The troubles of the teenage villain

Entering the Jinglian Temple, the misty waves are vast, as if walking on the waves, walking all the way, the little monk who led the way disappeared at some point.Feng Shao was not in a hurry, he just put his hands behind his back, walked at a leisurely pace, and took a few glances at the temple scene blurred in the mist.

From far away, the sound of the piano floated over, carrying a touch of sandalwood, making a silky and calm sound, sometimes the flowing water murmured, and sometimes the high mountain stood still.Feng Shao followed the sound of the zither and saw the cloud and mist parting away, revealing two simple wooden doors that were half hidden, the abbot must have been waiting behind the door.

Feng Shao opened the door and went in. Inside was Fang's meditation room, which was plain and unadorned. An old monk sat in the middle, with white eyebrows and broad forehead, and a dignified appearance.After he said "You are here", he shook his robe and sat up with one leg bent, saying: "The visitor is a guest, so sit down as you like."

The surrounding area was empty, so Feng Shao could only sit cross-legged on the floor.

The old monk looked up at Feng Shao and asked, "Who are you?"

These words sounded a bit confusing, didn't he come to find himself, Feng Shao raised his eyebrows, and he didn't care about illusions, so he replied: "I'm Feng Shao."

"What happened?"

"Forge your heart."

"Who are you?"

"..." Feng Shao was silent for a while, and looked at the old monk on the opposite side calmly. Could it be that the other party can still identify his identity?But judging from the previous illusions, in addition to being clever, the illusions are clever, but the illusions themselves are not that smart.

The hall was quiet, but the old monk was still kind, Feng Shao didn't speak, and he didn't urge him.

Feng Shao sat cross-legged, thought for a while, felt that there was no need to panic, and slowly replied: "A person who seeks the Tao."

The old monk nodded lightly, waved his sleeves and said, "Come back tomorrow."

Seeking the way to prove one's mind is a matter of fate, Feng Shao didn't struggle, nodded, stood up and turned to leave.As soon as he went out, there was a burst of noise rushing towards him, but he arrived at a street, and when he looked back, the ancient temple had disappeared.

Feng Shao slowly walked back to the small courtyard where he woke up. It was already sunset, and before he knew it, a day had passed.Seeing that he came back late, Feng Bai didn't think it was strange, so he didn't ask any more questions, he just brought the food box into the room, and while setting out the food, he talked in a rambling manner.

Feng Shao didn't pay attention to what he said, just looked at him silently, not because he was still obsessed with the illusion, but was thinking, if this person is really Feng Bai, what if the two of them live in this illusion?As for the plot, characters, magic ways, mountains and rivers and community maps, that's not important, and there's no need to figure out everything, step by step, and don't have to worry about it.

Every day is as carefree as in Lu's blessed land and in the secret realm of Yin and evil.

With this thought, Feng Shao immediately became vigilant, how naive and ignorant it is to solve the problem by evasion.

He suddenly felt that the characters in this phantom might not be smart enough to be alike, but some of the heart-wrenching spots were scratched just right, directly poking at the weak points in people's hearts.

Feng Shao shook his head, sat on the edge of the bed alone, put his hands on his knees, and waited for the next day with a cold face.Feng Bai arranged the food, brought hot water as if he was talking to himself, served Feng Shao to sleep, and then lay on his side.

The next day, Feng Shao woke up amidst the hustle and bustle. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Feng Shao said to himself with a smile: "Husband, are you awake?" Then two children, a man and a woman called "Daddy" They ran in one after another and flung themselves beside the bed.

Everything is exactly the same as yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, and so on.

When Feng Shao walked out, the scene on the street didn't change, the jugglers, the peddlers selling things, even their smiles were the same.Continue to move forward aimlessly, and without any accident, I came to the gate of Jinglian Temple.

This time, Feng Shao walked in without waiting for the little novice to guide him. The temple was cloudy and foggy as usual, and the sound of the zither continued unceasingly.Still following the sound of the zither, he pushed open the door and walked into the meditation room without a complete view. Feng Shao sat cross-legged on the floor without the old monk saying much.

