Avenue Of Rebirth

When the sun is just right, the whole world seems to be shrouded in an upside-down glass. The sky is like a blue glass wall, containing the sunlight like golden wine.

The warm light is too dazzling, it has not only been felt, but also the sight and temperature, it is everywhere, as if pouring down head-on, drowning everything, overflowing with weight, making people almost transparent, if you have no regrets in your heart, Then you can stand frankly, laughing and enjoying the bathing of the sun and ocean.

The Italian island of Burano under the sun looks like an exquisite amber wrapped in the sun.

Wu Si pushed the person in the wheelchair in front of him and walked slowly on Baldassalé Garupi Street.On both sides of the street, open-air vendors sell all kinds of fish. Everyone's expression is relaxed and relaxed, but from time to time they will look curiously at the Asian men who look at the side of the street like ordinary tourists.

These two men are not ordinary at all.First of all, the tall man pushing the wheelchair is really handsome, just like the statue of Apollo carved by the artist with painstaking efforts, with deep and three-dimensional features and strong and slender limbs.However, it is rare to see people paralyzed in wheelchairs crossing continents to travel to Europe, especially the teenagers sitting in wheelchairs, who are thin, pale, and full of sickness, but on their bloodless faces, there seems to be a pair of eyes. The eyes that were struggling to open were full of energy, and the dark eyeballs were turning around, looking at this and that, looking excited and satisfied.

The world-famous handicrafts and hand-drawn lace and gauze products on Burano Island are the houses painted in different colors on the island.

The residents painted their small and exquisite houses in colorful colors.These colorful houses are next to each other forming a rainbow-like alley, stretching along a clear river, and boats with the same bright colors are quietly parked by the river.If you look at it more, you will feel that a rabbit with a bamboo basket or a cat wearing glasses will walk out of this rainbow alley, and welcome you to the world of fairy tales politely.

The small places facing the sun are carefully arranged, as simple as flower pots placed on the white window sill, cloth curtains fluttering in the sea breeze, and decorations hanging by the colorful wooden door. , It really makes people feel like they are in another world.

"This is Tiramisu soaked in wine and finger biscuits, try it."

Wu Si bent down slightly, and passed the biscuit in his hand to the mouth of the man in the wheelchair.

The thin and frail man raised his head, and the movement of opening his mouth seemed to be a bit labored. His lips and jaw line were trembling slightly, but he obediently took the biscuit in and chewed it bit by bit carefully.

"Delicious, thank you."

When saying these four words, Xie Gan slightly raised his face, and smiled slightly at the man behind him, his smile was clear and flawless, it was just praise and thanks.

It was such a beautiful smile, but for some reason, Wu Si looked at the man in the wheelchair with such a comfortable smile, but his amber pupils quickly dimmed. He quickly smiled and lowered his head, hiding the fleeting Mourn.

Xie Gan looked at the tall man who suddenly lowered his head, even though the corners of his mouth were still raised, it was clearly lowered to the bottom.

Xie Gan blinked, his beautiful cat eyes narrowed, as if he hadn't noticed anything, he seemed to be excited, and asked, "Do you know why the houses here are painted in colors? Tell me about it." Bar."

Hearing the pale man in the wheelchair made a request, Wu Si quickly cheered up, but his voice was still calm, "Because the government stipulates that local residents have to paint the house once a year, so they simply painted it in such a color. "

As if thinking of something, the straight and handsome man turned his face slightly, and his voice suddenly became softer, "There is another saying, because most of the residents on the island live by fishing, so they paint their houses The color is brilliant, so that when he is at sea, he can see the direction of home when he turns his head, knowing that there are wives and children waiting for him to go home."

The man in the wheelchair with a weak complexion but always with a warm smile at the corner of his mouth listened quietly. After Wu Sigan finished speaking for a while and was not ready to continue, he smiled and said, "The second way of saying it is much better."

