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Jing Xintan limped to the market, there was a bathhouse in the middle of the market, Jing Xintan walked to the door, looked back suspiciously, saw that Lei Zhuo hadn't followed, and then walked in with confidence.He felt that it was unbearable not to take a shower for nearly a month. Although he wiped it with a towel every night, Jing Xintan still had a little cleanliness, which was one of the main reasons why he insisted on removing the cast.

Today is not the weekend, it is daytime, and there is no one in the bathhouse except for a middle-aged man while changing clothes.Jing Xintan likes this the most, the bathhouses are all open, and everyone can see each other honestly, even though she has always come here to wash since she was a child, Jing Xintan still doesn't like the feeling of being watched by others.The moment the hot water rushed down, Jing Xintan felt that it was not too much to say that she was reborn. The thick steam lingered all over her body, and Jing Xintan enjoyed being wrapped in the hot water comfortably.

Lei Zhuo stood at the door and looked at it for a while. He had never been to this kind of public bathhouse outside. He paid the money and walked in curiously. He didn't bring any supplies, and he didn't plan to wash here. He just followed in because he was worried about the slippery floor of the bathhouse. , it will be inconvenient for Jing Xin to talk.

Walking into the bathhouse, there was no one there except Jing Xintan, who was enjoying with her head up.There is a row of benches by the wall for people to rub their backs.Lei Zhuo was afraid that his clothes would get wet and he would not have to change, so he simply took off his clothes and sat on the bench.There are two translucent frosted glass windows on the wall, through which the sunlight shines in, just hitting Jing Xintan's position.Lei Zhuo propped up the bench with both hands, stretched his long legs loosely, and tilted his head to look at Jing Xintan, quite admiringly.

Lei Zhuo didn't fall in love because of Zhong Shuo, he was gay, but later he met Zhong Shuo and fell in love with him.He looked at Jing Xintan's body, his skin was fair, his overall body was thin, his height was less than 180 cm, and he didn't have any muscles to speak of, but the whole body was very well-proportioned, especially those two long legs, which were thin and straight.Lei Zhuo stared at him and thought, if Jing Xintan is also gay, he should be a good zero. Suddenly, the scene of that night flashed into his mind again. Although his memory is not very clear, but apart from the violent part, Lei Zhuo still felt quite refreshed. of...

Jing Xintan was a little drowsy from the hot water, he opened his eyes and turned off the water, and was about to soap himself.As soon as the hot water stopped, the steam dissipated slowly. He turned his head and saw Lei Zhuo who was sitting on the bench looking at him in a daze. He took a step back in fright, and his left foot unconsciously stepped on the ground, causing him to twitch in pain. He took a breath and bowed down.Only then did Lei Zhuo regain his senses, seeing him like this, he hurriedly got up and walked over, and asked anxiously:

"what happened to you?"

Jing Xintan didn't raise her body, but reached out and grabbed the towel on the shelf to quickly surround her lower body, looking at him vigilantly, Lei Zhuo didn't even know that his little brother had already stood up straight when he imagined it, He looked at Jing Xintan's vigilant and disgusted eyes, looked down at his lower body, turned his head helplessly and rolled his eyes,

"Listen to me, I don't mean anything else, I just came in because I was afraid that you would fall."

Jing Xintan looked at him viciously and said nothing, maybe his body was cold or a conditioned reflex, but he trembled visibly with the naked eye.Lei Zhuo sighed, and took two steps back, waving his hands while walking,

"I'll go out, you wash slowly."

Walking to the door, without looking back, she just turned her back to Jing Xintan and said:

"I'll wait for you outside, call me if you need anything."

Even though he knew that Jing Xintan would not call him even if he fell to his death, he still said this one more sentence before he opened the curtain and walked out.Jing Xintan waited for him to go out for a long time before recovering from the cold. He didn't want to wash, but hesitated for a while, and didn't take off the towel around his waist. He just lathered and rinsed it hastily.

Walking to the dressing room, there was no one there, Jing Xintan quickly changed his clothes and went out, Lei Zhuo was waiting for him at the door with his pockets on, turned his head when he heard the voice, and saw Jing Xintan looking at him angrily, He walked over and said with an apologetic expression:

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend. I was just afraid you would fall."

