Public Enemy of the Continent Reborn
12 Covered Water
Lust can blind people's reason; but no matter how blinded, lust will always fade away; reason will eventually recover.
So although Serrell hugged and bit his ears as soon as he found out the truth, and preemptively used a hearty sex as the beginning of "reminiscing about the past" with Master; The submerged past, contradictions and barriers also surfaced bit by bit between each other.
For the Lord Pei Du, Adrian is the master, and the person who made him feel warm and hard to let go is the same person from the beginning to the end. No matter how shocked he was when he learned the truth, the joy in his heart still surpassed everything— ─He is delighted that the master is still alive after all, delighted in the gratification of each other's feelings, delighted that he no longer has to feel ashamed of his master for falling in love with Adrian, and even more delighted in the 400 years that has been in his heart, the one named The idea of "If I knew this earlier, why not accept Master", finally ushered in a more complete answer.
──He has always loved Master.
He doesn't know when his feelings have changed, but he already knows that the entanglements of those years and the hard thinking and struggles of these years are finally caused by some old cognitions and ideas that are fixed in his heart... those random thoughts The dark emotions that brought the soul into this world were once sealed by the warmth, love and affection from the master, but they were revived after he noticed the affection and desire in the eyes of the master, so that he was easily blinded , and used the greatest malice to speculate on Master's thoughts and actions, which resulted in the tragedy more than 400 years ago.
But the reason why he fell in love with "Adrian Farion" was exactly the same as the reason why he was willing to open his heart to let the master in.
And this is also the reason why he was so terrified when he realized for the first time that he was actually looking for the master's figure on Adrian... Because deep down in his heart, he had already faintly noticed that he was in Adrian's embrace. What kind of emotion does he have; and the initiation of this emotion is based on the similarity between the child and the master, doesn't it also mean... In his heart, he actually loves the master?
But for him at that time, in the case of his master passed away, such an answer was impossible to face no matter what.
So he subconsciously chose to escape and deceive himself, but what he got in return was the loss of control that night and the drift away from Adrian... He longed for that child, but kept telling himself that he could not get close to him and possess him , struggled and suppressed to the end, it was the decision that was so stupid that almost killed Adrian... and all the things that were completely out of order after that.
Although... In retrospect, no matter whether it was 400 years ago or now, when facing Master, it seems that none of the decisions he made was not stupid.
He obviously loves the other party, but he always acts self-righteously and recklessly, and even makes the other party's life and death a few times... Just thinking about it, I feel that I am really terrible.So the moment he knew that Adrian was the master, immediately after the ecstasy, it was panic that occupied his heart faster.
Fear of losing each other's panic.
Because I realized how many stupid things I had done, and how I had broken Master's heart again and again.
──At that moment, he may not have been able to count and clarify his "crimes" over the years so rationally and clearly, but he had already faintly felt that something was wrong, so that the first move at the moment was to obey the instinct and rush forward Going to hug Master, the purpose is only to influence the other party's thinking and soften the other party's attitude before the Master comes back to his senses and settles the score.
At the moment when he has fallen in love with Master and Adrian so deeply, he cannot and absolutely cannot accept the possibility of giving up on the only person he really cares about in this world──he has this thought, When he and his master finally had to be alone to "reminiscing about the old days", Serel, who had already noticed something bad from the master's move to break away from his embrace, became even more serious. Angry, and then begging for mercy and love while teasing the body that he had trained to be extremely sensitive, and finally fell into lust completely, and could only cry and moan helplessly under his own violation, and could no longer think about anything else.
At the same time, with the desire and desire to crush the other party into his own bones... he expresses his unshakable love even after knowing the true identity of "Adrian".
But it is one thing to express his will, and another thing is whether the other party really accepts it... Although the love affair was temporarily suspended, he had received the answer of "no hate" from the master as he wished, and even more so from the other party's demeanor, behavior and body. In his reaction, he realized that he was still cared about and deeply loved by the other party, but when the tide of emotion receded and Master's thoughts were no longer affected by the misty and intoxicating lust, those colors that he had been afraid of all along gradually faded away. Floating in the opponent's golden eyes.
It is the shadow that has been hidden in the heart of "Adrian" for more than four hundred years, but has been suppressed for too long.It is resentment, bitterness, grievance, fear, uneasiness, vigilance, and even deep-seated doubts...and distrust.
For his emotions, his attitude, his words.
He finally realizes that he not only loves Adrian, but also has always loved Master deeply—although he cannot deny that this deep love is also mixed with family affection—but Master, who has been severely hurt by him countless times, is I can no longer believe it.
But who can he blame?
It was because he was unwilling and resolute. On the one hand, he had scruples, but on the other hand, he still obeyed his own desires, so when he decided to keep a distance, he still couldn't restrain himself from chasing Lorien, but after chasing Lorien, he used that This kind of ambiguous and inexplicable attitude hangs on each other... and just thinking about how Master looks at his various deeds these days, Serrell's heart hurts uncontrollably.
Not to mention his self righteous rejection that day.
If Adrian was just Adrian, those words would certainly hurt people, but the degree of hurt would be limited... But Adrian is the master, the one who was severely hurt by him with countless harsh words 400 years ago My master experienced a similar thing again after 400 years. Even if his blurted words are mild, but to the master, I am afraid that it is still tantamount to gouging out a wound and adding salt, or even cutting the flesh with a knife. Bar.
That is the person he loves and cares about the most, and the only person in this world who loves him, loves him, and treats him well, but is trampled and hurt by him time and time again... Even he himself feels that Master has no reason to continue to tolerate and love him as before.
Because he is not qualified.
But how can he let go?
Whether it is selfishness or despicability, since they have gone around in such a big circle, they are still entangled with each other in the end, and he has completely awakened, so no matter what, he will not let the master leave him and leave.
In fact, if Serel hadn't understood the principle of "too much is too late", even if Serrell had to use his body to keep Master on the bed every day, he would never be the slightest bit unhappy... It's just that with Master's temperament, he is like a mistress or a male favorite. Using carnality as a means to persuade the other party's ears when they are weak is a must. If you use too much, it will only make your own poor credit even worse; so you have master trapped in bed for a whole day, After repeatedly eating the person from head to toe until he was extremely tired and lethargic, he did not take advantage of the danger and drag the other person into lust again before his master woke up, but quietly waited for those golden eyes to gradually recover after a peaceful night's sleep , and then suppressed the urge to leave people behind regardless of everything, and left the mage tower together with the master who had begun to be wary of him because he regained his sanity.
After that, they did not act together again.
With Serena's accident before and Leon's attack after, even though both parties are fine, it is impossible to let things go.It's just that although Serrell already knows the truth, he is no longer the little apprentice who was more than 400 years ago, no matter how high-spirited he was outside, but still relied on his master in his heart. Even if he knew that Adrian was the master, he now has a holy level of cultivation , It is also impossible to say anything to let his boy take risks.So despite all his reluctance, he still ignored the other party's complicated eyes, sent him back to Lorien after kissing Yu Yin, and started investigating in two ways.
