there is heaven

Suhang's neck seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand. That hand had sharp nails and force like iron pincers, and it would kill him with one blow.He never... never knew that Su Qiao's sense of security was so lacking; he didn't even know that his psychology had been twisted to such a degree.

Suhang was at a loss for a while, he didn't stand or retreat.He stuck his neck for a long time before he said tremblingly: "Su Qiao, Su Qiao, I won't want you, I never will." But he couldn't hold back the second sentence.He squatted down beside Su Qiao slowly, raised his hand in the air and shook again and again, and finally landed on Su Qiao's head.He rubbed very lightly before saying: "Go back, you are still sick."

Su Qiao seemed to lose his strength all of a sudden.With trembling eyelids, he obediently leaned on Suhang's chest.Su Hang still resisted any physical contact with Su Qiao now, but he still couldn't bear it, so he half hugged Su Qiao and helped him up.

The two returned home calmly, Su Hang helped Su Qiao to bed, and he went to pour water and get ice packs again.Just as he put the ice pack on Su Qiao's forehead, Su Qiao grabbed his wrist again.This time, Suhang shrank back all of a sudden, as if touched by electricity.Su Qiao's hand suddenly became empty.The atmosphere dropped to freezing point again.Su Qiao rubbed his fingertips in frustration, and said nothing.

That night, Suhangwo slept on the sofa in Suqiao's room.Su Qiao wanted him to go to bed and sleep. After talking, Su Hang had nothing to say.He would rather spend the night on the sofa.After tossing and tossing for so long, Su Qiao was too tired to speak.After Suhang lay down, he stood up reluctantly, and went to hug a thin quilt.

As soon as the quilt fell on Suhang's body, his body trembled as if he had a stress reaction.Su Qiao's hand paused, he took it out, pinched the corner of the quilt and covered Su Hang with the quilt - try to be careful not to let his fingers touch Su Hang, since he is so scared.

There was nothing to say all night, and when Su Hang woke up the next day, Su Qiao was no longer in bed.Suhang's heart skipped a beat, and he ran out quickly, but just as Su Qiao came out of the bathroom, the two bumped into each other.

"... Be careful." Su Qiao supported Su Hang, and when Su Hang was touched by him, his arms tightened.Su Qiao's eyelids drooped slightly, he automatically lowered his hands, turned his head and left, and was stopped by Su Hang.

"... Su Qiao, how is your body? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?" Su Hang caught a glimpse of Su Qiao's expression and asked quickly.Su Qiao didn't turn his head to look at him, but shook his head hastily.

"I'm going to school. Remember to eat. I've prepared everything." Su Qiao picked up his schoolbag and threw it over his shoulder. you."

Just as Su Qiao was about to say no, Suhang had already picked up the car keys and walked to him, and he said softly, "Let's go."

Su Qiao looked at Su Hang with a complicated expression, but Su Hang deliberately didn't look at him, he opened the car door and sat in first, and Su Qiao also opened the co-pilot's door and got in.He hugged his schoolbag to his chest and, as always, forgot to fasten his seat belt.Suhang habitually wanted to attach himself to tie him, but as soon as he approached, both of them were stunned.

In the end, Su Qiao was the first to react. He pulled the seat belt by himself, and when he looked down for the insertion hole, Su Hang stretched out his hand and inserted it for him.Hands touched accidentally, and soon separated.

Instead, Su Qiao looked up at him, and Su Hang continued to drive as if nothing had happened.He sent Su Qiao to the school gate, and before getting off the car, Su Hang said again: "I'll pick you up after school."

"You just had surgery, running around is tiring, stay at home." Su Qiao seemed to have returned to normal, but Su Hang insisted that it was okay.The class time was approaching, and Su Qiao couldn't procrastinate any longer, so he opened the door and got out of the car.

Su Hang turned the car and drove back. Su Qiao stood there watching him. Su Hang saw Su Hang's figure gradually shrinking in the rearview mirror, and his heart slipped with unspeakable emotions.He hasn't figured out how to face Su Qiao yet, he can't act like nothing happened.The torrent does not pour out all at once, but accumulates bit by bit. Only by blocking it from the beginning can it prevent it from collapsing.

But in fact, Suhang still underestimated his brother.

Su Hang's cell phone rang suddenly, and he pressed the cell phone while looking at the road ahead.He was about to say that it was inconvenient to answer the phone, but the voice from inside made him change his words immediately.

"Hello, is this Su Qiao's elder brother, Su Hang? I'm his homeroom teacher." Seeing that there was no car behind him, Su Hang turned on the turn signal and stopped the car on the right.Holding the mobile phone, he said politely, "Hello, teacher, please tell me."

"Can you come to the school when you are free? I want to talk to you about Suqiao." The teacher refused to say on the phone, but Suhang hurriedly said that he was nearby and would come over right away.After hanging up the phone, he turned back to school again.He walked to the teacher's office, and it happened that there was only one person there.

When the teacher saw that it was him, he hurried up to meet him and asked Suhang to sit down.

"Sorry, so I called you suddenly."

"It's okay, I happen to be around here." Su Hang sensitively noticed that the teacher's expression was a little subtle, he suddenly had a bad feeling, he pursed his lips and said: "Teacher, what's the matter with Su Qiao?"

The teacher looked solemn, she pulled out the drawer and took out a small bag, which contained a utility knife.Suhang didn't know why, but the corners of his eyes twitched.

"It was found in the stomach of Su Qiao's table."

"When I found it, there was still some blood on it."

"I talked to him, and he said that he accidentally cut his finger while cutting the paper. I believed it at the time, and I told him that some things are not allowed in school. After that, I didn't find the blade in his desk. But these days I found out that he has an injury on his wrist."

"..." Suhang didn't hear a word of what the teacher said later.He stared blankly at the utility knife, which gradually began to blur, and the blood on it seemed to smell of rust.Su Qiao's face flashed across Su Hang's mind, and Su Qiao took the knife and cut his own hand...

Suhang's face turned pale all of a sudden, and his feet went limp suddenly, the teacher saw this and supported him, Suhang's whole body trembled until his bones ached.He tried to let out a sound to vent his pain, but he tried to cough and there was only an ugly whimper.

Suhang didn't know how he got out of the school, but he thought it was the coldest day in June.

"Brother Gu...help me..." Suhang's last phone call was to Gu Yunfeng, his voice was weak, which made Gu Yunfeng startled.Gu Yunfeng said he would come right away, Suhang said please hurry up.

Any later, and he might die too.

When Gu Yunfeng saw Su Hang, he was frightened. He lost his soul and sat on the ground for an unknown amount of time.

"Hanghang!" Gu Yunfeng squatted down beside him cautiously, he reached out his hand to stop Suhang's shoulder, Suhang was shocked, looked up and saw that it was Gu Yunfeng, he collapsed completely, Gu Yunfeng hugged him, He kept patting his back and said, "Don't be afraid of Hang Hang, what happened?"

"My brother... my brother cut himself with a knife... cut his wrist..."

"..."