Danmei Rebirth: No Longer Missing You

My surname is Jin and my name is Chang Huan. I have a sister and four younger brothers in my family.

Because my four younger brothers were raised by my godfathers after they were born, the one who is closest to me is my elder sister Jinxiu.My eldest sister dotes on me very much, and she has always wanted to give me her heart and soul since she was a child. Whenever I like something, she will always do everything for me.

When I was young, I often thought in my heart that if I encounter something my sister likes most in the future, I will try my best to get it for her. Making her happy is my greatest happiness.

At that time, how could I have thought that one day, my sister and I would fall in love with the same person!

My sister, Mao, had not grown up, so she went to Brother Su's country again and again to compete with Brother Su. The two seemed to be incompatible, but after all these years, I could see that the two were just not good at expressing their feelings. Brother Su was reserved. Not good at words, the eldest sister provokes again and again, probably because she is irritated by Brother Su's incomprehensible style!

Later, the eldest sister seemed to have sensed my thoughts, and she asked me: "Chang Huan, you don't like Su Yueze, do you? Oh, brother, it's not that my sister is prejudiced, it's really...it's Su Yueze that Man... oh, you can't handle this small body that can collapse in the wind!"

I was afraid that my elder sister would see the clue, so I just shook my head vigorously, but at that time, my elder sister decided that I fell in love with elder brother Su.

After that time, Eldest Sister no longer challenged Brother Su to compete in martial arts. She moved to the arena and caused a lot of love debts. I guess, her romantic affairs were used to confuse me. She knew my intentions and gave up her feelings Complete me, for this, I feel even more guilty towards my eldest sister.

I'm conflicted, and I've tried liking other people, both male and female, but for some reason, those people always disappeared for no apparent reason, and over time, I became discouraged.

In this way, I dare not tell Big Brother Su what I feel, I am afraid that he will disappear from my life completely...

I often mention my elder sister intentionally or unintentionally in front of Brother Su. Brother Su always has an ugly face. I guess he is suffering from a tight heart, but he doesn't want to be seen through.

One day, he probably saw through my thoughts and scolded me angrily: "Chang Huan, what's in your head? Who do I like, don't you see it now?"

I was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he must be tired of me, so I packed my bags and fled by boat that night. I was afraid, I was afraid that he would not even have the qualifications to call him Big Brother Su.

My parents say I'm stupid, but I always think I'm smart, especially when it comes to relationships, I've been enlightened very early, why do people still think I'm slow to respond?

That is, on that boat, I met my future brother-in-law, a man who was even more domineering than my elder sister. At that time, I had a good conversation with him. He said that if I were a woman, he would definitely marry me!

Later, when I said goodbye to my brother-in-law, I never expected that one day he would really meet my eldest sister, and take over my eldest sister by force.

The brother-in-law doesn't care about the elder sister's previous peach blossom debts, because he has the confidence to control the future of the eldest sister. In front of the brother-in-law, even if the elder sister can fly to the sky, she will be eaten to death by her brother-in-law.

But I, in front of the person I like, am not even half sure.

I didn't dare to get close, didn't dare to expose my feelings, for fear that he wouldn't like it.

"Chang Huan, I like you, how about marrying me? If you don't like to marry, I can marry you!"

Abao has been chanting this sentence in my ear recently, I know he is trying to make me happy, so every time he said it, I just smiled perfunctorily and replied by the way: "Abao, I like you too!"

There's no way, it's not that I don't want to show a sincere smile, it's that everything that happened recently made me uncomfortable.

"Chang Huan, what's your expression? Believe me, I really don't just talk about it, I really like you!"

Ah Bao was in a hurry, grabbed my sleeve and refused to let me do anything, I smiled and raised my head to push him away, but as soon as I touched his hand, I saw a figure in front of the door, saying it was a figure, because I fixed my eyes When I looked, there was just a figure passing by in front of the door, and I didn't see who it was.

Fearing that it was the servant who brought the medicine to Brother Su, I hurried forward and chased him, trying to stop him, but unexpectedly, there was no one at the end of the corridor, could it be that I was dazzled?

I frowned slightly, feeling that I had more and more hallucinations recently.

Brother Su and his brother-in-law had a big fight a few days ago, and they both lost. I silently thought that they fought because of my sister's jealousy, but I can't say this to anyone, not even Ah Bao.