Of course, because of a well-known reason, Serrell said that the troops were divided into two groups. In fact, the role of the real body was to stay in the town of Pei Du Town to command and occasionally collect all kinds of information from his subordinates. Where is the communication device useful? In comparison, his silver-haired avatar who had to stay by Leon's side was much more busy.
Things have to start after Serena wakes up.
Knowing some of the temperament of this "flaming rose", in order to prevent her from going to Haldora or other similar places after she recovers, Serel is not so willing, but still obtains After Master agreed, he briefly told each other their identities and various truths.
Serena's reaction to this was very intuitive and simple: she first confirmed Adrian's condition, and then after a while of hugging and making out, she accepted the matter after confirming that her little Adrian was still little Adrian, But there was never even a moment of entanglement or awkwardness, and Leon, who was watching, couldn't help being half admiring and half guilty... But Serel mentioned these just to pave the way for the next words, seeing that Serena didn't accept it at all. Without barriers, the topic was extended along the way.
There is no doubt about the shadow of Sifa Unsed behind the incident of Haldora. Serena also recalled some clues after recalling her previous adventures... But what she encountered is obvious After all, it was just a very common risky accident. If the investigation is carried out rashly, the most likely result is that the clues will be cut off, and even the attention of the Semuel Empire will be drawn to it.And such a situation, Serrell would not allow it anyway.
He didn't care if Serena wanted to die, but he couldn't help but prevent Samuel from turning his attention to Master... If he was in a hurry, he would jump over the wall, let alone Xifa who was busy racing against death now?If that person knew that Adrian had been sanctified at the age of 15, and even guessed the real identity of the master, Serrell had no doubt that the person who had spared no effort to prolong his life by taking other people's life force would do anything to attack the master.
And he didn't dare to think, and he didn't want to think about what would happen if his master, who was only at the holy level, faced Xifa.
So after clarifying his identity, Serel also tore off the gentle cloak of "Eli" in the past, unceremoniously made a request to Serena and Leon to seal it with an oath, and asked Serena to promise never He will not do anything that may threaten Adrian's life—including actively pursuing Halla's conspiracy or spreading the matter.
His attitude is far from good, but it's about Adrian's safety, Serena and Leon certainly won't take any risks... Especially this kind of oath is also a kind of protection for them, so the two don't have much After hesitating, he made the oath to Adrian directly as he said, but responded lightly with the sentence "I don't know who almost pissed Adrian to death directly" after finishing.
Needless to say, Serrell's expression at that moment was so wonderful that a certain mother and son felt like they were pouring ice water in summer; while Adrian, who was also listening, just slightly lowered his eyes and didn't blurt anything.
This kind of attitude made Serrell feel more painful than the accusation of the sword.
After that, Serena stayed in Catrange Territory. The apparent reason was that she still needed to recuperate, but her real purpose was to accompany her parents and investigate the ghost in the territory; Leon was temporarily taking leave from the academy. Under the escort of the former "Eli", he returned to De La Chaer, and launched an investigation into the assassination incident.
From the perspective of interest relationship, if Leon dies, the most direct "beneficiary" is undoubtedly Adrian whose inheritance rights are threatened by him.So the first thing Leon did when he arrived in the imperial capital was to report the matter to the royal family and Duke Farien to clear his brother of suspicion; and the most direct "evidence" was the accompanying silver-haired swordsman.
Since Adrian's identity and strength must be strictly kept secret, the "achievements" of saving Leon and killing the fire magic saint at the critical moment can only fall on the silver falcon shell. On Serrell──The "process" of the incident was very simple, that is, Adrian discovered that his brother had been attacked when he was on the phone with his brother, and immediately notified the Winster Sword Master, who was visiting Serena at the Earl of Catrange's mansion, to go to the rescue.
The relationship between the Silver Falcon and the Farien family is no secret in De La Ciel, and many people have even speculated maliciously on the reason why the handsome silver-haired swordsman is so fond of this family.At the very beginning, people speculated that he was pursuing Serena Catrange, who was known as the Flame Rose, so he stayed at Farien's house to look after and guide Serena's only son, Leon Farien; But after eight years passed, there was still no sign of a "breakthrough" between the two sword masters. For many years, Winster Sword Master, who had only been teaching at the Academy of Magic and Martial Arts, suddenly ran to the Royal Academy "to take the lead". Child", and Adrian, who was only 12 years old, also happened to be admitted to school that year, and received all kinds of care from the silver-haired swordsman during his studies... although the latter never explained his behavior positively , but it still does not prevent some people from "understanding" something from the delicate and pretty appearance of the little canary of the Faruien family, so they heard that Eli was able to arrive in time because of Adrian's notice. The investigators sent never questioned this, but they just took a thoughtful look at the silver-haired swordsman while recording it; as for Alphard Farion, his reply letter was very simple, but it was also very irritating .
Alphard thanked Eli Winster with 12 points, and said that if the silver-haired Juggernaut is willing to maintain the "friendship" between the two sides and continue to protect Leon, he does not mind further "deepening the relationship between the two parties" and "giving corresponding The price"... Although he didn't say it outright on paper, neither Leon nor Serrell could guess what this "father" was thinking from his words.
As long as he can successfully win over the silver-haired Juggernaut, he doesn't mind paying the "price" of his legitimate son who has the first inheritance right... When he thinks that his boy and his master are no different from goods in the eyes of that man, it's a pity. At the craziest time, Leier had a similar thought for a moment, and he couldn't help being so angry that Pei Du changed again; let alone Leon, who wholeheartedly cherished and protected his younger brother as a treasure.Helplessly, no matter how angry the two of them are, it is difficult to do anything with this famous Vatican who doesn't know what is thinking in his head. I can only rejoice that Adrian is not just "Adrien Farien", and he will not treat himself. It hurts to have such a father.
──As a matter of fact, Adrian, who is the biggest victim, is indeed the one who cares the least about Alphard's behavior that makes people wonder how he feels.
But Leon's statement of events ruled out Adrian's suspicion, but it also made the whole situation more complicated... Fortunately, he didn't expect the Imperial Police Agency to help him find out who was behind the scenes, so he did his due responsibilities After finishing the investigation, he handed over the investigation to the silver-haired swordsman, while he continued to work in the security department during the day, and contacted his younger brother at night—under the threat of someone’s sharp eyes like a knife—living a very uncomfortable life .
As for Serel, who wears the shell of a silver-haired swordsman, on the one hand, he pays attention to Leon's safety, and on the other hand, he analyzes the information of various parties to find out the black hand behind the incident... He has already done this kind of thing more than 400 years ago. He was very familiar with it, and he didn't expect to get any fair judgment through the judiciary, so after using all kinds of means, both overtly and secretly, the silver-haired sword master found the answer he wanted in less than half a month.
