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Nan also struggled to keep his position.
Homosexuality has always been an ethical issue.Everyone can have unlimited fantasies, but they are not allowed to be brought into real life.
This is the difference between fantasy and reality, one is heart-warming and the other is biting cold.
After the makeup photo was released, many people expressed great expectations for this story. It is said that this is a big reversal of Liu Xiran's character creation, which is very different from his famous works.
For this reason, the ace television station that often invites them to be guests, as an entertainment news production team at six o'clock every night, invited the two producers who were in charge of this film to interview this film and their production of this film. original intention.
When it comes to this movie, Xiao Ke naturally puts all the light on Ji Nan, showing the president's boldness.
Ji Nan smiled, and didn't say too much, only said that when he suddenly thought of those things that are now being questioned and affirmed by people, he couldn't help thinking, and he couldn't control his hands, so he wrote it down, and then he couldn't control it I will leave it to Mr. Xiao.
After joking for a while, he still told the inspiration from the beginning of the creation.
Someone once told him that no matter how touching or beautiful the acting is, it is exaggerated. In the final analysis, actors are just ordinary people. Idols who bring soul-stirring works are by no means limited to the love of children and false family and country hatred.
Since you are an ordinary person, you should express the life of an ordinary person.
For this reason, many people began to question his statement, saying that the protagonist doctor in this film is not an ordinary person. He is a great person who can distinguish right from wrong and help the poor.
However, even if he is a great person, he is an ordinary person after all, and there is no halo covering his head to show how noble he is.Just as a doctor is a sacred profession in the hearts of many people, an ordinary heart is always wrapped in white overalls.
The third day after the show ended was February 2th. At 12:[-] in the morning, Director Yuan led the crew to guide Director Chalunpong, who came to China for the first time, to hold the opening ceremony in the old temple of the film and television city. There is no neglect in worshiping and toasting the suckling pig.
The busiest time for a film and television work is not when it is broadcast on TV or in theaters, but during the two days when it is started and finished.
Compared with Liu Xiran's famous work "The Evil of the Lantern", the lineup of "The Lie" is obviously even more amazing than the previous ones. It's not because the actors are famous, but the producer and director of the show.
Directors Xiao Ke and Chalunpong undoubtedly added a lot of highlights to the film.
In a sense, this is an undoubted combination of strengths.
The weather in February can’t be said to be very warm, but at least it got rid of the severe cold. The rising global temperature has brought forward the early spring, which provides a lot of convenience for filming with the background time set in summer.
Liu Xiran wore a Cerruti cashmere turtleneck top today. The warm-colored fabric close to the earth was made into a retro coat with smooth lines and visual comfort, which made the wearer have an obvious and uneasy elegant masculine style. It is a cold face, which is also set off by it, which is as warm as jade and radiant.
After cutting the suckling pig, he looked back and saw that the man was smiling at him, Liu Xiran turned his head away in embarrassment, not wanting to look at that face.
But there was an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart.
He said some stupid things that night, which made the rift between them appear quietly. Although he tried his best to make up for it later, it left a mark in his heart.
Liu Xiran did not say that she would not forgive him, nor did she say that she would forgive him.
I just felt that there was a breath stuck in my heart, which made me extremely uncomfortable.
After the ceremony in the afternoon, Ji Nan, who hadn't had a good word with him for several days, stuffed him into his car, ignored his objection, and took him away as soon as he stepped on the accelerator.
"Where?"
"Where are you going?"
"Where are you taking me?"
During the half-hour journey, Liu Xiran asked the same question several times in different ways, but the answer Ji Nan gave him was always the same one - fulfill the wish.
Sixth Nine Tales
Longbei Temple is as solemn and quiet as it was back then.Surrounded by greenery, lush forests and bamboos, there is a fragrance of early spring, and even the peach trees that have just opened their flower buds are gorgeous and extraordinary.
When he came here that year, Ji Nan was atoning for his own sins, using the most pious ceremony to kowtow to the Three Buddhas and the Eighteen Arhats.He begged Liu Xiran to forgive himself, forgive all his viciousness in the past two years, and would rather spend his life to make up for it.
If he can still be greedy, he is willing to live with Liu Xiran for the rest of his life, not to let him down, not to abandon him.
Later, this greed was lucky enough to get the child's heart.
The boy in the past has grown up and matured now, and he has to bear a lot more when he is with him.
Liu Xiran told him that no matter what happens in the future, he is willing to be with him, even if some unpleasant things happen these days, Liu Xiran will not lose this promise.
So in order to help him keep and fulfill this promise, it is very necessary to thank him before coming to the gods and Buddhas.
It was nightfall when they came to the temple, and due to time constraints, there were almost no pilgrims in the temple.At this time, we walked together in an open and aboveboard manner, without covering up, and without worrying that there would be bad reports tomorrow.
Liu Xiran had never been to a Buddhist temple before, so he didn't know the way here, so he walked towards the main entrance with his head dull. When Ji Nan saw him, Ma Liu pulled him back, and smiled helplessly: "This is the way of the great monk, we have to Go through the side door." After saying that, he was taken aback, and suddenly recalled the first time he came here with Qin Yong, as if he... also walked through the main door, and he pulled him back without hesitation.
Seeing that he was stunned for a moment, Liu Xiran didn't say anything, and walked with him to the side door.
At this time, all the lights in the temple had been lit, and the two giant white candles in the center of the Buddhist hall were burning vigorously. There was no wind blowing, and the candles quietly bloomed.
The monks only finished their evening classes at [-] o'clock in the evening, and they could go away separately, which was considered as the end of the day's homework.At this time, there were only a few monks holding lamps who were still going in and out of the Buddhist hall intermittently, greeted the two of them briefly, and then left.
After lighting three sticks of incense, Ji Nan came to the Buddha statue, bowed three times and inserted the incense into the cauldron, then knelt down on the futon, spread his hands and crawled down, turned his palms and backs before getting up , and then crawled down until the three were full.
Liu Xiran had never worshiped Buddha before, and was very unfamiliar with what he did. She stood behind him for a long time, and then remembered to follow his example and knelt down on another unused golden futon, and then bowed three times.
What are you praying for?
When his forehead touched the soft futon, Liu Xiran was confused.
Since the end of the sacrificial ceremony, he has been dragged here by Ji Nan, euphemistically called "Fulfilling the Vow", what is the wish?
When he raised his head, Ji Nan had already stood up, stared at him with a smile on his eyes, stretched out his hand, hooked his index finger, and motioned to pull him up.
Liu Xiran ignored him, stood up after kowtowing for the last time, took a deep breath, and asked, "What do you wish for here?"
Ji Nan said with a smile: "I wish that the Buddha heard my prayer back then, and I hope you can forgive me—and walk with me forever."
As soon as he said this, Liu Xiran's face changed suddenly, he turned his head away slowly, stared at him with a green face and whispered in a low voice: "This is a temple, don't talk nonsense!"
"...what did I say nonsense?" After wondering for a few seconds, Ji Nan gradually calmed down, his smile receded, and he continued to sigh, "Don't worry, the Buddha also understands emotions, no matter what kind of emotion it is, it's all in his heart." Be tolerant, live up to the Tathagata, live up to the nobles, and live up to the myriad loves in the world." After speaking, he looked at him, walking slowly, his eyes were as soft as water.
