terrifying

After the beginning of autumn, when the weather is fine, the temperature is not inferior to midsummer, but when it rains, you can feel the coolness of autumn.

With his back against the marble door wall of Arphic International, Yu Bo sat on the water-logged floor tiles, hugged his knees, and curled up into a ball.The rain fell directly on his body, and he, who was only wearing a T-shirt and shorts, was completely drenched, and the newly cut wound on his calf was also soaked white.

It's very cold... especially now that it's evening, the cold air is blowing from the rain and from the floor tiles.The upper and lower teeth began to chatter, and the chest felt uncomfortable, as if the blood supply from the heart could not be transmitted to the limbs.

All Yubo thought was, before he fainted, would Uncle Zuo soften his heart?

Yes, what he is doing now is, to put it bluntly, a bitter trick.The first building of Zuo Shi's commercial and residential complex, where he sat, he could see clearly from the window of his house.Zuo Shishang was just like Sister Zhao said, tough on the outside and soft on the inside, he just wanted to make him feel unbearable.

Even... Even if he is really indifferent, he still has to stay here. If he can't do it in one day, it will be two days, and if he can't do it in two days, it will be a month.

Perhaps in the eyes of mature adults, his approach is childish and futile, but in his own world, this is the only effort he can make for love.

Love is trust, love is responsibility, love is giving—love is persistence!

A car drove over in the rain and stopped in front of him. Yu Jiaye opened the door and rushed down, holding an umbrella in one hand and hugging his soaked son in the other.

"Xiao Bo, you silly boy, go back with Dad!"

"Dad..." Yu Bo grabbed Yu Jiaye's hand and shook his head firmly: "Dad... I can't leave. If I leave, I won't be able to find him again! He can move to another place to live." , he can go to other cities, he can also go abroad, I won’t be able to find him after I leave!”

"Xiaobo, it's my father's fault. I only think about my own affairs, and I didn't give you enough care and love. I won't do it in the future. I will be a good father that you can rely on! You like boys, and I I will not object, I will support you and help you, and I will bring you to meet more good boys──」

Yu Bo broke away from his father's embrace, and said solemnly, "Dad, I don't want other boys, I want Uncle Zuo!"

Yu Jiaye roared excitedly: "No, do you know who he is?!"

"I knew it a long time ago──" Yubo's tears mixed with the rain: "Mom told me a long time ago, I know everything, the more I know, the more uncomfortable I am!"

"Then you still..." Yu Jiaye stopped talking, with a difficult expression on his face: "You know it clearly, and you are still with him, how do you let Dad deal with himself?!"

"Dad..." Yu Bo raised his arm and wiped his face randomly, trying to speak clearly: "Your past belongs to you, and our present belongs to us. If Dad, you think that your son is with his former lover , let you feel very embarrassed, so what is the difference from those parents who feel ashamed when their son gets mixed up with men?"

The son's words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Yu Jiaye's body, and he couldn't catch his breath for a long time!

"It's not a matter of face...it's because Dad knows what his purpose of tempting you is, he doesn't love you at all!"

"But Dad, I love him!"

"You love him...do you love him that much?"

Yubo nodded.

It was the first time he fell in love with someone, and he didn't know the extent of "so loving". For him, love was everything.Heart, body, and everything related to love is only occupied by that one person.

This is his love for Zuo Shishang, there is no reservation, no room, no way out!

Yu Jiaye bit his lip, and suddenly put down the umbrella, the rain quickly wet his hair, and it all stuck to his face, "Okay, you don't go, Dad will shower with you."

"Dad, don't do this!"

Yu Jiaye simply sat next to Yubo, and the accumulated water on the ground quickly soaked his pants and leather shoes.

Facing his son's pleading eyes, Yu Jiaye asked hard: "You choose! Do you want to wait for him, or follow me?"

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Yu Jiaye's lips were frozen purple and blue, and his body was shaking all the time.

"I'll go with you, I'll go with you!" No matter what, even if he had a grudge against Yu Jiaye in his heart, Yubo couldn't let his father suffer with him.

Sitting in the co-pilot's seat, looking at the window in the rain, Yu Bo had a feeling that Zuo Shishang must be watching him from the window now.

"Uncle Zuo... now I can only leave..."

