[Plane] Cleaner

This is something that he never thought about. He gave up his dignity and life for another person, and he was willing to do so.

It's ridiculous.

Lin Chuxiu looked at the back of the person in front of him leaving step by step, and his heart was devastated.He understands that leaving this time is really a goodbye without a date.

He wanted to reach out and grab this person, begging him to stay, in fact he did the same, but Chen didn't stop, his leaving back was so determined, he wouldn't stop for anything.

Why, you never cared about me, why!

But there are so many reasons in the world, the ending is far more important than the process, he left here without looking back, he refused to stay for you, or he refused to stay for anyone, this is the truth.

Even if you say to him, stay here, you see there are so many people who love you here.

He hurried on his feet and kept on walking, never stopping in his busy life.

Why does he always want to leave?

Lin Chuxiu didn't understand, but he was willing to understand, he wanted to understand everything about Chen, he didn't care how long the time was, and he didn't care about wasting energy.Chen is unwilling, he does not want others to understand him.He will always be like a lonely traveler, watching everything in this world with cold eyes, and will not participate in it himself.

He doesn't love me, but he doesn't love anyone else in this world either. How could he be so heartless and easily step on the love that he regards as a treasure.

But he still likes him so much, almost to the bone.

Chen.

The phone rang again and again, the screen turned on and off, and I, Lin Chuxiu, sat motionless on the ground without looking at the phone.

"You asked for it." Zhou Qi was sitting in front of Lin Chuxiu, and he looked at him with pity, a little aloofness, a little disdain, and jealousy.

envy?Ha, Zhou Qi is actually jealous of him!Every day when he thought of Zhou Qi being able to stay by Chen's side and enjoying everything that belonged to him, Lin Chuxiu wanted to kill him with his own hands.

"You are so pitiful." Zhou Qi smiled lightly, his expression a bit like Chen's, "These things should have been yours, but you are so mean, don't want him."

"It's not like this!" Lin Chuxiu's astringent eyes began to heat up again, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, "It's not like this..."

"Chen, he..." Lin Chuxiu cried so hard that he couldn't speak. He had never been so sad. The person he loved abandoned him. He couldn't find him anymore, "He went where?"

Zhou Qi said softly, "I don't know."

"You must know!" Lin Chuxiu's tears flowed even more fiercely, he looked at Zhou Qi and begged, "Please, tell me if it's okay, please..."

"I don't know." Zhou Qi repeated.

Lin Chuxiu didn't believe it, he grabbed Zhou Qi's arm with all his strength, and stared at him tightly: "You know, you must know, please, tell me, please, I beg you..."

Zhou Qi didn't speak, but Lin Chuxiu suddenly said, "I see, you must be afraid that he won't want you after I find him, right?"

"Get out!" Zhou Qi's eyes were red, and he also stared at Lin Chuxiu fiercely. After a moment of silence, he actually laughed, "If I knew, I would have found it long ago. You have to recognize the facts and stop fantasizing. He left He doesn't want you, he really doesn't want to see you again."

Lin Chuxiu would rather not hear such words, why did Zhou Qi interrupt his fantasy, Chen actually still loves him, doesn't he?He cut his wrist for himself, fed the blood to himself, and saved his life.

He has paid so much for himself, how could he not love himself.

But the facts are in front of him, Chen doesn't love him, not at all.Lin Chuxiu lay on the ground decadently, not wanting to move anymore.

His departure also took away Lin Chuxiu's heart and all his love.

"Chen..." Lin Chuxiu covered his eyes with his palms and began to cry.

He had never shed so many tears in his life, never had he been so heartbroken.But what's the use, Chen is gone, and will never come back.He could still clearly recall Chen's relaxed smile before he left.Did he put pressure on him? Did he really have no friendship with him?

But what to do, I still love him, even if he doesn't love me, I still want to be by his side, even if I can only look at him, that's enough.

Zhou Qi tidied up his clothes and stood up: "I'm leaving."

"You want to go too?" Lin Chuxiu said softly, "Where are you going?"

Zhou Qi said: "I don't know, but my parents only have me as a child. Life is not just about love. Without Chen, I have to live a good life for my parents."

"Can you forget him?" Lin Chuxiu asked.

"I can't forget, but I won't let him be the only one in my life." Zhou Qi wanted to smile, but couldn't, "I love him, but I also love my parents. I have my own responsibilities, I must go back now, and be a good son."

Lin Chuxiu said, "Really?"

Zhou Qi said: "I'm leaving, you can do it yourself."

"You go."

Then Zhou Qi really left without looking back, just like Chen before, leaving Lin Chuxiu's sight with a proud gesture.

click.

The gate of the villa was gently closed by the departing Zhou Qi, and the world became one again.

Why did everyone leave one by one, his parents left him, Chen also left him, and now this person who made him an enemy also left here.Is it just him who stays where he is?

Zhou Qi still has his parents, so what else does he have.Lin Chuxiu looked at the ceiling blankly. The simple grid pattern on it was still the same as before, and it was straight anyway.

"Chen, where are you?" In the empty villa, no one could hear this kind of roar.

The phone hadn't rang for a long time, and when Lin Chuxiu picked it up, he realized that it had automatically shut down because of a lack of battery.He smiled, knowing what to do.

Now that Chen has left him, he will go to find Chen, regardless of the ends of the earth, he will meet Chen again one day.

Lin Chuxiu packed his bags and set off alone. He wanted to be a lonely spectator like Chen. He wanted to find Chen and tell him that no one could make him love so desperately.No matter what happens to Chen, Lin Chuxiu will not leave.

He has traveled through so many countries and cities, he has been to so many mountains and rivers, he has spent so much time, and he has met so many people.He struggled to identify one after another, trying to distinguish Chen's face from those similar faces.But from young to old, from green hair to white hair, from vigorous steps to being unable to move anymore, he never found Chen.

Lin Chuxiu was old and couldn't walk anymore, so he sat on the square and looked at the crowd. In fact, he couldn't remember Chen's appearance at this time, but he was still looking for it, and it was impossible to find a job.

The author has something to say: I suddenly remembered a sentence, it is like this.

Even if the white hair is gray, there is no light on the head, and if you can't get it, you don't want to forget it.

【Xianxia Cultivation Volume】