In this assassination incident, the shadows of the three forces can basically be seen.One is Collins, which is Adrian's mother family. The reason why this politically active family married Faruien was to hold this emerging nobleman in his hands, so as to gain a hand in Vatican's political game. The second is Serena's cousin, the third heir to the Earl of Catrange. The second successor, Leon, was removed; the last party was the Sorin Chamber of Commerce with a faint orc background. Because of Leon's outstanding performance, he felt a great sense of crisis, and decided to completely eradicate this might hinder him before he grew up. Young Farion of Orcs Rise.
Although the three parties did not cooperate clearly, they cooperated more or less after they had the same interests and noticed the change—the Sorin Chamber of Commerce was hired, and the Collins family deliberately ignored this. The espionage conspiracy, and contributed to the Killer's contact with the Catrange family.If it wasn't for Adrian's timely appearance, Leon would have died under the attack of the fire magic saint, and the question is only who should blame him.
It's just that the black hand behind the scenes has found out, how to retaliate and how to grasp the appropriate "degree" is naturally a big problem.
The Thorin Chamber of Commerce doesn't need them to worry about it, they just need to provide the relevant clues to the Imperial Police Agency, and the latter will be grateful to follow along; but Catrange is a family scandal, how to deal with it needs to take care of the old earl's face; Although Collins has no relationship with Adrian, he has been quite secretive in the beginning and end of this matter, and his power in Vatican is greater than that of the Faruien family. It is basically a matter of seeking justice from the front. impossible.But Leon is usually quite sensible except when facing his younger brother, who doesn't know what principles are; so the "retaliation" to the Collins family is finally a "secret line" that secretly guides the Police Department to "find" the Thorin Chamber of Commerce. The Collins family's staff in the Imperial Intelligence Department was cut off, and no further investigation was carried out.
But even though Serrell made great contributions to this investigation, Leon, who once had great respect for the Sword Master Winster, still didn't feel kind to him.There is no other reason: After the "biting ear" incident on the day he learned the truth, the good brother who wholeheartedly guarded his brother's chastity suffered another devastating blow──
In the "study room" that day, Adrian not only talked with the silver-haired swordsman for a whole day, but when he came out, there were a few red marks on the back of his neck, and there was a faint smell on his body that was not in the study room. The silver-haired Juggernaut does not have the strange cold fragrance, and it is also mixed with the unique fragrance of fleur-fleur in the southeast of France... Thinking of what my brother mentioned, "Eli Winster" is just an artificial body. The fact that the devil's real body is in Du Du Pei's "town house", Leon, who is the elder brother but also a man, can hardly control his wandering thoughts.If it weren't for Adrian not showing any signs of backache and weakness, the blond young man who was on the verge of collapse would have been desperate to have sex with his "mentor" again.
It's not that he doesn't know that the soul contained in that body is actually thousands of years old, hundreds of years earlier than the origin of Farien's family, and it's not that he doesn't know the reputation of wisdom that soul once had... He even knows that Adrian In fact, the fact that An still loves each other deeply, but after confirming that the younger brother is the younger brother, no matter how much Leon "knows", it is difficult to accept that the younger brother is defiled by a bastard elder-although "history" seems to be reversed ──The facts.So even though he barely held back his temper, Leon had completely broken with the silver-haired swordsman he had once regarded as his mentor and even adopted the image of his father.
But for Serrell at this moment, he has more things to worry about than the hostility of "Brother-in-law" and these endless little tricks.
That is how to regain Master's trust, let Master believe and accept his feelings.
But for Serrell at this moment, he has more things to worry about than the hostility of "Brother-in-law" and these endless little tricks.
That is how to regain Master's trust, let Master believe and accept his feelings.
But since he came to the Nutaier Continent for more than 200 years and became the leader of one party for more than [-] years, he never thought that... he would also fall into this kind of emotional problem that is simple to say, but complicated to say the least. one day.
The crux of the problem is nothing more than that he has said too many stupid things and done too many stupid things, so that when he finally understands his own emotions and comes to the other party with a heart full of enthusiasm and a heart, the master has already put He rejected it from the door of his heart, and he dared not believe it...let alone accept it.
But Serrell didn't know what to do.
He has the ability to evade many pursuits and counterattacks, and he has the ability to find out the black hand behind the conspiracy; but facing the person who knows him best and cares about him the most in this world, he doesn't know how to let the other person understand his changes and his own destiny. Sincerely... on the day when he knew the truth, even in such an intimate physical entanglement, his love words and his confidantes still seemed so pale and powerless, making the person he cares about the most even if he has completely Opening up his body for him, absent minded orgasm, but still not being able to truly open his heart to accept everything after the lust subsides.
The reason why Serrell temporarily gave up on being obsessed with his master to please him was also because of his numerous previous convictions, he decided to calm down and think about it before doing any stupid things... It just made the entire Nutaier continent frightened Although the Lord Pei Du had the determination to save the other party at all costs, he didn't have the confidence to match him at all.And if he wants to seek "off-site support", judging from the current situation, Serena and Leon, who know the identity and involvement of his master and apprentice, are already thankful for not wanting to break them up. How can there be anyone who can help him? possible?In the end, the only people Serrell could think of asking for help were a few consuls under him.
And in the end, the only one who was "selected by the bird screen" and could be trusted by him and who could come up with good advice on this matter was the intelligence officer who had always been relied on by the Lord Pei Du.
Ke Liye Kule, one of the five consuls of Pei Du, is also the most famous family-loving man in the entire Pei Du. He has been married to the female intelligence officer who rescued him from Semuel for more than [-] years, and they are like glue. The level still makes countless Pei Du's bachelors envy and envy.They have also had cold wars, quarreled and disagreements, but they can always make up after talking...Compared to the other four consuls who are either lingering in the flowers, fighting repeatedly or taking their jobs as their partners, it is obvious that only Ke Liye can rely on it.
──Thus, when the silver-haired sword master was cleaning up the aftermath in De La Chaer and thinking about his master, the Lord Pei Du also made a very rare statement after finishing his daily business, leaving behind the intelligence officer who planned to leave work as usual, and was slightly surprised by the other party His gaze invited him to his lounge on the Judgment Tower.
Watching the head-to-toe Lord Pei Du silently release countless layers of barriers after entering the room, Ke Liye, who had not seen such a big battle for many years, felt a little nervous, and felt a little uncomfortable for a moment. Deciding whether it is suitable for him to continue sitting on the sofa──The content that would make this lord so cautiously talk to him in secret, the first thing Corlier thought of was "Pei Du is out of the ghost" or "I want to deal with Sam." I acted" and other major events... If it is the former, as an intelligence officer, he will probably be held accountable. How can he sit on the sofa so leisurely?As for the latter... The content of the conversation is very important, and it is obviously not suitable for nesting on the sofa.
But in the face of his restlessness, the Lord Pei Du didn't say anything.
The man with black hair and black eyes just repeatedly confirmed the reliability of the lower barrier, and then took out a bottle of fine red wine tied with a ribbon from the space and put it in front of his subordinates.