But this does not mean that I just walked out of your world.

I said I'll wait for you... This is by no means empty words.

I am waiting for you, waiting for you to face up to my growth, waiting for you to let me fill the gap in your heart, waiting for you to accept me as a side-by-side existence!

I wait for you, understand how much I love you.

……

It rained heavily all night, and Yubo, who followed Yu Jiaye back home, was not able to spend the night peacefully.

He was lying on the bed with his eyes open, and was weeping silently listening to the sound of the rain hitting the window when the door was pushed open. Yu Jiaye leaned against the door frame and said in a very weak voice: "Xiaobo, I don't know Comfortable, you... take me to the hospital!"

So the night before school started, Yubo spent the night on a chair in the hospital's infusion room.

The world is so unreasonable, Yubo who was heartbroken and drenched in the heavy rain for an hour didn't even sneeze, but Yu Jiaye, who was drenched for less than ten minutes, caught a cold and suffered from stomach problems.

In this case, Yu Jiaye couldn't go on a trip with Zhao Ziheng, no matter it was to look after his son or because of his own physical condition, Bai Chen finally got his wish after some scheming.

After school started, Yubo ran between the school and the hospital. He was so busy that he hit the back of his head with his feet, and he didn't have time to grieve.

Xin Xin was very surprised to see him so normal that he couldn't be more normal. She looked at him frequently during class, and even called him to the office after class.

Yu Bo walked in with a face of reluctance: "I have something to do later, teacher, if you have something to say, hurry up!"

Xin Xin asked, "You gave up?"

Yu Bo didn't answer right away, but stared at Xin Xin, his eyes were so hot that Xin Xin couldn't sit still, and changed his posture back and forth, before he said quietly: "Teacher, have you been with Uncle Zuo recently?"

"Uh...no." Xin Xin shook his head hastily, the child's eyes made him feel like, if he dared to say yes, he would have the illusion of a campus tragedy.

Yu Bo heaved a sigh of relief: "Teacher, I have to take care of my father during this time, so I will take care of Uncle Zuo...you help me look at him, and tell him that I am as thin as a ghost now, and my feet are also lame. , the wound on his back became inflamed, and he was crying all day long... Anyway, how miserable is it, it made him feel so bad that he didn't bother to soak in a small 0."

"Aren't you afraid that he will pick on me?"

"Hehe..." Yu Bo sneered: "Didn't you say that? If I like Mount Everest, I won't let others climb it, so the man I like must never be touched by others! Uncle Zuo called me a puppy, yes Because I have a dog nose, I can smell his body, if you touch him—"

Yubo propped up the table with one hand, leaned his body down, in an attacking posture, and bared his teeth at Xin Xin.

Xin Xin was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly laughed: "At this time last year, you were in the health room, and you were still looking at me with red eyes, as if the sky was about to collapse..."

"So, I have always respected Teacher Xin very much!" Yu Bo straightened up, holding the book in both hands, with a smile on his face, and there was no smile in his eyes: "But my man, whoever dares to touch, I will be with him." Desperate!"

After the child finished speaking, he stared at him for a while, and after fully conveying the warning message, he bowed very politely, and strode out.

"Huh..." Xin Xin let out a long breath, and had to admit in his heart that he was startled by Yu Bo's attitude: "Zuo Shishang, your son of a bitch is really a guardian!"

Yu Bo went home and cooked porridge, packed it in a thermos, and took two bus stops to the hospital to deliver the meal.

Yu Jiaye put a small table on the hospital bed and was typing on the computer. He is just a migrant worker, and he can't delay work even if he is sick and hospitalized.

"Dad, let's finish eating first, I'll help you with it later."

"It's okay, I'm idle anyway..." Yu Jiaye had a gentle smile on his face, and looked at Yubo with calm eyes, without the cautiousness of the previous few days.

Regarding the relationship between Yubo and Zuo Shishang, they have not communicated openly and honestly so far. One is that Yu Jiaye is still ill and it is not suitable for discussion, and the other is...both father and son are deliberately avoiding.

Excluding this topic that is bound to be an embarrassment, from Yubo’s point of view, he didn’t talk about it because he hadn’t figured out a good way to convince his father, and he guessed that his father didn’t talk to him because he thought that time could dilute everything and drag it on for a while He will give up.