Nodding his head, Wu Si looked deeply at An Ning's smiling man, and finally responded, "...um."

Xie Gan didn't notice the man's extraordinarily deep gaze, but pointed in one direction and said, "Look over there."

The man was not talking, but his actions were quite fast. Almost as soon as Xie Gan finished speaking, the wheelchair started to move and moved forward smoothly.

In the eyes of local residents or tourists on both sides of the street, the pale man in the wheelchair does not seem to be weakened by the illness. His peaceful smile and expression of admiration for the scenery reveal a sense of detachment that is admirable.

As for the tall man behind the wheelchair, his face was expressionless, his head was slightly lowered, and he concentrated on looking at the weak man in front of him. His slashed face was almost shining under the sun, which was originally a proud and flamboyant art. It's not a good product, but there is a little sadness in it.

The two walked quietly on the noisy street, among the colorful houses, under the sun flooding into the sea, slowly, unhurriedly, just walking forward.

"Cut—" Director Lu Qing shouted, the satisfaction on his face was clear, "Take a break, the next show will be in 10 minutes."

It turned out that the curious eyes of those travelers from all over the world were not only because of the strange and harmonious combination of the two, but also because of the cameras beside them.

The filming of "Farewell to the World" is proceeding in an orderly manner. Although it is necessary to go to various countries for filming, the work is heavy and the boats and cars are tiring, but all the crew members maintain a good mental momentum and sincerely want to make this film a reality. It's best, otherwise I feel that I will live up to the most beautiful scenery in front of me and the perfect performance of the two leading actors under the camera.

"My God, Zhang Liubai's affectionate and repressed look is so charming..." A young female staff member of the crew didn't know whether she was moved or infatuated, she wiped the corners of her eyes with a tissue while talking.

"Is our Susu okay too? Every time I see him laughing, even though he knows he's acting, his heart feels like it's being pulled." Another staff member also whispered, not sure if it was for exaggeration, but the voice It was a bit choked up.

As for the nympho Zhou Quan who watched those female staff members get together, she has no feeling for all the filming clips so far, and often even finds it long and procrastinated, boring and meaningless.

As a result, when he sent some small clips to Han Jiabi who was far away in the sky, and attached his own comments, Han Jiabi scolded him and said that he had no sense at all, and said that he felt beautiful and beautiful just by looking at the screenshots. Sad, Zhou Quan was so indifferent, he was so cold-blooded, he almost started a cold war from a distance, in the end Zhou Quan coaxed him for a long time, and even said a lot of compliments against his will to pass this level.

As for why Zhou Quan, who is Han Jiapi's assistant, traveled all over the world with the crew of "Farewell to the World", it was also because Han Jiabi kicked him out of the country and asked him to take good care of Liu Xiaoyun.Zhou Quan is thoughtful and meticulous, so he is naturally the best candidate for Han Jiabi and Su An to take care of Liu Xiaoyun.

With a comprehensive mind, after turning a corner, he analyzed that it must be Su An's bad idea.Probably it was also to block Chen Tunnel back. On the one hand, he stayed to protect Su Xitang; , will also become a burden to the kind Liu Xiaoyun.

Thinking this way, Zhou Quan glanced at Su An who stood up from the wheelchair and walked over. Because of the make-up, Su An looked like a middle-aged Su An with a bit of vicissitudes. And a little confused.

Now it is quite suitable, even... just right, as if this young boy in his early 20s should be at such an age, no longer young, once shrouded in the fear of death, and finally walked out freely, just want to enjoy the rest of the time , Cherish every kind person around you.

Zhou Quan smiled when he came back to his senses, and felt that he, like those nympho staff, was affected by the beautiful and sad picture just now, so he had such an idea.

Zhang Liubai, who had successfully completed a shoot, didn't even take a sip from anyone, but went to a person next to Zhou Quan, a pale and thin boy who was actually sitting in a wheelchair.