With the desk in front of him, Liu Xiran stood silently until the other party gradually approached him and reached out to caress his cheek, then subconsciously took a step back, his sleeves brushed, and a few grains of dust in the incense burner were stained.
It's not resistance, but... If you don't retreat, that person will definitely have to do something unspeakable before all the Buddhas!
The heat that just touched the fingertips left quickly, Ji Nan put down his hand in frustration, turned around and lit a few more incense sticks, and in order from left to right, he wanted to worship each of the eighteen arhats one by one.
He really came to fulfill his wish.
I entered the Daxiong Hall around [-] o'clock, and finished worshiping devoutly, and it was already past [-] o'clock.
Although Liu Xiran didn't say anything, he accompanied him to salute from the beginning to the end. The relationship between the two of them, which had been stagnant for several days, seemed to be gradually pulled back at this moment.
Just like the distance between the two kneeling in front of the Buddha, they are so close.
When the lights of Wanjia were bright and the spring breeze was warm, Ji Nan took his little lover down the mountain after eating a bowl of tea made by the old Zen master.Although Liu Xiran didn't talk much on the way, Ji Nan knew that he was pretending.
After he had pretended this embarrassing time, he would naturally have to talk to him!
This time the wish was really good. After returning home, President Ji confessed to Liu Xiran completely, raised his hand and swore to the sky that he had nothing to do with Qin Yong, and even there would be no entanglement in the future.That day he went to Qin's house just to ask Qin Yong why he wanted to help people in prison, lest he would make something out of it.
Facts have proved that Ji Nan was overwhelmed, and Qin Yong didn't get in the way, it's just that he went and got into trouble and came back.
Although Qin Yong has restrained a lot, he has just returned to the entertainment circle after all. Compared with newcomers, his only advantage is that all his performances are known to the public, and he can be accepted directly by everyone without other considerations, but he should restrain himself In addition, Sheng Yu's reputation in the film and television industry is not as good as Guanghua, if he dares to make a move, it will definitely bring disaster to the entire company in the end.
——At least from the current point of view, no one has the intention of tearing up their faces.
After talking about it for a long time, Liu Xiran glanced at this man in the boundless sleepiness, and after a long time, he said a word lightly - oh.
Ji Nan is angry!
Oh? !
I thought that after persuading him, I wouldn't have to be lonely tonight, but after waiting for a long time, today, in the end, I was still alone in the rhythm of the vacant room.
Since the premiere of "Jiu Que Qing Luan" on Christmas night in 2014, the film has rewarded all the actors and crew members who have worked hard for more than ten months with a box office of more than [-] million for one consecutive week, ranking first in the same period. First, after half a month, the box office was close to [-] million, and after a month, the statistics had exceeded [-] million, ranking firmly in the forefront of domestic films and becoming another legend in the Lunar New Year file.
Although the incident about Liu Xiran's homosexuality caused many media to report negatively on him, but after it was finally confirmed, his popularity and word of mouth came back. Just like when the movie was released, he won the audience on the day "Lies" was launched. widespread attention.
The next day I got up early and had a simple breakfast, and then hurried to the set.
This time, the partners are all acquaintances. Compared with the previous film, it is definitely not difficult to get started.
However, the difference from previous filming is that director Chalunpon is mainly in charge of directing the film now. He has shared his previous experience in many shooting techniques. What kind of scene is matched with what kind of music has to be filmed. When it is played on the spot, not only can the actors get into the state better, but also enable the post-production staff to record the rhythm of the inserted music in advance, saving a lot of production time for the post-production.
Once in the state, the passage of time is like a flood, sweeping away extremely quickly.
Although it is a bit different from the quiet shooting on the set of the past, the effect is really good.
The hospital in "Lie" is the most famous central hospital in the city, which is the hospital where Ji Nan's friend Zhang Deming works.
For some technical terms in the film, Li Mo would ask Zhang Deming or other doctors and nurses in the hospital for professional knowledge when she was not writing the script. After a long time, she will soon become a professional doctor, and the only thing left is real practice.
At the end of February, Director Yuan personally edited the film that took more than half a month to complete, and finally cut off some redundant scenes, and fixed the first section of the film at 32 seconds. place.
There is no post-processing, it is all on-site recording, and the sound effect is not particularly obvious, but compared with the effect of the previous TV series, it is closer to the post-processing result.
At the beginning of the film, the camera is aimed at a lotus-shaped fountain. The water column that opens on time at noon rushes straight up, and the fine water droplets are spit out from the stone lotus pod, blooming and falling in various postures. Against the background of the city, it highlights the beauty and flow of life, and becomes a beautiful scenery on the square in front of the inpatient department.
The doctor played by Liu Xiran is a young man surnamed Zhang who has just turned from an intern to a full-time employee, working in surgery.Maybe it's because of my passion, so I haven't felt tired about this job yet, and I am very conscientious, and I routinely go to the ward to check up on the ward during my lunch break every day.
On this day, when he checked into Ward 603, he accidentally overheard the phone chat of the elderly patient inside.
"Grandpa, grandpa is fine now. He plays with the neighbors every day, exercises before eating, and takes a walk after eating. Coke!"
"Huh? What is grandpa doing now? Grandpa just came back from playing Tai Chi with his neighbor's grandpa Wang, and he is about to cook! Well... okay, then you should study hard. Grandpa is going to cook first, and bought a lot Fresh vegetables, hehehe!"
The short call ended, but the young doctor standing outside the ward didn't have the courage to push open the half-hidden door. He hung his hand away from the doorknob for a long time, pursed his lips and sighed, turned and left.
The old man, surnamed Lin, suffered a comminuted fracture of his left calf due to his old age and osteoporosis when he accidentally fell down the steps while exercising in the morning with his old friends.
Because the old man is not married, he has no children. He has only one adopted granddaughter, who is a second-year student in a key middle school in the city. She is extremely filial.
Instead of spending his twilight years in a nursing home, the old man rented a small bungalow in the outskirts of the city with the support of the government. He earns a little money by writing calligraphy and painting on weekdays, and receives some pensions by the way, which is enough for his granddaughter's living expenses.
Because the series of surgeries that the old man was admitted to the hospital were not filled in temporarily, so the hospital could not make the decision to give him specific treatment, but put a plaster on the broken bone and hung a bottle of simple normal saline every morning. Others will no longer be managed.
After checking the expenses of the old man, the young doctor Zhang decided to sign the treatment orders as the old man's family members, and in order to apply to his superiors to be the attending physician of the old man, he performed a series of treatments for him.
However, at this time, the hospital rejected his request.
It is said that the legal responsibility is heavy, and I dare not take risks by insiders, hoping to get help from the public.
But Dr. Zhang understands the real purpose better than anyone else.
——Doctors in the hospital know that many equipment inspections and medicines are cheap, and there is no profit to be made by internal personnel.But if people from the society help, the money earned from this one old man will offset the benefits of several patients.
The content of the clip ends here, and everyone can't help but smile after watching this video.
The acting skills of the old drama bones are unquestionable. He vividly interprets a grandfather who loves his granddaughter. The sense of vicissitudes and the pitiful demeanor have earned everyone's attention.