Even Xin Xin asked him if he had given up.

give up?

How could he give up, but now that his father is still sick, he can't stimulate his sick father at this time, right?

What's more, the thorn in my heart has not been pulled out, I can't sleep at night, my consciousness is split into two camps, fighting fiercely.

One side roared: "Zuo Shishang never liked you at all, he just used you as a substitute!"

One party sobbed: "Uncle Zuo likes you, but he dare not face it because of his relationship with your father."

However, no matter whether it is the screaming faction or the sobbing faction, in all the quarrels and mutual blogs, the word "giving up" has never appeared.

It's just... If he can't figure out why, he doesn't know what attitude he should use to face Zuo Shishang. If it's the latter, then he can definitely impress Zuo Shishang as long as he sticks to it. former……

If Uncle Zuo really, never liked him... Thinking about it, Yu Bo's tears were about to fall again.

In his mind, there is no constraint that a man should not cry easily, he can cry whenever he wants, and endure it just because he doesn't want his father to worry.

The phone rang, and Yu Jiaye glanced at the caller ID, showing an expression mixed with joy and entanglement.

Yu Bo curled her lips: "Uncle Zhao, right?"

Yu Jiaye blushed and didn't answer.

"I'm going to do the dishes."

Yubo angrily walked to the water room, mistook the thermos bucket for Zhao Ziheng, and brushed vigorously.He really couldn't figure out what was so good about that Zhao Ziheng that his father would abandon such a good Uncle Zuo and fall in love with him secretly.

But fortunately, Dad has no discernment, otherwise Uncle Zuo would really only be his uncle.

After washing the thermos, and dawdling for a while, Yu Bo returned to the ward, and saw Yu Jiaye sitting on the bed blankly, as if he had lost his soul.

"Dad, what's wrong with you? What did Zhao Ziheng do?"

"he……"

"He and Bai Chen are okay?"

"He's getting married..."

……

In October, Yu Bo accompanied Yu Jiaye to attend Zhao Ziheng's wedding celebration. She never expected that on such an occasion, she would meet Zuo Shishang, whom she missed day and night.

That's right, Zuo Shishang and Zhao Ziheng are classmates, even roommates in a dormitory, or partners, so it's normal for him to be invited.

But what made Yu Bo breathless was that the alumni of the University of Science and Technology were all arranged on a few adjacent tables. Of course, he wished to sit with Uncle Zuo, the closer the better, but what he hated was that Zhao Ziheng didn't think about it at all. Yu Jiaye's position, making such an inappropriate arrangement, it can be seen that he didn't take Yu Jiaye to heart at all.

Zuo Shishang came late, and the wedding started as soon as he was seated. Yu Bo greedily stared at his side face, and took a look at Yu Jiaye, but his father didn't seem to notice who the person sitting opposite was, but just stared at him intently. Looking at a couple of newcomers on the stage, their expressions were focused and bewildered.

In fact, ever since he received the news of Zhao Ziheng's marriage, he was in a state of numbness. His illness was cured, but his mind was completely paralyzed.

At several adjacent tables, everyone from the KTV party last year was there, only Bai Chen was absent.

Ironically speaking, Bai Chen tried every means to prevent Yu Jiaye from traveling with Zhao Ziheng, but he didn't expect Zhao Ziheng to fall in love with a female tourist in the same group at first sight during the trip and decided to get married in a flash.

Zhao Ziheng's new wife is very beautiful, and the two of them are a good match when they stand together. Yu Bo swore that he would never discriminate against heterosexuals, but the way these two kissed me, I looked like no one else, no matter how you look at it, it looks like Ximen Qing and Pan Jinlian.

Of course Zhao Ziheng is Pan Jinlian!

The stereotyped ceremony ended and the banquet officially started. Zhao Jinlian came to toast with his Ximen official on his arm. When it was Yu Jiaye's turn, he specially introduced to the newlywed wife: "Jiaye is my best friend and my confidant. , You have helped me too much these years, today is a big day in my life, I can’t repay a friend like you, all my emotions are in this glass of wine.”

