Is the senior going home today?

Lin Qianxing spoke slowly, trying to suppress his emotions, and diverted all his attention by rubbing medicine on Yuanze, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

The more calmly he spoke, the more painful Yuanze's heart was. Lin Qianxing grabbed one hand and applied the medicine, while the other hand was hanging on the side of the sofa, clenched tightly, the veins on the back of the hand burst, like the next It will explode in seconds.The nails dug deep into the flesh, and the palms that were already full of scars were cut open again, but they didn't feel the pain, or they just wanted to be so painful, and used the pain of ten fingers connected to the heart to dilute the pain in their hearts.

How could anyone in this world be willing to treat his little landlord like this?Yuanze's heart felt like a ball of rags, disgusting but unable to vomit, what kind of father could treat his wife and children like this?

His little landlord is so cute, his eyes are like a whole milky way, shining purely, his lips pout intentionally or unintentionally, naughty and cute, just like a child.

The little landlord protects him, takes care of him, treats him well and treats others well for no reason, like a little sun that shines and warms people.But he actually had such a dark and hopeless childhood.

A very small child, in a small locked room, with wide black and helpless eyes, attributed all the domestic violence of his father to his mother on himself. Because of his misbehavior, his mother was beaten, and because he cried in terror sound, so to be cut...

How on earth did he survive?My mother was about to be beaten to death in front of me. The murderer was my father. I couldn't protect her. I couldn't even cry. Crying would make you bleed, make you hurt, and let you accompany your damn mother.

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, Lin Qianxing told Yuan Ze when he first met him that he had seen very bad people, Yuan Ze didn't take it seriously at the time.But now I found that those laughing words were full of painful memories that I couldn't bear to reveal.

Logically speaking, Yuanze should hold Lin Qianxing tightly in his arms now, but maybe it was too shocking, maybe Lin Qianxing had just applied the medicine, and he was afraid that it would hurt him... Anyway, Yuanze Unable to make any movements, he could only sit stupidly, staring straight at Lin Qianxing's freshly washed black hair, his beautiful eyes under his full forehead, and the black hair on his earlobe. Small earrings with silver edges... staring at his whole body, never wanting to let go.

When Lin Qianxing was enduring the torture brought by his parents, Lin Yu, as a sister, would not be much better.Yuan Ze thought of Lin Yu's illness, probably because of his alcoholic and domestic violence father?

"Then your sister is also because of this?" Yuan Ze stretched out his hand to grab Lin Qianxing, pressing him on his lap.

"Hey, Brother Yuan." Lin Qianxing wanted to stand up, but the posture of sitting across Yuanze's lap was too soft, he wanted to change it, and sitting across was more unrestrained and more suitable for him.

"Don't move." Yuan Ze slapped his buttocks, and his hands stuck to it. He put his other arm around Lin Qianxing's thigh, and looked up at his downcast eyes, which were darker than the stars. Liang asked again, "Your sister's illness is also because of your father?"

Lin Qianxing didn't move, and it was useless to move. He had experienced Yuan Ze's strength, and he couldn't easily beat him.What's more, there are still some small wounds on the two of them. Although they didn't take it seriously, it still hurts when they rub it. Why bother.

Sighing, Lin Qianxing put his arms on Yuanze's shoulders, and pressed his chin against his neck, adopting a softer posture.

The warm breath hit Yuan Ze's ear, Yuan Ze stretched out a hand, and patted Lin Qianxing's back lightly, like coaxing a child.

"My dad wouldn't treat my sister like this. Lin Yu is his own. He was very kind to his own child. He was very kind to me before."

"What?" Yuanze's hands stopped.

"My sister was born to my father, but I am not. My father said I was not born to him." Lin Qianxing shrank into Yuanze's arms as if afraid, "When I was in the second grade of elementary school, I came home from school, and my family The door was locked and I couldn’t open it, so I kicked the door loudly.”

Lin Qianxing's speech speed suddenly accelerated, and he wanted to finish this paragraph quickly, "My dad opened the door, and I saw him with messy hair and a belt in his hand, and my mother fell to the ground with a book next to her. Paternity test." The mother and son had been suspected for more than half a year, and on that day, the dust settled.