Naturally, Liu Xiran's performance is not bad, because it is a transformation, the indifference and evil spirit of the past have faded, and the enthusiasm and blood are fully displayed in this work-the bitterness when he learned of the old man's love for his granddaughter, and the hospital rejected her. The anger in his application was all present one by one, vividly expressing the young people's daring emotions, which is quite different from the character of the past characters. To a certain extent, it is a kind of sublimation of acting skills. People can't help applauding and sighing.
Ji Nan made the right decision this time. Judging from Liu Xiran's performance in front of him, the transformation has been very successful. Coupled with the special nature of this theme, it will definitely win everyone's appreciation after it is released.
However, when there is joy, there will always be a thunderbolt from the blue sky. Just when everyone is rejoicing for the previous performance and preparing to shoot the next scene while the iron is hot, actor Xie Chen, who is far away in the United States, sends a sad news. It is said that Belle’s cancer has deteriorated and finally the treatment is ineffective. , passed away half an hour ago.
half an hour ago...
也就是北京时间2015年2月28日15时15分。
That cold-faced female Rakshasa who was meticulous in her work, devoted herself to Guanghua, treated her artists harshly and loved her very much, died...
Only 30 years old.
No.70 stories
Since Belle went to the United States, Xie Chen rejected all the announcements to accompany her to play to her heart's content, and would report Belle's physical condition to the people here almost every now and then, and would do regular checkups, and she was recovering well.
Why... it's gone if you say no?
The news came so suddenly, it was undoubtedly a huge shock to everyone, and they couldn't recover for a long time.
Liu Xiran was holding the script and sitting on the stone bench under the largest willow tree on the set, his eyes were blank and his teeth were trembling.
He still clearly remembered the words Belle said to him when he left, and also remembered the many knowledge Belle had taught him, such a shrewd, capable and eclectic woman, no one thought that she would suffer from such a disease. incurable disease.
Ji Nan knew that he must be in a heavy heart at the moment, so he didn't bother him.The people in the crew were all Guanghua, and they knew Belle a little bit, and they were all very quiet at the moment, no one spoke, sitting or standing quietly, even Director Yuan's lively and lovable daughter was also quiet at this moment Standing aside holding his father's hand, he didn't say a word.
Xie Chen had told him that he didn't need anyone to go to America, he would come back.
Belle has explained that no funeral will be held, and she should not publicize that she is dead.As for the ashes, they must be sent back to China without exception.
At noon the next day, Xie Chen came back from the United States, holding an exquisite white jade porcelain pot in his hand, wearing huge sunglasses, and couldn't see any expression.
When the actor comes back, no matter how much he keeps it secret, there will still be some news that will be accidentally leaked, so that it will be widely spread, and everyone will know about it.
However, his mood was as low as Xie Chen's. Apart from anxiety and inexplicable disgust, he didn't even have the mood to take a look at the enthusiastic interviews with reporters who didn't know.When he was about to stop at Guanghua, countless reporters rushed towards him with cameras, taking pictures and asking questions, from his work to his personal relationship, and finally asked about the jar in his hand.
On this day, the entire production crew stopped working, some actors went home and waited for news, and the rest who had a close relationship with Belle followed Ji Nan in a serious black dress and waited for Xie Chen's return at the company.
Xie Chen downstairs was surrounded by reporters, and those annoying questions came one after another. The irritable people held the jar tightly with both hands, afraid that they would not be able to hold back and throw it out to the group of evil people. reporter.
Under the cover of the bodyguards all the way, Xie Chen came to the office where everyone gathered, which was supposed to be the parliament. He saw that all the layout inside had been adjusted, and the surroundings were covered with white chrysanthemums. In a small sea of flowers, at the end surrounded by white chrysanthemums, a black and white photo of Belle was neatly placed.
Even though there is no color, the gentle smile that belongs to women has been completely preserved.
Among the thousands of flowers, only Yiren smiled.
All the middle and upper-level leaders of Guanghua were here. When they saw Xie Chen coming in, they lined up in two rows respectfully. When he stepped into the room, they all stood up and saluted to welcome the excellent female director who had returned to her hometown.
The slender fingers hugged the last pinch of soil tightly, and the coldness conveyed by the white jade porcelain extended to the heart along the fingers, making it extremely uncomfortable.
Xiao Ke told him that everyone was waiting for Belle's return, thinking it was just mourning, but he didn't want to, and finally made it so grand.
The steps under his feet were no longer the rush that he wanted to come back as soon as possible before. At this moment, the film king felt unprecedentedly tired, his legs dragged forward uncontrollably, until he came to the portrait, he did not He put the ashes urn in his hand lightly in front of the aura-filled photo.
The eye sockets are always red, the sadness in my heart has not been vented, it is always suppressed, and it is extremely uncomfortable.It is even more impossible to take off that pair of glasses in front of everyone at this moment, how can others see such a distressed side!
Everyone stood beside the chrysanthemum in two rows, looking at the straight man in front of them, their hearts became more and more sad.
Liu Xiran was standing under the council table. When Xie Chen came in, he could clearly see that Belle's ashes were placed properly. From his perspective, although the distance was far away, only he could see her smile the most. just.
It seemed that the person in the photo was smiling warmly at him.
Belle seldom laughed like this, she always had a serious look, no matter at work or in private, she was used to indifference.
The time when she smiled the brightest in memory was when her condition was not concealed and he and Ji Nan went to her villa to visit her once.
Although it is beautiful, it has a kind of sad and gorgeous feeling, which is completely different from the one in this colorless photo.
To be able to leave such a gentle and beautiful moment, she must be very happy at that time, right?
No one spoke, and after the silence was over, they bowed one by one, which was regarded as the supreme respect and final farewell to her.
Unfortunately, there was a light rain on the day Belle was buried, which was also the first spring rain after Lichun.
Although the raindrops were dense, the sad and heavy atmosphere was surprisingly strong.
Belle didn't want her death to be known by everyone, so she asked everyone to keep it a secret, pretending that she was still alive, that she was young and beautiful, but in a far away country, no one could see her.
It was supposed to be buried in a splendid manner, but now he can only be buried in a tomb with the best geomantic omen, which is a great pity for everyone.
Although she was fired for a few days after being exposed by several media on the night of her admission to the hospital, no news was leaked after all.No one other than some members of the company knew that Belle had uterine cancer, let alone that she had died.
Even though the tombstone was engraved with gold-plated words like "Bai Yihan's Tomb", no one doubted that the ashes of Belle were sleeping inside.
Because, the Belle that everyone knows is just Belle—serious, cold-faced Rakshasa.Few people know that the real name of that shrewd strong woman who is resolute in her actions and unforgiving in her words is Bai Yihan.
The bouquet of delicate white roses in front of the tombstone is particularly eye-catching in front of these young men in black dresses. The raindrops as thin as cow hair are stacked on the petals, which further highlights their tenderness and beauty, just like a woman's most beautiful Youthful, hydrated and enriched.
Belle has many friends, but in the end standing in front of her grave are only Xiao Ke, Cheng Jin, Ji Nan, Liu Xiran, and Xie Chen, the man whom she loved for many years.