Ah Bao didn't know the truth, but said that I was the one Brother Su liked, and treated him like a rival in love. People are sisters.

Even my sister once came to me and said, "Chang Huan, why are you so stupid? Everyone in the world can see that Su Yueze likes you. Why don't you, a silly boy, never get the hang of it?"

I opened my mouth, wanting to tell my sister that the person that Brother Su likes is her, but when the words came to my lips, I gave up again. I knew that if my sister believed me, she would definitely run to tell Brother Su domineeringly that she was not allowed to like her , how pitiful Brother Su is!

To judge others by myself, if Big Brother Su doesn't let me like him silently, I will definitely die in pain, so I must not tell anyone this secret.

I can't live in the palace, but I have to stay in the house my brother-in-law gave me to recuperate. I think Brother Su must have the opportunity to meet Eldest Sister, this fool, this is my house!

Brother Su sent a lot of his people to my house. I am not familiar with them or know them. I know in my heart that whether they are housekeepers or servants, they are just loyal to Brother Su. Let me tell you the news, after all, my brother-in-law is so awesome, and his people can't get in the eldest sister's side.

Every time I think of this, I am always so moved, Brother Su, you are so infatuated!

I couldn't find the slave who delivered the medicine, so I had to bring medicine to Big Brother Su myself. When I entered the room, Big Brother Su was lying on the bed with his back to me, covered only half of the quilt. I was afraid that he would catch a cold, so I put down the medicine bowl first. He covered the quilt, but when he turned his head to get the medicine, he found that he had lifted the quilt again. I had no choice but to put down the bowl and cover him with the quilt again. As a result, when I turned my head, he lifted the quilt again... …

Eh?When did Brother Su sleep so dishonestly?

"Brother Su, drink the medicine!" I called out.

There is no movement on the bed!

"Take the medicine!" I walked to the bed with the medicine bowl in hand.

Brother Su threw off the entire quilt with a huff, which startled me, but he still stubbornly turned his back to me. If I didn't realize that he had woken up long ago, I would be a fool.

But, eh?Why does Brother Su feel like he's throwing a fit?

no no no!It must be my illusion!

Only Ah Bao can lose his temper. How can a king of a country with tens of millions of people like Brother Su have such childish emotions.

"Drink the medicine!"

"I don't drink!"

"Drink the medicine!"

"I don't drink!"

"Take a sip! If you don't drink, you'll have no excuse to stay with me."

I frankly persuaded him that the excuse he forced to stay at the beginning was that only my medicine would be effective. Of course, such a lame excuse was immediately seen through by everyone, and I only accompanied him because of his infatuation and my reluctance. acting.

"..."

He stopped talking, just looked at me fixedly, with a look of internal injury on his face, I was very puzzled, everyone knew that his recuperation was just a cover, how could he have such an expression of dying of serious injuries and dying with regret?

Hey, who offended him?

"Jin Changhuan!" He quickly stood up from the bed and called my name angrily.

"Brother Su, what did I do wrong?" I was stunned.

"Okay, okay!" He said three good words in a row, and laughed inexplicably, making my hair stand on end. I felt that I must have done something that was a heinous crime to him, but, thinking about it hard, I still don't know. Where did it anger him, "I asked you for the last time, is it because you have been pretending to be stupid that you refuse?"

"Eh?"

I really don't know where to start with this.

"Jin Changhuan, if you don't want to die, don't let me see you again!"

He suddenly put down such a sentence and went resolutely. When he passed me and walked towards the door, he slammed into my shoulder hard. Only then did he recover from the pain in his shoulder.

It's just that this pain is not as good as the endless spread in my heart...

I have never been able to figure out why he was so angry. I dare not ask, let alone speak up. Everyone thought that I was willful and suddenly wanted to go to a foreign country, but they didn't know the truth.

I left for two years, and Abao stayed by my side all the time. He still said stupid things about marrying me, until he met someone who said the same thing to him. After several twists and turns, the two finally achieved a positive result .

I sincerely wish that after Ah Bao said something to me on the night of getting married, he told me that he finally let go, and I realized at that moment that all along, he didn’t say that to make me happy. Mind has never been related to brotherhood, and at that moment, a thought suddenly woke me up. I always thought I could distinguish feelings. Am I really wrong about Brother Su's mind?

