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Shen Tao doesn't think that sweet words are meaningful, but he can't deny that the sweet words from Tang Anyao are still like a heavy bomb, blasting a gap in the layers of barriers in his heart.

This gap is not big enough to cause a collapse, but it is enough to allow different air from the outside to enter the inside.

Shen Tao thought of Tang Anyao's appearance as a clown in the video just now, for some reason, he suddenly wanted to laugh.

But besides wanting to laugh, I also want to cry a little bit.

Not tears in the true sense, but sour in the heart and moist in the eye sockets.

He didn't say anything later, but put on the ring quietly, as if he had nothing else to do besides wearing the ring.

Maybe I will remember this moment, Shen Tao looked at Tang Anyao and thought, maybe one day he won't remember, but I will still remember.

However, sometimes remembering is just for remembering.If life does not remember one or two things from time to time, it would be too lonely.

Tang Anyao had just experienced such a big scandal, and it was a busy time.They had just gotten along for a while, when Ah Jun knocked on the door, handed over the phone, and whispered, "Editor-in-chief of xx newspaper."

That was one of the two newspapers that helped Tang Anyao Xianyu turn around. Tang Anyao smiled apologetically at Shen Tao, got up and answered the phone, Shen Tao sat alone for a meeting, and also got up and left the bedroom.

He went downstairs and walked through the hall, passing through the busy people, and he saw that although everyone had different expressions on their faces, they all had a full and confident expression.

It is the belief of this group of people that following Tang Anyao can make a good movie.

There are tens of thousands of directors who make movies, but there are very few directors who can make people believe that what they make must be good movies.

That's why this group of people trusted Tang Anyao and never left him.

After a while, Tang Anyao was surrounded by several people, including two Caucasian men.He strategized, and said something calmly and self-sufficiently. The state of swaying freely is beyond the reach of ordinary people.

Shen Tao looked at him quietly, unconsciously, with a smile on his face.

He felt a little proud for no reason, because this dazzling director actually recorded such a crappy video to celebrate his birthday.

But that video was the most unforgettable and moving for Shen Tao among all Tang Anyao's works he had watched.

"That's someone from the digital special effects company that Hollywood cooperated with us."

As soon as Shen Tao turned his head, Ah Jun stood behind him at some point, and said with a smile: "Our director Tang is very picky, he wants to choose a company that can help him break through his imagination, not just show off his skills in big scenes."

Shen Tao was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't help but say, "Isn't that a waste of money?"

Ah Jun said with a smile: "Don't worry, Mr. Tang agreed to participate in the investment. Once he shows up, the film company will naturally follow suit."

"Mr. Tang?" Shen Tao asked in confusion, "Which Mr. Tang?"

"It's Director Tang's eldest brother, the president of Tang Corporation." Ah Jun said happily, "I was worried about the impact of this incident, but when I called, Mr. Tang immediately said that he would contribute money, and I couldn't just sit and watch my brother I was bullied. Blood is thicker than water."

Shen Tao said blankly: "It turns out that the rumor that Tang Dao was born in Jinshan Tang is true."

"Haha," Ah Jun patted him on the shoulder, "Mr. Shen, don't be intimidated by these. Director Tang has today, but he has never relied on his family. He has worked alone for so many years, but he doesn't want the family to have the right to treat him. Just point your fingers, don't worry."

Shen Tao immediately understood that this kind assistant was afraid that he would be worried about those things about the wealthy family.He smiled slightly and said, "I know, thank you."

"Well," Ah Jun thought for a while and said, "Mr. Shen, don't let this incident affect you. Director Tang has not passed through the storm, and the Tang family will still be there. As long as the wind is over, he can still do it. His great director."

Shen Tao lowered his eyelids and nodded.

While they were talking, a servant suddenly came over and said, "Mr. Shen, someone is looking for you by name."

Ah Jun immediately became vigilant and asked Shen Tao: "Did someone see you when you came here?"

Shen Tao was puzzled, shook his head and said, "Probably not, but I'm not sure."

"Don't worry about it," Ah Jun said to the servant, "Let's go and have a look."

Shen Tao asked in his heart, "Did he say what his name is?"

"I told you, it's Li Sen."

Shen Tao froze slightly, A Jun asked: "Do you know each other?"

"It's my boss, forget it, I'll go out for a while."

"Mr. Shen..." Ah Jun said anxiously.

"Don't worry, I know what to say and what not to say."

Shen Tao hurried out and found that Li Sen was led into the garden glass room in the villa.When he entered, Li Sen looked anxious, and immediately said when he saw him, "Ah Chen, you are really here!"

Shen Tao looked at him, sighed suddenly and said, "You follow my car."

Li Sen let out a sigh and said, "Tell me, if you were me and saw my subordinates getting into luxury cars, and the driver was Tang Anyao's assistant, what would you make me think? Shen Tao, you are lying! You have been lying to me all this time." , You said you have nothing to do with Tang Anyao, what is this now? Huh?"

