it was even more impossible in front of others.

Lin Sheng looked at the tiredness on Cheng Yijin's face, and felt a feeling of reluctance in his heart.So when Cheng Yijin stretched out his hand again, he let him hug her without much resistance.

Cheng Yijin is half a head taller than Lin Sheng, and he has passed 1.8 meters five in the past few years.But when he hugged Lin Sheng tightly, he seemed very weak. Only the arms surrounding Lin Sheng's body were tightly bound like iron rings, but almost all the weight of his body was on Lin Sheng. Lin Sheng's body, face buried in Lin Sheng's neck, greedily sniffing the familiar smell on his body...

In the large and empty private room, the walls with poor sound insulation can still hear all kinds of sounds from other rooms playing crazily, but the two of them are like two mandarin ducks crossing necks in another world, cuddling each other, taking each other's breath. Draw power from your body.

Lin Sheng's stiff body gradually relaxed in Cheng Yijin's arms, and the slightly cold gaze in his pale brown eyes gradually faded away.He could feel Cheng Yijin's reluctance and sadness.No need for words, such a close body has already told him more directly.

After an unknown amount of time, the cell phone in Lin Sheng's pocket rang.

Cheng Yijin still hugged him tightly as if he didn't hear it.

Lin Sheng pushed him a bit, but without pushing him away, he took out his mobile phone and saw Gao Jingxuan on the caller ID.

After pressing the answer button, Gao Jingxuan's tongue-tied voice came from inside: "Where did you go?"

"Go back right away." After Lin Sheng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Tui Tui seemed to be asleep, Lin Sheng frowned and said, "I've been out for a long time, let's go back."

Cheng Yijin's arms tightened unconsciously, and after a while, he closed his eyes and whispered in Lin Sheng's ear, "Wait...give me a few years, we will Never part again..."

Lin Sheng's heart trembled, he understood Cheng Yijin's mood at the moment, but he didn't know, after a few years, would he still remember what he said...

This moment is always beautiful, Lin Sheng can feel his place in his heart.But, young boy, I don't know the horror of time at all, time can change everything, including people's hearts... The treasures in my heart at that time can really be changed by the cruelty of time, and lose their original appearance...

Lin Sheng's heart was full of sadness, and he could only blame God for giving him such a painful lesson, which left a scar in his heart that would never be erased...

"Let's go..." Lin Sheng said lightly, and took Cheng Yijin's hand back.

"Everyone be quiet, I want to announce something!" Li Hongxing stood on a sofa chair with a flushed face, holding a microphone in his hand, dangling around, but his face was full of joy.

Everyone waited silently to see what he had to say.

"I'm getting married! NO.13 next month." Li Hongxing roared loudly, and was satisfied to see the expressions of surprise and surprise on everyone's faces, and laughed so hard that he couldn't see his eyes.

"Fuck, when did it happen?"

"If you say you're married, you're married?"

"Who is sister-in-law? Why didn't I hear you..."

Everyone was arguing, and Li Hongxing's eyes were red with excitement, and he finally fell off his chair with the microphone.

"Fuck..." Li Hongxing, who had fallen hard enough, got up and could only laugh.

"Tell me the fuck..."

"Let's start with ten years ago. I just came to Changxin City. She is the younger sister of my brother-in-law's friend..." Li Hongxing opened a pair of misty eyes and began to tell them the story of him and Mrs. Xing.

In the entire box, only Li Hongxing was talking, and there was soft background music under the misty lights. Everyone was listening quietly, and everyone was drinking too much.

Only Cheng Yijin didn't drink much, but he drank more than before and seemed drunk.He hugged Lin Sheng tightly from behind, resting his head on his shoulder, listening to Li Hongxing's happy statement, he wanted to cry.

How much he envied Li Hongxing at this moment, envied so many ordinary people, envied thousands of lovers who could be with their lovers in an open and aboveboard manner, and received blessings from family members and friends around them.

He doesn't regret it, and he can't regret it.Meeting Lin Sheng was already the greatest luck in his life.He was sad that they had to part ways temporarily.

Lin Sheng is the whole of his life, and being separated means that it hurts him more than cutting off his limbs.Because a big piece of my heart was taken away, it will hurt all the time...

"No.13 next month, you all get it!" Li Hongxing laughed and ordered.

"That must come..." Everyone echoed.

Lin Sheng let Cheng Yijin hug him tightly, and when he laughed and said blessings with everyone, his heart was filled with deep and indelible sadness.

