[Qing Chuan] I really want to live another 500 years

Live Well No.15 Step: There is never right or wrong in the dye vat of the palace, only survival.

Sometimes, when you try your best to make excuses for a person, it's easier to find that person's unbearable.This is the truth that Yinzhen had to understand when he was five years old, and the reality he had to face.

Many things "overheard" from Concubine De have been confirmed one by one.

Yinzhen is not stupid, at least at the current stage, the person he is more willing to trust is Tong Jia who raised him since he was a child, rather than Defei, Defei and Yinzuo who did not give him a good impression at the beginning. The words really shook him at the beginning, but after he went back, he calmed down and thought about it carefully. There were many very referential words that he didn't want to believe, so he verified them one by one.

Yinzhen's first concern was about who decided not to tell him that he was the concubine's parent-child, whether it was Concubine De, or Tong Jia's.

The best person to ask is naturally Kangxi.

The answer given by Kangxi was Tong Jiashi. In fact, Kangxi also participated in the matter of concealing who Yinzuo was the parent and child of. Kangxi said that she hoped that she could tell Yinzhen this fact herself, instead of hearing something out of context from other people's ears.Kangxi felt that Tong Jiashi was also thinking about Yinzhen, so he agreed to this matter.That's why Yinzhen didn't "overhear" the truth until today.

If it is said that Tong Jiashi didn't "inadvertently" let Yinzhen hear the truth until she was pregnant, it was because she loved Yinzhen too much, and her control over the whole palace declined after she became pregnant, then in Yinzhen's confirmation of the first When it comes to two things, it is difficult to explain her motives.

Yinzhen asked Kangxi, did Concubine De send someone to see herself at Tong Jia's?

Kangxi's answer is yes, Concubine De sent someone to look at it. Even before she moved to Yonghe Palace before she was a concubine, she lived with Tong Jia in Chengqian Palace. Go to the main hall to greet Tong Jiashi, and then follow Tong Jiashi to greet the Empress Dowager and the Empress Dowager. Of course, she has seen Yinzhen, even almost every day, but those are Yinzhen. What happened in Zhenzhen's infancy, when Concubine De was pregnant with Yinzuo and Concubine Jin moved to Yonghe Palace, she seldom interacted with Chengqian Palace. As for why, Kangxi only briefly summarized the trivial matters between women.

"Then De'eriang doesn't like me that much anymore because of my sixth brother?"

"I don't know, I can only tell you that Concubine De was promoted to Concubine De and moved to Yonghe Palace when she was pregnant with your sixth brother, and she didn't know at that time whether she was going to give birth to a boy or a girl. "Kangxi replied like this.

It doesn't make sense for a person who cared about his children before but ignore them after moving away, unless... there is something else going on that they don't know about.As for what the story is and who is obstructing it, as long as Concubine De doesn't tell, then no one will want to know.

Yinzhen lowered his head, not knowing how to explain to his imperial concubines Eniang and De'eniang, he could only say that maybe there was some misunderstanding between them that led to this, but it was just a misunderstanding, um, It must be so.

Only then did Yinzhen realize that Concubine De seemed to always appear by his side inadvertently. Although she always looked at him with a cold expression, she always appeared.

"Then..." Did De'eriang climb the dragon bed with her master on her back?Yinzhen couldn't ask this question no matter what, until the end he just chose to treat this question as a question that doesn't need to know the answer forever. This is probably the case between women. It's not clear who is right and who is wrong. Everyone has something right, and everyone has something wrong. As for whether it is right or wrong, it depends on whose perspective you are looking at this issue.

What really chilled Yinzhen was when he began to no longer trust Tong Jiashi so wholeheartedly, he found that Tong Jiashi actually loved him far less than he thought.

Tong Jiashi, who is pregnant, is actually very vigilant and guarded against Yinzhen, especially when he is close to her belly.

Yinzhen can understand Tong Jiashi's cautiousness towards the child in her womb, but understanding does not mean that she can accept it emotionally. After doing this many times, Yinzhen can't help but think in her heart, does Tong Jiashi think that he will harm her? her child?

Tong Jiashi really thought so, she was very afraid that Yinzhen would be unfavorable to the child in her womb, because she was afraid that Yinzhen would be jealous of the child in her womb that she cared about more, and then do something out of the ordinary, child They all have a strong desire for monopoly, which can be understood from Prince Yinreng's unkind eyes when he looks at their stepmothers.

Of course, if this is normal, Tong Jiashi will definitely not be like this, but she is pregnant now, which is a special stage where she is emotionally sensitive and prone to suspicion.