Even in spring, such a rainy day is enough to make people shiver.
The five people stood in front of her tomb for a long time, none of them opened their mouths to speak, just kept silent like this, as if all the words they wanted to say were buried in the soil along with the crystal clear urn a moment ago.
Only those who are buried in the land can understand everyone's thoughts.
I don't know how long it took before the expressionless Xie Chen spoke slowly, his voice was a little hoarse, as if it was the result of not speaking for a long time, and when he spoke again, he seemed particularly awkward.
"Actually, since December last year, Ah Han's body has gradually weakened. In the two months since he first arrived in the United States, his condition has been very good, and there are even signs of gradual recovery. But in the first ten days of December, his condition suddenly Even the most skilled doctors in New York can only shake their heads and sigh. Patients with advanced cancer generally have only one state—pain. The severe pain tortured her every day, vomiting whatever she ate, and sometimes staying up all night.
"Seeing that I watched her all day long and suffered together with her, Ah Han was also in great pain. Once, when I was not paying attention, she wanted to cut her wrists and commit suicide... She didn't want you to worry, so she asked me to tell you that her condition is very serious. Well, I even put on a lot of energy and put on light makeup to take pictures and send them to you to prove that she is really good.
"Xiran's movie was released in China on Christmas night, but I couldn't see it in New York, so I played the tape you sent to her. The good news is that every few minutes, I will be sweating profusely from the pain. She actually stayed up for two hours. It was the most relaxed, comfortable, and happiest moment I have seen her in the past few months. There was no pain, and even though she was skinny, she was still the most beautiful existence.
"I was afraid that she would have the idea of committing suicide again, and I was also worried that she would have the idea of dragging me down, so I found many inspirational magazines or news to watch with her. It was quite rewarding. At least she understood that life is the most precious thing. Especially when she was with me. So, even in the second before she stopped breathing, she smiled and said goodbye to me. She said that she is still alive and will always live, and no one is allowed to say that she After leaving this world, she will always be 30 years old, neither old nor immature.
"Although life is only once in this life, we still agreed to see you in the next life."
After removing all defenses and pretense, it was the first time Xie Chen spoke so many words with sincerity.
After listening to it, everyone felt sore and uncomfortable. When they looked up, they saw that his expression was a little strange. They only thought that his eyes and nose were flushed because of the cold, and they didn't want to pay attention to the clear and conspicuous traces of tears across his cheeks.
But in the end, no one held back, and imitated Xie Chen, expressing the unbearable feelings.
Belle is a woman, but she is a woman who is more tenacious than anyone else.
The advanced stage of cancer already means that half of the body has fallen into the loess, and it will only take thirty to fifty days to go in completely.
But she, even in pain, lived for half a year.
Because, for a cancer patient, especially an advanced patient, only death is the relief, and it is the only way of relief...
After she went to the United States, there was no news. For the domestic media, I am afraid that Belle has been forgotten by everyone!
Maybe a few years later, when a group of gossiping people in an idle park suddenly mentioned Belle's name, it might take a long time to recall everything related to her.
so what? Belle didn't want to live a vigorous life, so it's better to let her live in their hearts peacefully and peacefully.
Thinking of this, Ji Nan was suddenly dumbfounded.
The meaning of life is nothing more than this, either love vigorously and die in the end, live in the hearts of the most important people, or make contributions to everyone and remain in the hearts forever.
What about him?
Experienced the most incredible bloody life, living in the present with the memory of two lifetimes.
If you think about it carefully, his life is meaningless.
In his last life, he lived for someone who didn't love him.
In this life, he was born for revenge.
In this way, is Liu Xiran really not the pillar of his life?To love him in every possible way is just apologizing and making up for it?
On that day, Qin Yong really expressed his latent feelings, and when he faced it officially today, he felt as if he was suffocated in the mud.
He is not as tenacious as Belle, nor as deeply in love as Belle.
Apart from being sorry to Liu Xiran, I am still sorry to Liu Xiran.
He didn't want to die worthlessly in the future, he didn't want life to be meaningless, he didn't want...to feel sorry for Liu Xiran any more.
Turning his head to glance at the dignified young man, he felt a sudden pain in his heart.
As the cold wind blows, the cool fragrance of roses sweeps in, passing through the gap between the two of them, leaving behind a wisp of light fragrance.
seventh story
Belle's death has brought a serious blow to everyone. Even though several days have passed, the heavy heart still exists.
It's as if someone who is used to eating chili suddenly finds that his favorite condiment is missing in the main meal of a certain day, and immediately feels tasteless, even empty.
Guanghua complied with Belle's wishes and did not issue an obituary to the public, but only tried her best to compensate her family.
This time Xie Chen stayed for a long time after returning to China. He refused invitations from major media or TV stations. He stayed at home all day without seeing anyone, and no one knew what he was doing.
Maybe it's better to let him be quiet like this than to rush to the United States immediately and desperately.
Sometimes, it is much easier to miss someone calmly than to vent your emotions ecstatically to forget someone. Whether it is mentally or physically, the sin suffered is much less.
In the past few days because of Belle's incident, everyone was not in the mood to shoot, and the crew was forced to take a temporary vacation.The media reporters who were outside the hospital every day saw that the crew had suddenly stopped moving, so they began to spend a lot of time making news, and all kinds of speculations came one after another.
However, due to the precedent of Ji Nan forcing a certain newspaper to collapse, the reporters did not dare to make mistakes. They just carefully speculated that the temporary suspension of work by the crew was due to the lag in script production, etc., and dared not say anything else.
Ever since he learned that Belle liked his "Jiu Que Qing Luan" at the cemetery that day, Liu Xiran has stayed at home for the past few days, replaying his first film from time to time, and he no longer has the mood he had when he watched it before. The bitterness is unstoppable.
Although Ji Nan treated him well and loved him enough, he has been waiting for Belle's return.He likes to watch Belle's faint pride when he is recognized by everyone, and also likes to hear her serious expression from the heart when she criticizes herself.
Belle has always been his strong protection in the entertainment industry, as if as long as he has her, even if he accidentally gets into trouble, it will end well in the end—even if he has never done anything wrong.
Thinking about it now, if he could cause a big trouble and make Belle angry, he would rather be scolded himself.
Maybe it's dependence, but more of a dependence on life.At some point, in his heart, Belle was already a relative. From childhood to adulthood, apart from the adoptive mother, she was the woman who had been in contact with him for the longest time.
Even though he had always been reticent, Belle remained indifferent and didn't speak much, but that kind of concern never fell behind.
In my memory, the most embarrassing thing for her who is doing ordinary things is that every time she chooses a script for him, when she is indecisive, her beautifully combed hair will be pulled by her unintentionally because of her eagerness. Disorganized, when others find out what she looks like, they threaten the other party with their lives not to allow her negative image to be publicized.
Another time, she and Ji Nan got into a verbal attack in the office because of a disagreement. Belle belongs to the kind of sharp-edged words, who can attack the other party with bruises and even bruises, but Ji Nan is not bad, he prefers gentle cynicism, the two of you talk to each other, it is very lively and unbearable He shook his head and sighed.
At that time, he was still silently criticizing Ji Nan for being narrow-minded and showing no modesty towards women.