But when he really stood next to the young man, as if he had nothing to say, after a while, Zhang Liubai suddenly bent down, and it turned out that he took out the tiramisu biscuits from his pocket and fed them to the young man.

Liu Xiaoyun ate two pieces, but without warning, bent down and vomited out, and even brought out two mouthfuls of blood.

The staff who were still whispering quickly quieted down, looking at the teenager collapsed in the wheelchair with compassion.

Some stories may not be as charming as movies, but they can be more cruel than movies, just because they are true.

Zhang Liubai patted Liu Xiaoyun's back lightly to help him relax, and he could clearly feel Liu Xiaoyun's bony body.

It was a sunny afternoon, but Zhang Liubai felt a cold air buried in his chest, which made him uncomfortable and bone-chilling.

Patting, Zhang Liubai stretched out his other hand, and slowly hugged the emaciated young man tightly into his arms.Don't dare this is a public place, no matter what others think, he just wants to hug this boy, this boy who is about to disappear into this world like a meteor.

Zhang Liubai sometimes even thinks this way, it's not that he bids farewell to the world with Liu Xiaoyun, but he and the world bid farewell to this unique young man.

There never was, and there never will be again.A clear light enveloped the boy in his heart.

Su An stood aside, watching quietly.

He was praying that other heavens would treat Liu Xiaoyun as mercifully as they had treated him.

If even a loser like him who gave up his life could have a chance to be reborn, then why couldn't Liu Xiaoyun, who lived so hard and lived so cleanly and beautifully in the mud, not be reborn.

But no one can know fate, whether it is one's own or another's, let alone a near-miraculous rebirth.

So just pray.

After leaving Venice, Italy, the crew of "Farewell to the World" finally returned to Asia for the last part of filming abroad.

They have been to the Americas, Australia, Africa, Europe before, the magnificent Grand Canyon in the United States, the dreamy coral islands in Australia, the ancient pyramids in Egypt, the beautiful tulip sea in the Netherlands...the most beautiful scenery in the world has been recorded by them one by one, All the crew members said that being able to participate in the filming of such a film, they can be the happiest traveler, they are worthwhile in this life, so no matter how hard it is, they all feel it is worth it.

Even in China, the official Weibo of "Farewell to the World", some scenery photos and stills posted by the leading actors and staff on Weibo have aroused infinite amazement.Countless netizens said that even if they don't go to Zhang Liubai and Su An, the natural or cultural scenery around the world alone is worth their eyes to travel around the world.

After the filming of the Taj Mahal in Thailand, the whole crew came to Myanmar, known as the "Asian Hermit", and this was the last stop of the global filming, Bagan, the city of Wantaa.

Bagan is a sacred place in the hearts of Burmese people. Thousands of pagodas scattered in the wilderness tell the deep yearning of Burmese people for nearly a thousand years. It is the epitome of the golden age of Burma, but in the early morning, in the ancient In the radiance of the morning sun, the original vitality is exuded in the ancient precipitation.The murals, carvings and inscriptions in the pagodas and temples, although not gilded and whitewashed, are already world-class treasures.

The time the crew stayed in Bagan was extraordinarily long.

Buddhism pays attention to reincarnation, and life and death are even more reincarnation. Presumably the director also realized it.

However, at the last stop before returning home, Liu Xiaoyun disappeared.

It's not that she disappeared, but she left without a sound, leaving only a letter of confession in immature handwriting.

"In the past few years, I have read a lot of books and learned a lot. I remember a female writer said, 'Sometimes I think the perfect life journey is not getting old, but dying without a problem, and leaving without saying goodbye.'

But I can no longer agree with this. Since I can’t die without a problem, I don’t have to leave without saying goodbye. Thank you for helping me say goodbye to this beautiful world, and please forgive me for not saying goodbye to you well, because I want to be forced to say goodbye The other side is always sad, and now I am the happiest person in the world, so this little bit of sadness, let me bear it.