Zhao Ziheng knew Yu Jiaye's thoughts well, and he was able to say such glamorous and hypocritical words, which made Yu Bo sick for a while, and impulsively picked up the cup and wanted to pour it over. He raised his hand, but his wrist Clamped.

Yubo turned his head and saw that the person blocking him was Zuo Shishang. He hadn’t seen him for a month. Although he lost a little weight, his charm was not reduced by half, like a luminous body, which made Yubo angry and at the same time unable to restrain himself Nympho up.

"Uncle Zuo, why are you blocking..."

"Sit down and don't embarrass your father."

Yu Bo turned his head to look at his father, and sure enough, Yu Jiaye's eyes were red, and his hand holding the wine glass was trembling. He never looked at the bride, his eyes were all on Zhao Ziheng, "How can you help...you can get Happiness, I am satisfied."

The wine glasses collided, and Yu Jiaye drank the white wine in the glass in one gulp.

Drinking too fast, he was choked and coughed, but he still had a smile on his face, staring deeply at Zhao Ziheng, as if he was looking at him for the last time in his life.

At the banquet that followed, Yu Jiaye drank cup after cup, Yu Bo was afraid that he would hurt his stomach, so he kept stopping him but couldn't, looking helplessly at Zuo Shishang.

However, Zuo Shishang's situation was not much better, he didn't drink alcohol, he just smoked, one after another, his expression could not be seen clearly under the smog, and the ashtray at hand was full of cigarette butts.

Yubo's heart suddenly tugged together, he had a bad feeling... Zuo Shishang hadn't forgotten his father when Zuizhonglou opened, so now, has he forgotten it?

"Uh……"

Yu Jiaye finally drank too much. As soon as Yu Bo helped him to the bathroom, he vomited and fell backwards. If Yu Bo hadn't supported him, he would have fallen to the ground hard. .

Yu Bo helped his father to rest on the sofa in the corridor, the several halls inside were full of lively banquets, but here it was as quiet as no one's land, even Yu Jiaye's crying was silent.

In fact, with Yu Jiaye's drinking capacity, he wouldn't be so drunk after a few drinks, is it really uncomfortable?

Yubo also felt uncomfortable. He saw a figure at the corner of the corridor. Although it was just a shadow, how could he not recognize who it was?

Uncle Zuo must be worried about his father, so he followed him to have a look.

Those photos that I peeked at Zuo Shi’s merchant flashed back in my mind one by one. In the photos, the young Zuo Shishang smiled so brightly, like a shining sun. In contrast, at this time, I could only hide Uncle Zuo in the corner is even more distressing.

He couldn't understand why such a hot love could not move his father. At this moment, he suddenly wanted to ask Uncle Zuo why? !

"Dad... Did Uncle Zhao promise you anything? Otherwise... why are you so obsessed with it?"

Every time he drank, Yu Jiaye, who kept silent about everything about Zhao Ziheng, finally spoke today: "The first time I saw Ziheng... I liked him. He stood at the registration desk, holding the admission notice, and opened his eyes wide Looking at me... looking at me like that for help... I was tempted. I like him, I didn't change my heart after being with Zuo Shishang, he was the only one I liked from the beginning to the end."

"Even if you didn't like Uncle Zuo at first, but he treats you so well, how could you be indifferent?"

"Xiaobo, his goodness is not what I want! He is such a powerful person... He is like a savior, with a halo on his body, omnipotent coming to me, he is simply here to save me... The whole world thinks that I should be grateful and love him so much..." Yu Jiaye closed his eyes and shook his head: "But I don't want to be his Cinderella... Even if I'm gay, even if I'm a bitch, I He's also a man, how can a man not want to be a prince or a Cinderella?!"

"Dad... so you think so... But Uncle Zuo is not showing favor to you, he just likes you, so he does everything he can to treat you and make you happy..." Yu Bo bit his teeth Lips, enduring the soreness in my heart, and asked again: "During those years, have you never been tempted?"

"Be tempted...it seems to be there! In my junior year, not long after I got together with Shishang, I went back to my hometown and changed my name. I took the train back overnight. I really felt like I was reborn... On the train, I seriously thought about it. However, I have to face the world again, and I have to accept the feelings of officials and businessmen..." Yu Jiaye smiled bitterly: "But when I got off the train, the person who came to pick me up was actually Ziheng."