Thinking about it now,
Homosexuality has always been an ethical issue.Everyone can have unlimited fantasies, but they are not allowed to be brought into real life.
This is the difference between fantasy and reality, one is heart-warming and the other is biting cold.
After the makeup photo was released, many people expressed great expectations for this story. It is said that this is a big reversal of Liu Xiran's character creation, which is very different from his famous works.
For this reason, the ace television station that often invites them to be guests, as an entertainment news production team at six o'clock every night, invited the two producers who were in charge of this film to interview this film and their production of this film. original intention.
When it comes to this movie, Xiao Ke naturally puts all the light on Ji Nan, showing the president's boldness.
Ji Nan smiled, and didn't say too much, only said that when he suddenly thought of those things that are now being questioned and affirmed by people, he couldn't help thinking, and he couldn't control his hands, so he wrote it down, and then he couldn't control it I will leave it to Mr. Xiao.
After joking for a while, he still told the inspiration from the beginning of the creation.
Someone once told him that no matter how touching or beautiful the acting is, it is exaggerated. In the final analysis, actors are just ordinary people. Idols who bring soul-stirring works are by no means limited to the love of children and false family and country hatred.
Since you are an ordinary person, you should express the life of an ordinary person.
For this reason, many people began to question his statement, saying that the protagonist doctor in this film is not an ordinary person. He is a great person who can distinguish right from wrong and help the poor.
However, even if he is a great person, he is an ordinary person after all, and there is no halo covering his head to show how noble he is.Just as a doctor is a sacred profession in the hearts of many people, an ordinary heart is always wrapped in white overalls.
The third day after the show ended was February 2th. At 12:[-] in the morning, Director Yuan led the crew to guide Director Chalunpong, who came to China for the first time, to hold the opening ceremony in the old temple of the film and television city. There is no neglect in worshiping and toasting the suckling pig.
The busiest time for a film and television work is not when it is broadcast on TV or in theaters, but during the two days when it is started and finished.
Compared with Liu Xiran's famous work "The Evil of the Lantern", the lineup of "The Lie" is obviously even more amazing than the previous ones. It's not because the actors are famous, but the producer and director of the show.
Directors Xiao Ke and Chalunpong undoubtedly added a lot of highlights to the film.
In a sense, this is an undoubted combination of strengths.
The weather in February can’t be said to be very warm, but at least it got rid of the severe cold. The rising global temperature has brought forward the early spring, which provides a lot of convenience for filming with the background time set in summer.
Liu Xiran wore a Cerruti cashmere turtleneck top today. The warm-colored fabric close to the earth was made into a retro coat with smooth lines and visual comfort, which made the wearer have an obvious and uneasy elegant masculine style. It is a cold face, which is also set off by it, which is as warm as jade and radiant.
After cutting the suckling pig, he looked back and saw that the man was smiling at him, Liu Xiran turned his head away in embarrassment, not wanting to look at that face.
But there was an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart.
He said some stupid things that night, which made the rift between them appear quietly. Although he tried his best to make up for it later, it left a mark in his heart.
Liu Xiran did not say that she would not forgive him, nor did she say that she would forgive him.
I just felt that there was a breath stuck in my heart, which made me extremely uncomfortable.
After the ceremony in the afternoon, Ji Nan, who hadn't had a good word with him for several days, stuffed him into his car, ignored his objection, and took him away as soon as he stepped on the accelerator.
"Where?"
"Where are you going?"
"Where are you taking me?"
During the half-hour journey, Liu Xiran asked the same question several times in different ways, but the answer Ji Nan gave him was always the same one - fulfill the wish.
Sixth Nine Tales
Longbei Temple is as solemn and quiet as it was back then.Surrounded by greenery, lush forests and bamboos, there is a fragrance of early spring, and even the peach trees that have just opened their flower buds are gorgeous and extraordinary.
When he came here that year, Ji Nan was atoning for his own sins, using the most pious ceremony to kowtow to the Three Buddhas and the Eighteen Arhats.He begged Liu Xiran to forgive himself, forgive all his viciousness in the past two years, and would rather spend his life to make up for it.
If he can still be greedy, he is willing to live with Liu Xiran for the rest of his life, not to let him down, not to abandon him.
Later, this greed was lucky enough to get the child's heart.
The boy in the past has grown up and matured now, and he has to bear a lot more when he is with him.
Liu Xiran told him that no matter what happens in the future, he is willing to be with him, even if some unpleasant things happen these days, Liu Xiran will not lose this promise.
So in order to help him keep and fulfill this promise, it is very necessary to thank him before coming to the gods and Buddhas.
It was nightfall when they came to the temple, and due to time constraints, there were almost no pilgrims in the temple.At this time, we walked together in an open and aboveboard manner, without covering up, and without worrying that there would be bad reports tomorrow.
Liu Xiran had never been to a Buddhist temple before, so he didn't know the way here, so he walked towards the main entrance with his head dull. When Ji Nan saw him, Ma Liu pulled him back, and smiled helplessly: "This is the way of the great monk, we have to Go through the side door." After saying that, he was taken aback, and suddenly recalled the first time he came here with Qin Yong, as if he... also walked through the main door, and he pulled him back without hesitation.
Seeing that he was stunned for a moment, Liu Xiran didn't say anything, and walked with him to the side door.
At this time, all the lights in the temple had been lit, and the two giant white candles in the center of the Buddhist hall were burning vigorously. There was no wind blowing, and the candles quietly bloomed.
The monks only finished their evening classes at [-] o'clock in the evening, and they could go away separately, which was considered as the end of the day's homework.At this time, there were only a few monks holding lamps who were still going in and out of the Buddhist hall intermittently, greeted the two of them briefly, and then left.
After lighting three sticks of incense, Ji Nan came to the Buddha statue, bowed three times and inserted the incense into the cauldron, then knelt down on the futon, spread his hands and crawled down, turned his palms and backs before getting up , and then crawled down until the three were full.
Liu Xiran had never worshiped Buddha before, and was very unfamiliar with what he did. She stood behind him for a long time, and then remembered to follow his example and knelt down on another unused golden futon, and then bowed three times.
What are you praying for?
When his forehead touched the soft futon, Liu Xiran was confused.
Since the end of the sacrificial ceremony, he has been dragged here by Ji Nan, euphemistically called "Fulfilling the Vow", what is the wish?
When he raised his head, Ji Nan had already stood up, stared at him with a smile on his eyes, stretched out his hand, hooked his index finger, and motioned to pull him up.
Liu Xiran ignored him, stood up after kowtowing for the last time, took a deep breath, and asked, "What do you wish for here?"
Ji Nan said with a smile: "I wish that the Buddha heard my prayer back then, and I hope you can forgive me—and walk with me forever."
As soon as he said this, Liu Xiran's face changed suddenly, he turned his head away slowly, stared at him with a green face and whispered in a low voice: "This is a temple, don't talk nonsense!"
"...what did I say nonsense?" After wondering for a few seconds, Ji Nan gradually calmed down, his smile receded, and he continued to sigh, "Don't worry, the Buddha also understands emotions, no matter what kind of emotion it is, it's all in his heart." Be tolerant, live up to the Tathagata, live up to the nobles, and live up to the myriad loves in the world." After speaking, he looked at him, walking slowly, his eyes were as soft as water.