It's not that she has no love for Yinzhen at all. She once sincerely wanted to treat Yinzhen as her own son, so she kept the truth from Yinzhen who was her biological mother, and even tried to stop De, who moved out at all costs. The concubine came to see Yinzhen.It's just... Now that she finally has her own child, even though the child has not yet been born, even if it is still unknown whether the child is a boy or a girl, the feeling of another heart beating with her is really amazing Things were so miraculous that she finally understood that no matter how good an adopted child is, it is still not as pleasant as a parent-child.

The intimacy between Yinzhen and Yinzuo is increasing day by day, and Yinzhen did not feel hatred towards Wu Yashi because of the "overheard" thing as she expected. She was really a little scared, afraid that the kind of thing she was slowly getting The feeling that blood is thicker than water also applies to Yinzhen. She is afraid that in Yinzhen's heart, no matter what, her adoptive mother is not as good as Wu Ya's biological mother.

But she still can't really get rid of the relationship with Yinzhen, because she is still not sure whether the baby in her stomach is a man or a woman, so she can only choose such ambiguity while continuing to care, while being on all kinds of precautions.

Doubt is a seed of misfortune and bad luck planted by the devil in people's hearts, and the opportunity for this seed to germinate may only need Concubine De's respect for Tong Jia when she paid her respects to the Empress Dowager and the Empress Dowager. A provocative smile like a winner.

"What's mine is always mine." Concubine De seemed to be saying this to Imperial Concubine Tong Jia.

On the same day, Concubine De sent someone to send Yinzhen a wooden carving of mother and child with great fanfare. Tong Jia was almost mad. First, a purse similar to Yinzuo appeared on Yinzhen's body inexplicably, and then this kind of provocative woodcarving Does Wu Ya feel that if she is pregnant, she will give her the son she has worked so hard to raise for five years?dream!

"Throw this thing away at me!" Pregnant people can be really emotional.

"master……"

"Don't make me say it again, I'm fed up with that bitch Wu Yashi, what does she mean, eh? Want to snatch Yinzhen from me? Ha, I'll let her understand what I mean She doesn't want to peek at things, even if I don't want them, she doesn't want them! Go, throw this thing where that bitch can see it, and I want to see what she will do!"

Concubine De didn't need to do anything, because Yinzhen happened to witness the whole process under her special arrangement, although what he actually wanted to find was the "maid" who made her own way.

At a young age, Yinzhen had to face a philosophical proposition—if life deceived you.

In August, Concubine De's seventh daughter died. Dressed in plain clothes, Concubine De couldn't hide her sadness. She personally sent away the youngest daughter who had only lived for two months and had no chance to watch her grow up.

When a child who is too young dies, the palace is not happy to make a fuss, especially if the child is a girl, so the only thing Defei can do is to hug his two sons and cry loudly.This is the first time that Concubine De has shown her true feelings in front of Yinzhen. She repeatedly said this sentence: "Emiang is only you two, Ermiang is only you, you must be good, good, Even if it means taking Erniang's life, you must be well."

Yinzhen's eye circles were also red because of this. Women's tears are always the most powerful weapon. He held the purse on his waist that was made by Concubine De, like Yinzuo, and swore that he would never make such an empress sad again.

Concubine De is very happy that her tears have finally brought back some real benefits. It's not that she is not sad for her daughter's death, but...sadness can't be eaten, and death can't be resurrected. How can I use this opportunity to get greater happiness? Benefits are what she cares most about right now, just like when he took advantage of Yinzhen being taken away to get more holy relatives, conceived with Yinzuo, and was able to be promoted to concubine virtuous.

This is the way for women in the palace to survive, there is no right or wrong, only whether they can live better.You say this is the loss of conscience and morality, but I call it survival. If you don't stand up and resist, you can only become the soul of others.

...Three views that we have been taught badly by TV dramas in those years ([-]) Meeting is auspicious...

Yin Zuo, who had just passed through the Qing Dynasty and was also called Tian Zuo, thought for a long time that "Please An" means the auspiciousness of Huang Ama, Emiang, etc. He must admit that he was seen by him when he was young. The parrot's "Ge Ge Ji Xiang" in "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" is brainwashed. Whenever I think of the Qing Dynasty, the phrase "Ge Ge Ji Xiang, Lafayette Ji Xiang" will pop out subconsciously.

But in fact...meeting auspiciousness was a popular greeting among eunuchs in the palace at that time, or some low-level officials of the Ministry of Internal Affairs would exchange auspiciousness with prominent eunuchs to show their closeness; anyway, Shunzhi and Concubines will never go to Xiaozhuang to say good luck, that is basically the rhythm of looking for draws.

In fact, it only needs a very simple sentence, XX invites the emperor/empress dowager/empress dowager Shengan (Jin An).

It is conceivable how colorful his face was when Yinzuo, who was still Tianzuo, learned to speak and said good luck to his Shunzhi silly father for the first time.

Of course, Yin Zuo has learned enough lessons in this life.