The old monk raised his head and said with a calm expression, "You are here."

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a while, Feng Shao asked himself: "What is heart training?"

The old monk was stunned for a moment and replied: "Forge to remove impurities and pay attention to the truth."

Feng Shao nodded, recalling all the thoughts he had experienced since he entered the spiritual realm, and all the thoughts he hadn't noticed spread before his eyes, making his spiritual platform clear, as if he had never seen himself so clearly.So he continued: "See the false appearance, and understand the true heart."

The old monk nodded and thought for a while, then waved a mirror and asked, "What is the difference between fake and real?"

What appeared in the water mirror was the bustling scene of the street, people coming and going, performing their duties, the water rippled for a while, and the scene in the Kunlun fairyland emerged again, among the mountains surrounded by spiritual energy, the white pagoda and Taoist temple faintly meet each other, and from time to time A sword cultivator Yujian wearing a moon white robe flew past...

In the blink of an eye, another scene appeared in the water mirror, which Feng Shao was familiar with rather strangely.High-rise buildings, busy traffic, a movie trailer is being played on the giant screen of the department store building, the movie is "Mountains, Rivers and Community", in which the red-clothed Venerable Qingcheng is pointing at the white-clothed man in front of him... …

Feng Shao looked at the water mirror and didn't know how to answer. He had traveled to this world, not to mention this illusion, even this world was just a movie to him.Then except for himself, the whole world is an illusion, which is different from all living beings in the world.

In his previous life, he was Feng Shao, who lost his father when he was young, and had pursued careers, but he was unable to survive and died of a genetic disease.

Now he is also Feng Shao, this Feng Shao is not that Feng Shao, he takes Kunlun as his home, has his uncles, uncles and brothers, and is accompanied by Feng Bai, and he practices hard. is true?

Without knowing dialectics, Feng Shao didn't know how to answer.

The old monk didn't force him, he just asked him to go back and think about it, and come back after thinking about it.

If you can get rid of the confusion in your mind, it will be of great benefit in cultivating your mind. Feng Shao understands this truth very well, and if you can cultivate your mind, it will also be of great benefit in improving your state of mind.The improvement of the state of mind will not only avoid the suffering of inner demons, but also make the path of cultivation and advancement smoother and unimpeded.

Therefore, Feng Shao wanted to solve the puzzle, but he didn't sleep all night, he lay stiffly on the bed and thought about it all night but couldn't come up with any clues, Feng Bai, who called his husband, opened the door again and came in.Then everything is the same as before.

Feng Shao watched silently, and suddenly realized something in his heart.

It is absolutely impossible for that little bastard Feng Bai to call him a husband, he doesn't know what to cook, and it is even more impossible for him to have children.

But that doesn't matter, as long as he is Feng Bai, that eager, gluttonous little bastard who haunts him, who foolishly spends all his spiritual energy to save him, that idiot who only remembers to fuck him when he dies The hungry ghost in the color... is enough.

Feng Shaode admits that he likes him, even if he knows that the two are opposites, he still likes the real Feng Bai, not the fake in front of him, even though this fake doesn't threaten him at all, and is even extremely docile.

But he wasn't really blank.

Feng Shao's heart skipped a beat: It's up to me to tell the truth from the fake.

Feng Shao thought he had found something out, so he went to Jinglian Temple and said to the old monk, "Falseness is different from truthfulness. When I think of truth, I call it true. When I think of falsehood, I call it false."

The old monk sighed and said: "This is not the right way, which is called self-attachment. All afflictions originate from the existence of self. If there is no self, everything is nothing. Attachment is self-existence, so it is called self-attachment. There are many types of affliction obstacles, Self-attachment is the root, and all kinds of afflictions arise, if you do not attach to the ego, there will be no afflictions.”

Although Feng Shao is a demon cultivator, he has always regarded himself as a Taoist cultivator. Dao Zen has his own understanding, and he is not ignorant of the Zen reason behind these words.It just means that he stubbornly believes that there is a "real self that can freely dominate".Because there is no self in the first place, but there is attachment, and everything is measured with the self as the center, all kinds of troubles arise.