"I'll give it to you first... Count it as today's consultation fee."
"……Yes."
Although he was a bit puzzled by the word "consultation fee" used by the master, Corlier wisely didn't ask any further questions. He just put the expensive and unmarketable bottle of famous wine in front of him into the space bag, then relaxed his body and leaned slightly. Beforehand, he used his body movements to hint that the lord Pei Du, who was still on the other side, was ready to listen... His witty performance gave Serel a little more confidence in his choice, so after clearing his throat, his thin lips slightly Zhang thought about it and told his subordinates about his relationship problems.
──Of course, he was not so frank that he even said the name of the person. Instead, he used "there is a person" as the beginning of the cover-up, and at the same time blurred Adrian's identity as much as possible, and focused on him. All kinds of stupid things he did and his master's reaction...But that's the case, Corlier, who immediately added "Master = this person" in his mind, still lost his expression little by little during the listening process, In the end, he could no longer care about the division between master and servant. When the black-haired legend finally stopped narrating, he rubbed his stunned face, and spoke to the other party as seriously as possible:
"My lord, please forgive me for speaking bluntly... Falling in love with 'this person' is really the biggest failure in that Lord Adi's life; 'this person' has not been completely disliked by the other party until now, it is really a piece of shit luck."
"...Then, is there still hope for 'this person'?"
Knowing that the subordinate turned the corner and scolded him as a scumbag, Serrell's face remained condensed, but he secretly smiled wryly in his heart, and finally couldn't help asking the question that had stuck in his throat for a long time:
"Since they still love each other, they should also..."
"If Your Excellency Adi still cares about "this person" and understands "this person" as you said, as long as "this person" is really sincere, and he no longer uses the stupid trick of going to bed to show his sincerity, maybe it can still be saved."
Thinking of the foolish behaviors that he had just heard about to be committed by the master he was loyal to with his soul, Corlier's tone of voice could not help but be filled with the helplessness of hating iron for being weak.
And the Lord Pei Du, who was listening, took a lot of effort to control the embarrassment that made him want to shrink his head. His voice was calm and weak, and he argued weakly:
"'This person' is also unthinkable, in order to keep the other party, you will resort to such means... To express your sincerity, you must at least see the person, right? Besides, doing so can also make the other party understand that 'this person' ’ How deep is the desire for him.”
"...Are you sure that 'this person' is really sincere in doing this?"
"What's the meaning?"
"Listen to your narration, Your Excellency Adi has already exhausted his confidence in this relationship. In this case, out of self-defense, no matter what actions "this person" takes, His Excellency Adi will only go as far as possible. Negative thinking, so as not to be hurt by disappointment again... From this point of view, the behavior of "this person" desperately dragging him to bed will only make him think that "this person" likes him the way he is and treats him " Just because the body has desires does not prove that "this person" really loves him."
As he said that, seeing an expression like a thunderbolt flashed across Pei Duzhi's face, Ke Liye, who was rarely able to train the other party so smoothly, made another blow:
"In addition, I don't know if you have heard of a saying..."True words on the bed, nonsense on the bed", a lot of things that men say when they have sexual impulses are not brains, even if they are true when they say it Seriously, when the mouth is controlled by the brain again, these words will naturally become impulsive bullshit-this is backed up by statistics. Pei Du's survey of famous brothels and hundreds of courtesans in major cities fully supports it this statement."
Serrell began to wonder if it was the right decision for him to "talk" with Corlier.
He knew that he had done a lot of stupid things, but Corlier's analysis told him that he had underestimated what he thought was "stupid".
He thought he had expressed his sincerity to the master, but now it seems that not only is he unable to see the slightest sincerity, but it may even cause the other party to have some bad misunderstandings... and when he thinks about how the master treats the early After everything before, Serrell's chest tightened almost suffocatingly.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that the previous concealment was so ridiculous.
He is obviously helpless and desperate to this point, why is he still concerned about face?Now that you have decided to trust Corlier, you should tell the truth and ask the other party for advice seriously, instead of being secretive like now, and you will not be serious when you talk about it... Thinking of this, Du Du The master let out a long breath, and finally showed a wry smile under the slightly questioning eyes of his subordinates, and asked:
"So, what should I do?"
"My lord──"
"What can I do to make him believe... that I've always loved him?"
"...The root of the problem between your lord and your Excellency lies in 'trust', so from the perspective of subordinates, the way to deal with it can basically be divided into three steps--honesty, rationalization, and commitment."
From the master's confession, he understood the seriousness of the other party. After a moment of silence, the somewhat softened Coreyer finally put away his poisonous tongue, and answered the master's question based on his previous understanding.
"The first is to be honest. From the subordinate's point of view, because of the fact that they have concealed something from each other, although they both think they know each other very well, there are actually many misunderstandings... and the best way to resolve the misunderstanding is naturally Tell the truth. So the first thing you should do is to tell the other party your mental journey over the years without reservation...whether it is good or bad, there is nothing to hide."
After a pause, "Again, since it is completely honest, there will naturally be some things that are not so... good. For these parts, rather than lying or covering up, a better way is to tell the truth and then rationalize it to make it more plausible. The reason why people accept it. In this way, with the attention and love that your Excellency has for you, you will definitely be considerate."
"As for the promise...you don't need to explain it to your subordinates. As a legend, you can definitely find enough promises to show your sincerity. The only question is whether you are willing to use it or not."
"Promise... a soul vow?"
Knowing what Coreyer meant by "would you like to use it?" Serel's wry smile deepened, but what emerged in his heart was not the rejection or resistance implied by his subordinates, but fear.
Afraid... Even if he proposed, the master would not accept it.
It seems that just like what Corlier said, the most important thing he should do is to be honest without reservation... If there is no honesty, even if the master accepts him for a while, the night more than 400 years ago will still be the relationship between the two of them. The thorn in his heart left the pain and knot in Master's heart forever... and this alone was enough to make him give up the secret that had been suppressed for more than 400 years.
If you tell everything, Master...should understand, right?
He would not think that he was deliberately deceiving, and he would not give up on himself and stay away from himself because of this, just because he discovered that he...was not as good as he thought.
But these apprehensions and struggles can only be kept in the heart after all.So after listening to Coreyer's suggestion, Serrell didn't say anything more after all, he just nodded to show that he understood, and then made a gesture with his eyes to let the other party leave the place on their own.
And he himself, after a moment of contemplation, teleported back to the mage's tower, and then, as always, came to the room that had been occupied by him for the past 400 years.
──The preservation magic used in the past has been revoked, and the scent that was deliberately retained is no longer there; instead, it is a mixed fragrance of frangipani and rosewood... recalling the fragrance that filled the entire room half a month ago , Lord Pei Du's eyes were dim, but he didn't lie down on the bed and smell the scent of his sweetheart as before, but took out a light golden crystal that was as big as an adult male's fist from the low cabinet next to the bed. Stone comes.
