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After Shen Tao woke up, he unexpectedly found that Tang Anyao hadn't left.

He sat on the rattan chair by the window by the bed, where Shen Tao usually reads, the morning light cast a soft light on his face through the white screen window.It makes its original rough outline suddenly add a three-point gentle feeling.

Tang Anyao looked out of the window, thinking about things, and didn't realize that Shen Tao had woken up.He rested his chin on his right hand, with his index finger and middle finger touching his cheeks. Anyone who is familiar with Tang Anyao knows this posture. It is a posture he subconsciously assumes when he thinks about something.Shen Tao remembered seeing a magazine cover once, and he took it in this pose. The photo was processed into black and white with coarse particles, showing the traces of his face that had been honed over the years, and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes full of wisdom.In that photo, Tang Anyao's eyes were extremely focused, as if he could look into a person's heart through the lens, through the finished picture itself.

At that time, Shen Tao thought, the most outstanding part of this man's face is his eyes.

It wasn't until he got in touch with him that he realized that the eyes of a world-renowned director can have all kinds of expressions. When looking at him, they are sometimes gentle, sometimes doting, sometimes full of love, and sometimes as clear but paranoid as last night. Crazy but calm.

The only thing that remains the same is that kind of focus, as if his gaze has a thin hook, which is hooked on his body at once and never moves away.

Shen Tao felt a little uncomfortable, moved slightly, Tang Anyao immediately turned his head, almost at the same moment, his eyes were warm and tender.

"You're awake," Tang Anyao came over and sat on the bedside of him, gently hugged him halfway, put the corner of his mouth against his forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "Fortunately, you don't have a fever, I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry, I went too far last night ,sorry."

Shen Tao didn't say anything, he stretched out his hand to push Tang Anyao away, but Tang Anyao grabbed his hand and put it on his lips and kissed it softly, then knelt down and said, "I'm sorry, I've been under a lot of pressure recently, and things didn't go my way. The plans have been disrupted, and I admit that my emotions have been affected, but this is not a reason for me to bully you, baby, anything that happens to me does not constitute a reason for me to treat you badly."

He held Shen Tao's face, looked deeply into it, and said seriously: "I assure you, what happened last night will never happen again, I promise."

His expression and tone are nothing more than the most exquisite performance of actor Zhou Jinghui.Shen Tao stared at the newly grown beard stubble on his chin, thinking absently, no wonder Zhou Jinghui can always express emotions to the extreme when he comes to his movies, be crazy and crazy, cruel and cruel, affectionate and affectionate. Affectionately, Tang Anyao may have taught these things by hand.

"Baby, baby, will you still not forgive me?" Tang Anyao's eyes showed pain, "I know I was wrong, can you ask me to do something to make up for it?"

Shen Tao came back to his senses, opened his mouth, and found that his throat was sore. His mind was a little sluggish today, and then he felt an unprecedented sense of boredom. He gently pushed Tang Anyao away, and said in a hoarse voice: "Let me be alone first. .”

Tang Anyao stretched out his arms, hugged him tightly, and said close to his ear: "No, if I can't see you at this time, I will wonder if you are going to leave me. Don't think about it, don't even think about it, I will Won't let you go, never."

"If I don't leave you, why should I keep it?" Shen Tao couldn't help blurting out, "Being your underground lover? What am I? Just make a phone call and have sex, and send me away when you're done. Go now, Tang Anyao, what do you think of me?"

After he said these words, he immediately regretted it. He didn't intend to repay Tang Anyao forever. He was ready to withdraw from this relationship at any time, but now what's the matter with these words that sound like complaints?Shen Tao pushed him away irritably, turned over, and stopped looking at Tang Anyao.

Tang Anyao was silent for a while behind him, climbed onto the bed and hugged him from behind, and asked softly, "Honey, why do you have such absurd thoughts, have I never told you?"

Shen Tao simply ignored him.

Tang Anyao chuckled and said, "I'm really not a qualified lover, and I actually made you have such unwarranted worries."

"I have nothing to worry about."

"Yes, I'm worried about that. It's actually me." Tang Anyao sighed, "I like you so much that I don't know what to do. I like you everywhere I look. I wish I could turn you into a doll and put it in my pocket wherever I go I can see it. I used to not go back to Hong Kong once a year, but now no matter where I go, I must come back to see you. I even thought, maybe I should ask you to resign and just follow me, but I know you will definitely not agree. "

"Taotao, before I met you, I have already planned all the arrangements for this year. Some things cannot be changed, and some things have been deleted as much as possible. Give me half a year, please. One year, the next year, I won't accept new films, I won't arrange work, I'll just be with you and make up for our time."

He lightly kissed Shen Tao's back shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "At such a young age, I can't say these things about love and love. I thought I was obvious enough, but I didn't expect my baby to have such Worry. It's my fault, Taotao, listen to me, I love you, I love you so much, I love you more than you can imagine, I can't say this to anyone in my life, but I can say it to you, Shen Tao, with you, my life will be without regrets, this is what I say from the bottom of my heart."

