The Journey of Rebirth

Lin Sheng hadn't been here for three months, and one day, Ober suddenly felt that this family had changed.Become as quiet as a grave.The owner here doesn't come back very often, even if he does come back, he leaves early and returns late. There are no unnecessary words or expressions.

Ober knew in his heart that Cheng Yijin was not targeting him.He still respects himself as always, and is as friendly as ever, except that they are no longer as happy as when they were joking and talking together when Lin Sheng was around.

Sometimes when Cheng Yijin didn't come back at night, Ober was worried and wanted to call him to ask, but he knew very well that he must be with Lin Sheng.There is always an awkward feeling in my heart, an indescribable feeling...

Until one day, the servant picked up the lighter that Lin Sheng had lost before outside the garage.Cheng Yijin and Lin Sheng have this small black diamond-encrusted lighter, which is the same model. One day three months ago, Lin Sheng said that he didn't know where he lost it, and asked him to help pay attention to it... The lighter that someone brought up had a complicated look on it, and he put it in his pocket at last, and sat in the living room until Cheng Yijin came back from evening class.

Ober handed over the lighter to Cheng Yijin.

Cheng Yijin was stunned for a moment, took it over and glanced at it before realizing that it was Lin Sheng's lighter, and said: "I found it, thank you Auber, go to bed early, don't wait for me in the future, it's too late."

It's almost ten o'clock when he comes back from school, and sometimes he doesn't come back at all.

"It's okay..." Ober stood in the living room, under the dizzy yellow wall lamp, with a complicated expression on his face.

"What's the matter, Auber?" Cheng Yijin picked up the schoolbag that was thrown on the sofa just now, stopped and asked, "What do you want to say to me?"

Auber stood there hesitating, and after a while, he said to him with a natural expression as much as possible: "A Sheng... It's been a long time since you came, you guys have a holiday on which Sunday, if you invite him, I'll let the kitchen make his love for him." The soup I drank..."

Cheng Yijin was stunned for a moment, then smiled, and happily agreed: "Okay, I'll find him if he has time this week."

Cheng Yijin went upstairs with his schoolbag in his hands, his steps were much lighter.

To be honest, during the period when Lin Sheng wasn't here, he was overwhelmed.Although the two of them were together in class and after class, most of them were in public places. A hot-blooded man of his age would get sick from watching him every day without being able to eat.

It's not that you can't go to a hotel.It's just that he has always been cautious in doing things.He still wanted to be with Lin Sheng all the time, so he had to restrain himself and be more cautious.

In the past three months, they have not done as many times as they did in the previous month.He was going crazy.

Ober's words almost made him jump up for joy, and he fell on the bed when he got back to the house, and sent Lin Sheng a text message first.Tell him the good news.

In fact, during these three months, Ober didn't say anything, this is his home, Lin Sheng came here whenever he wanted, there is nothing wrong with it.

But Lin Sheng was thin-skinned, so he didn't come anyway.And he can only hold back.

Now that Ober has spoken, he obviously misses Lin Sheng's rhythm.I just love this little old man so much.

Lin Sheng finally compromised under Cheng Yijin's soft and hard pleas, and was successfully brought home by him on the weekend.

After Auber's embarrassing and warm hospitality, Cheng Yijin finally fulfilled the dream of these months. After eating Lin Sheng inside and out, he hugged him and fell asleep...

The afternoon sun came in from the window of the bedroom on the second floor, and shone on the two people who were embracing each other on the bed. They slept deeply, and the corners of their mouths seemed to have a happy arc...

In Cheng Yijin's mind, he had already outlined their future clearly and beautifully.

Whether Changxin City or other cities are better, he has better grades than Lin Sheng, the two will definitely go to the same university, and then Lin Sheng will continue to do what he likes to do, and I will support him behind him, no matter who he is No matter what you do, you will always be behind him, and you can always give him a shoulder when he is tired.And he also has a lot of things to do, he wants to become strong, incomparably strong, so strong that no one can stop them from being together.

The life he dreams of is to solve all trivial problems for Lin Sheng and make him happy forever... The most important thing is that Lin Sheng will always be by his side...

But things will never always go as you imagined, there will always be a stone added to your peaceful road, or a hole dug, so that you have to detour, have to feel unwilling, but can't do anything... …

Ober's problem was solved so easily.Cheng Yijin's heart relaxed a lot, and because he was too busy in the third year of high school, something that he didn't notice actually happened like this, which caught him by surprise.

At that time, they still filled out their volunteers before the exam, and most of the students had already collapsed before the college entrance examination had a few days left.

Although Lin Sheng was quite old at heart, he had never filled out volunteers before, and spent the whole day gnawing at the application form, tossing and turning, not knowing which one to choose.

Cheng Yijin didn't have this worry, he just had to wait for Lin Sheng to fill it out, and he would fill in another school.

Just when he thought things would go smoothly like this, when he went back to the old house for dinner that day, his father suddenly said to let him go to finish college.

"I won't go." Cheng Yijin refused without thinking.

However, before he could say the excuse he had thought up, his father put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at him with deep eyes.

Cheng Yijin felt sensitively that his father's eyes were not right, and he was alert, but on the surface he remained calm, exactly the same as usual, even Lin Sheng, who was closest to him, would not guess the fluctuations in his heart.

"Don't talk while eating." Mrs. Cheng glanced at the two of them and said softly.

Although Cheng Yu has many women outside and many illegitimate children, everyone in the Tao knows that Mrs. Cheng's status in the Cheng family is unshakable.Even Cheng Yu, who said nothing about it outside, respected her very much. I heard that their husband and wife had been married for 30 years. Cheng Yu, who had a temper whenever he said it, had never raised his voice in front of Mrs. Cheng.