The crystal is clear in color, only in the middle
So although Serrell hugged and bit his ears as soon as he found out the truth, and preemptively used a hearty sex as the beginning of "reminiscing about the past" with Master; The submerged past, contradictions and barriers also surfaced bit by bit between each other.
For the Lord Pei Du, Adrian is the master, and the person who made him feel warm and hard to let go is the same person from the beginning to the end. No matter how shocked he was when he learned the truth, the joy in his heart still surpassed everything— ─He is delighted that the master is still alive after all, delighted in the gratification of each other's feelings, delighted that he no longer has to feel ashamed of his master for falling in love with Adrian, and even more delighted in the 400 years that has been in his heart, the one named The idea of "If I knew this earlier, why not accept Master", finally ushered in a more complete answer.
──He has always loved Master.
He doesn't know when his feelings have changed, but he already knows that the entanglements of those years and the hard thinking and struggles of these years are finally caused by some old cognitions and ideas that are fixed in his heart... those random thoughts The dark emotions that brought the soul into this world were once sealed by the warmth, love and affection from the master, but they were revived after he noticed the affection and desire in the eyes of the master, so that he was easily blinded , and used the greatest malice to speculate on Master's thoughts and actions, which resulted in the tragedy more than 400 years ago.
But the reason why he fell in love with "Adrian Farion" was exactly the same as the reason why he was willing to open his heart to let the master in.
And this is also the reason why he was so terrified when he realized for the first time that he was actually looking for the master's figure on Adrian... Because deep down in his heart, he had already faintly noticed that he was in Adrian's embrace. What kind of emotion does he have; and the initiation of this emotion is based on the similarity between the child and the master, doesn't it also mean... In his heart, he actually loves the master?
But for him at that time, in the case of his master passed away, such an answer was impossible to face no matter what.
So he subconsciously chose to escape and deceive himself, but what he got in return was the loss of control that night and the drift away from Adrian... He longed for that child, but kept telling himself that he could not get close to him and possess him , struggled and suppressed to the end, it was the decision that was so stupid that almost killed Adrian... and all the things that were completely out of order after that.
Although... In retrospect, no matter whether it was 400 years ago or now, when facing Master, it seems that none of the decisions he made was not stupid.
He obviously loves the other party, but he always acts self-righteously and recklessly, and even makes the other party's life and death a few times... Just thinking about it, I feel that I am really terrible.So the moment he knew that Adrian was the master, immediately after the ecstasy, it was panic that occupied his heart faster.
Fear of losing each other's panic.
Because I realized how many stupid things I had done, and how I had broken Master's heart again and again.
──At that moment, he may not have been able to count and clarify his "crimes" over the years so rationally and clearly, but he had already faintly felt that something was wrong, so that the first move at the moment was to obey the instinct and rush forward Going to hug Master, the purpose is only to influence the other party's thinking and soften the other party's attitude before the Master comes back to his senses and settles the score.
At the moment when he has fallen in love with Master and Adrian so deeply, he cannot and absolutely cannot accept the possibility of giving up on the only person he really cares about in this world──he has this thought, When he and his master finally had to be alone to "reminiscing about the old days", Serel, who had already noticed something bad from the master's move to break away from his embrace, became even more serious. Angry, and then begging for mercy and love while teasing the body that he had trained to be extremely sensitive, and finally fell into lust completely, and could only cry and moan helplessly under his own violation, and could no longer think about anything else.
At the same time, with the desire and desire to crush the other party into his own bones... he expresses his unshakable love even after knowing the true identity of "Adrian".
But it is one thing to express his will, and another thing is whether the other party really accepts it... Although the love affair was temporarily suspended, he had received the answer of "no hate" from the master as he wished, and even more so from the other party's demeanor, behavior and body. In his reaction, he realized that he was still cared about and deeply loved by the other party, but when the tide of emotion receded and Master's thoughts were no longer affected by the misty and intoxicating lust, those colors that he had been afraid of all along gradually faded away. Floating in the opponent's golden eyes.
It is the shadow that has been hidden in the heart of "Adrian" for more than four hundred years, but has been suppressed for too long.It is resentment, bitterness, grievance, fear, uneasiness, vigilance, and even deep-seated doubts...and distrust.
For his emotions, his attitude, his words.
He finally realizes that he not only loves Adrian, but also has always loved Master deeply—although he cannot deny that this deep love is also mixed with family affection—but Master, who has been severely hurt by him countless times, is I can no longer believe it.
But who can he blame?
It was because he was unwilling and resolute. On the one hand, he had scruples, but on the other hand, he still obeyed his own desires, so when he decided to keep a distance, he still couldn't restrain himself from chasing Lorien, but after chasing Lorien, he used that This kind of ambiguous and inexplicable attitude hangs on each other... and just thinking about how Master looks at his various deeds these days, Serrell's heart hurts uncontrollably.
Not to mention his self righteous rejection that day.
If Adrian was just Adrian, those words would certainly hurt people, but the degree of hurt would be limited... But Adrian is the master, the one who was severely hurt by him with countless harsh words 400 years ago My master experienced a similar thing again after 400 years. Even if his blurted words are mild, but to the master, I am afraid that it is still tantamount to gouging out a wound and adding salt, or even cutting the flesh with a knife. Bar.
That is the person he loves and cares about the most, and the only person in this world who loves him, loves him, and treats him well, but is trampled and hurt by him time and time again... Even he himself feels that Master has no reason to continue to tolerate and love him as before.
Because he is not qualified.
But how can he let go?
Whether it is selfishness or despicability, since they have gone around in such a big circle, they are still entangled with each other in the end, and he has completely awakened, so no matter what, he will not let the master leave him and leave.
In fact, if Serel hadn't understood the principle of "too much is too late", even if Serrell had to use his body to keep Master on the bed every day, he would never be the slightest bit unhappy... It's just that with Master's temperament, he is like a mistress or a male favorite. Using carnality as a means to persuade the other party's ears when they are weak is a must. If you use too much, it will only make your own poor credit even worse; so you have master trapped in bed for a whole day, After repeatedly eating the person from head to toe until he was extremely tired and lethargic, he did not take advantage of the danger and drag the other person into lust again before his master woke up, but quietly waited for those golden eyes to gradually recover after a peaceful night's sleep , and then suppressed the urge to leave people behind regardless of everything, and left the mage tower together with the master who had begun to be wary of him because he regained his sanity.
After that, they did not act together again.
With Serena's accident before and Leon's attack after, even though both parties are fine, it is impossible to let things go.It's just that although Serrell already knows the truth, he is no longer the little apprentice who was more than 400 years ago, no matter how high-spirited he was outside, but still relied on his master in his heart. Even if he knew that Adrian was the master, he now has a holy level of cultivation , It is also impossible to say anything to let his boy take risks.So despite all his reluctance, he still ignored the other party's complicated eyes, sent him back to Lorien after kissing Yu Yin, and started investigating in two ways.