With the desk in front of him, Liu Xiran stood silently until the other party gradually approached him and reached out to caress his cheek, then subconsciously took a step back, his sleeves brushed, and a few grains of dust in the incense burner were stained.
It's not resistance, but... If you don't retreat, that person will definitely have to do something unspeakable before all the Buddhas!
The heat that just touched the fingertips left quickly, Ji Nan put down his hand in frustration, turned around and lit a few more incense sticks, and in order from left to right, he wanted to worship each of the eighteen arhats one by one.
He really came to fulfill his wish.
I entered the Daxiong Hall around [-] o'clock, and finished worshiping devoutly, and it was already past [-] o'clock.
Although Liu Xiran didn't say anything, he accompanied him to salute from the beginning to the end. The relationship between the two of them, which had been stagnant for several days, seemed to be gradually pulled back at this moment.
Just like the distance between the two kneeling in front of the Buddha, they are so close.
When the lights of Wanjia were bright and the spring breeze was warm, Ji Nan took his little lover down the mountain after eating a bowl of tea made by the old Zen master.Although Liu Xiran didn't talk much on the way, Ji Nan knew that he was pretending.
After he had pretended this embarrassing time, he would naturally have to talk to him!
This time the wish was really good. After returning home, President Ji confessed to Liu Xiran completely, raised his hand and swore to the sky that he had nothing to do with Qin Yong, and even there would be no entanglement in the future.That day he went to Qin's house just to ask Qin Yong why he wanted to help people in prison, lest he would make something out of it.
Facts have proved that Ji Nan was overwhelmed, and Qin Yong didn't get in the way, it's just that he went and got into trouble and came back.
Although Qin Yong has restrained a lot, he has just returned to the entertainment circle after all. Compared with newcomers, his only advantage is that all his performances are known to the public, and he can be accepted directly by everyone without other considerations, but he should restrain himself In addition, Sheng Yu's reputation in the film and television industry is not as good as Guanghua, if he dares to make a move, it will definitely bring disaster to the entire company in the end.
——At least from the current point of view, no one has the intention of tearing up their faces.
After talking about it for a long time, Liu Xiran glanced at this man in the boundless sleepiness, and after a long time, he said a word lightly - oh.
Ji Nan is angry!
Oh? !
I thought that after persuading him, I wouldn't have to be lonely tonight, but after waiting for a long time, today, in the end, I was still alone in the rhythm of the vacant room.
Since the premiere of "Jiu Que Qing Luan" on Christmas night in 2014, the film has rewarded all the actors and crew members who have worked hard for more than ten months with a box office of more than [-] million for one consecutive week, ranking first in the same period. First, after half a month, the box office was close to [-] million, and after a month, the statistics had exceeded [-] million, ranking firmly in the forefront of domestic films and becoming another legend in the Lunar New Year file.
Although the incident about Liu Xiran's homosexuality caused many media to report negatively on him, but after it was finally confirmed, his popularity and word of mouth came back. Just like when the movie was released, he won the audience on the day "Lies" was launched. widespread attention.
The next day I got up early and had a simple breakfast, and then hurried to the set.
This time, the partners are all acquaintances. Compared with the previous film, it is definitely not difficult to get started.
However, the difference from previous filming is that director Chalunpon is mainly in charge of directing the film now. He has shared his previous experience in many shooting techniques. What kind of scene is matched with what kind of music has to be filmed. When it is played on the spot, not only can the actors get into the state better, but also enable the post-production staff to record the rhythm of the inserted music in advance, saving a lot of production time for the post-production.
Once in the state, the passage of time is like a flood, sweeping away extremely quickly.
Although it is a bit different from the quiet shooting on the set of the past, the effect is really good.
The hospital in "Lie" is the most famous central hospital in the city, which is the hospital where Ji Nan's friend Zhang Deming works.
For some technical terms in the film, Li Mo would ask Zhang Deming or other doctors and nurses in the hospital for professional knowledge when she was not writing the script. After a long time, she will soon become a professional doctor, and the only thing left is real practice.
At the end of February, Director Yuan personally edited the film that took more than half a month to complete, and finally cut off some redundant scenes, and fixed the first section of the film at 32 seconds. place.
There is no post-processing, it is all on-site recording, and the sound effect is not particularly obvious, but compared with the effect of the previous TV series, it is closer to the post-processing result.
At the beginning of the film, the camera is aimed at a lotus-shaped fountain. The water column that opens on time at noon rushes straight up, and the fine water droplets are spit out from the stone lotus pod, blooming and falling in various postures. Against the background of the city, it highlights the beauty and flow of life, and becomes a beautiful scenery on the square in front of the inpatient department.
The doctor played by Liu Xiran is a young man surnamed Zhang who has just turned from an intern to a full-time employee, working in surgery.Maybe it's because of my passion, so I haven't felt tired about this job yet, and I am very conscientious, and I routinely go to the ward to check up on the ward during my lunch break every day.
On this day, when he checked into Ward 603, he accidentally overheard the phone chat of the elderly patient inside.
"Grandpa, grandpa is fine now. He plays with the neighbors every day, exercises before eating, and takes a walk after eating. Coke!"
"Huh? What is grandpa doing now? Grandpa just came back from playing Tai Chi with his neighbor's grandpa Wang, and he is about to cook! Well... okay, then you should study hard. Grandpa is going to cook first, and bought a lot Fresh vegetables, hehehe!"
The short call ended, but the young doctor standing outside the ward didn't have the courage to push open the half-hidden door. He hung his hand away from the doorknob for a long time, pursed his lips and sighed, turned and left.
The old man, surnamed Lin, suffered a comminuted fracture of his left calf due to his old age and osteoporosis when he accidentally fell down the steps while exercising in the morning with his old friends.
Because the old man is not married, he has no children. He has only one adopted granddaughter, who is a second-year student in a key middle school in the city. She is extremely filial.
Instead of spending his twilight years in a nursing home, the old man rented a small bungalow in the outskirts of the city with the support of the government. He earns a little money by writing calligraphy and painting on weekdays, and receives some pensions by the way, which is enough for his granddaughter's living expenses.
Because the series of surgeries that the old man was admitted to the hospital were not filled in temporarily, so the hospital could not make the decision to give him specific treatment, but put a plaster on the broken bone and hung a bottle of simple normal saline every morning. Others will no longer be managed.
After checking the expenses of the old man, the young doctor Zhang decided to sign the treatment orders as the old man's family members, and in order to apply to his superiors to be the attending physician of the old man, he performed a series of treatments for him.
However, at this time, the hospital rejected his request.
It is said that the legal responsibility is heavy, and I dare not take risks by insiders, hoping to get help from the public.
But Dr. Zhang understands the real purpose better than anyone else.
——Doctors in the hospital know that many equipment inspections and medicines are cheap, and there is no profit to be made by internal personnel.But if people from the society help, the money earned from this one old man will offset the benefits of several patients.
The content of the clip ends here, and everyone can't help but smile after watching this video.
The acting skills of the old drama bones are unquestionable. He vividly interprets a grandfather who loves his granddaughter. The sense of vicissitudes and the pitiful demeanor have earned everyone's attention.