Belatedly aware and apprehensive, I decided to go to Brother Su, no matter what, even if I die, I must find out the answer I want before I die!

By accident, before I set off, Brother Su has already led his army to this foreign country thousands of miles away. In the two years since I left, Brother Su has been fighting everywhere without stopping for a moment.

I disguised myself and went through a lot of hardships to finally enter Brother Su's barracks. Unexpectedly, I heard the sad news that Brother Su was seriously injured and died.

Several confidantes around Brother Su gathered together to talk about Brother Su's situation, completely ignoring me, the little soldier serving tea and water.

Hearing the diagnosis that Big Brother Su probably won't survive tonight, the teapot in his hand dropped in shock...

My identity was finally exposed, everyone recognized me, and I didn't intend to hide it anymore, I ignored everyone's surprised eyes and said softly: "Maybe I can save Big Brother Su!"

I remembered the secret that my elder sister told me in secret. The internal strength I cultivated could save a life when it was critical, but I needed to sacrifice myself. Before, my master and my father kept secret about it, and I pretended not to know it. But I don't want to, I really have a useful day, but the other party is Brother Su, I... have no complaints or regrets...

A lingering night of spring!

I gave Brother Su Si Daddy’s medicine so that he would not be unconscious, and he would be alive and well for a while, but I don’t know if Brother Su will blame me when he really wakes up, even though he took advantage of me, But from what I know about him, he has always been obsessed with cleanliness. If he doesn't like someone, he can't tolerate being close to him, let alone being intimate with him...

I don’t know if it’s because of my shyness. After waking up in the morning and taking his pulse to make sure he’s okay, I didn’t dare to stay on the bed to face him. I was afraid that he would wake up, and I was even more afraid that he would know that I didn’t even ask him. Opinions are forced to do such a shameless thing.

I wanted to escape, and I hid in a corner where he couldn't find it.

I ran away, throwing away all the obsessions I had when I came here!

I'm here to ask for an answer, but if this matter becomes a reference for him to give an answer, I don't want it!

What I want is sincerity, not guilt!

It is said that after that day, Big Brother Su and my brother-in-law offered bounties all over the world for me, making me look like a wanted criminal. Fortunately, I learned the art of disguise from my third father, but when my belly grew bigger, I was still caught. My great brother-in-law has been caught!

Before my brother-in-law’s chair was warmed up by me, Brother Su came in single-handedly. Needless to say, there was another fierce fight between brother-in-law and Brother Su, which lasted for three days without sleep. While peeling the grapes, I jokingly said, "Chang Huan, why do I feel more and more that the true love between your brother-in-law and this stinky boy is the real love! Look at this killing and loving each other, it probably won't change for hundreds of years !"

I was amused with a flutter, only to be stuck with the grape seeds I didn't have time to spit out!

The eldest sister panicked, and immediately stood up to help me. The movement on my side was probably too loud, and the sound of fighting on the other side stopped abruptly... Then a figure was kicked out, spitting out a pool of blood...

My brother-in-law stepped forward and patted me on the back, and the grape seed flew out of my mouth immediately. By the way, not only the grape seed rushed out, but the child in my stomach also started to fuss...

a mess!

Two pieces of chaos!

Three pieces, four pieces, five or six pieces... The world is in chaos!

After giving birth to the twins, I was very weak, but through the bead curtain, my gaze was bound to meet with the person outside. It was the first time he was so embarrassed in front of me, who was never in the slightest mess.

All of a sudden, I laughed, laughing at myself as a fool, obviously the whole world has already seen the love, why do I always insist on thinking that it is what Brother Su revealed to Elder Sister?

In that year, I married the monarch of Huanze Kingdom, and became the male queen Jin Changhuan of Huanze Kingdom that ruled the four kingdoms!

【postscript】

"Why do you keep fighting with my brother-in-law?"

"Because when you escaped by boat, I silently escorted you all the way back. When I met you on the boat, he once said that if you were a woman, he would definitely marry you! I don't like it!"

"what?"

After I realized it, I couldn't help but burst into laughter, this vengeful idiot!

It turned out that all along, he had stubbornly thought that the person my brother-in-law liked was me.

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