Since the old monk said so here, the incomplete meaning is that the authenticity of the world will not be changed by Feng Shao's "I", so it is wrong to dialectical authenticity.

These words touched him a lot. If he let go of his ego and think about it, what is true and what is false?

Feng Shao went back to the small courtyard thoughtfully, sat cross-legged on the bed to comprehend without eating or drinking all day long.

At this time, he was no longer purely for cultivating his mind, nor for improving his state of mind, but he wanted to answer this question himself.Just as he wants to know which world is real, he believes in "I", so the previous life is true and this life is false. The plot is a mountain on his head and the road to the grave.Everything he does is to avoid the drama, because these dramas will threaten "me".

Let go of self-attachment, if this life is true and freed from the shackles of the previous life, how should he go in this life?

Then he won't have many worries, he won't accept He Luan as his disciple, he won't give up Feng Bai, and he won't try to avoid snakes and scorpions in Shanhe Sheji, but he will be burdened by him instead... There will be more possibilities.

Feng Shao looks out of the window like a statue and day and night alternate, sometimes he feels that the doubts in his heart will not be cleared up, and sometimes he feels that the gap is far away, and the evil spirit that has been temporarily suppressed on his body is worn out to be frizzy.

It was night, Feng Shao felt that his heart was very peaceful, he couldn't help but went out of the room and stood under the eaves with his hands behind his back, the people in the city had already gone to sleep, the street market outside was no longer noisy during the day, and there were a few sounds from a distance There was the sound of the beater's clapper, and looking up, the stars in the dark sky were about to drop, flickering on and off without any rules.

Feng Shao was concentrating for a while, then suddenly his brows eased, and he laughed softly, so it made sense.As if there was a tacit understanding, the sky above the head turned and the stars moved, and the surrounding houses turned into paper talismans and fell one after another.

After many days, Feng Shao came to Jinglian Temple again. The old monk in the meditation room did not even move his body, but looked up at him with wise and clear eyes: "You have figured it out."

Feng Shao nodded.

"What is the difference between false and true?"

Feng Shao couldn't help laughing, and asked loudly: "All dharmas are only consciousness, so what's the truth?"

This is the answer, although the answer is clever, but there is no mistake.

As for Feng Shao's good mood, it is because of his sudden enlightenment, since all dharmas are only consciousness, which world is real and which world is false is no longer important, and there is even no boundary.As for the plot that he has always regarded as inevitable, there is no such thing as inevitable.Thinking about it from this point of view, since he can affect the plot from small incidents, seeing the small things and knowing everything, why can't the big things be affected?

Or even a reversal?

Since it can be reversed, instead of avoiding the plot, shouldn't he go forward bravely?The plot should not be a shackle that limits his life.Venerable Qingcheng became a Demon Venerable and was beheaded by Lu Mingjing's sword. That was their story.

As for him Feng Shao, there will be another story.

Maybe he will be the next Kunlun suzerain, maybe ascend to the upper realm, or even unify the four sects. Even if he is a demon cultivator, the future outcome is in his own hands!Whether to advance or retreat, it is all based on the will, not by force!

The old monk took a deep look at Feng Shao, and said: "The false starts from the real, and the real starts from the false. It is really difficult to distinguish the true from the false. We live in this world where the true and the false are confused. Those who are deluded by truth and falsehood." After finishing speaking, he falsely pointed to one side: "You have broken the ego, and the spiritual realm in the future will be..."

Feng Shao turned around following his pointing, only to see the caged clouds dissipate, and a towering mountain appeared behind him. The ancient trees in the mountain were lush and birds were singing, and all kinds of rare and exotic animals played in the forest, full of vitality abundant.However, before the old monk finished speaking, the scene suddenly became unstable and shaky, almost even Feng Shao was overwhelmed.

But this is an illusion!

After experiencing the breaking of attachments, Feng Shao's five senses became clearer, and he quickly got rid of distracting thoughts, remembering Cijue's words - "I will hold this spirit key for no more than two months. Steady, be sure to exit through this ring."

