back to innocence

Liang Qing has gone through the outline, and understands that although these unit stories tend to be tragic, the core is still the theory of cause and effect, which cannot be regarded as purely making people cry. At the end of A Restaurant, the protagonists all got a good ending, while "Book of Butterflies" obviously leans towards the theory of retribution, so he said, "However, not everyone who is unlucky does it on their own, right?"

Fei Yizhen rubbed Liang Qing's black and soft short hair, and said with a little sigh, "That's why it's the story. In the story, only those who have done bad things will be punished. In reality, sometimes a person encounters misfortune. Maybe it wasn't because he did anything wrong, sometimes it was just because the world was unfair. Poverty, disease, stupidity... sometimes it's the original sin."

Of course, so do unusual sexual orientations.

Liang Qing turned around and said to him with a smile: "Your tone is as if you have encountered such misfortune." He leaned his half-wet head on Fei Yizhen's pajamas and said, "Yizhen You are so good, who will make you feel uncomfortable?"

Fei Yizhen smiled and said, "It's Ah Qing, you think of me too well." Then he thought for a while and explained, "I don't have any unfortunate experiences, but it's easy to empathize with me just watching social news. It's probably just that my personality is too good. It’s too emotional, and the psychological endurance is not enough.”

He complained to himself like this, and Liang Qing comforted him: "Yizhen, you are fine."

Fei Yizhen smiled and replied, "Thank you."

In fact, Liang Qing didn't really like people who were too weak in spirit, but he never felt that Fei Yi was really weak.This is a bit of a double standard, but it is Liang Qing's real thought.

When the hair was almost dry, Liang Qing reached for the towel and wanted to wipe it for Fei Yizhen in turn.

While rubbing Fei Yizhen's hair with a towel, he said, "No matter what Yizhen you look like, it's the same to me. Whatever you do is good to me."

Fei Yizhen looked up at him, and was immediately ashamed by Liang Qing's shameless sweet words: "You are the only one who can say good things." Then he said, "I want to do a charity express delivery."

Liang Qing was taken aback for a moment, and said "ah".

Fei Yizhen explained: "When the article in the restaurant was republished, I got a large amount of manuscript tax, plus the copyright tax of "Graduation Ceremony", I have a lot of spare money recently. What my father means is I use it to establish a fund for financial management, and the annual profit can be used as pocket money for me. But I think that my usual expenses are actually not big, and it doesn’t mean that I will sit and eat in the future, so I have been thinking about spending them on A more meaningful place. But although this amount of money is quite a lot, I don’t think it can do a great cause... Do you know that the Red Cross in some foreign countries donates some old clothes and relics to poor countries?”

Liang Qing shook his head: "I don't know. You want to do this?"

Fei Yizhen showed a smile: "Because I don't know what I can do... Most charities involve too much controversy. Even if I want to do it, I have to do what I can. But if you set up donation boxes in cities for a long time, Collect some discarded old clothes and so on, and then transfer them to some needy children or families in poor areas, I think this can still be tried.”

Liang Qing said: "If you want to do it, do it. Do you have a plan?"

Fei Yizhen nodded and said: "The first step is naturally to collect information on impoverished areas. I want to build a website first, and then collect some information on impoverished areas, especially counting the number of impoverished families who need donations in each area , and set a standard of donation according to the family situation. Set up donation points in big cities, real-name donations or anonymous donations can be made. Of course, only old clothes, old toys and other daily necessities are accepted, and money or valuables are not accepted. In this way, several charity lines are established to take care of the surrounding areas as much as possible. The families who need donations and the families who receive donations are listed on the website for public inquiry. Every time a group receives a donation, a photo is taken and posted on the website The open query is restricted on the Internet. If it is a person who donates with a real name, they can directly query the information and photos of their donation recipients to confirm that the items have indeed reached the hands of those who need them..."

Liang Qing listened to him quietly while brushing his hair.After Fei Yizhen finished talking about all his thoughts, he asked, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Fei Yizhen said: "Father said he would ask Secretary Zeng to assist me. I want to try to establish a corresponding mechanism myself. If you have time, come and help me."

Liang Qing smiled and said, "Okay."

That night, the two of them slept on a single bed, and two half-sized boys were crammed into a single bed, so it was natural for Liang Qingqing to lie close to Fei Yizhen.In the darkness, the two could even feel the heat of each other's breath.