Shen Tao was a little confused, he turned his head to look at Tang Anyao, the emotion conveyed in these words was too heavy, so heavy that he didn't feel happy, but panicked, he avoided Tang Anyao's sight, moved his body, and suddenly came from the lumbar spine A burst of soreness made him gasp involuntarily.

The rough treatment received last night suddenly surfaced, Shen Tao turned cold and said: "You really like me very much, you like me as soon as you think about it, and you don't care about my life or death..."

Tang Anyao kissed him abruptly, making him speechless. After kissing for a while, he reluctantly left, and said again: "I'm sorry. It won't happen again, I promise."

Shen Tao glared at him and asked, "Why last night, why was it like that?"

Tang Anyao was a little ashamed, lowered his head, and said honestly: "Yesterday, the investors withdrew their capital. I was in a bad mood. I really wanted to see you, but I saw you going clubbing with a group of friends."

He raised his head and said softly, "I'm not angry about the divestment. I saw your male colleague helping you out of the bar and calling for you. You look very close."

Shen Tao's mind was slow, and he thought for a long time before he remembered that when he came out of the bar last night, Li Sen helped him for a while, and it seemed that he was the one who helped call the car later, but Tang Anyao followed behind him all the time, what did he think it was?Are you making a spy movie?

"What are you thinking about? That's the director of our column team. Besides, I drank a lot at the time, and you just drove along like this? If the reporter sees it, you will die..."

Tang Anyao looked at him with a smile, and kissed his hand one after another.

Shen Tao was a little embarrassed, and tried to withdraw his hand but failed, so he had to say angrily: "I'm afraid you will hurt me."

"I'm sorry, don't worry, if it's a big deal, I'll just admit it publicly," Tang Anyao said indifferently, "I don't rely on my face to make a living. Whatever my sexuality, the public will pass after a while. Maybe it can also create momentum for the new movie."

"Then the investor is still withdrawing?"

Tang Anyao narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "That's just taking advantage of this turmoil to hit me. The investor wants to use that Fei Wenbo. I don't like that kind of guy who is only popular but has no acting skills, so they threatened me with divestment. Who would have thought that if I acted one step faster and released the list of leading actors, there would be a lot of trouble over there, and I would use this incident to make a withdrawal."

Shen Tao couldn't help asking: "Then what should we do?"

"Don't worry, baby," Tang Anyao lowered his head and kissed him. "My business is not in Hong Kong. When I talked to them about investment, I was just a senior who brought me into the industry to save face. It's just right that they don't want this piece of fat pork. I'll go north in two days and talk to you." According to mainland film companies, I have been in this industry until today, and I am not influenced by a few rich people."

Only then did Shen Tao smile, and said, "Yes, who called you Tang Anyao."

Tang Anyao was delighted to be affirmed by his lover, and asked with a smile, "Baby, are you complimenting me?"

Shen Tao smiled without saying a word, Tang Anyao looked down at his face, looked into his eyes, his eyes were focused and deep, as if there was no one else to look at in the world, and nothing else to think about.Shen Tao felt uncomfortable being watched by him, forced a smile, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Taotao, if I were not Tang Anyao, would you agree to me?"

Shen Tao restrained his smile, lowered his eyelids, seemed to think for a while, and then said, "But you are already Tang Anyao."

Tang Anyao couldn't help laughing, kissed him on the cheek and said, "Yes, I'm Tang Anyao, this question is a bit meaningless."

"But baby," he stared into Shen Tao's eyes, and said seriously, "Whether I am Tang Anyao or not, and you are Shen Tao, I will be with you, and this will not change no matter what."

Shen Tao's heart jumped wildly, he wanted to say something, but he turned his eyes away after all, got up and touched the bedside cabinet, opened it, took out a bank card, and handed it over.

Tang Anyao looked at him in surprise.

"I, I don't have much savings, and it's definitely not enough to make movies, I know." Shen Tao blushed a little, and said with some embarrassment, "But I want to do something for you, this is for you."

Tang Anyao's face showed incredible shock, and then gradually transformed into a kind of ecstasy.

"There's not enough money," Shen Tao lowered his head, and muttered, "But how much is a wish, I would have spent less if I knew it earlier, and I would have spent a lot of unnecessary money if I didn't buy such expensive watches and shirts..."

Tang Anyao opened his arms and rubbed him tightly into his arms. He held him for so long that he could hardly breathe.

"I didn't know you would be so cute, hehe," Tang Anyao laughed lowly, "I'm very touched, really, I'm very touched."

After he spoke, his voice was hoarse, and then he leaned over and kissed him. Shen Tao obediently closed his eyes, wrapped his arms around his neck, and indulged in Tang Anyao's unique passion and madness.