Raiders My Doctor

When Fu Qing woke up, Shen Zhen was still standing beside her.Fu Qing was in a daze for a moment, how long has she been asleep?

With his eyes closed, his long eyelashes drooped slightly. Only then did the eyelashes become the focus of vision.As long as her eyes are open, they are the most eye-catching.She held her arm with one hand, and put the other hand on her temple. Looking from a distance, her straight back didn't want to rest, but seemed to be thinking.

This made Fu Qing feel an inexplicable emotion, which was warm.

"Hey, pillow..." She called her in a low voice, trying to test if the other party was asleep. "Well, you're awake."

Shen Zhen didn't open his eyes, but his hand was already taken from his forehead.She responded in a timely manner. There was no drowsiness in her voice. It seemed that she was not asleep and she was very awake.

Slightly disappointed, Fu Qing suddenly felt that she wanted Shen Zhen to fall asleep more, but so what if she fell asleep, could she still want to do something?

"Yesterday...thank you..." Fu Qing mumbled her lips, "If it wasn't for you, I would have... been beaten to death by them."

"It's nothing, if you didn't tell me those things, you wouldn't be implicated."

Shen Zhen's business-like tone is like a receptionist in an office, polite and alienated, not even a fake smile of love and dedication on his face.Fu Qing was suddenly a little irritable, she stretched her hand forward, and held Shen Zhen's hanging hand.

"Doctor Shen is single now." It was an affirmative sentence.

"...?"

Shen Zhen opened his eyes and looked at the other party suspiciously, not understanding the sudden change of topic.

"You're single, right? I..." Fu Qing stopped suddenly, and for some reason, her original aura suddenly let out when she said this, like a soft ball.Fu Qing thought about it, she had said to that man too many times before, and suddenly it was difficult to say it to this woman.

"I like you", four simple words, seemed to be choked in her throat with difficulty, and she couldn't utter them at all.

And those previous experiences about Cheng Qiming made her often feel self-doubt, does she really like this female doctor?Shen Zhen is not as perfect as imagined.She more or less knows what happened in S City, she is not so calm...even the process of kidnapping and torture...

- Thinking of this - point, Fu Qing shook her body for no reason.

She has shadows.

Fu Qing sighed in her heart, and changed her tone: "Since, if she, Cheng Zhiyang doesn't want you, can you change someone by your side?"

Shen Zhen didn't even have any extra expressions on her face. She lowered her head and looked at the position where Fu Qing was holding her hand.Fu Qing's heart tightened, as if frightened, she withdrew her hand embarrassingly.

Although Shen Zhen didn't speak, the meaning was clearly expressed: let go, don't pull me.She didn't move, she just cared about her own face, if she didn't let go, she believed that Shen Zhen would definitely pull back.

That would be ugly.

"What do you mean?" Shen Zhen raised his eyes and looked at her lightly.

Fu Qing was suddenly a little angry, what do you mean?What else could she mean?Is Shen Zhen playing dumb?Is it fun?

"It means, you...and me. Let's be together." Fu Qing said, blushing slightly, with a woman's natural shyness.

"Do you like me?" Shen Zhen raised his eyebrows, asking very straightforwardly.She was puzzled, didn't Fu Qing like Zhiyang?

like.……

Fu Qing thought about it, and her mind was in a mess for a while.She was a little hesitant, but suddenly thought of that look, and that kiss at the gate of the police station.The woman's eyebrows and eyes are gentle, and she looks at the people around her with a focused and affectionate expression, as if she is holding some precious treasure.

It's no wonder that the incident in S City was the cause of the deep sleep, that woman Cheng Zhiyang deserved it herself.It's all her fault.

"Yes." Fu Qing raised her head firmly: "I care about you, and I want to be with you."

Shen Zhen didn't miss her hesitation, thinking that the other party was grateful for her life-saving grace, so she said this: "Miss Fu needn't say that, don't take what happened yesterday to your heart, you also saved me, it's my compensation. "

Compensation?Compensation...

What compensation does she want?

Fu Qing suddenly couldn't hold back the anger: "No! I... like you... Yes, seriously. Anyway, we are both single, so we can take care of each other together, isn't it good? Besides, she doesn't want it. Yours, isn't it? You're still waiting for her to come back? Don't be stupid!"

"Stop joking, I don't like you." Shen Zhen really never learned to be tactful: "Me neither, I have to wait."

wait?Who are you waiting for?She is not the type to give up easily, she is good at everything.But there are some things, it is useless to persevere, work hard, endure and desperately.Just like no matter how hard she tried, it was impossible to surpass Senior Yin, and no matter how persistent she was, she would never be able to walk into that person's heart.

So, she is tired.Cheng Zhiyang is like the moon in the water, even if he thinks it's true, no matter how close he is to her, it's illusory.She is always a hanging monkey.

Therefore, she didn't want to continue, and she promised her not to continue.entanglement.Yes, it's the word, she won't pester her anymore.

"Like? Like...is it important?" Fu Qing laughed at herself: "I know, how could I not know that you don't like me."

These words stunned Shen Zhen, yes, is liking important? ?It doesn't seem to matter, Cheng Zhiyang just doesn't like her, but he has been with her for so long.I don't know how she persisted. If it is about acting, it should be pretty good.That kind of "like" is so similar that Shen Zhen can't see clearly at all.