Liang Qing really didn't do anything.

He was lying there, with his arms tightly around Fei Yizhen's waist, and the two of them were tightly stuck together like a twist.Liang Qing unexpectedly slept peacefully, as if his skin hunger and thirst had been relieved.

He hadn't slept so warmly in a long time.

When I sleep alone, I always feel a little cold and empty.

Fei Yizhen obviously didn't expect that he would fall into a deep sleep not long after lying down like this, and felt very surprised.Later, when he saw his peaceful sleeping face in the dark, he thought that Liang Qing must be very tired on weekdays.

He couldn't help stretching out an arm to hug her, and then fell asleep next to Liang Qing.

The next day, although Liang Qing still managed to avoid Liang's father's pursuit skillfully, it was difficult to continue this kind of life, and it was impossible for Liang Qing to live in Fei's house for the rest of his life.

But at this time, he was unwilling to be taught by Liang's father obediently, so he used many methods to avoid Liang's father.

Xue Chen also saw his pierced ears, but she and Liang's father had a different attitude, thinking that wearing earrings was Liang Qing's freedom.

Naturally, the two couples quarreled again because of this disagreement.

Xue Chen simply asked Liang Qing to live outside for two days to avoid his father.

Liang Qing was happy to obey.

On the other hand, since Fei Yizhen intends to be a "charity express", he will naturally start to act.

He first hired someone to build a website system, and then gathered a large number of fans on his estar blog to provide some information about remote and impoverished areas, and contacted and verified them one by one; on the other hand, he has already started to contact some Public institutions, began to communicate about the donation of old things.

In Fei Yizhen's plan, it is more appropriate to donate old things near some public institutions with a large flow of people, such as post offices, banks, government agencies and other places.But this will also affect the image of various institutions, so this matter still took a lot of effort.

Fei Yizhen himself rarely does such things. During this period of time, he was on the verge of crying because of the special nature of charity events. Even with money and fame to clear the way, he still encountered many obstacles and difficulties.Secretary Zeng had expected it long ago, so although Fei Yizhen felt hard work and had a lot of ideas, he still persisted.

As far as Fei Yizhen is concerned, he feels that this matter was brought up by himself. Even if he will not be able to do it by himself in the formal operation in the future, it is what he must do to understand the whole process and make corresponding efforts in person. matter.

During this process, Liang Qing really helped a lot.He even accompanies Fei Yizhen to clear up the days off and devote himself to this coolie labor.

Fei Yizhen didn't care much about the publicity of this charity line.In fact, although he asked readers to provide him with a lot of information on poverty-stricken areas, he did not directly state the reason for inquiring these information, so most people just think that he should make some charitable donations to a few families.

So when the project of Charity Line was exposed and officially started publicity, the public was shocked.

Although some people questioned that Fei Yizhen was trying to gain fame, more people still recognized the real money Fei Yizhen had spent on this project, and showed their approval attitude towards it.Fei Yizhen didn't care about others' criticism of his show, but enthusiastically devoted himself to the promotion of the project, encouraging his book fans, film fans and fans to go to donation sites in various cities to donate some old clothes and old objects.

He wrote a very long blog post, stating the whereabouts of old clothes and objects and the requirements for obsolete items, emphasizing that donors must donate some old objects that they really don’t need, because this action is long-term and persistent A short-term enthusiasm or a generous donation of new clothes will not actually help people in need.Generous donors can choose to make one-to-one donations to specific objects after the project enters a stable period, and Fei Yizhen hopes that everyone will encourage people around them to donate some that they don't need but have residual value Used items to help others.

The reputation Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing had accumulated so far showed its effect at this time.Regardless of whether it was a temporary enthusiasm or agitation, the pilot cities quickly accumulated a batch of old clothes.Perhaps because of the publicity, the donation box at the gate of the city hall had to be emptied twice a day, keeping volunteers and new employees of the charity line busy.

The first batch of donations was extracted by Fei Yizhen from the information provided by fans, and they were distributed in nine remote and impoverished villages in remote areas of the province where the six donation pilot cities are located.

On the day when the special line was officially opened, Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing also boarded the truck heading to the scattered places, bumping and heading for the mountainous area.

