Why are you so anxious?

In the northwest frontier, the land is vast and sparsely populated. Although the curfew at night is not as strict as that in Beijing, the people in the city are not allowed to go out and walk around.On the contrary, a group of disaster victims living in the ruined temple outside the city, because they don't need to enter the city, they are guarded more broadly than those inside the city.

Jun Shaoyou and Zhuang Lin walked side by side, but saw the vast wilderness piled up with snow, a piece of silver.The night fell overhead, and the cold stars were twinkling, almost within reach.A gust of night wind blows by, you can hear rustling sounds in your ears, someone's voices are coming from the front, and you can faintly see the lights of the fire, in this quiet night, it becomes more and more lively.

Zhuang Lin looked up at the sky full of stars, and said with a smile: "Look at this, tomorrow should be a sunny day."

Hearing this, Jun Shaoyou nodded and echoed, "It was still gloomy in the afternoon, and I was worried about whether there would be a snowstorm tomorrow. I didn't expect it to clear up after only a few hours."

The voice is warm and soft, like the drizzle that moistens things in spring. Even though it is very cold at the moment, it still gives people the illusion of spring warmth and flowers blooming.

Zhuang Lin turned his head and took advantage of the starlight to look at Jun Shaoyou. The sky was very dark, and a few strands of light flickered on and off, making the outline of the person more and more blurred. His burning eyes penetrated the night and stared firmly at Jun Shaoyou On his face, Jun Shaoyou suddenly had the illusion of heating up.He cleared his throat in embarrassment, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Zhuang Lin moved his eyes away, stretched out his hand to help Jun Shaoyou gather up the loose cloak that was a little loose due to walking, and said in a low voice: "It's windy at night, pay attention to yourself, don't blow the strong wind. Go back and have a headache. "

A low voice rang from his ears, and the breath he exhaled while speaking came towards him, Jun Shaoyou's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously took a step back to avoid Zhuang Lin's outstretched hand.Zhuang Lin's hand froze in mid-air for a moment, then he retracted it calmly.

The atmosphere was a little depressing, the world was instantly silent, and the distant voices of people became more and more clear.Jun Shaoyou lowered his head and walked aimlessly forward, his boots stepped on the thick snow, making a "creaking" sound.

Zhuang Lin fell behind him, looking at Jun Shaoyou's back, while stepping on Jun Shaoyou's footprints, step by step, step by step.

After being silent for a long time, Jun Shaoyou sighed softly.A thin sigh overflowed from his mouth, and was blown away by the night wind from the northwest, leaving only the slightest lingering sound, which floated into Zhuang Lin's ears.

With a pain in his heart, Zhuang Lin rushed forward like a ghost, stretched out his arms and hugged Jun Shaoyou with his clothes in his arms, rubbing his face affectionately against Jun Shaoyou's face that had become cold from the night wind, He said softly, "Don't do this."

Jun Shaoyou raised his eyebrows and said, "What do you like about me, can I change my career?"

Zhuang Lin was silent for a moment, then replied softly: "As long as it is you, I like it. No matter what you become, I like it."

Jun Shaoyou was a little speechless, he felt that the burden was heavy.In his first life, he was an otaku. Although he was very coquettish when writing, he never even touched a girl's little hand in real life.Although the second life is a stallion, with countless beautiful wives and beautiful concubines, it is just following the routine. When it is time to play romance, play romance, when it is time to do things, do things, and when there are beauties and soft words. help.Judging from the final result, it is more appropriate to say that the two parties are lovers rather than collaborators.The benefits come together, and the benefits are gone. From the beginning to the end, it has never been pure and sincere.As far as Yu Jun Shaoyou is concerned, looking at his past and present lives, he actually doesn't know much about feelings.

The so-called calm and breezy mostly refers to the calmness and tranquility after going through the world. It sounds a little pretentious, but if you think about it carefully, it means that you don’t care if you can really be calm, in other words, you have never invested in it. Or have broken free.Just like Jun Shaoyou at this moment, he stayed on the sidelines because he was not persistent, and remained indifferent because he didn't care.

Even though I was soaked in the tenderness deliberately created by others, I never felt addicted.

However, this deliberately maintained balance and calmness was broken by Lin Hui's words.A majestic seven-foot man was put into the ranks of female relatives by an imperial decree. Since then, he has been shining in the family, and his goal in the temple has been inexplicably changed to being a husband and a child, and abiding by women's morals.Even though Zhuang Lin tried his best to get him a place in the Imperial Academy, but in the eyes of others, Jun Shaoyou's identity was no longer pure after all.How many people criticize him behind his back for getting rich by selling his ass, including obscene language and malicious framing, although Jun Shaoyou has never paid attention to it, he can guess it.And Yun Danfengqing didn't take it seriously, it was just a compromise out of desperation.He can't be like a shrew who yells at everyone who goesssiping in the street.Only try to do everything you can, and try to prove that you are not a useless person.

It's just that it's human nature to be worried, slanderous, and ridiculed. How can Jun Shaoyou not feel resentful in his heart because he has to suffer such a situation just because others are tempted for a while.

And Zhuang Lin's spontaneous and affectionate style made him feel that he was very restrained. The oppression of the world and the gaze of bystanders made him feel breathless.The strengths of the two sides were so unequal that Jun Shaoyou felt that even if he struggled desperately, he was nothing more than a fly shaking a tree and a mantis turning a cart.And all his self-adhesion may seem a little hypocritical to others, implying that he doesn't know what is good or what is bad.As General Lin Hui said, a person who does his best to treat you well and is willing to be used by you may not have any ill will toward you.But no one has ever thought about why he, Jun Shaoyou, accepts the wholehearted treatment of others?