"what?"

"Maybe this is fate... Later, Zuo Shishang said that he arrived at the station a few hours early, but he met a woman whose child was robbed. He helped catch the trafficker and went to the police station to make a statement. Ziheng came to pick me up for him..."

The hand holding Yu Jiaye's shoulder suddenly applied force, and Yu Bo's eyes widened, shocked by the sudden revelation of the fact that he didn't know what to say.

Yu Jiaye smiled wryly: "I told myself on the train that Ziheng is a straight man, no matter how much I like him, it is impossible for me to accept the feelings of officials and merchants...but...but the world is so wonderful ..."

Sure enough...it's amazing.

It turns out that in the story back then, I also played a role... The fate between him and Zuo Shishang seems to be destined by heaven.

Yu Bo turned his head to look in the direction where Zuo Shishang was hiding, and the figure had disappeared.

He hurriedly laid Yu Jiaye flat, and chased him out with big strides.

Uncle Zuo, wait for me!

More than ten years ago, you lost the only chance to get the love you longed for in order to get back the child you had never met.Now, that child has grown up, and the child you chased back is chasing you desperately, please stop, please look back, please take a look at the love I offer with both hands!

Yubo ran desperately, chased desperately, and finally stopped Zuo Shishang in the parking lot.

"Uncle Zuo──Did you hear what my father said?"

Zuo Shishang looked at him expressionlessly.

Yubo was heartbroken, and said with a crackling voice: "In the relationship with Dad, you are not a loser, but you are not suitable. Dad thinks you are strong, but I know how soft your heart is. I know you are not trying to play the savior. I Knowing that you just love him too much, and I know your thoughts, you can't give me this love—ah, don't go!"

Zuo Shishang shook off the child holding his arm, frowned and said, "Have you forgotten what I said? Stop pestering me."

The confession just now seemed to be in vain, and Yubo's eyes were reddened with grievance: "Why are you still like this... I have waited for so long, and I couldn't resist not looking for you, just to wait for you to calm down. What you said that day , I don’t believe a word at all, I just treat you as drunk, just pretend you’re in a bad mood and take it out on me──”

"Whatever you think!" Zuo Shishang sighed because the child's ability to resist blows was beyond his expectation: "The second year's courses are not as free as the freshman's. You should pay more attention to your studies, the company There, if you don’t have time, you don’t have to go, anyway, I was planning to sell it.”

"Sell?"

"Yes, the scale of my technology company is too difficult to grow. Why don't you take advantage of the relatively popular products and sell them to big Internet companies at a higher price, and just make a fortune. Besides, I plan to immigrate."

Yu Bo was at a loss for a moment: "Immigrant? Where are you going? Are you hiding from me?"

"The self-righteous problem has committed again, right? Do you think you have such a large surface area that I can't even stay in the country if I hide from you?" Zuo Shishang raised his hand, wanting to rub Yubo's hair, hesitated and gave up. "The main reason is that my mother has always wanted me to emigrate there... She is also getting old, and I am destined to not let her have any expectations in terms of carrying on the family line, and I can't even satisfy her wish to support her life?"

"then what do I do?"

"You? What should I do? Study, study, find a job, and fall in love. Don't delay any of them."

"You're gone, who am I going to date?"

Zuo Shishang stopped talking nonsense and bypassed him to open the car door.

Yu Bo quickly blocked the car with her body, and said eagerly: "I will convince my father, I will make him no longer oppose us──"

"That's your dad, not my dad. His opinion is not that important to me! The person I, Zuo Shishang, wanted to love was my own dad who objected when he was alive. Didn't I insist?!"

Yu Bo was stunned: "You mean, you don't want me?"

"I've said it so many times, you finally understand..." Zuo Shishang gritted his teeth and said cruelly, "Yes, I don't want you!"

These words were like a big hammer, hitting Yubo's chest fiercely, digging the thorn in his heart a little further, almost piercing through the whole heart.

Yu Bo kept taking deep breaths, thinking to himself, this is the benefit of being young, if he was ten years older, such a sentence could make him have a heart attack.

But he is young, so he is not afraid, such a blow is nothing, even if it is death, he must die clearly!