The mountainous area where Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing went is very remote.

Theoretically speaking, most of the causes of poverty in a poor mountainous area are poor resources and inconvenient transportation.The backer village that Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing went to was no exception.

The village is a four-hour drive from the nearest town.Although the actual distance is not that far away, the bumpy mountain road is undoubtedly a major reason for affecting the speed of travel.There are more than 50 families in the village, most of them are old, weak, sick and disabled.Many young people have already left home to work, while some old people who are not young are left at home to farm.

Although Fei Yizhen had heard readers talk about the situation in this village and seen the photos before arriving, when he actually arrived there, he was shocked by the poverty and backwardness of the place.

Dressed brightly, they looked completely out of place in this place.

Many houses in the village are not built of masonry, but wooden attics.Although it is said to be a two-story house, if you enter the attic, you can't stand upright at all.The roof is more cramped as if it is going to be pressed directly on a person's head.

The entire attic is not airtight, there are gaps between the old wooden boards, a window is crooked, and it cannot be closed firmly, so it can only be covered with oilcloth. Just looking at the inside of the house, Fei Yizhen seems to be able to feel the winter Come the freezing cold that will appear in this attic.

Such an attic is not bad in the village.

The communication process between Fei Yizhen and the old village head went smoothly.Although it was difficult for the old village chief and Fei Yizhen to understand each other's accents, Fei Yizhen managed to make his meaning clear with the hand gestures.

When Fei Yizhen came here, he still felt that there might be some difficulties when donating. For example, some people would not want to receive donations because of their self-esteem, so they took pictures to earn sympathy from others, but when they really communicated face to face, he found that I was wrong again.

His idea is too ridiculous.

The donation process was smooth, whether it was an elderly person or a child, it was even nice to have a photo opportunity.A child stared at the digital camera for a long time and asked Fei Yizhen: "Big sister, can I touch it!?"

He looked wary and looked very nervous.As a result, the child's grandma immediately ran up, took the child and scolded him in dialect, basically saying that you are so precious that your camera is so precious, so don't talk nonsense to embarrass others.

Fei Yizhen's eyes turned sore all of a sudden, he didn't even bother with the embarrassing "big sister".

He stopped the old woman, let the child come in, touched the camera with his little yellowed and rough hands, squatted down, and patiently taught him how to use it.

When the other children saw it, they were also very envious. One by one, they came up to call the big sister, and wanted to touch and take a look at the camera.Fei Yizhen patiently agreed to their requests one by one and taught them how to use it.

Liang Qing saw that he allowed the children to misunderstand him without refuting, and called him "big sister", and couldn't help but smile on the corner of his lips.

Fei Yizhen prepared six sets of clothes for the elderly and children. Since it was the end of October, the clothes mainly consisted of two sets of winter clothes, two sets of autumn clothes, and two sets of sweaters.The number of clothes brought by the truck was several times more than the number of people needed, and all the clothes were sorted after donation, and the name tags of the donors were hung on them.Although Fei Yi really knew that this kind of practice was a bit of fame-seeking, but for the donors, they also needed a little bit of spiritual return, so that this kind of donation activities could continue.

The number of clothes on the truck was naturally more than the actual demand, after all, Fei Yizhen didn't know the actual situation of the villagers when he came here.

Although he is full of sympathy, he still abides by the rules he set. The clothes are fixed and only give each person two sets of autumn shirts, winter shirts and sweaters according to the approximate size.Rationally, Fei Yi really knows that these people don't need too many clothes. Two sets of warm and comfortable clothes that are not old and not old can allow them to spend a comfortable and warm winter, and that's about it.

However, Fei Yizhen couldn't help pampering the children a little bit, letting them choose the clothes they wanted.This caused some children to hold clothes that were not their own size and refused to let go, and some were hesitant to buy several old children's clothes of different styles, and they were so anxious that they were about to cry.

Fei Yizhen coaxed them one by one, reasoned with them, and then persuaded the children to choose suitable clothes.

In addition, Fei Yizhen also left several old dolls for the children.

The trip to the mountain village was actually quite smooth, but Fei Yi was really not feeling well, and was always a little bored.

Liang Qing asked him: "Isn't it great? The old man and the children are very happy."

