Leftover temperature

That night Xia Shenyan had a dream.

In the dream, he seemed to have returned to the time when he was 15 years old.

When he was 15 years old, his parents divorced, and both sides took away his younger sister and elder brother respectively. Only he was redundant, so Si Jinqing appeared, and he gave him a place to live.

The 15-year-old Xia Shenyan understands his parents, he knows that he is a burden to them.

When he was young, he was in poor health and had an illness. After the illness, his health deteriorated and his intelligence also declined. This is also the reason why his mother did not want him.

Xia Shenyan lived with his grandparents since he was a child. At that time, he and Xia Zhenxi were too young, and his parents were busy with their careers, so they couldn't take them all out. However, his brother was studying in a private school, so it was rare to come back once.

Later, my grandfather passed away, and my father's career gradually improved. He ran a small company, so he, his sister, and grandma were taken out.

It just became more and more unsatisfactory after that, the company went bankrupt, and my mother and father divorced.

The father was burdened with debts and took him, his sister and grandma.My younger sister is competitive, motivated, and smart, but he can't even get into a good middle school, and he can't get into it through connections. His father doesn't say anything, but he knows that he is worried about him.

At that time, Xia Shenyan was very helpless and felt that he was extremely redundant.

Not long after, his mother remarried to a prestigious family of Xin Youting, and his father sent him to his mother. At that time, his mother had just gained a foothold in the new family, and it was hard enough to take Xia Shangzheng with her.But his brother is better than him.

Mother is a woman who cares about face, so of course she doesn't want to carry a burden.

And that's where it all started.

Xia Shenyan will never forget that day.

"I'm in debt, how do you want me to take care of Yanyan?" Xia Changxing said angrily to Qi Xuechun.

Qi Xuechun glanced at Xia Shenyan, with both resentment and anger in her eyes, the complex emotions almost swallowed this strong woman, she retorted sharply: "Xia Changxing, I have worked hard enough following you, I have finally found happiness Why do you still come to bother me?"

Xia Changxing sneered, pointed at Xia Shenyan with trembling fingers and said, "Troubleshooting? Yanyan is your son, do you mean that Yanyan is making trouble for you?"

Qi Xuechun sneered: "You tell me? You don't want to bring Yanyan and you can just say it. There's no need to beat around the bush and accuse me!"

"I can't take him with me anymore, didn't you see it? I was the one who took Yanyan with me before, don't you know how hard Yanyan has been with me?" Xia Changxing roared with red eyes, "He is my Son! My heart aches, I can't give him anything now, so let me beg you, okay?"

Qi Xuechun's eyes were also red, but her voice was still bitter and mean: "You want me to be this villain?! If you really want to take Yanyan with you, you can send Xixi here! I'll take care of Xixi for you. You take Yanyan with you. Yan!"

"Qi Xuechun! You are so cruel! Don't you know what's going on with Yanyan? If I have the ability, I won't let Yanyan follow you even if I die!"

The two started arguing again.

The 15-year-old Xia Shenyan shrank in a dark corner at a loss, not daring to move.

It was a very hot summer, the sun was so dazzling, but it couldn't reach the boy in the corner.

Because the young man knew very clearly that he was an unwanted child, and he had no home after his grandfather passed away.

The quarrels were like needles in his ears, and he had a splitting headache, but he couldn't say anything.

He knew how hard his father had been, and he also knew that it was not easy for his mother.It will be easier for the father to bring Zhenxi, because Zhenxi is smart and capable, and will not let himself suffer; the mother will stand firmer in the new family with the elder brother, because at that time the elder brother has been sent to study in the best university abroad. up.

And he is a piece of trash with impaired intelligence and no success in anything.

He thought he was going to be pushed around and end up in a place where he didn't have any relatives, that he was going to be locked up, that he was going to be a stupid kid with a mom and a dad who nobody wanted.

But he didn't expect Si Jinqing to appear suddenly.

That man seemed to come with a whole body of splendor, he was surrounded by the summer sun, covering him like a blanket, and he was drawn into his barren little world.

At that time, Si Jinqing was the new heir of the Si family enterprise. Needless to say, the Si family's reputation and status were lower than Xin Youzi's, even the Nie family whose mother remarried was inferior.

But Si Jinqing was an existence that could not be reached in Xinyou.

But this star-like person just appeared in his life majestically, protected him behind his back, and said to his stunned parents: "You don't want him, I want him."

The man seemed to think it was inappropriate to say this, so he turned around and asked him softly, "Child, will you come with me?"

Xia Shenyan stared up at the beam of light in a daze, stared fascinatedly at the handsome face so close at hand, and nodded without hesitation after only being dazed for a while.

So he followed Si Jinqing.

He was so grateful to the man who had given him a future.Without him, there would be no Xia Nianqing who is brilliant today and Xia Shenyan who is vivid and vivid.