Everyone here should know the relationship between Cheng Yijin and him, but it was the first time for him to let Cheng Yijin hug him in front of them, doing such an intimate gesture.Maybe it was because Cheng Yijin was about to leave, the sad and hopeless aura about him even infected him.

Lin Sheng took out a cigarette and lit it quietly for himself. In the smog, he could still feel the warmth of Cheng Yijin's embrace, but this warmth might disappear at any time...

August NO.13, Sunday.

It was still sunny in the morning, and it looked like a sunny day.Unexpectedly, before noon, it suddenly became cloudy, and it rained lightly for a while, and then it started to drizzle again.

The drizzle fell so lightly on my body that I basically couldn't feel it, but after standing under the rain for a few minutes, my clothes were all wet.Clinging to the body is uncomfortable.

Lin Sheng got up early in the morning with Li Hongxing, the official groom, because he was the best man.

Following Li Hongxing's three or five good brothers to pick up the bride, although the sky was gloomy, it was also diluted a lot because of this happy day.

Li Hongxing didn't let go of the corner of his mouth today, everyone could see how happy the groom was.Compared with such a happy groom, the beautiful bride seemed much more reserved.

Li Hongxing's wife is really beautiful, she can be regarded as a school girl.Tall in stature and good in temperament.When Gao Jingxuan was standing next to Lin Sheng, he whispered wickedly to him: "You are so beautiful, why did you fall in love with Brother Xing?"

Lin Sheng gave him a sharp blow to tell him to shut up.

As the best man, when Lin Sheng came on stage in a well-tailored white suit, a group of young girls in the audience lost their composure and started making noise.

Lin Sheng has narrow buttocks and long legs. Her body proportions are very good, and her looks are nothing to say. When the female makeup artist in the backstage was behind, she held his chin and looked at him for a long time. She sighed and said, this face really doesn't need to be changed. With makeup on, everyone has already been compared.

Lin Sheng is somewhat indifferent by nature, and doesn't like to laugh, unless it's with someone he knows very well.When being ridiculed by the photographer on stage, I managed to squeeze out a smile, and felt a little shy, which made the audience scream.

Afterwards, Li Hongxing regretted that he had chosen Lin Sheng as his best man, and it almost stole the limelight from him as the real groom.

Of course Cheng Yijin didn't come because he had been gone for almost a month.

After they separated that day, the two never saw each other again.Cheng Yijin just sent him a text message before boarding the plane, asking him to wait for him.Lin Sheng didn't know how long it took before he gave him four words: have a good trip.

Because Lin Sheng didn't know what else he could say besides these four words.

I can't make any promises to Cheng Yijin, just like Cheng Yijin's promises may not be fulfilled...

But at Li Hongxing's wedding, seeing the couple smiling so happily, Lin Sheng was really envious from the bottom of his heart.He also sincerely wished Li Hongxing and the others that they could protect this love and live happily ever after...

On the day of Li Hongxing's wedding, all the guests holding wine glasses made the background picture. The happy smile of this young man who smiled like a child has always been frozen in Lin Sheng's mind, and his memory is deep...

Then one day two years later, when Li Hongxing appeared in front of him again like a desolate walking dead, Lin Sheng couldn't believe that he was the same man he remembered smiling like a child.

Too many things have happened in the past five years. He has already graduated from the university he longed for. Lin Xiaoyang was admitted to the best art college in the capital. Half a year ago, he went abroad to study with excellent grades at public expense. As for research, Qin Lang is now a basketball player in the national team, and he can often be seen on TV and newspapers.Compared with these people, Lin Sheng felt that the achievements he had made through his hard work in the past few years were really nothing.But he was also very satisfied.At least, grandma is in good health, he can finally let his family live a good and easy life, and the money for Lin Xiaoyang's schooling is probably enough for him to paint until he grows old.

He and Gao Jingxuan had bought all the shares in the internet cafe that he and Gao Jingxuan opened two years ago and gave it to my sister-in-law and uncle.Of course, the goal of him and Gao Jingxuan is not only to open an Internet cafe. After they made their first pot of gold, they began to set their sights on the real estate industry. Contracting projects, and finally being able to contract real estate by myself, buy land, build and sell buildings...

During this process, it was a process of talking about whether it was long or not. Fortunately, Gao Jingxuan and I were very hardworking, and Gao Jingxuan's father supported him. Although the two of them had encountered many difficulties, no matter what, they were indeed in harmony. solved.

During the past five years, Lin Sheng devoted himself to his career.It's also good to be busy, at least when you are busy, you can think about nothing, and the time will pass without knowing it.