Shen Tao was silent for a while and said, "As you can see."

"You," Li Sen's eyes widened as if he was hit, "are you really with him?"

"Yes."

"I told you, he's not normal! You're going to die badly, you know that?"

Shen Tao said with difficulty: "You don't know him..."

"Why don't I understand? It's you who don't understand!" Li Sen said excitedly, "I don't care, you follow me immediately, he won't dare to mess with his reputation..."

As he spoke, he was about to pull people, but Shen Tao avoided him immediately, and said sternly, "Li Sen! What standpoint do you want me to do now?"

"what?"

"From the standpoint of the boss? It's not your business! As a friend? I'm sorry, I don't have friends like you who don't respect other people's feelings!"

Li Sen's face turned pale, and he stammered, "I'm really, I'm doing it for your own good..."

"Okay." A voice suddenly came from behind them, "Li Sen, why are you still acting impulsively after so many years?"

Shen Tao turned his head, and Tang Anyao walked in with a half-smile and asked: "When I was young, you came to provoke me, but now you are here to encourage Taotao to leave. I think you are really bolder as you grow older."

"Tang Anyao..." Li Sen suddenly felt a little timid, and silently took a step back.

"He was beaten by me when he was a child." Tang Anyao turned his head and said to Shen Tao indifferently, "I said at that time that I saw him beat him once, obviously he thought that this sentence would be invalid after a long time."

He slowly unbuttoned his cuffs, Li Sen's expression changed drastically, and he immediately said, "Don't mess around, I can call the police!"

"Call the police?" Tang Anyao laughed, "Trespassing a private house, I'm the one who should call the police. As for the police, it's reasonable to beat up an illegal trespasser like you."

There was obvious fear in Li Sen's eyes.

"Please go back, Director Li." Shen Tao stopped between him and Tang Anyao, and whispered, "Let's go."

Li Sen hesitated for a moment, and finally left quickly.

Tang Anyao didn't stop him, and came to hug Shen Tao after he left, and asked with a smile: "He said a lot of bad things about me, why didn't you go with him?"

Shen Tao looked at him inexplicably: "I believe whatever he says, am I so stupid?"

Tang Anyao laughed lowly, lowered his head and kissed him.

The night was peaceful and serene. After making love, the body was exhausted and satisfied. Lying on the carved wooden bed, I felt the cool texture of the smooth satin being pressed against the skin.At this moment, Shen Tao felt that he and Tang Anyao had already spent a lifetime together. The years were like water, and the time was like a river.

Shen Tao got close to Tang Anyao, they were skin to skin, lips and teeth were attached to each other, their fingers were tightly intertwined, and the rings were joined together.

Tang Anyao was in a deep sleep, he didn't know what he saw in the dream, but his eyes and eyebrows were tender, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Shen Tao looked at him for a while, his mood was very peaceful, the embroidered quilt covered his body, layer upon layer, in the flickering soft light, it was faintly discernible, it was the color of mandarin ducks crossing necks.

This is clearly a happy quilt.

Only then did he realize that, at some point, the quilt on this bed was a big red silk quilt with a lower neck and mandarin duck quilts, and the curtains were printed with little chubby children's tents. picture.

Shen Tao was taken aback and sat up suddenly. As soon as he moved, Tang Anyao woke up. He stretched out his arms and hugged his waist, muttering, "What's wrong? Woke up so early?"

"Have you changed the bedding on the bed?"

Tang Anyao closed his eyes and said, "Special things, keep them for special days, do you like them?"

"But, isn't this used for getting married in ancient times?"

Tang Anyao smiled, opened his eyes and said, "Taotao, you have good eyesight. These imitations are all wedding styles from the late Qing Dynasty and early Ming Dynasty, local products from our old Hong Kong?"

Shen Tao had an indescribable feeling in his heart, turned to look at Tang Anyao, and asked softly: "The ring you gave me, does it represent the meaning that the ring should have?"

Tang Anyao frowned slightly, as if he didn't quite understand what he meant. After a while, he also got up, brushed his hair, and then looked at Shen Tao and asked, "Isn't it?"

Shen Tao was inexplicably flustered, and he hurriedly said, "I thought it was just a birthday present."

Tang Anyao looked at him fixedly, smiled suddenly, opened his arms to hug him infinitely tenderly, and said softly, "I am a traditional man."

"Ok?"

"Traditional men don't give rings easily."

"No," Shen Tao broke away from him, shook his head and said, "I can't wear this thing out on the street..."

He hurriedly wanted to take off the ring on his hand, but suddenly Tang Anyao grabbed his finger tightly.

Tang Anyao clenched him as hard as it hurt him, but his face was still gentle, and he asked softly, "Taotao, why can't you wear it? You don't love me?"

Shen Tao could only say: "That's not what I mean, what I mean is that even if we love each other, we don't need this kind of form..."

"You use the word "even if you use it," Tang Anyao approached him, stared into his eyes, and said slowly, "Why? In your heart, do you think that we may not actually love each other?"