Lin Qianxing raised his head, and rubbed Yuanze's neck twice with his hand.

Yuan Ze raised his hand to press the back of Lin Qianxing's head, and continued to press the person on his shoulder.

"I saw my mother lying motionless on the ground with disheveled hair, so I pushed my father, and as soon as he raised his arm, I fell to the ground," Lin Qianxing sniffed, "It was midnight when I woke up, Lin Yu was guarding me by the bed... I never knew he was so strong... He was really good to me before."

"After that day, he ignored me. It's not that he ignored me. Sometimes he did. After drinking, he insisted on letting me stand by and watch him beat my mother," Lin Qianxing clasped his hands tightly. Together, they pinched their jaws hard, "At that time, I felt that I must have made a mistake somewhere. It was a serious mistake and an unforgivable mistake."

"But my sister is very kind to me. When my dad went crazy, she hid me everywhere. We didn't live in No. 46, the building where we lived. She liked to let me hide in the closet, and she stopped me outside. ..."

"Lin Qianxing..." Yuan Ze called out his name in a low voice, "Lin Qianxing, Lin Qianxing, little landlord... don't be afraid, I'm sorry..." Besides calling him Yuan Ze kept saying don't be afraid, I'm sorry, hugged him tightly, and touched him over and over again, but Yuan Ze couldn't do anything.

For the dark fear that Lin Qianxing suffered, for not showing up earlier, for being impatient... Yuan Ze apologized, as if the row of scars on Lin Qianxing's wrist belonged to him Wrong, it was because he was incapable of hugging that poor child from ten years ago.

"Brother Yuan, what are you saying sorry for?" Lin Qianxing let go of his hand, leaned back, and faced Yuan Ze face to face, "These are all brought by me, my existence is the original sin, no one will I should apologize, isn't my dad also dead?"

No one asked him if he was willing, so he was brought into this world.

His existence is like a long sword with barbs, piercing the hearts of his parents, always reminding adults of a betrayal.But what's wrong with Lin Qianxing?

So he helps anyone who comes to him for help.Why do the old people in Danxia Lane like him?He helped them repair doors, windows, circuits, and wheelchairs, and helped them collect the rent that the tenants maliciously owed...

He tried his best to protect the people around him. No one of the children on No. 46 could be bullied. If anyone was bullied, he would immediately rush over to help them out.

If he himself is the original sin, he wants to atone for it.He came into this world because of betrayal, but he does not represent betrayal, nor is he betrayal, he is strong, loyal, passionate...

Yuanze's brows were full of affection, and his brown crystal pupils were full of pity and distress. He stretched out his hand and ran his thumb along Lin Qianxing's cheek, tracing his outline, gently, as if wanting to brush his face. Get rid of the unnecessary pain that he shouldn't have endured.

The room was too quiet, the two hugged each other, looked at each other, found in each other's eyes that they were wholeheartedly at this time, their clear and shallow breaths were filled with straightforward love, and they couldn't escape.

"Kiss, Brother Yuan, I want you to kiss me." I want to be kissed by the person I like, as if to prove the meaning of my existence.

But I don't know why I said it, and I didn't intend to wait for Yuan Ze's answer. As soon as the words fell, Yuan Ze held Lin Qianxing's face in both hands, raised his neck, covered his lips, bit gently, and felt the other party with his lips. heartbeat.

An extremely gentle and patient kiss, to bring him all the softest and sweetest things in the world.

Although I also want to do something else, a warning voice popped up in my head, I can't do it now, the little landlord is fragile, now I can only cherish and protect it, I will talk about other things later, there will be more time in the future.

This kind of kiss that seems to tell the mood can be kissed for a long time, shallow, sweet, and won't tease the lower body...

The little landlord was pure and clear, and Yuan Ze deliberately suppressed it, so the two hugged and kissed quietly...

There was a slanting wind and drizzle outside the house, the door was not closed, and there was a crack in it, and someone easily pushed it open, "Xiao Xing, the protein I made..." Lin Yu came in with a big red disc, and was bumping into it. The two people kissing sweetly on the sofa, the two people on the sofa spread out, the plate in Lin Yu's hand shook, and for a while, she didn't know whether to continue walking in or exit.