I wish you, and everyone, a peaceful and happy life. "

Although Liu Xiaoyun is tortured by fate like this, he can feel that he is the happiest person in the world.Obviously he was the one who was going to die, but he was too sad to let people around him witness his final death, so he left first, planning to disappear in this strange country alone and die silently.

Many people in the crew who were not familiar with Liu Xiaoyun wanted to say that this person is really stupid, has no money, and cannot understand the language. If he left without a word like this, he might not even be able to die with dignity, but in the choked voice, There is no way to say such words.

After reading the letter, Zhang Liubai also disappeared immediately, and the crew couldn't contact him, and he didn't return the phone call.

When everyone was anxious to become ants on the hot pot, it turned out that Su An stood up. After the leading actor disappeared, the youngest boy in the crew and the other leading actor were quite calm.

"Don't worry, Zhang Liubai will come back, we just have to wait." Su An said, because Zhang Liubai's former assistant Zhou Quan agreed, so the crew gradually settled down and stayed in the hotel to wait.

On the day Zhang Liubai disappeared, Su An went to ask Zhou Quan, "You are in charge of taking care of Liu Xiaoyun. If he leaves, you must know, but you didn't stop him. To some extent, I agree with this choice, and I also respect Xiaoyun. Every decision you make is more important, but now, I just want to know, do you actually know where Xiaoyun went, right? And it was because you told Zhang Liubai that he disappeared."

Zhou Quan looked at Su An twice, and finally nodded.

Two weeks later, Zhang Liubai did come back, alone.

Although Zhang Liubai, the heavenly king for whom thousands of girls in the country are crazy, was pale and his eyes were red, but he cleaned himself up very cleanly, with his hair combed, no stubble, and a straight collar.

Zhang Liubai never mentioned the word Liu Xiaoyun again, as if Liu Xiaoyun had never appeared before.

But there seems to be something different. From the corners of the eyebrows and mouth of this extremely handsome man, one can faintly feel that the traces of the great mourning are precipitation, baptism, or just a scar.

At least Zhang Liubai turned out to be like the previous Zhang Liubai, but Su An couldn't do it. During the rush to shoot the progress that had been left before, he couldn't help losing sleep.

Su An could clearly feel his overdraft.It was as if the usual acting was just taking out the blood, but at this moment, without any rest, when he bled out all the blood in his body, when he couldn't stop to produce new blood, he was forced to drain the blood from his bones. Dig out the things that belong to you, you have to dig out your internal organs, you have to dig out your heart, and smear it on, so that you can liven up your character.

In the midst of destruction and fear, I feel content, as if I had sacrificed my life for my faith.

A dancer is willing to exchange his soul for the most beautiful dance moves to the devil, a performer is willing to sell everything to get the thrilling vibrato on the strings, and an actor is willing to overdraw all his vitality to perform that dance. A person of great stature.

The director changed the ending. In the ending, Xie Gan, like Liu Xiaoyun, chose to leave and die alone, not wanting his death to hurt those who cared about him.

And what Zhang Liubai never told, the director made up the missing part in this way.

On the vast wilderness of Bagan, among thousands of ancient pagodas.

The man in the wheelchair seemed to be extremely sleepy, and he closed his eyes little by little.

"...Ace, I'm sleepy."

The man called Asi's hand holding the wheelchair was already pinched with blue veins. At that moment, his eyes were red, and he opened his mouth to say "don't" but didn't say it.

In the end, Wu Si was still the same as every day before, his voice was still so calm, deep and gentle.

"...Then go to sleep." The man finally said this, as if saying good night every night before.

"……Um……"

Xie Gan replied vaguely, then closed his eyes completely, and there was no more sound.

But Wu Si just stood, stood, and in those few seconds, he just felt that the sky was forever, he was aging without turning around, his eyes were old and dim, and he could no longer see clearly.

"...Ace..."