Jun Shaoyou suddenly felt aggrieved. He had never made Zhuang Lin like him, nor had he ever asked Zhuang Lin to do things for him, and he didn't know how long Zhuang Lin's sudden overture would last.He has been passively bearing it, drawing a small circle under the huge wings that Zhuang Lin painstakingly spread out, hiding in it cautiously, always reminding himself to be careful and alert.Don't repeat the same mistakes and be used a second time.

Being in it but expecting to stand on the sidelines, Jun Shaoyou hopes that he can try his best to be an outsider in this competition.He tried his best to stay outside the circle set by Zhuang Lin, but was pushed into the game bit by bit by the bystanders. He was naturally upset to see himself fall into the fire pit.No one would think that a majestic seven-foot man should lie under others, and the same is true for Jun Shaoyou.

So he coldly pushed away the sticky Zhuang Lin behind him, and said solemnly, "I am a man, and I will never be oppressed."

Zhuang Lin looked at Jun Shaoyou's persistent face, hesitated for a moment, and said submissively, "Me too."

……

Jun Shaoyou was silent for a moment, raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhuang Lin, with a hint of idleness, and said, "Shouldn't you say that you are true love for me at this time, even if you are a female, would you be happy?"

Zhuang Lin blinked innocently, and replied: "But this is a matter of principle, I can't lie to you."

Jun Shaoyou: "..."

After thinking about it, Jun Shaoyou suggested, "I allow you to lie to me once in a while, really."

Zhuang Lin's eyes were shining, and he stared firmly at Jun Shaoyou's eyes.The undisguised tenderness and passion in those eyes fell directly into Jun Shaoyou's eyes, making Jun Shaoyou feel in a trance that he was the only one, and that the person opposite was willing to do anything for him.

After being silent for a long time, Zhuang Lin said slowly, "But I don't want to lie to you."

Nima...

Jun Shaoyou swallowed a mouthful of blood silently, turned around and left without saying a word.

Zhuang Lin looked at Jun Shaoyou's back roaring past, and touched his nose innocently.

The two walked to the river without saying a word. In the darkness, torches could be seen floating on the river and on the bank.There were boats shuttled back and forth, people lit a fire and sat on the ground on the shore, children flocked around the fire and played wildly, having fun.

Someone noticed the figure of Jun Shaoyou and they hurriedly stood up to salute.Passed over a grilled fish on the fire, bowed and said: "The benefactor also tastes some."

Jun Shaoyou took the grilled fish and felt the smell of the fish, so he smiled and said, "It's really delicious. It just so happens that I've been greedy for the past two days, so I'm going to eat this tooth-dashing festival."

Hearing this, the man rubbed his head and said with a smile: "It turns out that the benefactor hasn't eaten well in the past two days. If I had known earlier, I would have grilled two fish and sent them to the benefactor."

He saw that Jun Shaoyou entered the camp safely, eating meat every day, as well as drinks and side dishes.He thought that Jun Shaoyou had a good meal, so he didn't dare to show his hospitality.

Jun Shaoyou smiled but said nothing.Although there are ingredients in the army, Huotouying is used to cooking big pot meals, and the taste is always not satisfactory.He is used to picky eating, so it is naturally difficult to swallow.

The man watched Jun Shaoyou's expression, then turned around and fetched a fish for Zhuang Lin.Feeling that the two of them had something to say, they quietly stepped aside and stopped disturbing.

Zhuang Lin took off his cloak and put it on the snow, and smiled at Jun Shaoyou, "Come here and sit down."

Jun Shaoyou shook his head and said, "It's cold at night, you should wear it."

"I still have to go down to the river to catch fish, so it's hard for me to move when I'm wearing so much clothes." Zhuang Lin said, pulling Jun Shaoyou to sit in front of him, and sat down casually.Silently eating grilled fish.

The wind was cold, and after sitting there for a while, Jun Shaoyou felt cold.He was still wearing a big cloak, so he couldn't help but look at Zhuang Lin who was beside him.I saw that his complexion was as usual, his figure was stalwart, and he didn't even shudder.

Sensing Jun Shaoyou's scrutiny, Zhuang Lin turned his head and smiled and said, "It's common for people who practice martial arts to practice three-nines in winter and three-hours in summer, and go into battle shirtless, not to mention that I'm still wearing winter clothes at the moment. I'm really not cold. You don't need to worry."

After finishing speaking, he reached out and shook Jun Shaoyou's hand, his palm was warm, unlike Jun Shaoyou's, whose fingertips were cold.

Zhuang Lin frowned in dissatisfaction, and asked, "Have you taken a medicinal bath recently?"

Jun Shaoyou didn't think so, shook his head and said, "There are so many things to do on the march. Besides, 49 days have already passed."

Zhuang Lin interjected: "The medicinal bath is a prescription made by Dr. Sun, and it can also strengthen your body if you take it in your spare time. You have lost too much money, and it is always beneficial to take a bath frequently."

Jun Shaoyou remained silent.Didn't he know about this, but now that he is an official, it's not easy to make too much fuss.It seems that only he is delicate and fleshy, so he must be special.

Zhuang Lin smiled, and was about to say something when he suddenly heard a commotion in the river.Zhuang Lin's heart trembled, and he stood up quickly.