Reborn Petty Citizen

Lights and patient gowns, walls and operating tables, everything is blindingly white.

Half-dream and half-awake, Zhang Ze felt a slight chill in his body, and the swollen feeling of his arms being tied was one of the few sensations he had left.Several doctors and nurses in surgical gowns walked back and forth by the bed, busy with their respective tasks, and no one paid much attention to him.

His heart was still beating, and the equipment next to him recorded the pacing frequency of his heart. The beating sound was not pleasant, but it made Zhang Zezhen pay attention to it at this moment.

I am afraid that no one in this world can truly face death willingly. He is only 35 years old, and he is in the prime of his youth.He should be devoting himself to work during such hours to provide a comfortable life for himself and his family.Instead of lying in this place today when my parents are still alive and my sister's due date is less than a month away!

Zhang Ze didn't know who to hate, because if he got to the bottom of it, today's ending was entirely his own fault.He is cowardly, incompetent, and illiterate.While accepting the money earned by his parents through hard work with peace of mind, heartlessly ignoring the painstaking efforts of his sister for him, and self-righteously rejecting the kind help from his friends, at the same time, he bet his true feelings on Du Xingzhi's so-called love affair with him. On my buddy!It might just be God's punishment for him to end up like this.

The huge hatred for himself and Du Xingzhi in his heart supported his slack muscles to twitch slightly. This small movement was discovered by the medical staff next to him. After penetrating into his veins and patting his skin, he suddenly said in a muffled voice: "Ready."

The rest of the people handed over a look of pity that they were accustomed to.

This operating room set up in the prison has to receive a similar prisoner every once in a while.They have no way of knowing whether the prisoner committed a crime before being sent here. They only know that the prisoner who allows them to wear surgical gowns must have an opponent who is too powerful for them to question.

It's just work.

The gradual paralysis made Zhang Ze's whole body soft like mud, and his hands and feet seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him. His heart contracted little by little, then slowly loosened the next moment, and suddenly tightened again when he was caught off guard.When he was hypoxic, he was like a dying sea fish, staring at the snow-white zenith unwillingly with his eyes wide open.

Don't die...don't die...don't die...

The lacrimal gland that has not yet lost its function secretes an embarrassing liquid, which slowly slides down the corners of the eyes to the hair, and even the noisy recording of the instrument becomes distant, as if separated by a water curtain. A second is lighter...

“记录一下，2015年11月18日下午1点45分33秒……”

Before the white cloth covered the head, the nurse cast her last look on the face of the obviously dead man full of grief and indignation. She shrank in her heart and quickly raised her hands to cover his eyes that were still wide open.

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Zhang Ze suddenly opened his eyes, and the sound of a violent heartbeat overwhelmed the noise outside the house and rang through his chest directly into his mind, strong and powerful.

The dazzling light caused his eyes to be unbearably closed immediately, and the starlight struck from all sides in the brief darkness.In the next second, he was supported by the unspeakable excitement in his heart... Slowly opened his eyes again.

It was a rather bare room, shabby but clean and tidy.

The mottled red paint on the beams on the zenith turned up and was gradually peeling off. Apart from the wooden bed lying under him, the only piece of furniture in the room was an old bamboo chair in the corner. Zhang Ze was in a daze for a moment. , slowly reaching out to caress his throbbing chest.

He was afraid that his heart would burst out of his throat uncontrollably.

Everything around him is too familiar to him, and he welcomes his precious childhood and youth here.Ever since he moved his family to this house transformed from a ruined temple when he was young, he had to walk out of his humble room with his schoolbag on his back every day. There is something outside the open curtain.Although dilapidated, this house was once an irreplaceable wealth for Zhang Ze's family!

If it's a dream, it's a little too real.Heartbeat, body temperature, touch, and the rustling sound of cloth rubbing against each other...

For the first time, Zhang Ze, who was going through life and death silently, was shocked by himself. He didn't even dare to guess what happened to him. With the development of Internet literature today, he has read a considerable number of novels with the same theme, but Never once did he feel himself so close to art.

The palm covering his chest twitched slightly, and slowly moved from his chest to mid-air. His out-of-focus eyes were finally able to focus on a certain point. There were no familiar calluses, familiar palm lines, or familiar thick joints in his palm. Not to show him that his wild and unfounded speculation has changed from nonsense to a matter of course at this moment.

He slapped himself, and while feeling the pain, tears rolled down silently.

God is not thin on me!