Xia Shenyan still remembered the year when he first met Si Jinqing.At that time, his father's company had not yet gone bankrupt. Due to the rush of time, he had no choice but to take him to a banquet that he could not refuse.

His father picked him up and down from school in person.Xia Changxing was worried about leaving him alone in the car, so he took him to the banquet hall.

His father put him in a corner and asked someone to guard him, and then he hurried off to socialize with a glass of wine.

He has always been obedient, and he didn't want to cause trouble for his father, so he stayed there obediently. In fact, he didn't like such noisy places.

However, the guard was not so attentive, he excused himself to go to the bathroom after a while, Xia Shenyan began to fidget when there was no one around him, but he didn't dare to leave his seat, he was afraid that he would lose himself.But he didn't expect that someone would come to the door after the guards left.

It was a middle-aged man, looking at him with a smile, looking kind.He asked what his name was and what he was sitting here alone.Xia Shenyan was inexplicably frightened, unable to utter a word, and did not dare to move. He wholeheartedly hoped that his father would come over soon. Seeing that he did not speak, the man wanted to pull him, but the hand could not touch him. , because it was held by another hand with sharp bones.

The man froze for a moment, about to get angry, turned his head and saw the person, and immediately froze, and ran away without saying anything.Xia Shenyan sat there in a daze, his mind was blank, he hadn't recovered from the shock, and he raised his head belatedly after the man left.

The man in front of him has a very good-looking top-grade appearance, with a clean appearance, exquisite and sharp facial features, and an elegant temperament.Xia Shenyan had never seen such a good-looking person.

But it wasn't that overly handsome face that made him lose his mind, but Si Jinqing's unprecedented tenderness and patience with him, as well as his full sense of security.

But things that don't belong to you, no matter how much you covet them, are still a luxury.

He is high and high, even if he is so close to him now, even if they have done the most intimate and ambiguous things, Xia Shenyan will never be the one who will accompany him to the end.

He was really stupid. He should have grown up obediently in an orphanage, or died with the umbilical cord around his neck when he should have been in his mother's womb.

Parents are supposed to have healthy and happy children, but they cross out and become an irreparable hole in the middle.

Xia Shenyan was a mistake.

Xia Nianqing knew it, and Xia Shenyan himself knew it too.

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Xia Shenyan lay on the rest chair in a daze. After waking up, he stared at the dazzling lights above his head in a daze for a long time, and finally laughed at himself as if mocking himself.

Lately, I've become more and more fond of dreaming about the past.

Si Jinqing didn't stay with him much last night.He fell asleep in his arms and woke up the next morning.Si Jinqing had so many things to do every day, it was impossible to watch over him all the time, he didn't even know whether he left last night or stayed here for the night, but he didn't ask any more questions, it wasn't his place to ask.

He didn't want to know what happened to Lu Ziyang. After all, Xia Shenyan couldn't stop what Si Jinqing was going to do. This was his unique preference and determination for himself. Because he cherished it very much, he didn't veto it.

He had a play early in the morning, and went to the set as soon as he woke up.He didn't want to delay the progress of the whole crew because of himself, even if Director Qi acquiesced in his laziness, he wouldn't allow himself to do so.

Clumsy people always have to work harder to catch up with ordinary people.

He had just finished a scene not long ago, so he nestled in a chair and fell asleep for half an hour. After waking up, he felt uncomfortable all over, especially in his stomach, and cold sweat broke out from his uncomfortable forehead.

Xia Shenyan stood up from the seat, his eyes darkened and he almost fell, but fortunately he held on to the table next to him tightly.

At this time, the production crew hadn't left yet, but there weren't many people left. There were only crew members cleaning up the scene, but no one had the heart to call him when he was resting.

As soon as the soft quilt covering his body was removed, the cold wind swept in, piercing directly into Xia Shenyan's clothes.He was weak and couldn't stand the cold, so he coughed violently again, and the cough became worse every time. This time, he could hardly stand up, which caused Director Qi to put down his work there and come over.

Seeing that his face became paler as he coughed, and his brows were tightly frowned, he wanted to reprimand him a few words and couldn't bear to see him like this, so he asked in a low voice, "Why did you cough like this?"

Xia Shenyan shook his head, wanting to say that he was fine, but the words entered his throat, the cough started again, Director Qi was taken aback, and he patted him on the back clumsily, unexpectedly, the more he coughed, the worse the smell in his throat, Before the coughing sound stopped, the blood had already coughed all over the ground, his head went black for a moment, and he staggered, Director Qi hurried to support him.

"Shen Yan!" Director Qi was at a loss, how could he know that this cough could cough up all the blood.

