[Comprehensive British and American] Panda's Struggle

"Ding--"

Peter clings to the roof of the speeding car, sticks to the roof with one hand, and takes out the mobile phone from the backpack with the other, and sees Fat Dafa coming to tell him the news that he has joined the Avengers.Peter was happy for Panda from the bottom of his heart, and then he clenched his fists to cheer himself up.After replying with congratulations, Peter stuffed his mobile phone back into his bag, and he must continue to work hard!Now it's just him and the newly promoted reserve Billy, so I have to keep ahead of Billy no matter what!

Maybe this time is the perfect opportunity, thinking of Peter launching a webbing into the air and rushing towards the cruise ship, the weapons criminal.

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In order to celebrate Pang Da’s success in joining Fulian, the Chinese restaurant decided to close at night and cook hot pot and barbecue for everyone in the apartment to celebrate. When they heard that they had hot pot and barbecue for dinner, everyone applauded and helped buy and process the ingredients together. Pete Luo and Wanda rushed to the supermarket to make crazy purchases, while Xiaoyu and Casey brought back the leftover ingredients from the Chinese restaurant today.

Among them, Pan Da was the most active. Seeing Pan Da's happy face, Tony remembered Peter who had been asked by Pan Da before. Tony took out his mobile phone and called Peter. The latter hung up in a panic.

Looking at the hung up phone, Tony frowned, "Jarvis, check where Peter is now."

"If you want to eat, you have to contribute~" Panda walked up to Tony with a pack of ingredients.

Tony took out a fresh cucumber from the ingredients and took a bite, "I still have something to go out, and I will definitely be back before dinner."

Speaking of which, Tony let down a yellow light, covered it with a steel suit, and flew out from the balcony.

"Forget it," Wanda, who came back from the shopping, patted Panda on the shoulder from behind, "It's just as well that Stark doesn't help. There is no difference between him entering the kitchen and the little clumsy one entering the kitchen."

The little clumsy hand next to Panda listened to Wanda's words and shook from side to side in protest.Wanda smiled apologetically at Clumsy, then turned around and winked at Panda.

Fat Da understood, and made a gesture, not to let the little stupid hands touch the props and the like.Then the job of transportation was handed over to the little clumsy hand, and the little clumsy hand happily transported the ingredients to the kitchen.

Pang Da took out his phone, a little surprised that Peter, who is usually the most talkative, only sent him a congratulations. If it was such a big event, the news would have been swiped on the screen long ago.And he asked Peter if he wanted to have dinner together, let's have hot pot and barbecue together, but he didn't reply.Even Barry and Billy had replied that he would be there.

Move the ingredients bought by Pietro and the others to the kitchen of Fulian one by one. The store manager directed Natasha, Bucky and Steve to cut the meat well. Fatty dialed Peter’s number when he was free. After two beeps, the other party hung up directly.Pang Da saw that Peter seemed to be busy, so he helped him make a call for a while, and when he called again, Peter's number was immediately busy.

Now Pang Da was even more worried, and greeted the store manager. Pang Da followed the mark he had given to Peter and found Peter, who was sitting on the edge of the bay, dejected, wearing a white T-shirt that didn't fit.Even Pang Da didn't notice it when he got close.

"Peter?" Pan Da patted Peter on the shoulder.

Brick Peter looked at Pang Da, his eyes were reddish. "Fatty." Peter's voice was weak.

After a while, Peter spoke again, "I screwed up. Totally screwed up."

Pan Da sat next to Peter, waiting for Peter's next words.

"I was just trying to help, but I screwed up. Mister Stark took back the suit he gave me—" Peter said, choking.

After taking two deep breaths and calming down my emotions, "I want to prove myself to Mr. Stark and to you, but the harder I try, the more problems follow. Who am I? What should I do? How? Do it right and do it well?"

"But I failed. Whether it was Peter Parker or Spider-Man, I failed to do what I should do. As Peter Parker, I failed the expectations of my classmates, Aunt May and Uncle Ben. As Spider-Man, I failed I let Mr. Stark down, let those on the ship just now fall into danger and couldn't save them. In the end, Mr. Stark came to clean up the mess for me. He was so disappointed in me that he should have given up on me completely. It was the same last time, if it wasn't for you, I'm afraid I would still be buried in that ruin."

The more Peter talked, the more frustrated he became. "I don't understand. Am I too weak, or am I too stupid? Mr. Stark said that my physical fitness, strength, speed, and reaction ability are not inferior to the captain, but what we can do is very different." Goodbye. I always seem to be a nuisance to other people."

