Rebirth of Bleach

"I have a better attitude with your father." Qin Fenglan said lightly, without looking at her son beside her.

Cheng Yijin was silent for a while, until Qin Fenglan took a slow look at him after making tea, and then he slowly said: "I was a little impulsive yesterday..."

Cheng Yijin paused, and gradually revealed a real irritated expression under his mother's soft and calm gaze.

"My father asked me to marry a woman." Because the person sitting opposite him was Qin Fenglan, his mother who was always calm, as if everything was under control and had taken control of the overall situation, so Cheng Yijin finished talking about the things that had been bothering him recently. , Although the matter has not been resolved, the mood has opened up a lot.

"I've heard..." Qin Fenglan really knew it. She fiddled with the lid of the purple sand teapot with her long and slender fingers, and asked indifferently: "Then what's the matter?"

Cheng Yijin raised her head, and the obvious resistance in his eyes made Qin Fenglan suddenly realize that her son, who was so powerful in the eyes of outsiders that she had no weaknesses, was as innocent as a child in some respects.

Although, this is not necessarily a bad thing.

But... Qin Fenglan lowered her eyes and smiled lightly, like a mother who dotes on her child very much. When she raised her head, she smiled and said, "Is marriage so important to you? As for asking you in front of so many gangsters?" Is it worth it if Dad can't step down and make the situation so deadlocked?"

Qin Fenglan had a quarrel with her husband outside because of their marriage, and within half an hour she knew all the details.So, this time, she really felt that Cheng Yijin was too decisive in some aspects.She invited Cheng Yijin to have afternoon tea today, and she also wanted to have a good talk with him about this matter.

"Mom, you should know what I'm thinking." Cheng Yijin frowned, and said with deep eyes: "Are you blaming me for not rejecting Dad in person? But the situation at that time did not allow me to choose. And I couldn't follow That woman married..."

"Why not?" Qin Fenglan suddenly interrupted him, her beautiful eyes met his, and there was still kindness in her eyes, but there was also a trace of cruelty that Cheng Yijin seldom saw, her voice was still gentle and pleasant: "I have I found that you are naive and terrifying in some aspects, such as feelings. You like that man, and I have never opposed it. I even helped you expand your power abroad, just to let you not be controlled by others because of weakness one day. But , you still let your emotions control you, and you can't tell what you should do or not. Emotional, in other words, is the benevolence of a woman!"

Qin Fenglan's last words were extremely harsh, at least, in Cheng Yijin's memory, she had never reprimanded herself like this.

The kindness of a woman... Cheng Yijin's heart twitched because of this sentence, and he clenched his hands on his lap lightly.

"You don't like what I said?" Qin Fenglan still used a faint voice, but there was no trace of a smile in her voice.She looked at Cheng Yijin with eyes like needles, and every word was like a thorn, piercing Cheng Yijin's ear that could not be refused.

"But if you don't like to hear it, I will tell you... With your current status, besides me, no one else will tell you these harsh words. What time is it now, Cheng Yijin, you still follow your temper like this You can love whoever you want, you have this freedom, but it is your fault to do what you want irresponsibly for your love, and to act arbitrarily. Whatever happens, you can’t shirk it Responsibility. It’s not that you can’t see clearly the changes under ‘cyan’. You should also know how restless the people under your father are, and they are vying for credit one by one in front of your father. You still Do you think that just because you are my son, no one can change your status?"

Cheng Yijin knew who Qin Fenglan was referring to by "they".He also knew that what she said was true, and there was nothing to scare him.

If it wasn't for the fact that "cyan" has undergone major changes recently, and many people who are ready to move are even coveting the top position, Qin Fenglan would not have spoken so harshly.

Cheng Yijin's eyes were a bit gloomy, not because his mother's reprimand made him angry, but because these disturbing clowns caused him a little trouble.It made him very unhappy.

"I didn't think so...it's just..." Cheng Yijin said very slowly: "The big pie that everyone is fighting for is not so delicious. If they insist on grabbing it, I don't have to sacrifice myself because of it." Things that cannot be sacrificed, the big deal, let them..."

Cheng Yijin also expected that his words might make Qin Fenglan angry.

Sure enough, Qin Fenglan raised her beautiful eyes, and her tone instantly became sharp.She said: "Cheng Yijin, you actually said such a thing? I helped you back then so that you had a way out when you made a choice, instead of retreating easily when encountering difficulties. Do you think I will let others say that my son, Qin Fenglan But the son of a woman raised by Cheng Yu outside? You still let me make me face?"

Qin Fenglan took a deep breath, she really couldn't see any expression from her son's face.She sighed softly, and her tone softened: "Even if you don't care about face and reputation, I still care about it. Even if it's for me, you can't let others snatch 'cyan' away. What do you think?"

