Godfather Rebirth Manual

It rained heavily all night, I thought I could take Qin Yong out for a walk after getting up this morning, but looking at the current situation, this plan seems to be ruined.

It has been several months since I came to the country, and the weather has gotten warmer, and my mood has improved a lot.

Now is the late spring season, such torrential rain brings gusts of cold wind, occasionally wisps of cold air, the temperature plummets, no different from severe winter.

After waking up, I opened the curtains and took a look at the situation outside. The outside of the pavilion located in the bamboo forest was thoroughly washed by the rain. Splashed on the concrete pavement, it was unexpectedly not dirty and unpleasant.

After rolling up the curtain, Xiong Yuzhang looked back at the sleeping person, walked out of the room lightly, and went downstairs to prepare breakfast.

The houses in the country are not as luxurious as those in the city, but they are simple yet cozy, and the drinking water is spring water from the mountains, which is clean and sweet.The most important thing is that the air here is good, the environment is peaceful, and the neighbors around are old people who have no idea about them who escaped from the entertainment industry. It is suitable for Qin Yong to maintain his body, and it is also suitable for himself.

Every Monday and Thursday are the time for Qin Yong to receive treatment. Today is exactly Wednesday, and the plan is to take him out to get some fresh air, but judging by the weather, it is obviously more appropriate to stay at home.

Sighing secretly again, Xiong Yuzhang walked into the bathroom. After washing up, he went to the kitchen and started cooking breakfast.

In fact, this kind of life is very peaceful, no one disturbs, no one deliberately makes things difficult, and there is no calculation or being calculated.

The premise is that if Qin Yong can recognize him all the time...

After the eggs were fried, the fritters were fried, the soy milk was cooked, Xiong Yuzhang took off his apron, and after getting rid of the oily smoke from his body, he went back upstairs, intending to wake Qin Yong up, and the two of them had breakfast together.

But the moment he opened the door, what he saw made him dumbfounded.

"Ayong, what are you doing!"

Xiong Yuzhang stood dumbfounded at the door, and he yelled out after a long time.

Qin Yongsong wore a loose pajamas, the white fabric was covered with bright red liquid, and several puddles dripped on the shiny wooden floor, which looked shocking.

Hearing this, Qin Yong turned around stiffly, the corners of his mouth were blurred, all of his fair skin was covered by this terrifying red, viscous liquid was flowing down his thin chin, his hands were also blurred, It's frighteningly frightening.

Xiong Yuzhang's mind flashed, his legs almost went limp, and he ran over in three steps at a time, grabbed the shoulder of the kneeling man on the ground, and said in a trembling and hoarse voice, "What have you done!" The tip touched the filthy face uncontrollably, and the sticky liquid stuck to the fingertips, making his heart beat faster.

Qin Yong was stunned for a while, then rolled his eyeballs after a long time, looked at him blankly, and smiled honestly: "It's sour." After speaking, he stuck out his tongue and vigorously licked the bright red viscous liquid at the corner of his mouth.

Xiong Yuzhang was stunned, and after he calmed down, he leaned over to smell his body. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a glass ketchup bottle behind him, and he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief.

"Ayong, breakfast is ready, go wash your face, and then we will have breakfast together." He found a tissue to wipe off the ketchup on his face, and while taking off his dirty pajamas, the words in his mouth were extremely gentle.

Qin Yong's spirit is no longer the same as it used to be. Even if he can remember something occasionally, he will soon forget it. What he remembers most is the memory of the man with a peaceful face in front of him.However, judging from the past two weeks, it seems that even the memory of Xiong Yuzhang has become less.

Regarding his situation, the doctor did not give too much explanation, only said that his mental stimulation was very strong and he needed rest to reconcile.

To put it bluntly, time is his cure.

The well-proportioned and muscular body has become thinner in the past few months. After changing into a simple shirt, Qin Yong went to the bathroom with a silly and blank smile, leaving Xiong Yuzhang to slowly clean up the mess. Dirty bedroom.

Three or four months have passed, and Qin Yong's mental state is still the same. He can't remember the past events. Except for Xiong Yuzhang, who takes care of him every day, he doesn't know anyone, and he doesn't want to contact outsiders, including treating him every week. A good doctor will be inexplicably rejected when he is in a bad mood.

