Dawn is getting earlier and earlier, at 6:[-], a light orange light shines on the edge of the city.

Xu Che changed a car and parked outside the Jiangbian community, staring at the gate of the community through the closed car window.

After a while, Xie Lei's car also arrived and stopped about 10 meters away from Xu Che.

At exactly 7 o'clock, Long Yanda walked out of the community gate pushing a silver suitcase.

A light-colored shirt with a slightly open neckline, a straight navy blue suit, and a valuable black belt without any LOGO around his waist. His figure is tall and masculine, and his facial features are deep and sharp. Even if he is far away, he can feel his powerful strength. aura.

This is the kind of person who, when held in Xu Che's arms, is unbelievably gentle, but also unbelievably charming. He blushes when Xu Che lightly touches him a few times, and agrees obediently with lowered eyes.

Xu Che liked to tease him, and always forced Long Yanda to say some difficult words when the corners of his eyes were red. Even if he couldn't say anything again, Long Yanda would whisper it to him, just because Xu Che wanted to hear it.

Xu Che kissed him, possessed him, and loved him dearly. On the one hand, he was afraid of hurting him, but on the other hand, he was also afraid that he would not enjoy himself enough. Unbearable, loving and possessing were always mixed into an insoluble thick mass in his body.He doesn't want to be fused with him all the time, and he loves him, such a strong love needs to be comforted and relieved by his lover all the time.

He wasn't that energetic, it was just because he couldn't control himself around Long Yanda, he just wanted to tell Long Yanda that he loved him, loved him very much, those expressions of love were far away with kisses and hugs. not enough......

Xu Che had no way to let go, he was reluctant to let go, asking him to let go of this person was like digging out his heart.

He experienced a loss, a walking dead body, and all hope was lost.That time he had the courage to chase him back again, but what should he do this time?He couldn't imagine what he would need to exchange for that [-]% cure rate.

What if I can't change it?What if you can't exchange your life for that one percent?If he lets go, what will Long Yanda do?Xu Che knew that Long Yanda loved him no less than himself.

Whatever he thinks, Long Yanda thinks, how much he loves, Long Yanda loves him too.Xu Che never doubted this.

So what should we do?Is Liulong Yanda alone?

He simply can't love this person enough, and love is too short for a lifetime.He loves him so much, he cannot live without him, he is more important than air.

But when I am sick, he will become very weak, ugly, and clumsy. He can't keep up with Long Yanda's footsteps, he can't take care of him, and he can't bring him happiness. In the end, he may If you can't recognize him, he probably won't even be able to stay with him anymore...

Xu Che's hand tightly grasped the car door, his knuckles were white and trembling slightly, but he didn't push it away after all. He let go and leaned against the back of the chair weakly.

The black off-road vehicle sped away.

I don't know how long I sat in the car, the main road outside the residential area gradually became lively, Xu Che felt like he just woke up from a dream, he had a splitting headache, his eyes were swollen, his joints were aching, and the whole world was shaking. Become unreal, far away, out of reach even with outstretched arms.

Xu Che locked the car, walked to his home, and opened the door after recognizing his fingerprints.

A familiar breath came over the face, the curtains were half drawn, and the sunlight passed through the other half, weaving light and shades of light and shadow on the ground.

The couple teacups of the blue series are turned upside down on the tea table, and the coasters are also for couples. The dark blue cups are matched with light blue coasters, and the light blue cups are matched with dark blue coasters.

There is no strict distinction between the cups of two people, which one to hold and which one to use. Most of the time, two people share a cup. You take a sip and I take a sip. One person is lying on the sofa, and the other is lying in his arms. no end.

There were a few clothes to dry on the balcony, light-colored shirts and dark-colored home clothes. Xu Che stretched out his hand and twirled the corners of the clothes. They were wet and just hung up in the morning, and they were slightly floating in the morning breeze...

Xu Che went to the kitchen again, and opened the refrigerator. There were still two boxes of dumplings in the freezer, stuffed with lard residue. Long Yanda was called home by his mother two days ago to get them, and kept them for Xu Che to eat when he came back.

The refrigerator was clean. It seemed that someone took the time to take care of the fruit milk that Xu Che had prepared before he left.

Coming out of the kitchen, Xu Che turned to the bathroom. The pure white towels were hung flat on the towel rail, and the bath towels and bathrobes were neatly folded. He reached out and grabbed the bathrobes, buried his head in the bathrobes, and breathed slowly. The nasal cavity is full of the familiar smell of lover...

Xu Che was wandering aimlessly in his home.

On such an ordinary and quiet morning, in a place full of Long Yanda's breath, he has not turned ugly, has not bled, and has not lost consciousness due to pain... This is already an incomparably luxurious enjoyment for him.

Even though Long Yanda is not around, he still has Long Yanda. He has had the best lover in the world.

Xu Che's eyes were sour, and he pushed open the door of the studio. There was a picture on the easel that hadn't been finished yet. On the plain white paper, the frontal silhouettes of two men were drawn.

A person was hugged and sat in front of another person, with slender arms circling the person in front, faintly covering his key parts...

Xu Che moved a chair and sat in front of the easel, bent down and picked out a carbon strip in the tool bag, intending to add eyebrows and eyes to the person in front, thick black and deep, which is his favorite and most obsessed look...