Shen Tao felt that the magma of purgatory was brewing under Tang Anyao's calm face at this moment, as if a careless word was swept away by the scorching flames the next moment, and then gnawed away.He opened his eyes wide, his brain worked quickly, and he opened his mouth and said, "Brother Tang, this matter cannot be solved by falling in love. I am willing to be with you, but last time you just sent me to a hospital to cause such a big incident. You still wear a ring, how do you let people outside guess you? And, and I don’t want to be conspicuous, I hate that kind of life..."

Tang Anyao looked at him deeply, and saw that Shen Tao felt a little uncomfortable, so he smiled slightly, took his hand, kissed him on the ring and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully, so can we do this? Wear a ring around your neck?"

Shen Tao pondered for a while, then nodded.

Tang Anyao smiled, lifted the quilt and got up and searched the room thoroughly. After a while, he returned to Shen Tao's side, with one hand as if conjuring, and two silver chains dangling back and forth.

Like a child who found a new toy, he happily leaned beside Shen Tao, took off the ring on his hand, put it in the necklace, put it on for him again, kissed his neck and said, "Look, put it on!" On it, against your skin."

Shen Tao lowered his head to support the ring, and found that the material and style of the necklace and the ring match very well. He suddenly became suspicious and asked, "Did you prepare it a long time ago?"

"Yes," Tang Anyao hugged him with a smile, "I know that you are reserved by nature, and you must not wear the ring honestly, so prepare this early..."

"Then you still tested me like that just now?"

"I just can't help but want to try," Tang Anyao sighed, "Try to see if you will be so moved by me that you will become infatuated and suddenly become fearless, but you are too rational, alas, it seems that I am in you The place in my heart is still not heavy enough.”

Shen Tao couldn't help but snorted and said: "This is all a mess, Director Tang, are you a girl from 22? You are the famous Tang Anyao!"

"Tang Anyao has the right to imagine romance with his lover."

"Who was that when we met for the first time and said coolly, I never believed in love?" Shen Tao stared.

"But I also said that when love comes, I will know what it is," Tang Anyao hugged him tightly with a smile, "As expected, the first time I saw you, I was very clear about this issue."

Shen Tao was silent, and he said after a while: "Why?"

"what why?"

"why me?"

He didn't know why, but suddenly he tasted hope inexplicably from this feeling that he thought duckweed had no roots, and this hope was placed on Tang Anyao's promise.But when he asked this sentence, Shen Tao discovered that he is also a man, and he fully understands that the meaning of the promise between lovers may only be remembered, not fulfilled.So what does he want a promise for?To prove yourself contradicting yourself?

Shen Tao couldn't help sighing, and said in a low voice, "Forget it, pretend I didn't say anything."

Tang Anyao seemed to be able to empathize with his helplessness and paradox at the moment, hugged him even harder, and whispered: "Taotao, Taotao."

He called ten times in a row, and Shen Tao finally responded: "Huh?"

"I don't know, I just want to keep calling you like this."

Tang Anyao said gently but firmly: "It's as if your name has magic power, like a spell, like Buddhists chanting Amitabha, like Christians chanting Amen."

"Do you know why people need faith? Because when you wholeheartedly believe in an external guidance that transcends the body and soul, it is a very happy thing."

"I am very happy when I say your name."

"I believe that we must be together. Maybe turn around and find someone else to spend time with, but no one can compare to staying with you."

"I believe that. So I'm going to give you the ring."

"What about you? Do you believe what I believe?"

Shen Tao's eyes were deep, he leaned over, gently and proactively kissed Tang Anyao's mouth.

Tang Anyao was only stunned for a second, then immediately seized the initiative and kissed back fiercely.

This day is probably the best day since they established their relationship. The morning light shines into the room, the air is fresh and humid, and there are thousands of roses in the garden of the villa.There is the sound of birdsong in the distance, which is crisp and sweet, and there are no trivial troubles nearby, which is quiet and relaxing.Even the workers were put on leave, the team members were all evacuated, and the assistant didn't even call. It seemed that the disturbance and scandal of the previous period had been effectively contained and subsided quietly.

The lover is close at hand and within reach. They hold coffee together to enjoy the morning light, and cuddle up to each other to feel the deep warmth. They even cook together, but one has never touched a kitchen knife, and the other can only fry steak. The poor-looking finished product laughed loudly. They loved each other deeply at that moment, and they were willing to take out all the tenderness in their bodies and give it generously to each other.

Later, when Tang Anyao recalled this day, he felt that it was extremely beautiful, as beautiful as a dream, and this dream was carefully crafted by a professional DreamWorks team, tailor-made, every detail made people linger, and every contact made people feel like a dream. Heart agitated.

That was indeed the most beautiful dream Tang Anyao had ever had in his life.

All his dreams revolve around a man named Shen Tao.

But usually the most beautiful dream will become a nightmare after waking up.

After waking up from the dream, Tang Anyao found that for the first time in his life, he would rather not wake up from the dream than wake up and deal with all this.