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It's just that Yan Cheng didn't expect that Ji Qiao would take advantage of this to... threaten the other party. Seeing Chi Shuyi's attitude towards Ji Qiao, she was completely disgusted, but Ji Qiao still insisted on meeting her. There is no substantive conversation at all, what is he doing?

Yan Cheng didn't understand, but the next moment he felt as if he understood something.

Obviously each other hopes to completely abandon the other party from their own lives, but Ji Qiao still chooses to meet with Chi Shuyi on a regular basis, even if she is disgusted and humiliated by the other party, Ji Qiao will not give up.Because Ji Qiao didn't want Chi Shuyi to forget herself and this past easily, he wanted her to always remember, to think of it from time to time, to think of her and him, who was always trying to trouble her and look forward to her. Suffering, hoping that she will not have a good time, and hoping that her unlucky son will be here.Let her feel uncomfortable when she thinks about it, she feels sick when she thinks about it, she feels pain when she thinks about it, and then she always feels uncomfortable, can't feel at ease, lives with lingering fears, and can't live freely.

This is a very straightforward and simple method. Ji Qiao doesn't even need to make extra movements, just sitting there once a year is enough. Looking at Chi Shuyi's uneasy state when she meets Ji Qiao every time, you can see how effective it is. Significantly.

It's just that this is actually a very stupid way.

Because while Ji Qiao trapped this irresponsible mother, he also trapped himself.Chi Shuyi couldn't get rid of him and walked out of the past, Ji Qiao would also be bound by that grievance forever, but he was different from Chi Shuyi, Chi Shuyi was forced, but Ji Qiao was voluntary.

Yan Cheng could vaguely perceive when Jiang Rui and Liao Yuandong's concubine in City A talked about Ji Xiaoze, even if there were only a few words, but this stubborn father who had been deeply imprisoned and paid his debts had paid for his son With great effort and affection, he loves Ji Qiao very much, and he definitely hopes that after he leaves, Ji Qiao can live happily and live like a normal child, but Ji Qiao's behavior obviously violates Ji Xiaoze's hope, and it is also best hope.

He would go to the suburbs to visit Ji Xiaoze's grave in the cold winter months despite the wind and snow, but he was unwilling to forget the past and devote himself to his own life.

This is Ji Qiao's hatred, he hates Chi Shuyi, Chi Shuxuan, even Ji Xiaoze, and himself.

Everyone said that Ji Qiao was cold and indifferent, and seemed not interested in anything. Yan Cheng also felt that although after getting close, he could realize that Ji Qiao still had his own thoughts and pursuits. He was a living person, but these emotions Compared with his hatred, it was too shallow, too shallow.

And this is just a part of Ji Qiao's inadvertent expression. Yan Cheng can't be sure. In the most blatant reality, no matter how beautiful and sweet everything in front of him can't confuse Ji Qiao, his so-called sobriety is based on vigilance and defense. Feelings, let alone long-term feelings.

This is a manifestation of self-loathing. Yan Cheng thought of what Jiang Rui said. During the days after Ji Xiaoze was imprisoned, Chi Shuxuan forcibly instilled hatred for her mother in front of the young Ji Qiao over and over again. The resentment of Ji Qiao's birth, how much impact it had on Ji Qiao, and what kind of negative factors it fermented in his subsequent growth, it is hard to imagine.

So Jiang Rui, who was in a similar environment, could calmly tell Yan Cheng about these things in exchange for a good school, and Jiang Zhen could let his classmates and friends spread their family ugliness to the outside world, but just sneered and treated everything as fart.But Ji Qiao couldn't do it, this is his ugly scar, the scar is so deep that the bones are still turned out, it is shameful.

The more Yan Cheng thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, his chest felt like a big stone was being pressed down, and he couldn't breathe. He realized that he really knew too little about Ji Qiao. He had no idea what Ji Qiao was living. What kind of torment did you suffer.

But Ji Qiao felt that the kneading force on her ankle was getting weaker, and seeing Yan Cheng looking at her in a daze, she couldn't help pushing away his hand, got up and limped to the bathroom by herself to thicken her ankle. The thick white flower oil was washed.

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It's not the first day for Ji Qiao to come to Yan's house, compared to the suddenness when he first came here, now he has gotten used to eating and lodging in Yan's house, but because of Yan Cheng's ulterior motives from time to time, Ji Qiao still can't completely relax.

Although grandpa and grandma were not there, Granny Gui was very concerned about their board and lodging, and because Ji Qiao hurt his foot, Yan Cheng was worried that he would go back to the dormitory alone, and it would be inconvenient for him to go upstairs and downstairs, so Yan Cheng was forced to Forcibly staying at Yan Cheng's house for half a long vacation, and didn't go back until school was about to start.

What comforted Ji Qiao was that since she came back from the cafe that day, Yan Cheng didn't ask about Chi Shuyi again, and her attitude towards Ji Qiao was the same as before, except that she was more mother-in-law, more verbose and more dog-skinned. Nothing much has changed.