The voice of Qi Ruoyousong suddenly sounded.

Wu Si stared wide-eyed and lowered his head, only to find that Xie Gan's chest was still heaving slightly in the wheelchair, trying to utter a word as if vomiting blood.

"...I, I've heard philosophers say...life is a...dream...and death...was awakening..."

Wu Si trembled his lips, and in the end he only uttered one word: "...um." He suddenly hated himself for being reticent and inarticulate at the moment, so he let himself face the last words of the person in front of him. Can respond with a "hmm".

"Then I... am about to... wake up, wake up..."

"……Um."

"When I...wake up...I will...remember...this dream..."

"……Um."

"If there is...the next dream...let's...let's go together..."

"……Um."

"But...together...to travel around the world...don't...sit in...a wheelchair..."

"……Um."

"Stupid, stupid... this is not, it's not... the end... so you... don't cry..."

silence.

"Still, are you still... crying?"

"No—" There was a pause, "...um."

"A person who can only be um...you idiot...then next time we meet...you can meet...someone who can only know...you will know...it's you..."

"……Um."

"Then I... let's go..." The man in the wheelchair seemed to want to open his eyes and take another look at the world he was about to bid farewell to, but after all he couldn't resist, so he had to give up, just squinting hard through a narrow gap, only to see Get a little bit of dimming light, and then slowly, slowly, nothing can be seen.

"Next...next time...see...bye."

The man behind the wheelchair could only tightly cover his mouth, so as not to allow himself to let out a hoarse whimper, but to allow the sound——

"……Um."

The sun fell below the horizon bit by bit, the warmth and light gradually dissipated, and the whole world seemed to be silent, everything was destroyed once, and everything ceased to exist.

On the other side of the earth, there is a rising sun.

This is not the end.

This is not the end.

Before leaving, when Su An said his "biggest secret", Su Xitang said that he knew everything.

The man whose skin was as pale as frost and snow and whose eyes seemed to hide the deep sea said to him: "You have to remember, I love you."

"It doesn't matter what your name is. It doesn't matter whose body you're in. It doesn't matter where you are."

"I love you all, and just you."

In his love with Su Xitang, death is by no means the end, but a brand new beginning.

This is just an example, maybe this example is too unique, but which miracle in the universe is not full of charm beyond science and imagination?

If the miracle is only the probability of winning the lottery, then the person who won the lottery may have been you in the past, or you may be you in the future, and you may only need to change your name and body.

I only hope that everyone has someone who loves you, then in the ancient universe, in the infinite life, there must always be someone who loves you.

Su An dragged the suitcase and walked towards the man standing in front little by little.

This man's skin was as pale as frost and snow, and his eyes seemed to hide the deep sea, but he stood in front of him, waiting for him, waiting for him for a long time.

Su An stood in front of Su Xitang, turned his head slightly, his cat-like eyes curved like crescent moons.

"……I am back."

Su Xitang just stretched out her hand and touched his head, her fingers were like white jade, and her hair was like light smoke.

"……Um."

——End of full text——

The author has something to say: Slag Crow can say that after being stuck in Kawen for two nights, the last chapter is the same as the director's changed ending, and it is not the same as Slag Crow's original idea...

But this is the most satisfying ending Slag Crow can give at this moment.

Thank you very much for accompanying Zha Ya to the end of the story.

If you want to quote the idea of ​​the ending, it is far from the end, because there is a new beginning.

In view of the fact that many slag crows regrettably came out in a hurry when writing Xingguang (for example, I can't understand why I thought of such a name==), so the preparation period for this new article may be longer, Rather than worrying about losing old readers after too long and rushing ducks to the shelves (not Yahahaha), Slag Ya still wants to be worthy of himself first, and wants to accumulate better things, and of course he won’t let everyone wait too long. In fact, to be honest, Slag Crow is really afraid that I will be forgotten by the officials→_→

If there is fate, see you next time~

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