But getting rid of one level of obsession is like reborn, Feng Shao actually wants to continue, and see if he will have a greater understanding after the next level.But the timing is not right now. Although he was reluctant, he quickly stroked the ring, pinched the formula and recited the mantra.

Ci Jue was waiting on the first floor of the Spiritual Realm, and there was a similar ring on his thumb, which was glowing brightly.

In the increasingly unstable state of mind training, he stood still, but his eyes stayed in the distance, until a young cultivator flew towards Yujian.Cijue didn't delay, and after Qizhen quickly brought him out of the spiritual realm, he turned around to look at him.And seeing Feng Shao's black hair and handsome appearance, elegant demeanor, his demeanor is two points more free and easy and open than before, looking at his description, Cijue can't help guessing: "It's actually broken?"

Feng Shao smiled brightly, nodded his head and said: "I have broken my attachment to self, but it's too late for the next shot..."

"It's only two months, just two months to break the attachment! I'm afraid the Bodhi Temple can do very little, you are a sword cultivator..." Cijue's eyes were fiery, and he praised: "It is indeed the treasure of the Kunlun School. Comprehension, even the disciples of our monastery who practice meditation may not be able to achieve it. Not only comprehension, but also shows that your mind is firm and unmoved by external objects."

Speaking of this, Feng Shao felt ashamed, and said: "Uncle Master is absurd. If Uncle Master's ring hadn't reminded me, I'm afraid I'd be fascinated in the spirit world." The fact that the ring can still attract his attention in a place like the Spiritual Realm shows that the ring has its own extraordinary features, and it is not an ordinary magic weapon of the mysterious rank.When he said that, he wanted to take off the ring and return it.

Ci Jue waved his hand, smiled indifferently and said, "Take it, you can bear it."

The elder's gift was irresistible, so Feng Shao didn't refuse, and thanked him again, but here Cijue raised his hand to cover Feng Shao's eyebrows, and injected a magic spell.

When Feng Shao was sober, he was a demon cultivator, but he was actually very resistant to the spells of meditation, his consciousness was tumbling, and he was extremely uncomfortable.But at this time it is not easy to show up, so I have to endure it.Fortunately, the nameless jade ring given to him by Patriarch Xumi never leaves his body, otherwise, even if the devilish energy is covered up, after such a search, he is determined to let Cijue know his details.

"Originally, I just thought that I could get rid of your evil thoughts. It is a great fortune to realize something. I never thought that not only you can get rid of your evil thoughts, but you can break your obsessions in such a short period of time. The five senses, dharma body, and wisdom life are all of great help."

After finishing speaking, Ci Jue patted Feng Shao on the shoulder, took a deep look at him, and said with emotion: "Xiao Shao, if you come to our temple to practice Zen, I'm afraid it will be easier to get to the Dao than doing sword training!" Do you want to change careers?

Cijue's straightforward and deep eyes almost pierced into people's hearts, Feng Shao inexplicably shuddered, because he thought of himself who shaved his head and knocked on wooden fish... He had to let down Cijue's enthusiasm, so he politely declined.

Ci Jue sighed, but didn't bother much, while Feng Shao took the opportunity to say goodbye to him.

"Don't you come to my Bodhi blessed land to take a look?" Cijue warmly invited, and said: "Since you are talented in Buddhism, why don't you feel more about my Bodhi..."

Moxiu went to practice meditation, and it was still a holy place for meditation. Did he feel uncomfortable, or did he feel too comfortable?

Feng Shao was not interested at all, so he declined again.

Cijue also saw that the other party was unshakable, so she didn't think it was a problem, and her tone was still blunt: "Then where is Xiao Shao going?"

"Find my white tiger." Feng Shao grinned.

Ci Jue raised her eyebrows slightly, thinking that when Feng Shao learned that the spirit beast was missing, he didn't have any emotions, so he said: "I thought you had already figured it out."

Feng Shao said with a smile: "I just figured it out now."

Cijue was taken aback for a moment, only to feel that the other party was smiling as if he had never experienced any storms in the world, there was no fear, only determination.