Looking back on the past, I really have the illusion that the past is like smoke.Who would have imagined that a person who became resentful at the first meeting would later become a life-and-death partner?Who would have imagined that a person who used to have complicated thoughts and lofty ambitions would become the muddleheaded person he is today?

When we met in Guanghua for the first time six years ago, Qin Yong was still a rookie who had just debuted, he was not familiar with the media, and he was rarely seen on the screen.That's true, but his temper is still relatively strong, or maybe it has something to do with his manager being Belle?

In my memory, it was a sunny day. Xiong Yuzhang came to Guanghua early in the morning after receiving the notice. Later, when he went downstairs, he didn't pay attention to the front because he was looking at the contract in his hand. At the corner, Qin Yong who was holding a cup of hot coffee was accidentally knocked down.

The hot brown liquid was poured on the paper-thin white shirt, and the chest was quickly burned red. In addition, the fall made the bones in the back crack and the pain was painful. .

At that time, Xiong Yuzhang was really terrified. He had just been hired by the company, and he forgot to take care of his surroundings when he was happy.

——He entered the showbiz because his uncle is in the showbiz and has a lot of connections, so it's not a problem to pave the way for him.But if you get into trouble before entering this circle, it will be really troublesome.

I was a little worried, but fortunately, Qin Yong's waist was only scratched by the stairs, and the rest was basically fine.

It was a small matter, and it passed with some medicine, but Qin Yong grabbed Xiong Yuzhang like crazy, pinching his cheeks with both hands, looking extremely ferocious, as if he didn't want to peel the other party off. Pi vowed not to let it go, but fortunately Belle stopped Qin Yong in the end so that everyone would not make a fuss about it.

At that time, Qin Yong gave Xiong Yuzhang the feeling that he was too frivolous, domineering and arrogant.Even though he is just a small star, his temper is almost the same as that of a big name, he can hold grudges for a small matter for a long time.Therefore, the first impression was very bad, and I thought about how far I would hide from him when I saw him in the future.

It would be best never to see each other again.

In the following year, Qin Yong's acting career flourished, and his reputation changed from being unknown at the beginning to becoming famous later on. Even if he didn't deliberately think about that domineering face, he would still notice it To, such as advertisements, posters in the streets and alleys, and the degree of activity in the company.

Under the same roof, if you don't want to meet, the possibility is very small. Even if the brilliance is great, if you should meet, you can't hide.

Not long after, there were internal rumors that Belle would no longer be an agent, and those agents who were not particularly famous began to think about how to dig up the big tree of Qin Yong to their own homes, and began to plant the trees that they felt could not be dug. Place your bets and guess who will be the next manager of the big star.

All the well-known managers in the company have been guessed over and over, but no one has guessed. The word passed down from above that Qin Yong's new manager will be Xiong Yuzhang, who is capable but inexperienced.

The enemy is extremely jealous when they meet, this truth is really not blown out.

Xiong Yuzhang did not forget about the coffee incident last time, or it was still fresh in his memory.But when he thought about it, this big star who suddenly became popular should be very busy, and he didn't have time to remember that insignificant event, so he didn't deliberately show surprise, and handed over the company's plan to Qin Yong in a very easy-going manner , not to mention humble, but very respectful.

Qin Yong took the piece of paper he handed over, and stayed aside without looking at it, gradually approached, picked up his collar, and smiled proudly: "What a coincidence, you actually It's my new agent."

Xiong Yuzhang's temperament can be regarded as relatively calm and indifferent. He should have slowly peeled off the hand that carried a little anger and teasing intentions, but the blood rushed to his head, his nerves were controlled, and the words that came out It was actually a sneer: "What a coincidence, a big star who has no one in his eyes."

The first encounter was unpleasant, and so was the second.Qin Yong is more good at laughing at people, Xiong Yuzhang is a professional manager, and his tongue is not bad, the two of you talk to each other, their eyes are red with anger, but they have been in the office for several hours - no, they have been arguing for several hours .

Although the two are not particularly friendly, in private, as long as one party has time, they will seize this opportunity to sneer at the other party, even if the other party is very busy.