She was actually quite defensive.But on Cheng Zhiyang's body, he didn't notice any danger at all, and all his defenses were easily broken.

"It's not important." Shen Zhen smiled, and the smile was a bit bitter.

Fu Qing didn't expect Shen Zhen to agree with her angry words, and even followed her own words.

Her voice suddenly weakened: "I... I have never liked a woman, you are the first one. That thing... I told you, after that, I thought I would never like others Yes. But I often feel lonely, very lonely, and I can't help but want to find a companion. Dr. Shen, I just think that you and I are actually the same. You are lonely too, right? You also need A companion. Admit it, in fact, you also need me."

After sinking into the pillow for a long while without speaking, Fu Qing just stared at her, and suddenly she turned cold:

"Or do you think that what I told you, what I told you, is the reason why you rejected me?" Fu Qing's voice trembled a little: "Doctor Shen, what happened to me, do you think I'm dirty? ,Is it?"

Shen Zhen raised his eyes to look at her, after a long time, she sighed and her eyes softened a little.

She was looking at her seriously, without that indifference, just when Fu Qingjue's affairs might turn around, she heard her say:

"Maybe, I should say 'sorry', but I don't think there is anything wrong with me, even if I refuse, for any reason, I am not wrong."

"..." Fu Qing's eyes were a little red all of a sudden, Shen Zhen probably had a knife in her mouth, she casually stabbed her heart a few times, and it was still calm.Even a little bit, gentleness—a little bit, wouldn't it work?

However, Shen Zhen stood up, suddenly picked up the apple and the fruit knife that were on the table, and peeled them silently.The long peel was like a winding snake. Fu Qing felt sad, so she stared at the peel spinning downwards. Her movements were familiar and brisk, and the flying peel seemed to be a spinning paper flower.Then with the last touch, she heard a slight "rustle" sound, and the whole long peel fell gracefully into the trash can.

"Hand out."

The whole process only took about a dozen seconds, but Fu Qing, who was holding the perfect fruit in her hand, was still a little dazed for a while, and her movements seemed stupid.

Shen Zhen didn't even use the kind of knife specially used for peeling.

Fu Qing came back to her senses, she thought it was probably because she was attracted by Dr. Shen's actions and forgot that she was still sad.

"You can probably get along without feelings, and you can even develop feelings in getting along, but..." Shen Zhen paused: "But I can't help it." She lowered her head, looked at the shining blade, her side face was dazed in a light shadow :

"Some things, I'm not good enough or I don't have enough knowledge, but I just can't do it. I can't step into the dissecting room at all. Scalpel and scalpel may seem the same to you, but I am I can’t lift it up anymore, and my hands will shake when I pick it up. It’s not someone else’s problem.” She stopped again, the knife turned a beautiful flower at her fingertips, and pointed at herself:

"It's not your problem. The problem is mine. I'm afraid."

Pillow... Is this comforting myself?

Fu Qing didn't know about Zhenzhen's past, but from the endless words, she could hear a feeling of despair.Although her words were still stiff and didn't sound like comfort or communication at all, Fu Qing felt that this person was comforting her.Although... that tone is really a bit like a doctor reading a medical case, strictly speaking.

"You are no different from others, you should feel that way. And in the eyes of the doctor, there is no difference." But Fu Qing didn't feel uncomfortable, instead she felt a little happy.Deep in my head, I finally opened up to her.

She finally started to approach the hard shell she was wrapped in...

"Then give it a try, it's always okay to try it? You say you can't...that's okay, just treat it, just treat it...healing a disease.

I also don't want you to do anything for me, anyway, anyway, we don't know how to get along as lovers, so we will maintain the status quo.Maintain the status quo, just like this, meet, communicate, talk, accompany... like this, it is always possible, right? "

try it...

【How would Dr. Shen know if he didn't try it?How about with me...]

Similar words suddenly rushed into her mind, and she shot fiercely in a certain nerve, her brain hummed, and Shen Zhen suddenly felt a little headache.

She raised her head abruptly, approaching Fu Qing, her eyes were a little cold:

"Then say it again, yesterday, she hit you. Indeed, it was her who hit you, right?"

Fu Qing was startled, and shrank subconsciously.She didn't expect Shen Zhen to ask this question again.

After hesitating for a moment, I felt that there was a high probability that I had failed in my confession today.She doesn't have much other experience, but this one does.She felt a little depressed, and under Shen Zhen's staring eyes, she suddenly felt a little afraid.

It's different, she treats everyone other than Cheng Zhiyang and Cheng Zhiyang differently...

"No It's not her, it's the people around her, take a few men."

After a pause, Fu Qing went on to say: "When you came, she...she deliberately tilted her head in that last blow, and even threw the steel bar away. She missed at all with that blow."

"..."

He nodded deeply, as if he was not surprised by this completely different answer from before.She didn't say anything, and she didn't blame Fu Qing.Just turned around and went to the bathroom to flush the knife.

After a long time, I dropped a sentence:

"it is good."

Fu Qing took half a bite of the apple and suddenly lay on the bed in a daze. Unexpectedly, she... promised herself.

"But as I said before, I don't like you."

In the same hospital, in an office.The woman who was sitting in front of the computer desk suddenly bent her lips for no reason.

"Yeah, you're right, there's no difference at all."

There was no one in the room, and the young doctor in white seemed to be talking to himself.

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