Difficult to raise children

"It's messed up...it's all messed up...what am I doing?" Shen Junyue slapped himself heavily, staring at the boy in front of him with a complicated expression.

This boy is his son, isn't he?His own blood flowed through his body, and his appearance inherited one-tenth of his own. He should be protected by himself and thrive under his wings, instead of being wantonly violated by him in his arms like just now.

He felt that he was insane, and even his own son was able to kill him. He really wasn't a thing, he was an asshole to the extreme.

Shen Junyue didn't dare to look into Shen Hao's eyes, for fear of seeing disappointment, disgust, contempt and other emotions towards him from those beautiful phoenix eyes.

He has always wanted to be a qualified and good father, but now, he broke all this with his own hands.

Shen Junyue was completely in a state of confusion, his thinking was chaotic, he didn't have a chance to think about why he did this, he only had one thought over and over in his mind: he kissed his son, not the usual good morning and good night kisses, but a wet and lingering French kiss long kiss.

What's more, because of this kiss, he actually became lustful. If Shen Hao hadn't pushed him away first, he might have started to tear the other person's clothes with his hands.

The desire at that moment came so intensely and swiftly, like a flood that came out of the gate, and it couldn't be stopped, making him so unconscious that he forgot who he was holding.

No, he clearly knew who the person he was holding was just subconsciously indulging himself.

Fortunately, the car was braked in time, otherwise... what would have happened?Shen Junyue didn't dare to think about it.

"Father..." Shen Hao looked at Shen Junyue tangledly. He didn't know what kind of mood Shen Junyue acted today, whether it was a momentary confusion or...

Shen Junyue was completely pulled back to his senses by the word "Dad", his expression was unpredictable, sometimes surprised, sometimes ashamed, sometimes entangled, and there was a faint sense of relief that "it really is so".

He never thought of distorting his paternal love for Shen Hao, he just thought that his extraordinary affection for him these days was an explosion of paternal love accumulated over the years.

But the moment he kissed Shen Hao, he knew that he was wrong, and it was a big mistake. No father would have desire just because he kissed his son.

Facing Shen Hao's puzzled eyes, Shen Junyue stretched out his hand to touch the red and swollen lips from his own kiss, his movements were gentle, his eyes darkened, and he suddenly said "Let me think..." and rushed out.

Shen Junyue rushed out all the way, before a few soldiers along the way had time to salute, they saw their commander drift away like a gust of wind.

Running aimlessly, Shen Junyue stopped under a tree, took a few breaths, kicked out, and kicked hard on the big tree where the two hugged each other.

Withered and yellow leaves rustled down and brushed against Shen Junyue's stiff face. He closed his eyes, and what appeared in his mind was the image of Shen Hao kissing him just now, brushing his heart like a small feather, making it unbearably itchy.

"Hello, Chief!"

The imposing shout made Shen Junyue turn around, and only then did he notice that he had run to the barracks area, and dozens of people on the training ground were staring at him suspiciously.

There was no way, they had seen Shen Junyue's serious and serious appearance, his carefree appearance, and his domineering appearance, but they had never seen him so panic-stricken.

Besides, who will tell them why Chief Shen got angry at a tree?Looking at the poor big tree with only a few leaves left, the soldiers immediately realized that winter was coming.

Shen Junyue lifted his footsteps and walked over with fierce eyes, causing the soldiers to step back unconsciously, watching the officer's every move vigilantly.

Shen Junyue took off his military jacket, which was a white shirt. He unbuttoned the sleeves and rolled them up a few times, revealing a bronze forearm full of strength.

"How's the practice going?" Shen Junyue, who had recovered from the surface, asked the instructor beside him.

"Report to the chief, the training target of the second company and the third platoon of the Seventh Regiment has been completed this month, please review the chief!"

What the instructor said was just a scene, they are just a small platoon, three No. 40 people, which round will get a leader of Shen Junyue's level to check the training results?

Unfortunately, the next thing that stunned him happened.

Shen Junyue nodded solemnly, walked to the middle of the crowd non-stop, and hooked his fingers to everyone, "It just so happens that I have a lot of free time today, so I reluctantly check it out personally, collectively, let me see if your training is real. Passed."

Everyone looked at me and I looked at you, and no one dared to move for a while.

"What? Want to disobey orders?"

"Report to the chief, don't dare!" Although the instructor didn't understand Shen Junyue's purpose, he still obediently shouted at the soldiers: "It's your honor for the chief to inspect in person, show your skills and let the chief have a look Your recent training results."

"Yes."

With the instructor's order, everyone didn't shirk, and there was no fear. After all, there were nearly 40 of them, and the other party was just one person. They were embarrassed by this kind of group besieging.

"Hey..." A soldier clenched his fists and rushed forward.

Shen Junyue slid forward, struck out with a right uppercut, and collided head-on with the opponent's fist fiercely, and the opponent's fist was knocked back in the flash of calcium carbide.

The soldier only felt that his fist hit the steel plate, his whole arm was numb, he bit his lip and shivered. He thought, he should go to the military doctor's office. "Shen Junyue blew into his fist, raised his chin arrogantly and said: "Too weak, let's go together! "

Seeing this, the rest of the soldiers no longer stick to the issue of besieging or not. After all, face is far less important than life, and this is Chief Shen's order, and they are just obeying the order.

A group of people rushed up in chaos, you punched and I kicked, Shen Junyue dodged a few times at will, and let the other party hit his own.

"Haven't you ever learned how to fight in groups? Let's see how messed up you are!" "The soldiers temporarily stopped their fists and looked at each other, and soon realized that a large number of people does not necessarily mean a strong force.

A squad leader stepped forward and shouted: "Divide into four groups, each with ten people, and take turns to attack!"

Shen Junyue pinched his knuckles, and then rushed into the encirclement in awe-inspiring manner.

This kind of self-abuse made the instructors on the side break into a cold sweat. He even thought, what if Chief Shen gets hurt by these little bastards?

I don't know if the organization will deal with them lightly.

However, his worries were obviously unnecessary.