Enemies, complete enemies, but they have a tacit understanding at work, and they cooperate meticulously, and each other's careers quickly rose.

Later, Xiong Yuzhang went through many ways to figure out why Qin Yong was so cruel to him because of that cup of coffee - that dress was bought with the first bucket of gold after he stepped into the entertainment industry. It was not very expensive, but it was very meaningful.

The coffee was splashed on the pure white clothes, and it was impossible to wash it off without even thinking about it.

Filled with guilt, Xiong Yuzhang found the brand and model of that dress, bought the exact same one, and threw it into Qin Yong's hands like a charity. He gritted his teeth and said sorry.

He thought that because of Qin Yong's temperament, he would throw that dress on Xiong Yuzhang's face with his backhand, and retaliate with "who cares?", but the strange thing is that he didn't do that. Instead, because of that dress, the two bickered. The number of times decreased, but there were many more embarrassing days. It was not until Xiong Yuzhang was found to have heart problems a few months later that Qin Yong showed that he cared about him.

Men are a little ashamed to express their feelings for men. Xiong Yuzhang felt that he was a different kind, but he met Qin Yong who was a different kind again. After struggling for a long time, he finally accepted that guy's feelings.

Qin Yong is sincere to Xiong Yuzhang, very real, very real.Anything can be done for his illness.

By chance, he accidentally found out the blood type of Ji Nan's godson. He didn't know how to turn his mind, and suddenly a very vicious thought came to him - to change his heart.

This may be against science, but as long as the blood types match, there will be no major reactions, and I heard that a broken heart can be repaired automatically in a healthy body, and with a little care, the health of two people can be preserved. Life.

Once this idea came up, it was impossible to get rid of it.

Therefore, in order to realize this terrible wish, Qin Yonggan, as Ji Nan's lover, did everything just to get Liu Xiran's heart.

In fact, Xiong Yuzhang didn't know about it all the time. All he could see was the person who told him touching words of love, who was ambiguous with the gold medal producer in a place he couldn't see.

Faced with such a situation, the first reaction he can think of is to cut off the current relationship with Qin Yong, and they will have nothing to do with each other from now on, and he will be with whoever he loves.

But when he said that, Qin Yong didn't show the expected decisiveness, but his eyes turned red.

"Yuzhang, everything I do is for you, I care about you, so I hope you can live well. Don't ask me why, I also have unavoidable difficulties, I just hope you don't leave me...and don't dislike me."

——No matter how many years have passed, these few words are deeply imprinted in Xiong Yuzhang's mind, and cannot be erased or forgotten.

He knew that Qin Yong was very busy, but no matter how busy he was, he would find time to find a doctor for him. This concern cannot be faked.

Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I am quite useless. I am obviously my own, but I always kiss me with other men, but I still have to act like I don’t know anything. Who would accept such a thing? ?

He thought that this feeling was not love.

It was not until later that Xiong Yuzhang found out that the reason why Qin Yong was friendly with Ji Nan was because of Liu Xiran's heart.

After learning the news, the surprise in my heart was enough to form a miasma, pouring out the heart that was not very healthy.

Changing one's heart just sounds crazy, let alone implementing it on him!If you don't do it well, you will die!

He stopped Qin Yong, and tried his best to stop him, but Qin Yong followed his decision like a demon, and found him a lot of heart-changing materials to read, and kept making sure that he would not hurt Liu Xiran, and waited for him. After recovering from the illness, the two left the entertainment circle together and lived the life of a fairy couple.

Human nature is inherently evil, and this is the same for Xiong Yuzhang.He was afraid that Qin Yong had done something against the law and morality, but he cared more about the life of the "fairy couple" in the other party's mouth.

It wasn't until Ji Nan attacked and retaliated against Qin Yong one after another in the end that he realized that things had gone too far.

Thinking about it after a long time, if he had been able to firmly stop Qin Yong at the beginning, would the situation be very different now?

A difference in thought.

One wrong step, one wrong step.

Maybe everything he has suffered now is God's punishment for his appeasement at the beginning.

The memory flashed by, Xiong Yuzhang got up, took the dishcloth covered with tomato sauce and washed it, and then had breakfast with Qin Yong.