"Sister." Lin Qianxing jumped off Yuan Ze's lap, and Yuan Ze also stood up.

Lin Yu bent down and put the disc on the coffee table, blinked her eyes twice in surprise, and stood aside with her hands down, "You guys eat the meringue I made." After speaking, she walked out with her eyelids down.

Ever since she found out that Yuanze was allergic to wheat, every time Lin Yu made a cake, she would make some meringue sugar from the extra egg whites for Yuanze as a snack.

Pure protein and white sugar are sent, then squeezed into a small lump with a piping bag, baked in the oven for a quarter of an hour, and after it is finished, it is like a small piece of pure white cookie, crisp and melts in the mouth.

I made another big plate today, and brought it to Yuan Ze as soon as it came out of the oven.

Yuan Ze was kind to Lin Qianxing, and Lin Yu could see it, but he never thought about it from the beginning to the end.

My own brother, who grew up watching him, let alone a boyfriend, has never seen him have a girlfriend.

In the end, seeing his younger brother and Yuan Ze hugging and kissing, the room was filled with the smell of love.The impact was so great that I couldn't even think of how to react.

So Lin Yu turned and went out to escape temporarily.I don't know what to say, should I be angry?You are not angry, so you should be happy for your brother?Not too happy.

I made a lot of meringue today, not with cake leftovers, but with a dozen or so eggs, the yolks were still in the big bowl, squeezed one by one, and I haven’t found the final destination yet .

"Hey, sister." Lin Qianxing called out to Lin Yu's back, Lin Yu didn't stop, and walked towards her room, her black-spotted white skirt was blown up by the breeze in the hall, wrapping her around her. She has a slender figure.

"Brother Yuan, I'll go take a look." Lin Qianxing turned to Yuan Ze and said, with worry in his eyes.

"Go," Yuan Ze sighed, "Don't mess with your sister, she is still taking medicine." Lin Qianxing lifted his foot to walk out, Yuan Ze held him back, "If you have anything to say, don't worry. "

"Also, if it's convenient, I would like to ask about Jing Yue, he hasn't been here for several days." Yuan Ze added at last.

......

"Sister, it's me, can you come in?" Lin Qianxing lightly knocked on the door twice.

"Come in, it's unlocked." Lin Yu's voice was soft and slow, like the light fragrance of flowers in spring, comfortable and relaxing.

If it weren't for that accident, Lin Yu would have been like any pretty girl, going to college, going to work, being chased by many boys, choosing the one she likes to fall in love with...

But where does she have the courage to choose now?It is already very happy to have someone like her, such as Jing Yue.

Inadvertently, Jing Yue saw the medicine in her room, and since then, she has quietly disappeared for several days.

Not only did Lin Yu not have the courage to choose, she didn't even have the qualifications to question, Jing Yue hadn't confessed, if she didn't confess, she was free to come and go, right?

"Sister," Lin Qianxing went in, hid the door behind her, walked up to Lin Yu, with her hands hanging by her legs, "Are you angry?"

Lin Yu leaned against the window, and took out a handful of flowers from the vase on the desk, pink roses, purple hydrangea, and a small golden sunflower.

The flowers were picked in Grandma Zhou's small yard a few days ago. When I got them back, they were still flower buds, and today they are in full bloom.Lin Yu carefully picked the petals and pulled the wilted petals off.

She still doesn't know about Grandma Zhou, and Lin Qianxing hasn't had time to tell her.

After arranging the petals, Lin Yu held the bouquet high in front of her eyes, turned her head to look at her younger brother, and smiled brightly, "Is this flower pretty?"

Lin Qianxing nodded, "It looks good."

"Yuanze is very good, it's enough for you." Lin Yu put the flowers back into the vase, and placed them in a staggered shape one by one.

Lin Yu is 4 years older than Lin Qianxing, and the past days are gradually blurring.

I don’t know from which day, the younger brother who can touch the top of his head needs her to look up to see. I don’t know from which day, she doesn’t have to worry about anything in No. 46, just find her younger brother. With this younger brother by her side, everything Everything can be resolved, very reassuring.

She almost forgot that Lin Qianxing was the younger brother. He also just graduated from high school and just turned 18.

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