Of course, because of a well-known reason, Serrell said that the troops were divided into two groups. In fact, the role of the real body was to stay in the town of Pei Du Town to command and occasionally collect all kinds of information from his subordinates. Where is the communication device useful? In comparison, his silver-haired avatar who had to stay by Leon's side was much more busy.
Things have to start after Serena wakes up.
Knowing some of the temperament of this "flaming rose", in order to prevent her from going to Haldora or other similar places after she recovers, Serel is not so willing, but still obtains After Master agreed, he briefly told each other their identities and various truths.
Serena's reaction to this was very intuitive and simple: she first confirmed Adrian's condition, and then after a while of hugging and making out, she accepted the matter after confirming that her little Adrian was still little Adrian, But there was never even a moment of entanglement or awkwardness, and Leon, who was watching, couldn't help being half admiring and half guilty... But Serel mentioned these just to pave the way for the next words, seeing that Serena didn't accept it at all. Without barriers, the topic was extended along the way.
There is no doubt about the shadow of Sifa Unsed behind the incident of Haldora. Serena also recalled some clues after recalling her previous adventures... But what she encountered is obvious After all, it was just a very common risky accident. If the investigation is carried out rashly, the most likely result is that the clues will be cut off, and even the attention of the Semuel Empire will be drawn to it.And such a situation, Serrell would not allow it anyway.
He didn't care if Serena wanted to die, but he couldn't help but prevent Samuel from turning his attention to Master... If he was in a hurry, he would jump over the wall, let alone Xifa who was busy racing against death now?If that person knew that Adrian had been sanctified at the age of 15, and even guessed the real identity of the master, Serrell had no doubt that the person who had spared no effort to prolong his life by taking other people's life force would do anything to attack the master.
And he didn't dare to think, and he didn't want to think about what would happen if his master, who was only at the holy level, faced Xifa.
So after clarifying his identity, Serel also tore off the gentle cloak of "Eli" in the past, unceremoniously made a request to Serena and Leon to seal it with an oath, and asked Serena to promise never He will not do anything that may threaten Adrian's life—including actively pursuing Halla's conspiracy or spreading the matter.
His attitude is far from good, but it's about Adrian's safety, Serena and Leon certainly won't take any risks... Especially this kind of oath is also a kind of protection for them, so the two don't have much After hesitating, he made the oath to Adrian directly as he said, but responded lightly with the sentence "I don't know who almost pissed Adrian to death directly" after finishing.
Needless to say, Serrell's expression at that moment was so wonderful that a certain mother and son felt like they were pouring ice water in summer; while Adrian, who was also listening, just slightly lowered his eyes and didn't blurt anything.
This kind of attitude made Serrell feel more painful than the accusation of the sword.
After that, Serena stayed in Catrange Territory. The apparent reason was that she still needed to recuperate, but her real purpose was to accompany her parents and investigate the ghost in the territory; Leon was temporarily taking leave from the academy. Under the escort of the former "Eli", he returned to De La Chaer, and launched an investigation into the assassination incident.
From the perspective of interest relationship, if Leon dies, the most direct "beneficiary" is undoubtedly Adrian whose inheritance rights are threatened by him.So the first thing Leon did when he arrived in the imperial capital was to report the matter to the royal family and Duke Farien to clear his brother of suspicion; and the most direct "evidence" was the accompanying silver-haired swordsman.
Since Adrian's identity and strength must be strictly kept secret, the "achievements" of saving Leon and killing the fire magic saint at the critical moment can only fall on the silver falcon shell. On Serrell──The "process" of the incident was very simple, that is, Adrian discovered that his brother had been attacked when he was on the phone with his brother, and immediately notified the Winster Sword Master, who was visiting Serena at the Earl of Catrange's mansion, to go to the rescue.
The relationship between the Silver Falcon and the Farien family is no secret in De La Ciel, and many people have even speculated maliciously on the reason why the handsome silver-haired swordsman is so fond of this family.At the very beginning, people speculated that he was pursuing Serena Catrange, who was known as the Flame Rose, so he stayed at Farien's house to look after and guide Serena's only son, Leon Farien; But after eight years passed, there was still no sign of a "breakthrough" between the two sword masters. For many years, Winster Sword Master, who had only been teaching at the Academy of Magic and Martial Arts, suddenly ran to the Royal Academy "to take the lead". Child", and Adrian, who was only 12 years old, also happened to be admitted to school that year, and received all kinds of care from the silver-haired swordsman during his studies... although the latter never explained his behavior positively , but it still does not prevent some people from "understanding" something from the delicate and pretty appearance of the little canary of the Faruien family, so they heard that Eli was able to arrive in time because of Adrian's notice. The investigators sent never questioned this, but they just took a thoughtful look at the silver-haired swordsman while recording it; as for Alphard Farion, his reply letter was very simple, but it was also very irritating .
Alphard thanked Eli Winster with 12 points, and said that if the silver-haired Juggernaut is willing to maintain the "friendship" between the two sides and continue to protect Leon, he does not mind further "deepening the relationship between the two parties" and "giving corresponding The price"... Although he didn't say it outright on paper, neither Leon nor Serrell could guess what this "father" was thinking from his words.
As long as he can successfully win over the silver-haired Juggernaut, he doesn't mind paying the "price" of his legitimate son who has the first inheritance right... When he thinks that his boy and his master are no different from goods in the eyes of that man, it's a pity. At the craziest time, Leier had a similar thought for a moment, and he couldn't help being so angry that Pei Du changed again; let alone Leon, who wholeheartedly cherished and protected his younger brother as a treasure.Helplessly, no matter how angry the two of them are, it is difficult to do anything with this famous Vatican who doesn't know what is thinking in his head. I can only rejoice that Adrian is not just "Adrien Farien", and he will not treat himself. It hurts to have such a father.
──As a matter of fact, Adrian, who is the biggest victim, is indeed the one who cares the least about Alphard's behavior that makes people wonder how he feels.
But Leon's statement of events ruled out Adrian's suspicion, but it also made the whole situation more complicated... Fortunately, he didn't expect the Imperial Police Agency to help him find out who was behind the scenes, so he did his due responsibilities After finishing the investigation, he handed over the investigation to the silver-haired swordsman, while he continued to work in the security department during the day, and contacted his younger brother at night—under the threat of someone’s sharp eyes like a knife—living a very uncomfortable life .
As for Serel, who wears the shell of a silver-haired swordsman, on the one hand, he pays attention to Leon's safety, and on the other hand, he analyzes the information of various parties to find out the black hand behind the incident... He has already done this kind of thing more than 400 years ago. He was very familiar with it, and he didn't expect to get any fair judgment through the judiciary, so after using all kinds of means, both overtly and secretly, the silver-haired sword master found the answer he wanted in less than half a month.