It’s like this almost every day. When Qin Yong is in good spirits, he will watch TV or play computer very quietly. Once he gets confused, his family will be turned upside down by him. The ketchup smeared on it could be mistaken for blood.

Ma is a bit troublesome, but Xiong Yuzhang has never disliked him, even though his health is not particularly good, he will still try his best to take care of him and coax him.

The two of them now have nothing but each other.If even the most trusted person leaves each other, life will really fall into despair.

This spring rain lasted for three full days, and the mountains, rivers, and vegetation were washed clean. When the weather cleared up, they were green and irritating.

Taking advantage of the low sun in the morning, Xiong Yuzhang came to the street early.Today is the day for the market in the countryside. The usually quiet streets suddenly become a little more lively, and it is not easy for the bustling crowd to pass through.

The temperature in the Jiangnan area is very warm, and the strawberries have already appeared, which are huge and round, very attractive.

I visited several stalls of fruit farmers in a row, and all I saw were thumb-sized strawberries, which were not as plump as those in the supermarkets in the city, but I thought that these were all natural, and there was almost no fertilizer catalyst, so I felt relieved and bought them. He carried several catties in his hand, feeling happy.

Last night, Qin Yong lay on the bed and looked at him with his chin resting on his cheek. He kept yelling that he wanted to eat strawberries. It took him a long time to coax him to sleep. He bought things before he woke up, and woke him up when he got home. By the way, give him a surprise.

Live like this, is the happiest.

Carrying a large bag of fresh and juicy strawberries back home, Xiong Yuzhang went upstairs before he had time to go to the kitchen to wash two and try them first, thinking about what to say to coax Qin Yong have fun.

But when his legs were about to step on the stairs, he smelled a very strong and fishy smell, which was very pungent.

With a sudden thump in his heart, Xiong Yuzhang paused, sniffed the air lightly, and then fixed his gaze on the bathroom door on the left.

This smell... must be a hallucination, right?

I kept emphasizing to myself that this was an illusion and should not be taken seriously, but the strength in my hand still disappeared a lot uncontrollably. Three or four catties of strawberry fruit weighed a thousand catties in my hand.

Wandering between the idea of ​​whether to go upstairs or go to the bathroom, Xiong Yuzhang finally chose to retreat to the lower end of the ladder. He was stunned for a few seconds, and then quickly walked towards the direction with the strongest smell, but he came to the bathroom door. When he was outside, he didn't have the courage to open the door.

Qin Yong's mental condition is not good, and he always does some things that ordinary people can't understand. Maybe he is doing something tricky now, and maybe it's the kind of false alarm?

After thinking about it like this, I got some comfort in my heart, took a breath, pushed hard, and the half-hidden door opened in response.

That guy must have filled the bathtub with water, and spilled a lot of unknown things in it, making it stinky and making people's nose sore.

But it wasn't like that.

The moment the door was pushed open, what came into view was not the outdated star lying on the edge of the bathtub and splashing in the water, but a whitish body soaked in the crimson liquid.

The pale arm was lying weakly on the edge of the bathtub, wisps of viscous red juice was flowing out from the hideous hole in the wrist, part of it fell into the hot water along the smooth pool wall, staining the bath water It turned red, and most of the rest dripped vertically on the white sand floor, merging into a huge ball like a red flame, enough to burn anyone's eyeballs.

With a "crash", the strawberry bag in his hand fell to the ground quickly, and the blood-red strawberry fruits rolled around, and finally touched the warm blood, and soon stopped motionless.

"Ayong..." Xiong Yuzhang grabbed a handful of his hair in disbelief, his mind was in chaos, his feet stopped moving, and he murmured unconsciously twice, and it took a long time before he came back to his senses. Picking up the bleeding arm, he tried his best to press the hideous wound, trying to stop the blood gushing out, but found it was all in vain.

The blood is hot, but the person has already started to turn cold.

Soon, it will tend to be completely cold, right?At that time, even the blood that is still flowing slowly will stand still...

His hands were covered with sticky blood, Xiong Yuzhang squatted down, held his pale face, and kept rubbing his thumbs against the tightly closed eyelids, his voice was extremely hoarse: "Ayong, are you kidding me again? Where did you get the ketchup this time, it stinks! Wake up quickly, I bought you strawberries, you have been clamoring to eat them, these are grown by the countrymen themselves, without any chemical fertilizers, very sweet. If you don't open your eyes again, I will eat them up..."