Peter felt that Panda patted his shoulder lightly, and turned his head to look at Panda. As soon as he turned his head, Panda's two hands patted Peter's face from left to right. "Snapped--"

Peter was stunned by these two slaps.

"Are you finished?" Panda asked.

Peter nodded blankly.

"It's over, then it's up to me to talk." Pang Da withdrew his hand.

"Aunt May calls the store manager every week to tell the store manager how good your work is, and Aunt May called the store manager today to say that you were accepted to Empire State University early. Your classmates don't know, but as a Peter Parker, your family is deeply proud of you." As he spoke, Pang Da dug out the chat records between himself and Aunt Mei, although they all said that Peter was causing trouble for the Chinese restaurant, the store manager, and Pang Da. Between the lines is full of May's pride in Peter.

"As Peter Parker, everyone in the Chinese restaurant likes you very much. Billy and Barry like you very much. Although Pietro dislikes you and chatting with him, he also likes you very much." Pang Da snapped his fingers Counting, "As Spider-Man, Mr. Stark also included you in the Avengers' reserve. Pietro and Wanda even raised their hands in favor of your joining. What you lack is experience."

Peter didn't expect Pang Da to say such words to comfort himself, and he was very moved. He thought that Pang Da would only pull himself to talk about food this time. "...But, Mister Stark has taken back that spider suit, and without that suit, I am nothing..."

"Pa—" Pang Da hit Peter's cheeks with both palms again.

"That's probably why Tony took back your suit." Pang Da said, "You were Spider-Man when you received Tony's suit, but now you say that you are nothing but that suit. In the beginning, it wasn’t Tony who made you Spider-Man, but because you were Spider-Man, and this suit was born. And according to your logic, wouldn’t Tony, the Iron Man, be nothing without the Iron Man suit?”

"Panda..." Peter didn't expect Panda to be so eloquent. Is he still the Panda who only cares about eating and drinking and becoming a superhero?Or, in fact, Panda has always cared about the people around him, but he just doesn't talk about it.

"Moreover, it's not that you're too stupid or too weak, you just lack some experience, and no matter how powerful Superman is, like Captain America, like Thor, they still have their own enemies that they can't defeat alone, so there will be revenge Only when there is an alliance of oppressors, there will be a Justice League. In order to protect the world, they put aside their prejudices against each other, cooperate and support each other. What makes them truly heroes is not how strong they are or how fast they are, but how they face each other. When they cannot be defeated, they do not give up, do not flinch, and insist on uncompromising. Guarding the justice they insist on, even if they are defeated, they will not be defeated until they accumulate strength and are strong enough to defeat those enemies. Therefore, Iron Man not only It's not just that layer of battle clothes, but Tony's spirit, his will. It's also such a hero, and it's what I want to protect."

"Ahem——" Behind Peter and Panda, Tony, who was wearing a battle suit, coughed, "I didn't expect you to worship me so much, little guy."

Originally, he was worried that Peter would be hit too hard, and wanted to take Peter to take him home or send him to Tony, who had dinner with him at the apartment, and then heard Panda's words.He never thought that Fat Da's opinion of him would be like this.

In Zeng Jin, Steve choked to himself, leaving that suit, what was left of him.

Tony also thought about this question over and over later, what was left of him without the steel suit, and even the anxiety that was derived from this question when he was making Mark Legion day and night.Until later it was Peter and Pan Da who distracted him, and Tony was also worried about them.However, this anxiety has not been eliminated at all until hearing Pang Da's words.Tony recalled being trapped in that cave, was threatened by terrorists to make weapons, and made Mark 1 by himself, the first generation of steel suits, and Ethan who saved him and made him Iron Man before his death Say something to yourself.

"Since Panda is here, I don't think Peter needs me to give you a ride." Tony left quickly after speaking.

"You see, Tony didn't want to give up on you either, he was just afraid that you would be too eager for quick success." Pang Da patiently explained. "Because if you have any accident, he will feel that it is his responsibility."

Peter nodded and looked at Pang Da in a daze.

"Pang Da, did you always know..." He could see everyone clearly all the time, but he just pretended not to know.

"What do you know?" Fat Da tilted his head, "Speaking of which, we will have hot pot and barbecue tonight! Are you really not coming? Pietro bought super meat. Barry and Billy will also come, and you are the only one left .”

Pang Da pulled Peter back and counted how many kinds of meat and vegetables Pietro and the others had bought with his hands.

The author has something to say: Fat Da: [secret observation] [observation completed]

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Pang Da still has a serious understanding of those people who have been imprinted by him with their spiritual consciousness~ It's not just talk~

Peter's time here has been adjusted, as he is approaching adulthood, the MCU is too young.