……

The monthly exam results came out, and Ji Qiao still performed as usual, and because of Cai Xiaomeng's departure and the separation of arts and science scores, he was ranked first in the total score of the third (1) class for the first time, and the science of the grade was also the first. The newly joined classmate took a heartfelt mouthful at close range.

Yan Cheng is not bad either, because his attitude towards mathematics has changed, his ranking has taken a qualitative leap, basically there is no problem in the top five or top six in his age, but there is still a considerable gap between him and Ji Qiao in terms of total scores.

It was rare that Ji Qiao could see Yan Cheng thoughtfully holding his not-so-beautiful Chinese paper after class.

But Ji Qiao didn't care, she lowered her head to practice, while Wu Zixu poked the dog's head and made a fuss.

"Yan Wang, are you trying to scare someone to death with your grades like this? Have you ever considered the feeling of being a brother? You don't need the college entrance examination!"

Ji Qiao's pen paused.

"It's as if you are going to take the college entrance examination." Hong Hao complained.

Wu Zixu: "At least I want to continue to hang out in Datianchao. Although I have strong muscles and a stalwart physique, a smart mind is also a necessary skill for a reserve commander. Otherwise, how can I lead others when I enter the military academy?" Ah, can I not be in a hurry?"

"Well, you should be anxious."

Yan Cheng couldn't help but said, he couldn't help looking at Ji Qiao while talking, but he saw that he was still writing hard, and he didn't pay attention to this from the beginning to the end.Yan Cheng was a little relieved, but also a little depressed. He became more irritable for a while, raised his hand, rubbed the paper, and threw it into the desk.

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It is a recognized status quo that high school seniors do not have entertainment, so seeing that the time for this year's autumn outing is approaching day by day, people like Wu Zixu and Hong Hao, who are so playful, can't sit still. It's not really rare for them to go out for fun , just can't bear the tragedy of people resting their classes.

However, Mrs. Wu brought good news that senior high school students can also go that day, but they can play for three days, and they have to go back and forth on the same day, mainly to hold a coming-of-age ceremony for everyone.

In short, no matter what the gift is, as long as there is a holiday, the students will feel refreshed.

The venue for the coming-of-age ceremony is a large educational base in Lin City. The area inside is quite large and the environment is beautiful, no less than some scenic spots. On that day, all students were required to wear their school uniforms neatly, be well-groomed, and it was just dawn Then we set off, and it took a long time to travel through mountains and rivers before arriving at the destination.

Yan Cheng didn't go with Ji Qiao when he went there, he was assigned a task of reading the oath, so he had to go there first, it stands to reason that Yan Cheng never participated in these scenes and activities, but the middle school attached to the coming-of-age ceremony was quite big , I heard that there is still a TV station to film. After the principal's strong request, Yan Cheng had no choice but to go on stage in person.

Young boys and girls in neat uniforms are lined up neatly in the huge square, and they look particularly energetic from a distance. In front of them is a huge high platform, with balloon banners hanging high on both sides, and huge inflatable dolls. , It is indeed very similar to such a thing, many high school students who came to the autumn tour and students from other schools are also watching on both sides, it is very lively.

Ji Qiao and the others waited for a long time for the ceremony to begin. The student performance, the principal's speech, the leader's speech... After the established process that could not be escaped, it was finally the turn of the student representatives.

Ji Qiao was in a daze with her hair down, but suddenly she heard Wu Zixu behind her say "I'm sorry" and then cursed, "My king of Hades is making a fuss today." Then she raised her head and looked towards the stage.

I saw Yan Cheng standing in front of the microphone with a smile. What he saw through was the school uniform of the attached high school, but it was different from theirs. I don't know whether it was tailor-made from time to time or improved. In short, it is not bad. The student attire gave him a sense of design, white shirt and black tie, plus the legs are long and straight, and the hair is also done. I didn’t think so before, but today I compared the hatchback on stage and off stage, and the temperament is different. The child was separated, and even the female students in the same class couldn't help sighing frequently, "Yan Wang is so handsome."

Standing beside him is Jing Yao, Jing Yao has also dressed up today, with light makeup, which makes her already perfect facial features even more delicate, the two of them poked there, as if they were covered with light bulbs Dazzling.

The speech had been written long ago, Yan Cheng and the others just had to read it according to it, but obviously the advantages of this good-looking student representative were reflected at this time, a boring sentence was read in a tactful and passionate way by them , aroused the students in the audience together, as if they really felt the unspeakable feeling of youth and adulthood.

This period of time has passed, and it will never come again.

After the speech, it was another process, Yan Cheng and Jing Yao were dragged to do interviews, until the end of the ceremony, the crowd was almost gone, Ji Qiao sat on the bench beside her, and only saw the hurriedly approaching Yan Cheng.

Yan Cheng's head was covered with sweat, he had already taken off the well-dressed clothes and hung them on his hands, his shirt was unbuttoned in half, exposing a small piece of his chest, and his tie was hanging loosely around his neck. grace.

But even so, that face still didn't change, Ji Qiao stared at him for a moment before turning away.