Regarding these rumors, Cheng Yijin can testify that they are indeed true.

Mrs. Cheng usually doesn't talk much, even with her only son, she doesn't want to chatter like an ordinary mother.Therefore, she usually doesn't speak much, but when she does, even Cheng Yu respects him very much.

Cheng Yijin moved out here when he was less than ten years old. He has bodyguards, servants, and Ober to take care of him.Cheng Yu also has more than one outer room outside, but every weekend, if it is not a special event, they will come back to have dinner with the unique Mrs. Cheng.

Sometimes Cheng Yijin would go back for dinner, while Cheng Yu would stay for two days.

This also shows Cheng Yu's respect for Mrs. Cheng.

Sure enough, after Mrs. Cheng finished speaking, Cheng Yu didn't say anything more, picked up the bowls and chopsticks to eat again, and didn't say a word until the end of the meal.

Cheng Yijin ate with a calm expression. In fact, he was a little uneasy. He didn't know what Cheng Yu wanted to express in his eyes just now.However, I'm not too happy anyway...

"Come with me to the study." After dinner, Cheng Yu went straight up to the second floor and said in a deep voice without looking back.

A look of surprise flashed in Mrs. Cheng's eyes, and she looked at her son.

Cheng Yijin intentionally gave her a comforting smile, and followed Cheng Yu upstairs.

The door of Cheng Yu's study on the left side of the second floor was not closed. Cheng Yijin paused before reaching the door, and then walked forward again.

Cheng Yu sat behind the mahogany desk facing the door of the study, raised his head when he heard the voice, nodded at him with deep eyes, and motioned for him to come in.

On the curved rectangular mahogany tabletop, there is a pile of documents on the far left, and on Cheng Yu's right hand is an old Bible that has been turned over many times.

Cheng Yijin approached, and first saw a large envelope of dark yellow kraft paper on the table, and several scattered hard plastic papers that looked like photos were buckled face down. Cheng Yu was holding one of the photos and looking at it, his thick black eyebrows furrowed slightly with.

The lights in the study room were not very bright either. Cheng Yijin wanted to help Cheng Yu turn on the silver desk lamp protruding from the wall, but hesitated for a while, and finally did not move.

It was at this time that Cheng Yu suddenly threw the photo he was looking at on the table.

The photo was facing upwards, and the two clear faces inside directly caught Cheng Yijin's eyes, and his pupils shrank severely.

In the photo, it was a photo of himself kissing Lin Sheng in a dark alley.The angle of the photo just happened to capture half of Lin Sheng's clear face, with delicate and beautiful eyebrows...

"Dad..." Cheng Yijin yelled the word out of his throat uncontrollably, feeling his heart tremble.

Cheng Yu's eyebrows were extremely tough, and his thick black eyebrows were knit together.All of Cheng Yijin's expressions just now were caught in his eyes.A trace of gloom flashed across his expression, and he asked slowly in a deep voice: "You are, what do you want me to do?"

Cheng Yu didn't do anything immediately, didn't threaten or intimidate.Instead, he asked what he wanted.But Cheng Yijin, who knew his character well, was even more frightened.Few things can scare him so much, he knows Cheng Yu's methods, and also knows how important Lin Sheng is to him.

Therefore, he could only keep warning himself in his heart, to be calm, to be calm... because the more flustered he was, the more likely he would mess things up...

"Dad..." Cheng Yijin's voice was still trembling when he spoke. He tried his best to calm down and said in a complicated tone: "...I really don't like women..."

Cheng Yu's heart skipped a beat, but he didn't even show a trace of expression on his face. In fact, he had already prepared for this in his heart, and he was always just a man who couldn't show his emotions, so even the most important thing in his heart His son admitted in front of him that he doesn't like women, but he likes men, and Cheng Yu can keep his expression on, and even analyze clearly what to do next.

"Didn't you have many girlfriends before?" Cheng Yu stared at him intently.

Cheng Yijin lowered his head slightly, then raised it again, his face showed a struggling and painful expression just right, and his hesitant and slow tone seemed to reflect the torment he was going through in his heart: "It's because I... don't like it, so I just say it one after another. Changing girlfriends... From then on, I only have feelings for men..., I..."

"Okay!" Cheng Yu interrupted him suddenly, the gloomy look between his brows made Cheng Yijin feel heavy, but Cheng Yu didn't take out his thick and long cowhide whip to whip him, but used a scrutinizing and deep whip Eyes fixed on him.

Cheng Yijin knew that as long as he showed a little flustered expression at this moment, Cheng Yu would be able to see through everything about him.

Sweat dripped down the hairline into the collar, and Cheng Yijin's right hand was clenched into a fist underneath...

Cheng Yu finally let out a long sigh, withdrew his sharp gaze, stretched out his hand to touch the center of his eyebrows, rubbed vigorously, and said in a deep voice, "Send you abroad as soon as possible, and I will arrange a psychiatrist for you over there. Get ready tomorrow."

Cheng Yijin was startled, and wanted to say something, but Cheng Yu raised his hand, and continued, "Everyone here is cut off from me. I don't have to pursue the past, but you have to cooperate with the treatment when you go abroad."

"Dad..." Cheng Yijin wanted to say that homosexuality is not a disease at all, if he can't change it in this life...

"Shut up!" Cheng Yu didn't let him speak out, and interrupted sharply, looked at him gloomyly and said, "I'll talk about the future, now, you can only listen to me."