Jing Xintan ignored him, passed him and walked home slowly, Lei Zhuo sneezed, sniffled, scratched his head and followed.

Waking up by the phone alarm clock early the next morning, Lei Zhuo sat up, feeling top-heavy and aching all over.He touched his forehead. Although he couldn't feel anything, he knew that he had a tragic fever.He got up and gritted his teeth and did a few push-ups, thinking that he would be fine after sweating.He went out to buy breakfast for Jing Xintan, passed by the pharmacy, thought about it, and bought a box of antipyretics for himself.

Jing Jing's key has always been in her hand, Lei Zhuo was surprised that she never asked him for it.He habitually opened the door to put down his breakfast, took a look at Jing Xin for a chat, and then went out and sat at the door.Sometimes I sit there thinking what is the point of being like this, I am so stupid, but otherwise how can I impress people with sincerity, Lei Zhuo sniffled and tightened his coat.The neighbors who go to work in the morning are used to the "little bodyguard" at the door of Jing's house. It was funny and strange at first, but I admire him for being so persistent.Those who didn't know thought that Jing Jing gave birth to a daughter, and all the suitors came to the door to wait.

Habits are really a scary thing, after noon time, Lei Zhuo didn't carry his meal into the house as usual, Jing Xintan raised his head and looked at his watch uncomfortably.He lowered his head and thought for a while, might he be leaving.With a bit of curiosity and doubts, Jing Xin talked and went out under the guise of going to the bathroom. As soon as she opened the door, Lei Zhuo's foot blocked the door. Jing Xintan pushed the door open and found that he was leaning against the wall with his head tilted and frowning Asleep, Lei Zhuo's face turned red unnaturally, Jing Xintan frowned.

It's none of my business to die.Jing Xintan made some hints in her heart, then closed the door again and left him alone.Until night, Jing Xintan heard a hasty knock on the door, he got up and opened the door, Jing Jing held Lei Zhuo tremblingly and walked into the house with the door trembling.

"Oh, what's going on, kid."

There was anxiety in Jing Jing's voice, Lei Zhuo was in a daze, Jing Jing couldn't help the sturdy guy who was 1.8 meters tall, and leaned to one side, Jing Xintan hurriedly helped Lei Zhuo, lest his mother Flash waist.

The two of them worked together to help Lei Zhuo onto the bed, only then did Jing Xintan realize that his face was blushing violently and his body was hot.Lei Zhuo usually exercises enough and almost never gets sick, but when he gets sick, he falls like a mountain. If he doesn't care about him like this, he might not live until tomorrow morning.Jing Xintan frowned, although she wanted him to die, how could she really let him die in her own home.

While taking off her coat, Jing Jing hurriedly went to the cabinet to find the thermometer, muttering,

"This kid really scared me to death. When I came back, I saw him leaning against the door. No matter how I screamed, I couldn't wake him up. Why did he burn like this?"

Listening to his mother's anxious tone, Jing Xintan turned to look at the drowsy person on the bed.Jing Jing found a thermometer and tried it for Lei Zhuo, and when she took it out to check the reading, she was even more frightened.

"Oh my God, it's almost 40 degrees. No, no, we have to go to the hospital."

Jing Xintan was so frightened by his mother that she became inexplicably anxious, he hurriedly changed his clothes, and worked with Jing Jing to help Lei Zhuo up, but before the door was out, the mother and wife found that they couldn't move him at all.Jing Jing asked Jing Xintan to support him, and went to find someone to help him.There were three young men living on the floor of Jing Jing's house, all of whom came to work. They would go to Jing Jing's shop to eat on weekdays, and they had a good relationship with her.The two young men in the house were at home, after hearing what Jing Jing said, they hurriedly put on their clothes and came out to help, sending Lei Zhuo to the municipal hospital.

"Hey, why did it get sent like this after it was burnt?"

The doctor in the emergency room muttered after reading the thermometer, and hurriedly asked the little nurse to draw blood for him to test the indicators.

"The family members go to the hospital and give him an injection first to reduce the fever, and to see if there is pneumonia or something."

Jing Jing followed and listened, Jing Xintan and the two young men stood at the head of the bed, Jing Xintan looked at the person on the bed with a frown, feeling unwilling.