Drawing carefully, the corners of Xu Che's mouth slowly curled up, a small dimple looming.

That time he talked and talked, kissed and hugged and acted coquettishly for a long time before he persuaded Long Yanda to paint for him.

Can you still paint well when you're all naked?Xu Che didn't want to paint anymore, he just wanted to be a hooligan.

That's not to mention, Xu Che insisted on playing hooligans in front of the mirror.

Hugging Long Yanda, letting him sit in front of her, her legs stretched wildly, the person in the mirror was flushed all over, her hair was completely visible, her eyelashes were drooping, and the roots of her eyelashes glowed with water...

"Baby," Xu Che stretched out his hand to gently pinch Long Yanda's chin, "Look at yourself, and see how you fascinate me."

"No." The person in front of him trembled and turned his head with his eyes closed.

Xu Che smiled lightly, and kissed his lips kindly, "Take a look, baby, and you'll know why I want you every day."

The people in front were unmoved, had no face to look at, and just wanted to close their eyes and kiss.

……

In the end, I opened my eyes and looked, anyway, Xu Che always had a way to make Long Yanda obey.

The inseparable entangled figure was reflected in the mirror, Long Yanda couldn't do it ashamedly, and covered his eyes with his arm.

Xu Che would not let him go, and clasped his arms back, "Look, baby, how beautiful it is, watch it with me."

The ups and downs, the wheat field is mixed with the sound of panting, the wind and the waves...

The two of them had a crazy time that day. Xu Che didn't finish this painting until the next day. He was delayed by this and that.

This time he didn't finish the drawing, Xu Che only drew Long Yanda's eyebrows and nose bridge, and stopped when drawing the lips.

He couldn't continue to draw, as if some emotions were about to burst through his chest, he threw the carbon strip on the ground, stretched out his fingers to rub on the drawing paper, his lips and fingertips trembled together, and in front of him was a bottomless vortex, Can't see the ending...

Rubbing the tip of his nose, Xu Che got up, walked into the bedroom, and lay down on the bed.

Long Yanda's breath was more obvious on the pillow, Xu Che was lying on his side, curled up like Long Yanda.

Every time Long Yanda curled up to sleep, Xu Che would hug him from behind and wrap him into his arms, feeling full of his lover being in his arms.

Xu Che moved and hugged his shoulders with both hands. He had never felt that the bed was so big and so empty, and the space made him uneasy.Xu Che pulled off the quilt and wrapped himself tightly, imagining that Long Yanda was hugging him.

After lying down for a while, Xu Che half leaned against the head of the bed, grabbed the remote control and turned on the TV.

Long Yanda didn't follow the steps to turn off the TV.The TV screen turned on, and stayed on the screen when it was turned off last time. A pure white edelweiss stood on the completely black screen.

"Watch it again? I like this movie so much." Xu Che leaned against the head of the bed and clicked to start again.

Although the pace of this film is slow, the emotions are full of ups and downs, and the plot arrangement is one after another, which unknowingly brings people into the plot.

Xu Che grabbed the remote control and pressed the pause button on the TV screen. On the screen, the lover stopped breathing, and the other hugged him tightly and wept silently. The unavoidable despair rushed out of the screen.

Empathizing with the grief in the picture, Xu Che decided to break up with Long Yanda almost subconsciously for a moment.

Xu Che was frightened by his own thought. How could he think of breaking up?Where does he want to break up, he needs Long Yanda, he needed it before, and he needs it even more now.He was sick, and he wanted the care of his lover, especially.

But people, sometimes their brains and hearts can probably be separated. They obviously don't have the slightest intention of breaking up, but they make the decision to break up very clearly.

Xu Che took a deep breath, raised his hand, and pressed to play again.In the picture, the person sitting beside his lover's tombstone and speaking his heart slowly has the same thick black and deep eyes, which he imagined to be Long Yanda.

The man's originally tall and burly figure was assimilated into the gray-black tombstone, smoking a cigarette silently, his fingertips slowly slid across the name on the tombstone, and occasionally chatted with the buried person, " The coffee shop we used to go to moved away, the boss said you liked their cups, and gave me a set before leaving, I accepted it, and thanked him for you..."

After speaking, he smiled at the tombstone, looking lonely and pitiful.His Long Yanda's figure is far smaller than the man in the picture, if Long Yanda was sitting there...

No, Xu Che covered his eyes, he didn't dare to imagine, he wanted to erase this image from his mind.Just thinking about it in my head, my heart hurts like being rubbed by rough sand and stones over and over again, and even my breathing is hoarse.

To break up, must break up.

His Long Yanda can't bear the pain of life and death. It hurts too much. His baby will cry. When crying, who will hug him to comfort him, who will tell jokes to make him laugh, who will hold him hand to accompany him home...

No, he couldn't let his baby cry, he would rather make him hate him than cry alone.

Only if Long Yanda hates him and leaves him, will he know nothing, he will not see his withered and broken, and he will not see his dying struggle. He will always be the first in Long Yanda's memory. When I saw him, he was so handsome and flamboyant, with a heartless look.

Long Yanda said that the interests must be maximized in the relationship, some things are enough for one person to bear.

Then let Long Yanda hate and keep the sadness to himself.Hate is just a short-term rage, but sadness is a lingering death, killing people invisible.

His baby is so good, after a while, someone will love him for him.

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