"En..." Cheng Yijin reflected for a while, and felt that he hadn't considered it thoroughly.And he didn't expect Qin Fenglan to care about these matters of face and reputation, because after all, Cheng Yu has been playing with women outside for so many years, and she, the real wife, doesn't seem to care, even Cheng Yijin thinks she doesn't care at all. .What's more, he never thought that Qin Fenglan would care about anything.This woman seems to be too thin...

So, since she said so.Cheng Yijin had no reason to refuse.

"I didn't expect you to care about this before... I know what to do. Don't worry." Cheng Yijin's dark eyes were deep and bottomless, and his tone was low, but he assured each word sonorously: "Don't worry, as long as I want If you want, no one can snatch 'cyan'."

This is her son.Absolute domineering, absolute confidence.

Qin Fenglan took a sip of tea in satisfaction, looked up to see Cheng Yijin's pensive expression, thought about it and gently persuaded: "Maybe you can use other methods to regain the initiative, but marriage is undoubtedly the most effective method now. I think Yours, as long as you make it clear to him, he probably won't care. But for you, it makes a big difference. If you still choose not, what you lose is not only the marriage Opportunity, as well as your father's disappointment, pushed the opportunity to other people's arms. Because he can definitely admit another son in 'cyan' for that single business..."

Because Cheng Ziying was originally Cheng Yu's son.Moreover, Cheng Yijin has repeatedly disobeyed Cheng Yu...

Qin Fenglan thought that what she said was convincing, but she still saw Cheng Yijin shaking her head firmly.

He said: "Mom, don't worry. As long as you want, the 'Green Gang' is mine. But don't worry about the method, I will have other ways."

The implication is that he still doesn't consider the simplest method of marriage...

Qin Fenglan smiled bitterly, sighed slightly in her heart, and thought to herself, who is this infatuated son of hers like... A certain memory that she didn't want to recall forcefully appeared in her mind, and the man's affectionate eyes cast a spell, It made her heart feel like a needle prick... Qin Fenglan reflexively grabbed the Buddhist beads that never left her body... At this moment, she heard her son asking softly.

"Don't persuade me anymore. The same reason, whether it's hypocrisy, my father has been outside for so many years... Mom, won't you be sad? "

Qin Fenglan's beautiful and spotless fingers kept stroking the dark Buddhist beads in her hand, and it took a long time for her to utter two words: "...No."

"Because I never loved him. If I love...will be sad..."

Cheng Yijin had never seen her expression like this before. When she said this, it seemed that there was still a trace of reminiscence in her eyes, and her eyes drifted away.That expression suddenly made people feel distressed.

Cheng Yijin never thought that her answer would be like this.As if no one had ever understood this woman who had been rumored in countless versions, Cheng Yijin felt that even Cheng Yu would not understand her.

In the past, Cheng Yijin always felt that he was the closest person to her, because her son was the only blood related to her now.

However, her words today and her expression at the moment made Cheng Yijin suddenly feel that he had never understood her.At least, there is a world in her heart that even she has never entered.Cheng Yijin was suddenly curious as to whether anyone had walked into that world...

"Then, Mom, have you ever loved anyone in your life?" Cheng Yijin asked what was on his mind, and he thought she would not answer.He heard his mother say that.

"...Yes... but he died..." Qin Fenglan said lightly, with a faint smile on his face, but this smile was so sad that it made people's hearts ache.

Cheng Yijin was silent, he didn't expect to touch the different thoughts of the previous generation.A long time ago, he thought that Qin Fenglan's humiliation and enduring Cheng Yu's woman after woman outside was her love for Cheng Yu.

But it turned out that the one who might be truly pitiful was the self-righteous Cheng Yu.

If you miss it, you will never have it again.Cheng Yijin knew from his mother's expression how unbearable this result was.So he once again told himself firmly in his heart.In this life, except for death, no one can take away his love from him...

After Cheng Yijin left, Qin Fenglan sat in front of the tea table in the reception room on the second floor without moving for a long time.

She remembered that there used to be such a person, in order not to let her suffer a little grievance, he would not hesitate to make an enemy of the whole world... It is obviously so stupid, but when someone breaks his head and smiles and does it for himself, he becomes the world's most powerful person. The happiest person...

Those things happened too long ago, so long that every time I think about it, I can't tell whether it was a beautiful dream or it really happened... But, it has been engraved in her life...

Qin Fenglan thought of everything her son had done for the one she loved.Suddenly I feel very envious of that boy, there is such a person who devotes himself wholeheartedly to himself, and there are still opportunities to cherish...