Naturally, Liu Xiran's performance is not bad, because it is a transformation, the indifference and evil spirit of the past have faded, and the enthusiasm and blood are fully displayed in this work-the bitterness when he learned of the old man's love for his granddaughter, and the hospital rejected her. The anger in his application was all present one by one, vividly expressing the young people's daring emotions, which is quite different from the character of the past characters. To a certain extent, it is a kind of sublimation of acting skills. People can't help applauding and sighing.
Ji Nan made the right decision this time. Judging from Liu Xiran's performance in front of him, the transformation has been very successful. Coupled with the special nature of this theme, it will definitely win everyone's appreciation after it is released.
However, when there is joy, there will always be a thunderbolt from the blue sky. Just when everyone is rejoicing for the previous performance and preparing to shoot the next scene while the iron is hot, actor Xie Chen, who is far away in the United States, sends a sad news. It is said that Belle’s cancer has deteriorated and finally the treatment is ineffective. , passed away half an hour ago.
half an hour ago...
也就是北京时间2015年2月28日15时15分。
That cold-faced female Rakshasa who was meticulous in her work, devoted herself to Guanghua, treated her artists harshly and loved her very much, died...
Only 30 years old.
No.70 stories
Since Belle went to the United States, Xie Chen rejected all the announcements to accompany her to play to her heart's content, and would report Belle's physical condition to the people here almost every now and then, and would do regular checkups, and she was recovering well.
Why... it's gone if you say no?
The news came so suddenly, it was undoubtedly a huge shock to everyone, and they couldn't recover for a long time.
Liu Xiran was holding the script and sitting on the stone bench under the largest willow tree on the set, his eyes were blank and his teeth were trembling.
He still clearly remembered the words Belle said to him when he left, and also remembered the many knowledge Belle had taught him, such a shrewd, capable and eclectic woman, no one thought that she would suffer from such a disease. incurable disease.
Ji Nan knew that he must be in a heavy heart at the moment, so he didn't bother him.The people in the crew were all Guanghua, and they knew Belle a little bit, and they were all very quiet at the moment, no one spoke, sitting or standing quietly, even Director Yuan's lively and lovable daughter was also quiet at this moment Standing aside holding his father's hand, he didn't say a word.
Xie Chen had told him that he didn't need anyone to go to America, he would come back.
Belle has explained that no funeral will be held, and she should not publicize that she is dead.As for the ashes, they must be sent back to China without exception.
At noon the next day, Xie Chen came back from the United States, holding an exquisite white jade porcelain pot in his hand, wearing huge sunglasses, and couldn't see any expression.
When the actor comes back, no matter how much he keeps it secret, there will still be some news that will be accidentally leaked, so that it will be widely spread, and everyone will know about it.
However, his mood was as low as Xie Chen's. Apart from anxiety and inexplicable disgust, he didn't even have the mood to take a look at the enthusiastic interviews with reporters who didn't know.When he was about to stop at Guanghua, countless reporters rushed towards him with cameras, taking pictures and asking questions, from his work to his personal relationship, and finally asked about the jar in his hand.
On this day, the entire production crew stopped working, some actors went home and waited for news, and the rest who had a close relationship with Belle followed Ji Nan in a serious black dress and waited for Xie Chen's return at the company.
Xie Chen downstairs was surrounded by reporters, and those annoying questions came one after another. The irritable people held the jar tightly with both hands, afraid that they would not be able to hold back and throw it out to the group of evil people. reporter.
Under the cover of the bodyguards all the way, Xie Chen came to the office where everyone gathered, which was supposed to be the parliament. He saw that all the layout inside had been adjusted, and the surroundings were covered with white chrysanthemums. In a small sea of flowers, at the end surrounded by white chrysanthemums, a black and white photo of Belle was neatly placed.
Even though there is no color, the gentle smile that belongs to women has been completely preserved.
Among the thousands of flowers, only Yiren smiled.
All the middle and upper-level leaders of Guanghua were here. When they saw Xie Chen coming in, they lined up in two rows respectfully. When he stepped into the room, they all stood up and saluted to welcome the excellent female director who had returned to her hometown.
The slender fingers hugged the last pinch of soil tightly, and the coldness conveyed by the white jade porcelain extended to the heart along the fingers, making it extremely uncomfortable.
Xiao Ke told him that everyone was waiting for Belle's return, thinking it was just mourning, but he didn't want to, and finally made it so grand.
The steps under his feet were no longer the rush that he wanted to come back as soon as possible before. At this moment, the film king felt unprecedentedly tired, his legs dragged forward uncontrollably, until he came to the portrait, he did not He put the ashes urn in his hand lightly in front of the aura-filled photo.
The eye sockets are always red, the sadness in my heart has not been vented, it is always suppressed, and it is extremely uncomfortable.It is even more impossible to take off that pair of glasses in front of everyone at this moment, how can others see such a distressed side!
Everyone stood beside the chrysanthemum in two rows, looking at the straight man in front of them, their hearts became more and more sad.
Liu Xiran was standing under the council table. When Xie Chen came in, he could clearly see that Belle's ashes were placed properly. From his perspective, although the distance was far away, only he could see her smile the most. just.
It seemed that the person in the photo was smiling warmly at him.
Belle seldom laughed like this, she always had a serious look, no matter at work or in private, she was used to indifference.
The time when she smiled the brightest in memory was when her condition was not concealed and he and Ji Nan went to her villa to visit her once.
Although it is beautiful, it has a kind of sad and gorgeous feeling, which is completely different from the one in this colorless photo.
To be able to leave such a gentle and beautiful moment, she must be very happy at that time, right?
No one spoke, and after the silence was over, they bowed one by one, which was regarded as the supreme respect and final farewell to her.
Unfortunately, there was a light rain on the day Belle was buried, which was also the first spring rain after Lichun.
Although the raindrops were dense, the sad and heavy atmosphere was surprisingly strong.
Belle didn't want her death to be known by everyone, so she asked everyone to keep it a secret, pretending that she was still alive, that she was young and beautiful, but in a far away country, no one could see her.
It was supposed to be buried in a splendid manner, but now he can only be buried in a tomb with the best geomantic omen, which is a great pity for everyone.
Although she was fired for a few days after being exposed by several media on the night of her admission to the hospital, no news was leaked after all.No one other than some members of the company knew that Belle had uterine cancer, let alone that she had died.
Even though the tombstone was engraved with gold-plated words like "Bai Yihan's Tomb", no one doubted that the ashes of Belle were sleeping inside.
Because, the Belle that everyone knows is just Belle—serious, cold-faced Rakshasa.Few people know that the real name of that shrewd strong woman who is resolute in her actions and unforgiving in her words is Bai Yihan.
The bouquet of delicate white roses in front of the tombstone is particularly eye-catching in front of these young men in black dresses. The raindrops as thin as cow hair are stacked on the petals, which further highlights their tenderness and beauty, just like a woman's most beautiful Youthful, hydrated and enriched.
Belle has many friends, but in the end standing in front of her grave are only Xiao Ke, Cheng Jin, Ji Nan, Liu Xiran, and Xie Chen, the man whom she loved for many years.