Xia Shenyan slowed down for a while. After coughing up the blood, he felt a lot better, but his throat was burning hot. He blinked in confusion, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth calmly, and slowly looked up. Director Qi was anxious, smiled, and said weakly: "...Sorry Uncle Qi, I've had a bad cold again these days."

Director Qi was already very worried, and his heart tightened. When he heard him say so indifferently, he immediately glared at him angrily, and said sharply, "Cold?! Is it still a cold!? Blood is coughed up!"

Xia Shenyan laughed again, not afraid of him at all: "Stomach bleeding, I don't have much appetite to eat these days."

"Xia Shenyan! I didn't ask you to film because I wanted you to work hard!"

With his roar, everyone around him looked over.

Xia Shenyan was embarrassed, and whispered: "Isn't it right to dedicate oneself to art?"

"You..." Director Qi wanted to scold again.

"It's okay." Xia Shenyan was relieved again, "My stomach is not a matter of a day or two."

Director Qi didn't want to get angry with him, getting angry with Xia Shen was like playing the piano to a cow, he wouldn't refute whatever he said, but was meek and angry at himself, so he simply said: "Stop filming today's scene, go to the hospital for an examination! "

Xia Shenyan's body has long been broken due to the exhaustion of traveling around for so many years, not to mention that his body itself is not very good because of the illness he suffered when he was a child.

Stomach trouble is a common problem for every actor, and he doesn't take it seriously.

I have had a cough a long time ago, and it is not uncommon to cough up blood if I have stomach bleeding and cough again.

Director Qi asked him to rest, but he couldn't hold him back, so he stayed at home and rested for a few days, and went to the hospital for a checkup. After getting the checklist, he didn't have any extra reactions.He took the medicine prescribed by the hospital in a regular manner, but he felt that it was useless, and his stomach would still be cramped and painful in the middle of the night.

After it was almost over, Xia Shenyan rushed back to the crew, and he had no more roles at that time.

There are only a few scenes, most of which are with the hero Lu Qingjia.

Lu Qingjia and his old acquaintance, they are good friends, very good kind.

The only difference is that after so many years, Xia Shenyan is still lingering in the same place, but he has already won several movie king titles.

This movie is an art movie. Lu Qingjia plays a painter, and Xia Shenyan is his student.

Lu Qingjia's appearance is relatively mature, his appearance is dusty, his eyes are clear, and there is no trace of contamination by the filthy atmosphere of the entertainment industry in his flawless pupils. This is the biggest reason why Director Qi chose him.

So in the beginning, the male lead was for Xia Shenyan, and it was originally a role tailor-made for him.

Xia Shenyan has turned 28 this year, but it is almost impossible to see the deepness and fatigue that an adult should have at this age. He is always smiling, just like everyone saw him at the beginning.

After so many years from spring to autumn, everyone has changed, only he has not changed.

This scene is about Nan Qian, the student played by Xia Shenyan, who listened to the teacher for nothing because he failed the college entrance examination and was not admitted to the ideal academy of fine arts.

This scene is the last scene of Bai Ting and Nan Qianjian in the movie.

Because Nam Chien committed suicide afterwards.

So this is also the most important scene for Xia Shenyan, and it is very explosive.

Director Qi said a lot to him before the filming started, and the whole crew was ready to come back several times.

Xia Shenyan was a little nervous. Director Qi sat upright in his seat to read the script after talking with him, still afraid of getting stuck in words.

"Nianqing." Lu Qingjia sat down beside him, and handed him a cup of warm water just received.

Xia Nianqing was his stage name, and only elders or people close to him would call him natal, but Lu Qingjia was probably used to it.

"What?" Xia Shenyan smiled at him.

Lu Qingjia smiled and said, "Are you nervous?"

Xia Shenyan didn't hide anything, nodded: "Of course, I'm afraid it will drag you down."

Lu Qingjia said indifferently: "What are you afraid of, how many times do you take pictures, and how many times do I follow. With my brother and Director Qi around, no one dares to say anything about you."

The last sentence Lu Qingjia whispered in his ear.

Xia Shenyan lowered his eyes and smiled, unscrewed the hot water bottle and took a sip, coughed a few times, and joked with a smile: "Can you still help me beat them?"

Lu Qingjia immediately bent his arms to show off his muscles.Although it is winter, they are filming a summer scene, so they can only wear simple white shirts. Fortunately, the weather is not bad today.Lu Qingjia was not afraid of the cold, her vigorous muscles could be seen clearly under the thin material.

Xia Shenyan laughed softly, pulled his down jacket next to him and covered him, and said, "Don't catch a cold."

Lu Qingjia warmed up obediently for a while, and smiled.

"Okay, the actors are ready!" Director Qi shouted not far away.

Xia Shenyan curled his fingers covering the small quilt.

Lu Qingjia stretched out her warm palm to cover his somewhat cold back, and said warmly with her lips bent, "Don't be nervous, I'll be with you."