Yu Bo grabbed Zuo Shishang's sleeve, his voice trembling: "Where am I wrong?"

Zuo Shishang couldn't see that the child was being tough. He was not a cruel person in the first place, not to mention that the child was something he didn't want to hurt from the bottom of his heart. Finally, he couldn't show a tough attitude, lowered his voice, and said helplessly: " Xiaobo, I really like you very much, but I don’t want to take any more risks. The matter between me and your father is one aspect, and another aspect is...the age gap between us is really too big.”

Seeing the hope, Yu Bo immediately became excited: "Age is not a problem at all──"

"It's not a problem now, but when something goes wrong, I can't afford to hurt it." Zuo Shishang raised his hand and pressed heavily on Yu Bo's shoulder, saying something that made him feel sad: "A child of your age may You will like a mature man like me, but when you reach my age, you will like a youthful and invincible body. Don’t deny it, men are like this, with fresh and tender salmon in front of you, who wants to eat old hen chicken?"

Yubo yelled angrily, "It's so unfair to me when you say that!"

"If you think it's unfair, blame you for not being born more than ten years earlier! If the person I met when I was a freshman was you──"

"I want to know you too! I want to be with you too──ah──"

Before he finished speaking, a group of pigeons flew from nowhere and surrounded the two of them. The feathers flying all over the sky choked and coughed repeatedly. In the chaos, Zuo Shishang got into the car and started the engine.

Yu Bo didn't give up and chased after a few steps, roaring: "I also want to study with you, run together, understand feelings and grow up to maturity, can it be that I have missed those, so I am no longer qualified to grow old with you? "

The car finally drove away, and Yu Bo knew that he couldn't catch up, so he shook his body twice, squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

He was so wronged that he didn't know how to vent it except to shed tears.

I am not born when you were born, and I am old when you were born—what kind of bullshit reason is this, he can’t accept it, he can’t accept it, he can’t accept death!

"Hi, excuse me, can you avoid it for a while?" He was patted on the shoulder, and several people in protective clothing and disinfection tools ran over, and the parking lot was full of pigeons, interrupting him of sadness.

Yu Bo asked bitterly: "What's going on?" If it weren't for these pigeons, he would never let Zuo Shishang escape!

The anti-epidemic staff sighed: "Isn't this bird flu? We were responsible for disinfecting domestic poultry, but people thought we were here to kill them. Out of excitement, they released all the pigeons. Really..."

"Is there also bird flu in City L?"

"No, but the focus is on prevention!"

Yu Bo exited the parking lot silently, took off a tuft of pigeon down stuck in her curly hair, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, and swore secretly: Uncle Zuo, this is the last time, the last time I let you run away!

……

Not long after getting the news of Zhao Ziheng's marriage, Yu Jiaye applied to the company for a transfer to City S. After Zhao Ziheng's wedding was completed, the procedures for the transfer came down.

Yubo was reluctant to part with his father, but he knew that staying in this sad place would not be of any benefit to Yu Jiaye, and maybe a new environment would not necessarily lead to a new life for him.

Yu Bo accompanied his father to City S. The temporary dormitory environment provided by the company was not bad. Yu Jiaye sat on the bed and said inadvertently, "I have worked hard in the society for more than ten years, but I never expected to return to the dormitory days." , making Yubo's heart suddenly tangled up.

If his surname was not Yu, and he was just an admirer of Zuo Shishang, he might hate Yu Jiaye even more than Zhao Ziheng, but... even legal principles are nothing more than human feelings, let alone emotional entanglements, regardless of Yu Jiaye I owe Zuo Shishang a lot, he is his father after all, how can Yubo not feel sad or sad after such a sad ending.

"Don't be sad, I think the climate here is much better than L City." Yu Jiaye patted the back of his son's hand reassuringly, "Dad is here to lay the foundation for you. After you graduate from college, you will have another choice. Besides, the distance between the two places is not far, and it takes only two hours by train, so I will visit you once a week, okay?"

"Well... Dad, you have to take care of yourself."

Helping his father pack his things, it was already evening when he left City S and returned to City L. He should have gone straight to school, but before he knew it, Yubo boarded the bus leading to Arphic International.