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Zhang Ze is not stupid, he has been a top student since elementary school, all the way from key junior high schools, key high schools to key universities, he even got a head in the civil service exam where thousands of troops cross the single-plank bridge.His cleverness was the talk of the women in Liyu Village in his hometown many years ago.The key junior high school in the county is where all the candidates from the township primary schools in the county want to get in, but only Zhang Ze stands out from Liyu Village. His grades in the top [-] in the county made the whole village elementary school beat the drums. Celebrated for a few days.

However, some people are only as smart as reading books.He lived a turbulent life since he was a child, and his family was poor. Naturally, he matured earlier than ordinary children. In addition, his parents were not wise people. Zhang Ze had to survive in the cracks since he was a child, and gradually developed a cautious personality.

Every step he takes, he has to wait and see the faces of others submissively, for fear that what he does will be despised and despised by others. The higher he climbs, the more painful he will fall. As a complete pessimist, Zhang Ze He has been cautious all his life until his death, even more cautious in his words and deeds than the stars under the spotlight.

Parents who only know how to farm all their lives are dull and introverted. They care about their children, but they never know how to express their feelings.Zhang’s father’s most obvious expression of Zhang Ze’s love is nothing more than seeing the pig’s head meat that cut him five cents for the award, while Zhang’s mother is busy worrying about the livelihood of the youngest son and eldest daughter around the pot. Zhang Ze’s sister is even more courageous than him. Xiao, even after getting married, she dared not speak out about her husband's domestic violence.Being so repressed in such a family made Zhang Ze completely helpless after meeting Du Xingzhi, and completely fell into a trap called "friendship" that he wove with words.

Du Xingzhi came from an extraordinary background, and his family members are all over the business and political circles, which makes him able to deal with all kinds of friends with ease with such a weird and silent personality.Zhang Ze met him on the campus of a key high school in Huaixing City. The two backgrounds are as different as heaven and earth. Even now, Zhang Ze still cannot understand how they became friends.

At that time, when he first arrived in the city, he saw too many things that he had never dared to imagine. For the first time, everything that was unattainable in human words appeared in front of him. He saw his surging ambition——he wanted to bring Let the family leave that terrible place in Liyu Village!

In the beginning, it was only a friend of Du Xingzhi who offered the olive branch. Out of wonderful self-esteem, Zhang Ze at that time kept a considerable distance from Du Xingzhi and his group of rich and rich young men.

However, not long after, the house that Zhang’s father bought in cooperation with his uncle’s family in his hometown was inexplicably changed to his surname. Zhang’s family, who had already contacted the buyer of the new house, suffered a major change and was helpless. He was admitted to a key university. Zhang Ze had to face the big problem of tuition fees. After receiving a call from his father asking him to give up the college entrance examination, Zhang Ze broke through his insurmountable self-esteem for the first time and began to look for countermeasures.

Du Xingzhi helped him, although this kind of help may be just a little effort for Du Xingzhi.

But Zhang Ze remembered his kindness, and before that incident happened, he had always regarded Du Xingzhi as an irreplaceable good brother in his life—even though he had already paid off his university tuition.

Until now, it was difficult for him to calmly accept the fact that Du Xingzhi had betrayed him.However, everything that my aunt said to him during the visit was deeply imprinted in her memory, and it was true that Du Xingzhi never came to see him in prison until he was dying.

Zhang Ze covered his face, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, gradually evaporated, and the tears became less and less obvious.

I don't know why, but until now, he didn't feel like he was being pardoned. Instead, his heart was heavily blocked by a boulder, which made it hard for him to breathe.

Life is too difficult and difficult, and once again, he may not be able to do better than before, and from this moment on, a heavy burden has been invisible on his shoulders.

In his life, he owed too many people's kindness. Before he died, he only left a meager savings to his parents, but he gave the most precious life to Du Xingzhi, that wolf-hearted thing!

In this life, he owes nothing to anyone!Owe no one! ! ! ! !

The noise that he had ignored early in the morning suddenly increased at this moment, a female voice came from outside the house that was so sharp that it made him frown, and then there were hurried and disorderly footsteps outside the door, and the curtain that separated the room was lifted for the first time since he woke up. Open, the raised dust danced up and down in the beam of light penetrating into the room.

With the help of the light, Zhang Ze was able to see clearly the face of this person he saw for the first time after waking up, and his heartbeat that had been throbbing suddenly became a rush again.

The curly hair that has been permed into khaki is arrogantly draped over the shoulders. He is wearing a white shirt that is probably new and a pair of dark green jeans. With fair skin and prominent features, if you ignore the mean smile on her face, she is quite a beautiful beauty.

However, Zhang Ze didn't feel any surprise at all.

Luo - Hui -!

He gritted his teeth and remembered the woman's name in his heart.