Even in spring, such a rainy day is enough to make people shiver.
The five people stood in front of her tomb for a long time, none of them opened their mouths to speak, just kept silent like this, as if all the words they wanted to say were buried in the soil along with the crystal clear urn a moment ago.
Only those who are buried in the land can understand everyone's thoughts.
I don't know how long it took before the expressionless Xie Chen spoke slowly, his voice was a little hoarse, as if it was the result of not speaking for a long time, and when he spoke again, he seemed particularly awkward.
"Actually, since December last year, Ah Han's body has gradually weakened. In the two months since he first arrived in the United States, his condition has been very good, and there are even signs of gradual recovery. But in the first ten days of December, his condition suddenly Even the most skilled doctors in New York can only shake their heads and sigh. Patients with advanced cancer generally have only one state—pain. The severe pain tortured her every day, vomiting whatever she ate, and sometimes staying up all night.
"Seeing that I watched her all day long and suffered together with her, Ah Han was also in great pain. Once, when I was not paying attention, she wanted to cut her wrists and commit suicide... She didn't want you to worry, so she asked me to tell you that her condition is very serious. Well, I even put on a lot of energy and put on light makeup to take pictures and send them to you to prove that she is really good.
"Xiran's movie was released in China on Christmas night, but I couldn't see it in New York, so I played the tape you sent to her. The good news is that every few minutes, I will be sweating profusely from the pain. She actually stayed up for two hours. It was the most relaxed, comfortable, and happiest moment I have seen her in the past few months. There was no pain, and even though she was skinny, she was still the most beautiful existence.
"I was afraid that she would have the idea of committing suicide again, and I was also worried that she would have the idea of dragging me down, so I found many inspirational magazines or news to watch with her. It was quite rewarding. At least she understood that life is the most precious thing. Especially when she was with me. So, even in the second before she stopped breathing, she smiled and said goodbye to me. She said that she is still alive and will always live, and no one is allowed to say that she After leaving this world, she will always be 30 years old, neither old nor immature.
"Although life is only once in this life, we still agreed to see you in the next life."
After removing all defenses and pretense, it was the first time Xie Chen spoke so many words with sincerity.
After listening to it, everyone felt sore and uncomfortable. When they looked up, they saw that his expression was a little strange. They only thought that his eyes and nose were flushed because of the cold, and they didn't want to pay attention to the clear and conspicuous traces of tears across his cheeks.
But in the end, no one held back, and imitated Xie Chen, expressing the unbearable feelings.
Belle is a woman, but she is a woman who is more tenacious than anyone else.
The advanced stage of cancer already means that half of the body has fallen into the loess, and it will only take thirty to fifty days to go in completely.
But she, even in pain, lived for half a year.
Because, for a cancer patient, especially an advanced patient, only death is the relief, and it is the only way of relief...
After she went to the United States, there was no news. For the domestic media, I am afraid that Belle has been forgotten by everyone!
Maybe a few years later, when a group of gossiping people in an idle park suddenly mentioned Belle's name, it might take a long time to recall everything related to her.
so what? Belle didn't want to live a vigorous life, so it's better to let her live in their hearts peacefully and peacefully.
Thinking of this, Ji Nan was suddenly dumbfounded.
The meaning of life is nothing more than this, either love vigorously and die in the end, live in the hearts of the most important people, or make contributions to everyone and remain in the hearts forever.
What about him?
Experienced the most incredible bloody life, living in the present with the memory of two lifetimes.
If you think about it carefully, his life is meaningless.
In his last life, he lived for someone who didn't love him.
In this life, he was born for revenge.
In this way, is Liu Xiran really not the pillar of his life?To love him in every possible way is just apologizing and making up for it?
On that day, Qin Yong really expressed his latent feelings, and when he faced it officially today, he felt as if he was suffocated in the mud.
He is not as tenacious as Belle, nor as deeply in love as Belle.
Apart from being sorry to Liu Xiran, I am still sorry to Liu Xiran.
He didn't want to die worthlessly in the future, he didn't want life to be meaningless, he didn't want...to feel sorry for Liu Xiran any more.
Turning his head to glance at the dignified young man, he felt a sudden pain in his heart.
As the cold wind blows, the cool fragrance of roses sweeps in, passing through the gap between the two of them, leaving behind a wisp of light fragrance.
seventh story
Belle's death has brought a serious blow to everyone. Even though several days have passed, the heavy heart still exists.
It's as if someone who is used to eating chili suddenly finds that his favorite condiment is missing in the main meal of a certain day, and immediately feels tasteless, even empty.
Guanghua complied with Belle's wishes and did not issue an obituary to the public, but only tried her best to compensate her family.
This time Xie Chen stayed for a long time after returning to China. He refused invitations from major media or TV stations. He stayed at home all day without seeing anyone, and no one knew what he was doing.
Maybe it's better to let him be quiet like this than to rush to the United States immediately and desperately.
Sometimes, it is much easier to miss someone calmly than to vent your emotions ecstatically to forget someone. Whether it is mentally or physically, the sin suffered is much less.
In the past few days because of Belle's incident, everyone was not in the mood to shoot, and the crew was forced to take a temporary vacation.The media reporters who were outside the hospital every day saw that the crew had suddenly stopped moving, so they began to spend a lot of time making news, and all kinds of speculations came one after another.
However, due to the precedent of Ji Nan forcing a certain newspaper to collapse, the reporters did not dare to make mistakes. They just carefully speculated that the temporary suspension of work by the crew was due to the lag in script production, etc., and dared not say anything else.
Ever since he learned that Belle liked his "Jiu Que Qing Luan" at the cemetery that day, Liu Xiran has stayed at home for the past few days, replaying his first film from time to time, and he no longer has the mood he had when he watched it before. The bitterness is unstoppable.
Although Ji Nan treated him well and loved him enough, he has been waiting for Belle's return.He likes to watch Belle's faint pride when he is recognized by everyone, and also likes to hear her serious expression from the heart when she criticizes herself.
Belle has always been his strong protection in the entertainment industry, as if as long as he has her, even if he accidentally gets into trouble, it will end well in the end—even if he has never done anything wrong.
Thinking about it now, if he could cause a big trouble and make Belle angry, he would rather be scolded himself.
Maybe it's dependence, but more of a dependence on life.At some point, in his heart, Belle was already a relative. From childhood to adulthood, apart from the adoptive mother, she was the woman who had been in contact with him for the longest time.
Even though he had always been reticent, Belle remained indifferent and didn't speak much, but that kind of concern never fell behind.
In my memory, the most embarrassing thing for her who is doing ordinary things is that every time she chooses a script for him, when she is indecisive, her beautifully combed hair will be pulled by her unintentionally because of her eagerness. Disorganized, when others find out what she looks like, they threaten the other party with their lives not to allow her negative image to be publicized.
Another time, she and Ji Nan got into a verbal attack in the office because of a disagreement. Belle belongs to the kind of sharp-edged words, who can attack the other party with bruises and even bruises, but Ji Nan is not bad, he prefers gentle cynicism, the two of you talk to each other, it is very lively and unbearable He shook his head and sighed.
At that time, he was still silently criticizing Ji Nan for being narrow-minded and showing no modesty towards women.
Thinking about it now,
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