Jing Jing thanked the two neighbors, and went to go through the hospitalization procedures by herself. When she returned to the ward, Lei Zhuo had already received a fever-reducing injection and was put on an intravenous drip, which stabilized her a bit.Looking at the person sleeping soundly on the bed, Jing Jing sighed, she was tired all day, and after another night, she looked at her son who was sitting aside and had nothing to do with her.

"What the hell is going on with you. How did you make it look like this? Talk about it, you are a boy, don't be so willful. You said that Lei Zhuo has been guarding our house for a few days. What a deep hatred you have! Do not appreciate."

Jing Xintan didn't look up, listening to his mother scolding her, she felt aggrieved, angry, and helpless.

"Oh, I'm really going to piss me off. Your feet are almost healed, and Lei Zhuo's disease is cured, you two hurry up and go back to school for me."

Jing Jing frowned and looked at Lei Zhuo on the bed,

"You have bad feet, go back, mom will be here tonight."

Only then did Jing Xintan look up at his mother, and said resignedly:

"Go back, Mom, I'll watch here, I won't run back if I have bad feet. There is an empty bed next to me, so I'll sleep here."

Jing Jing thought about it hesitantly, she and Lei Zhuo were neither related nor related, so it was strange staying here.

"Then you stay here and watch. Mom will bring you breakfast tomorrow morning."

Jing Xintan nodded, got up to send his mother away, then walked back to the chair and sat down.He looked at Lei Zhuo lying on the bed. After so many days, Lei Zhuo's actions didn't move him at all, unless his heart was really made of stone.Although he still hated him and disliked him, he no longer had the vigor to fight to the death.Jing Xintan sighed, that's all, just saying forgive him can make him stay away from her in the future, and it's worth living separately, it's better than bothering me every day now.That incident has affected me for too long. Since I can't die, I have to return to a normal life and stop worrying my mother.

Lei Zhuo woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to go to the bathroom. He opened his eyes and calmed down before he saw Jing Xintan sitting on the side with his hands on his chest and his eyes closed. Hearing the voice, he turned to look at him.Seeing him clumsily trying to get out of bed, Lei Zhuo looked up at him and saw that he didn't intend to help, so he helplessly stretched out his left hand with the needle and his right hand to get the bottle.Standing up and taking two steps outside, Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, sighed silently, got up and took the hanging bottle in his hand.

"Thank you."

Lei Zhuo said something weakly, but Jing Xintan ignored him.

After accompanying him to the bathroom, Lei Zhuo lay back on the bed, and Jing Xintan hung up the bottle.Lei Zhuo hesitated for a moment and said:

"I am sorry to trouble you."

Jing Xintan stood by the bed and looked down at him for a while, her face was not pretty, but her tone was much friendlier than usual,

"Go back to school when you recover from illness, and stop doing boring things here."

Lei Zhuo was overjoyed to hear that he wasn't as angry as before, and naturally put a smile on his face,

"Aren't you mad at me?"

Hearing what he said, Jing Xintan's original idea of ​​forcing herself to persuade her with good words suddenly disappeared.He frowned, with such impatience,

"What's the point of you doing this? Lei Zhuo, as you wish, what you have done to me will indeed disgust me for the rest of my life. I will not forgive you, and I don't need any compensation from you. If you want me to live a good life Then please don’t bother me any more, let’s live our own lives, and the well water does not interfere with the river water, so maybe I can feel more comfortable.”

It's been so long since Lei Zhuo came to look for him, it's the first time he heard Jing Xin talk so calmly.He lowered his head and thought for a while,

"Jing Xintan, I'm really sorry for what I've done. Okay, you go back to school with me, and when I go back, I won't bother you anymore."

Jing Xintan just wanted to say something more, but then she thought about it, forget it, too many things to talk about, when he is discharged from the hospital, he should go back to school.Jing Xintan said good, then continued to sit on the chair beside her with her hands crossed across her chest, and stopped talking. Lei Zhuo looked at him for a while, and seeing that he didn't plan to talk to him anymore, he lay flat on the bed and looked at the ceiling thinking What, I fell asleep again after thinking about it.