In the end, the voice became weaker, and even he himself didn't know what he was talking about.

"Qin Yong, get up for me! After so many years, are you going to leave me now?!"

No matter how much he screamed and cursed, the person lying in the bathtub never opened his eyes to respond to him, as if he was determined and ignored him.

He wanted to deceive himself into thinking that he was joking, but he stretched out his hand to test his breath, all delusions turned into bubbles, and reality is always reality, just like the blazing sun, which baked the colorful transparent film.

Xiong Yuzhang sat on the ground helplessly, the corners of his eyes were sore, and his surroundings were blurred.

He thought that in the near future, Qin Yong would become indistinguishable from a three or four-year-old child, and even forget about him, but it doesn't matter, as long as the two of them are still together, it is considered a childish child. Heart, it will be difficult to abandon him.

But never thought that Qin Yong would do this.

When Xiong Yuzhang was dying, Qin Yong held his hands anxiously to comfort him, and threatened that if he dared to die, he would never forgive him in his next life.

The person who said it so swearingly accepted his role and took the first step.

This is the so-called... Is fortune tricking people?

He quickly carried Qin Yong out of the bathroom and called the emergency call, but when the doctor arrived, he had no vital signs.

At that moment, Xiong Yuzhang felt unprecedented despair, and stood quietly in front of the bed of the stiff man, and after a long time, he covered his head with his hands and let out a piercing cry, his legs became weak, and he knelt down heavily go down.

At this time, he was sobbing.

Qin Yong is dead, and will never appear in the entertainment industry again, and will never be a topic of conversation again.

What he did, also fell into the dust, became a memory, and became eternal.

Maybe someone once made a mistake because of impulse, maybe he is not worthy of being forgiven, but when he disappears forever, others' prejudice against him will become nothingness, it is better to be completely remembered than to be firmly remembered. forget.

Qin Yong's death was not an accident—in other words, he had long thought about the day when he would end his life.Doing so will undoubtedly break Xiong Yuzhang's heart, but there seems to be no better way than this.

Therefore, when his sanity was clearest, he wrote a letter to Xiong Yuzhang. He didn't say much, but every word was heart-warming:

Yuzhang, I'm sorry, in fact, I don't have much thoughts about strawberries, I just think that if you leave, I will have the courage to completely free myself.

I heard what the doctor said to you the day before yesterday, and I know everything about what my future self will be like.Maybe living is the best love for yourself, but sometimes, living is also a sin, not only for yourself, but also for those who take good care of yourself.

I don't want to wait for the memory to disappear day by day, and I don't want to keep your footprints in my life, let alone the day when I can't take care of myself at all.

I don't even know if I'm crazy or mentally ill, or I'm too fragile. After doing countless heinous things, I can't bear the torture of God and go crazy. But now these seem to be unimportant, right?

Before, I never believed that there was retribution in this world. It was only at this moment that I realized that God is really fair. No matter how many wrong things a person does, there will be retribution of equal value on his head .Everything I have suffered now is my own fault. I don't blame Ji Nan, and I have no right to blame him. I believe you think so too!

The best thing in this life is to meet you, my life no longer has any regrets.Yuzhang, you are my everything, I don't want to see you being dragged down by me, from now on, you will have a better life.

If you are sad, just shed a tear.

If you miss, keep me in mind.

But please, live well, no matter what happens in the future, you must live well.

I love you - this is my most proud and unforgettable thing, it will accompany me forever, and go to the next unknown with my soul!

After folding the letter paper, Qin Yong lay on his back on the wide bed with a sore nose and bit his lips tightly.

To live is actually very simple.

But it is difficult to live well.

Losing the most important person is equivalent to losing the motivation and pillar of life.Finding a peaceful life is the most frightening thing.

Xiong Yuzhang will not let Qin Yong down, he will definitely live a good life and will never commit suicide.

But that day, he shed a lot of tears, not just one tear when he was sad as Qin Yong said.

The author has something to say: I’m sorry, this episode was actually written long ago, but the stupid author went to the hospital for a minor operation and delayed QAQ, and there is no new article saved/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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