Fei Yizhen shook his head and said, "But, I feel cruel."

The children were almost entirely happy about the "new clothes", but in fact they were clothes that some children in the city had worn out or had just a little problem and no longer wore them.

Fei Yizhen said: "When I was seven or eight years old, I only liked ice cream that cost 12 yuan a cup."

Liang Qing said with a smile: "You are not so picky now."

Fei Yizhen said: "Sometimes I feel that this world is so cruel and unfair. Whenever this happens, I feel that I should be very grateful. For things like being able to live without worrying about food and clothing."

Liang Qing smiled: "You think too much. How can there be so many issues of fairness and unfairness in this world? Fairness is something that everyone talks about, but has never really been realized. Everyone It is selfish, so it will take benefits for itself. Some people win, they get the tilt of resources, and some people lose, so they have to admit that they are unlucky. The strong will naturally get more preferential treatment, and the weak can only drag on. The same is true for these children. They were born in this kind of place. Of course, they live in a very uncomfortable way, but maybe at some point, someone inside will struggle out and become a strong person. Birth may be important, but it cannot determine fate. This It was originally a society where the weak preyed on the strong. The strong fight for their own opportunities, and the weak can only pray for pity.”

Fei Yizhen glanced at him, and laughed at himself: "So, I should be weak. Fortunately, I came from a good background."

After he said this, he turned his head away and stopped talking to Liang Qing.

Liang Qing suddenly realized that he was unhappy, and said, "I didn't mean that."

Fei Yizhen nodded, and said: "I know. But you can't deny, Ah Qing, that I really can't meet your standard of 'strong'. However, I don't think this is a society where 'the weak eat the strong'. Human beings We have long since left the era of drinking blood, compassion for the poor, compassion for the weak, solidarity in distress, and social progress through the strength of the group, which is the final state evolved into by the development of a civilized society."

Liang Qing and Fei Yizhen looked at each other for a long while, but none of their theories convinced the other. In the end, they gave up the dispute on this topic in a tacit understanding.

After the first batch of clothes and items were donated, the operation process of the "Charity Line" was quickly updated on the website. Photos and some records were also uploaded to the website, and the information of the donated items and the inventory of items that were not donated were updated. , and released the delivery route and donation area information for the next event.

The scale of Fei Yizhen's event is not small, but the amount of funds is not large, and it is mainly used for the operation of the entire "charity line". On the contrary, the donations only play an intermediary role, and most of the items come from external donations .

There are many external evaluations of him, and there are various opinions. However, although there are also negative speculations that he is trying to gain fame and grandstanding at a young age, generally speaking, there are more praises and less slander.

Because Liang Qing participated in the event, he also received some intangible benefits.So far, because of the two accidents and this charity event, Liang Qing has received very good reviews. He has already accumulated several invitations for new scripts, all of which are positive characters.

But because it was near the end of the period, he didn't follow up.The most important thing is that there are not enough outstanding scripts in it to make him feel that he wants to follow up even if he misses the final exam.

And November is Fei Yizhen's birthday.

Very important 16th birthday.

The 16th birthday should be a meaningful day for a person.Legally speaking, 16-year-old children can already have their own ID cards and basically have the legal right to act.Although it is not considered a full adult, it can be considered a semi-adult state.

As for Liang Qing, Fei Yizhen's birthday was at the age of 16, and he prepared a very important gift for him.

Liang Qing doesn't quite remember when he met Fei Yizhen.Maybe they knew each other shortly after birth, before the two little babies had concrete memories.

After growing up for a long time, Chen Xueyan recalled the things of the two children when they were young, and there are endless interesting stories.For example, when Fei Yizhen, who was a little older at the age of four, gnawed on an apple that was half the size of his head, Liang Qing refused to ask for a new apple, rather than snatching the apple from Fei Yizhen's hand. Take a bite too.After nibbling, Fei Yizhen hugged the apple with an extra tooth mark that didn't belong to him, and started crying loudly.

Even Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing didn't remember these things, only Chen Xueyan still talked about them.

Liang Qing sometimes wonders if he liked Fei Yizhen at that time, that's why he especially likes to make him cry.

It has been 16 years now.

Liang Qing, who has grown up, of course will not naively want to make Fei Yizhen cry again.

He wanted to make Fei Yi really laugh.