In this assassination incident, the shadows of the three forces can basically be seen.One is Collins, which is Adrian's mother family. The reason why this politically active family married Faruien was to hold this emerging nobleman in his hands, so as to gain a hand in Vatican's political game. The second is Serena's cousin, the third heir to the Earl of Catrange. The second successor, Leon, was removed; the last party was the Sorin Chamber of Commerce with a faint orc background. Because of Leon's outstanding performance, he felt a great sense of crisis, and decided to completely eradicate this might hinder him before he grew up. Young Farion of Orcs Rise.
Although the three parties did not cooperate clearly, they cooperated more or less after they had the same interests and noticed the change—the Sorin Chamber of Commerce was hired, and the Collins family deliberately ignored this. The espionage conspiracy, and contributed to the Killer's contact with the Catrange family.If it wasn't for Adrian's timely appearance, Leon would have died under the attack of the fire magic saint, and the question is only who should blame him.
It's just that the black hand behind the scenes has found out, how to retaliate and how to grasp the appropriate "degree" is naturally a big problem.
The Thorin Chamber of Commerce doesn't need them to worry about it, they just need to provide the relevant clues to the Imperial Police Agency, and the latter will be grateful to follow along; but Catrange is a family scandal, how to deal with it needs to take care of the old earl's face; Although Collins has no relationship with Adrian, he has been quite secretive in the beginning and end of this matter, and his power in Vatican is greater than that of the Faruien family. It is basically a matter of seeking justice from the front. impossible.But Leon is usually quite sensible except when facing his younger brother, who doesn't know what principles are; so the "retaliation" to the Collins family is finally a "secret line" that secretly guides the Police Department to "find" the Thorin Chamber of Commerce. The Collins family's staff in the Imperial Intelligence Department was cut off, and no further investigation was carried out.
But even though Serrell made great contributions to this investigation, Leon, who once had great respect for the Sword Master Winster, still didn't feel kind to him.There is no other reason: After the "biting ear" incident on the day he learned the truth, the good brother who wholeheartedly guarded his brother's chastity suffered another devastating blow──
In the "study room" that day, Adrian not only talked with the silver-haired swordsman for a whole day, but when he came out, there were a few red marks on the back of his neck, and there was a faint smell on his body that was not in the study room. The silver-haired Juggernaut does not have the strange cold fragrance, and it is also mixed with the unique fragrance of fleur-fleur in the southeast of France... Thinking of what my brother mentioned, "Eli Winster" is just an artificial body. The fact that the devil's real body is in Du Du Pei's "town house", Leon, who is the elder brother but also a man, can hardly control his wandering thoughts.If it weren't for Adrian not showing any signs of backache and weakness, the blond young man who was on the verge of collapse would have been desperate to have sex with his "mentor" again.
It's not that he doesn't know that the soul contained in that body is actually thousands of years old, hundreds of years earlier than the origin of Farien's family, and it's not that he doesn't know the reputation of wisdom that soul once had... He even knows that Adrian In fact, the fact that An still loves each other deeply, but after confirming that the younger brother is the younger brother, no matter how much Leon "knows", it is difficult to accept that the younger brother is defiled by a bastard elder-although "history" seems to be reversed ──The facts.So even though he barely held back his temper, Leon had completely broken with the silver-haired swordsman he had once regarded as his mentor and even adopted the image of his father.
But for Serrell at this moment, he has more things to worry about than the hostility of "Brother-in-law" and these endless little tricks.
That is how to regain Master's trust, let Master believe and accept his feelings.
But for Serrell at this moment, he has more things to worry about than the hostility of "Brother-in-law" and these endless little tricks.
That is how to regain Master's trust, let Master believe and accept his feelings.
But since he came to the Nutaier Continent for more than 200 years and became the leader of one party for more than [-] years, he never thought that... he would also fall into this kind of emotional problem that is simple to say, but complicated to say the least. one day.
The crux of the problem is nothing more than that he has said too many stupid things and done too many stupid things, so that when he finally understands his own emotions and comes to the other party with a heart full of enthusiasm and a heart, the master has already put He rejected it from the door of his heart, and he dared not believe it...let alone accept it.
But Serrell didn't know what to do.
He has the ability to evade many pursuits and counterattacks, and he has the ability to find out the black hand behind the conspiracy; but facing the person who knows him best and cares about him the most in this world, he doesn't know how to let the other person understand his changes and his own destiny. Sincerely... on the day when he knew the truth, even in such an intimate physical entanglement, his love words and his confidantes still seemed so pale and powerless, making the person he cares about the most even if he has completely Opening up his body for him, absent minded orgasm, but still not being able to truly open his heart to accept everything after the lust subsides.
The reason why Serrell temporarily gave up on being obsessed with his master to please him was also because of his numerous previous convictions, he decided to calm down and think about it before doing any stupid things... It just made the entire Nutaier continent frightened Although the Lord Pei Du had the determination to save the other party at all costs, he didn't have the confidence to match him at all.And if he wants to seek "off-site support", judging from the current situation, Serena and Leon, who know the identity and involvement of his master and apprentice, are already thankful for not wanting to break them up. How can there be anyone who can help him? possible?In the end, the only people Serrell could think of asking for help were a few consuls under him.
And in the end, the only one who was "selected by the bird screen" and could be trusted by him and who could come up with good advice on this matter was the intelligence officer who had always been relied on by the Lord Pei Du.
Ke Liye Kule, one of the five consuls of Pei Du, is also the most famous family-loving man in the entire Pei Du. He has been married to the female intelligence officer who rescued him from Semuel for more than [-] years, and they are like glue. The level still makes countless Pei Du's bachelors envy and envy.They have also had cold wars, quarreled and disagreements, but they can always make up after talking...Compared to the other four consuls who are either lingering in the flowers, fighting repeatedly or taking their jobs as their partners, it is obvious that only Ke Liye can rely on it.
──Thus, when the silver-haired sword master was cleaning up the aftermath in De La Chaer and thinking about his master, the Lord Pei Du also made a very rare statement after finishing his daily business, leaving behind the intelligence officer who planned to leave work as usual, and was slightly surprised by the other party His gaze invited him to his lounge on the Judgment Tower.
Watching the head-to-toe Lord Pei Du silently release countless layers of barriers after entering the room, Ke Liye, who had not seen such a big battle for many years, felt a little nervous, and felt a little uncomfortable for a moment. Deciding whether it is suitable for him to continue sitting on the sofa──The content that would make this lord so cautiously talk to him in secret, the first thing Corlier thought of was "Pei Du is out of the ghost" or "I want to deal with Sam." I acted" and other major events... If it is the former, as an intelligence officer, he will probably be held accountable. How can he sit on the sofa so leisurely?As for the latter... The content of the conversation is very important, and it is obviously not suitable for nesting on the sofa.
But in the face of his restlessness, the Lord Pei Du didn't say anything.
The man with black hair and black eyes just repeatedly confirmed the reliability of the lower barrier, and then took out a bottle of fine red wine tied with a ribbon from the space and put it in front of his subordinates.