Standing at the gate of the community, staring at the window on the top floor of the first building, the living room is lit, Uncle Zuo may be at home.

It's been almost a week since Zhao Ziheng's wedding, and he hasn't come to Zuo Shishang. On the one hand, he is busy helping Yu Jiaye move, and on the other hand, he hasn't figured out what strategy to adopt.

In the parking lot, what Zuo Shishang said really made him very sad, but it still didn't make him give up. When he went back and thought about it, he felt a sense of enlightenment.

He used to wonder if Zuo Shishang used himself as a substitute, but in the parking lot, Zuo Shishang said, "Your dad's opinion is not that important to me", "If I met you when I was a freshman... ...", does this mean that Zuo Shishang is also suffering because of his identity?

Besides, so what if it's a substitute?Those teachings and caring, those gentle comforts, those lingering and happy things are definitely not fake, this is enough for him to continue to strengthen his confidence!

In fact, the problem is back to the original point.

In the cherry blossom forest, he said to Zuo Shishang, "I don't know what you lack, but I will give you everything I have. If I love you, I will give you one day. If I love you for one year, I will give you one year. I will love you forever and give you forever!"

This is still the case today.

Since he still loves Zuo Shishang, why worry about whether Zuo Shishang loves him or not? Could it be that he stopped giving because he didn't get the same response?

His love has not changed, and it has become stronger, so correspondingly, his dedication and persistence will not decrease!

If the enthusiasm in the past was like a pile of flames, and Uncle Zuo could only feel the heat when he got close, then from this moment on, he will be a sun, no matter where Uncle Zuo is, he can bathe in his light and warmth!

He wants to tell Uncle Zuo that the rainy day has passed, and every minute and every second in the future will be a beautiful life with sunshine!

It's just that the mind has been cleared up, but the implementation of specific actions has not yet made up its mind.Should he cut through the mess quickly and make a strong attack, tie up Uncle Zuo and strip his fur to make a fried rabbit meat, or should he simmer slowly and carefully to cook a pot of delicious rabbit soup?

"Cuckoo..."

Thinking of delicious food, Yu Bo's stomach growled, and he only ate a bowl of instant noodles at night, and he was really hungry... Uncle Zuo's cooking skills are so good, why don't you go up for a meal!

Yu Bo, who had gotten acquainted with the security guards earlier, entered the community smoothly, and stood at the door of Zuo Shi's business, his little heart beating loudly.

By the way, at this time, Uncle Zuo won't bring someone back to fool around, right?

Thinking of such a scene, small flames lit up Yu Bo's eyes, it was because of this possibility that it was even more necessary to destroy it!

Jingle bell jingle bell ─ dong dong ─

He rang the doorbell and knocked on the door again, but no one answered, it seemed that he was not at home... Yubo was disappointed, and he smiled wickedly again, and pulled out a red string tied with a key from his collar.

This is when Zuo Shishang was not at home while he was recuperating from his injuries, he went out secretly with his crutches in hand, and it really came in handy!

"Uncle Zuo... Uncle Zuo, are you at home?"

After opening the door and entering the room, Yu Bo yelled twice, but no one responded, so she threw herself on the sofa and rolled over, and even picked up the pillow and sniffed it vigorously.

Ah... the long-lost Uncle Zuo's taste...

"Boom!"

The sound of something falling to the ground came from the bedroom, Yubo hurriedly jumped up and trotted over, and knocked lightly on the door.

"Uncle Zuo, I'm Xiaobo, I'm coming in ─ Uncle Zuo, what's wrong with you?!" Yubo screamed, rushed in and picked up Zuo Shishang, who was lying on the ground in his underwear, and touched the palm of his hand. There was an abnormal high temperature coming from the skin, and the person lying in his arms had a flushed complexion, weak consciousness, and distracted eyes.

"Uncle Zuo, I'll take you to the hospital!"

Wrapping Zuo Shishang in a nightgown, Yu Bo carried him on his back, took the car keys in the living room, kicked the door and rushed to the elevator.

During the jolt, Zuo Shishang opened and closed his mouth, exhaling hot breath.

"Uncle Zuo, what do you want to say?"

"stay away from me……"

Yubo's heart was pinched fiercely by a big hand, the pain caused his steps to become chaotic.