In the past five years, Cheng Yijin has not come back once, and it is possible that he has, but Lin Sheng does not know, because he has never looked for him once.

Lin Sheng sometimes dreamed, and would dream that in the summer afternoons of high school, Cheng Yijin was crowded on the same table with him, and insisted on secretly holding his hand under the desk... The dream was very real, but when Lin Sheng woke up, he felt that his heart was full of tears. Empty, even resentful.

Why he resented, and why he resented, he himself couldn't explain clearly.

For five years, if a person says "wait for me", there will be no news for five years, and everyone will be anxious and uncomfortable, even disheartened.

Lin Sheng often dreamed back in the middle of the night, suspecting that it was just a dream. When Cheng Yijin left, he was actually talking about breaking up, instead of letting him wait for him... Or, Cheng Yijin had long forgotten, or regretted it... In short, this agreement should have been voided long ago.However, every year, Lin Sheng would receive calls from several different numbers from the United States. Sometimes the calls lasted for a few seconds, and sometimes for a few minutes. There was no word on the other end, but Lin Sheng was very sure that it was Cheng Yijin. , that subtle breathing sound, so familiar...

There was only one time when Lin Sheng wore a hard hat and went to the construction site with the designer to watch the progress on a hot day. The dusty construction site was filled with the sound of various locomotives running. He heard the phone ringing in his pocket for more than half an hour. When I looked up, there were more than [-] missed calls.

The unfamiliar foreign number rang again, and Lin Sheng finally heard Cheng Yijin's voice on the other end.

Cheng Yijin's voice seemed to be about to cry, but the voice of such a strong and ruthless man on the phone was so heartbreaking.He said: "Baby, Sheng Baoer, you scared me to death... I thought you didn't want me anymore, Sheng Baoer, baby..."

"Honey, I miss you... I'm about... I can't stand it any longer, Sheng Baoer... Sheng Baoer..."

Cheng Yijin's intermittent voice was sometimes weak and sometimes excited, and what he murmured was always Lin Sheng's name... Lin Sheng could also tell that Cheng Yijin drank a lot...

The sun was hanging like a blazing fireball that day, melting the asphalt stone road, and the whole Changxin City seemed to be in a big steamer.

Lin Sheng was wearing a yellow construction helmet, and sweat flowed down his face from the hat. He was covered in dust, and stood motionless with the phone in his hand, just listening quietly.

"Brother Sheng, go inside and make a phone call."

Lin Sheng was still motionless, and the assistant who spoke was even worried that he might have a heatstroke, so he stuffed a bottle of frozen mineral water into his hand, sweating profusely, and was so hot that he was about to pass out, he didn't dare to enter the room by himself, so he could only They circled around Lin Sheng who seemed to be possessed after receiving this call.

However, Lin Sheng's soul seemed to be separated from his body. He couldn't feel the heat, and couldn't feel the sweat dripping down his head. He could only feel the coolness of the ice cubes in his hands soaking into his heart, which was very comfortable. , so comfortable that he didn't even want to move...

"Sheng Baoer, Sheng Baoer..." Cheng Yijin's voice became weaker and weaker, maybe even he himself didn't know what he was talking about, as if he would fall into a complete coma the next moment...

However, at this moment, Lin Sheng underwent an earth-shaking change.He felt that the tall and thick city walls that had been built in his heart over the years turned into fine sand in an instant, and disappeared without a trace when blown by the wind... He seemed to be able to see Cheng Yijin easily blowing away his heart The garrisoned city wall is entering step by step...

This feeling of completely opening and exposing himself without any cover is very novel. It makes Lin Sheng feel happy, but at the same time he feels scared... Fearing him who is defenseless, he can be hurt by others at will, and he has no ability to resist...

That's right, Lin Sheng admitted that he was moved at this moment.

"Stop talking, baby...sleep for a while..." Lin Sheng's voice was very soft, as gentle as the most delicate breeze, and he said to the phone: "I miss you too..."

The assistant was completely stunned. It wasn't until Lin Sheng put down the phone that he blinked and asked incredulously, "Brother Sheng, do you have a girlfriend?"

Lin Sheng turned to look at him.The confused expression on his face gradually faded away, and a smile slowly appeared on his face, and he said to his stunned little assistant, "Well..."

What does it mean?

The little assistant didn't dare to ask what was in his heart, but he snickered in his heart, thinking that Brother Sheng, you are too shy, so gentle, and even said that you missed someone. ashamed to admit...

If you admit it, no one will laugh at you...