"I'll give it to you first... Count it as today's consultation fee."
"……Yes."
Although he was a bit puzzled by the word "consultation fee" used by the master, Corlier wisely didn't ask any further questions. He just put the expensive and unmarketable bottle of famous wine in front of him into the space bag, then relaxed his body and leaned slightly. Beforehand, he used his body movements to hint that the lord Pei Du, who was still on the other side, was ready to listen... His witty performance gave Serel a little more confidence in his choice, so after clearing his throat, his thin lips slightly Zhang thought about it and told his subordinates about his relationship problems.
──Of course, he was not so frank that he even said the name of the person. Instead, he used "there is a person" as the beginning of the cover-up, and at the same time blurred Adrian's identity as much as possible, and focused on him. All kinds of stupid things he did and his master's reaction...But that's the case, Corlier, who immediately added "Master = this person" in his mind, still lost his expression little by little during the listening process, In the end, he could no longer care about the division between master and servant. When the black-haired legend finally stopped narrating, he rubbed his stunned face, and spoke to the other party as seriously as possible:
"My lord, please forgive me for speaking bluntly... Falling in love with 'this person' is really the biggest failure in that Lord Adi's life; 'this person' has not been completely disliked by the other party until now, it is really a piece of shit luck."
"...Then, is there still hope for 'this person'?"
Knowing that the subordinate turned the corner and scolded him as a scumbag, Serrell's face remained condensed, but he secretly smiled wryly in his heart, and finally couldn't help asking the question that had stuck in his throat for a long time:
"Since they still love each other, they should also..."
"If Your Excellency Adi still cares about "this person" and understands "this person" as you said, as long as "this person" is really sincere, and he no longer uses the stupid trick of going to bed to show his sincerity, maybe it can still be saved."
Thinking of the foolish behaviors that he had just heard about to be committed by the master he was loyal to with his soul, Corlier's tone of voice could not help but be filled with the helplessness of hating iron for being weak.
And the Lord Pei Du, who was listening, took a lot of effort to control the embarrassment that made him want to shrink his head. His voice was calm and weak, and he argued weakly:
"'This person' is also unthinkable, in order to keep the other party, you will resort to such means... To express your sincerity, you must at least see the person, right? Besides, doing so can also make the other party understand that 'this person' ’ How deep is the desire for him.”
"...Are you sure that 'this person' is really sincere in doing this?"
"What's the meaning?"
"Listen to your narration, Your Excellency Adi has already exhausted his confidence in this relationship. In this case, out of self-defense, no matter what actions "this person" takes, His Excellency Adi will only go as far as possible. Negative thinking, so as not to be hurt by disappointment again... From this point of view, the behavior of "this person" desperately dragging him to bed will only make him think that "this person" likes him the way he is and treats him " Just because the body has desires does not prove that "this person" really loves him."
As he said that, seeing an expression like a thunderbolt flashed across Pei Duzhi's face, Ke Liye, who was rarely able to train the other party so smoothly, made another blow:
"In addition, I don't know if you have heard of a saying..."True words on the bed, nonsense on the bed", a lot of things that men say when they have sexual impulses are not brains, even if they are true when they say it Seriously, when the mouth is controlled by the brain again, these words will naturally become impulsive bullshit-this is backed up by statistics. Pei Du's survey of famous brothels and hundreds of courtesans in major cities fully supports it this statement."
Serrell began to wonder if it was the right decision for him to "talk" with Corlier.
He knew that he had done a lot of stupid things, but Corlier's analysis told him that he had underestimated what he thought was "stupid".
He thought he had expressed his sincerity to the master, but now it seems that not only is he unable to see the slightest sincerity, but it may even cause the other party to have some bad misunderstandings... and when he thinks about how the master treats the early After everything before, Serrell's chest tightened almost suffocatingly.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that the previous concealment was so ridiculous.
He is obviously helpless and desperate to this point, why is he still concerned about face?Now that you have decided to trust Corlier, you should tell the truth and ask the other party for advice seriously, instead of being secretive like now, and you will not be serious when you talk about it... Thinking of this, Du Du The master let out a long breath, and finally showed a wry smile under the slightly questioning eyes of his subordinates, and asked:
"So, what should I do?"
"My lord──"
"What can I do to make him believe... that I've always loved him?"
"...The root of the problem between your lord and your Excellency lies in 'trust', so from the perspective of subordinates, the way to deal with it can basically be divided into three steps--honesty, rationalization, and commitment."
From the master's confession, he understood the seriousness of the other party. After a moment of silence, the somewhat softened Coreyer finally put away his poisonous tongue, and answered the master's question based on his previous understanding.
"The first is to be honest. From the subordinate's point of view, because of the fact that they have concealed something from each other, although they both think they know each other very well, there are actually many misunderstandings... and the best way to resolve the misunderstanding is naturally Tell the truth. So the first thing you should do is to tell the other party your mental journey over the years without reservation...whether it is good or bad, there is nothing to hide."
After a pause, "Again, since it is completely honest, there will naturally be some things that are not so... good. For these parts, rather than lying or covering up, a better way is to tell the truth and then rationalize it to make it more plausible. The reason why people accept it. In this way, with the attention and love that your Excellency has for you, you will definitely be considerate."
"As for the promise...you don't need to explain it to your subordinates. As a legend, you can definitely find enough promises to show your sincerity. The only question is whether you are willing to use it or not."
"Promise... a soul vow?"
Knowing what Coreyer meant by "would you like to use it?" Serel's wry smile deepened, but what emerged in his heart was not the rejection or resistance implied by his subordinates, but fear.
Afraid... Even if he proposed, the master would not accept it.
It seems that just like what Corlier said, the most important thing he should do is to be honest without reservation... If there is no honesty, even if the master accepts him for a while, the night more than 400 years ago will still be the relationship between the two of them. The thorn in his heart left the pain and knot in Master's heart forever... and this alone was enough to make him give up the secret that had been suppressed for more than 400 years.
If you tell everything, Master...should understand, right?
He would not think that he was deliberately deceiving, and he would not give up on himself and stay away from himself because of this, just because he discovered that he...was not as good as he thought.
But these apprehensions and struggles can only be kept in the heart after all.So after listening to Coreyer's suggestion, Serrell didn't say anything more after all, he just nodded to show that he understood, and then made a gesture with his eyes to let the other party leave the place on their own.
And he himself, after a moment of contemplation, teleported back to the mage's tower, and then, as always, came to the room that had been occupied by him for the past 400 years.
──The preservation magic used in the past has been revoked, and the scent that was deliberately retained is no longer there; instead, it is a mixed fragrance of frangipani and rosewood... recalling the fragrance that filled the entire room half a month ago , Lord Pei Du's eyes were dim, but he didn't lie down on the bed and smell the scent of his sweetheart as before, but took out a light golden crystal that was as big as an adult male's fist from the low cabinet next to the bed. Stone comes.
The crystal is clear in color, only in the middle
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