Jiang Zhongzi

As soon as Xiao Cheng opened his eyes in the morning, he saw Yan Xiao who was lying next to him looking at him very intently, with both joy and love in his eyes, so he mercilessly issued an order to evict the guest: "If you have seen enough, you will see him." get out."

Yan Xiao was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he managed to squeeze out a few words: "Why?"

"Don't you know why I was with you yesterday, or do you want me to tell you personally?" Xiao Cheng asked rhetorically.

Yan Xiao didn't want to hear any answer from Xiao Chengyi, even if he had realized it himself, he sat up and covered his ears, and kept saying: "I don't want to hear, I don't want to hear!"

He tightly blocked his ears, thinking that he could avoid the facts, Xiao Chengyi said a few words, although he didn't hear them, he knew that he said "then get lost".He put down his hand and begged in a low voice, "Can I stay a little longer?"

"What are you waiting for? I thought you were fresh last night, but I'm tired today, and you still want me to explain a little more clearly?" Xiao Chengyi looked at Yan Xiao with no emotion in his eyes.

Yan Xiao's nose was sore, his eyes blurred, he frowned tightly, afraid that tears would fall if he let go. "I'm leaving." He got out of bed, picked up his clothes, put them on, and exited the room.After passing the kitchen, he couldn't help but slipped in, threw away the cold and hard steamed buns inside, cooked a bowl of noodles, brought them back to the table, and returned home silently.

At noon, Yan Xiao came over quietly again and put the cooked food in the pot. This time he didn't dare to bring it in, for fear that he would throw it away in front of him because he cooked it.Leaving the yard, he went to visit a craftsman.This master is a well-known jade carving expert. Yan Xiao's trip was not to buy items, but to learn carving from the master.

Before leaving, Yan Xiao also bought a cane in a nearby store. The cane was made of mahogany and the handle was silver. He came to the enchantment again with the cane and hid it behind him.

"This is for you." Yan Xiao handed over the stick.

Xiao Chengyi picked up his cane and looked at him, seeing him like this, Yan Xiao was full of joy.The next moment, the cane slammed heavily on Yan Xiao's shoulder, hurting from the shoulder to the hip bone, and smashed into his heart all the way.

"You misunderstood, I didn't mean to look down on you! I just want to make it easier for you. I..." Yan Xiao was extremely wronged in his heart, but on the surface he suppressed this emotion.

"It's not your turn to say that." Xiao Chengyi interrupted Yan Xiao, walked towards him, and was about to bypass him and enter the house.

Yan Xiao tried his best to control the resentment, unwillingness and sour emotions that were about to burst out of his heart. He walked over and held the hand of the person in front of him, stared into his eyes, and said seriously: " I like you."

He was afraid that it would hurt Xiao Chengyi, so he just held it very lightly.Xiao Chengyi put his hand on Yan Xiao's throat, and put his face close to Yan Xiao's ear: "I like me. Do you dare to tell your family that you like a murderer?" Grab Yan Xiao's throat.

"I dare. I know the crimes you have committed, and I know it is wrong, but I just like you. If I have to be punished because I like you, I am willing." Yan Xiao's breathing was a little tight, still Looking directly into Xiao Chengyi's eyes.

"Shameless, you are not qualified." Xiao Chengyi let go of his hand and pushed Yan Xiao away.

Yan Xiao stepped forward and hugged Xiao Chengyi tightly, wrapping him in his arms with his arms.Before he could open his mouth, his eyes turned red. In a place where the other party could not see, he clenched his fists tightly, and his nails seemed to dig into his palms. He said, "I know the things you gave me. They are real. My master has never been me," he suddenly let go of his fist, looked up at the sky, and said to himself, "I also know that when you look at me, you don't think about me at all. I also know why When you first met me, you wanted to take my life..." His voice slowly lowered, "But I don't care about these."

Xiao Chengyi whispered in his ear: "Except that you are not as good as your uncle, everything is good."

Yan Xiao was stunned by these words, he let go of Xiao Chengyi, and asked eagerly: "If, I mean, if you met me first, would you like me?"

Xiao Chengyi rubbed the top of Yan Xiao's hair: "Idiots are talking about dreams. Be good, go back."

This time Xiao Chengyi's tone of voice and movements were exceptionally gentle, but he sentenced Yan Xiao to death mercilessly, and he had to cut off all his hopes.Yan Xiao turned around and left the yard, sat on the tree outside and watched the snow scene, it lasted all afternoon.

For several days in a row, Yan Xiao came to the courtyard to see Xiao Chengyi, but every time he was ruthlessly driven out by various words. He returned home, left all his unhappiness behind, and continued his carving.

A few days later, Yan Xiao finally completed his work. It was a jade flute tied with blue tassels. He took the jade flute as a gift in return for receiving jade.Even though the real piece of jade does not belong to him, he still wears it around his neck and refuses to take it off.

He pretended that nothing had happened before, and this time he took it as a gift in return, and brought his things to the yard again, and stuffed the jade flute into Xiao Cheng's hand.

Xiao Chengyi's fingers brushed the jade flute, picked it up with the tassels, and then mercilessly threw it on the stone road, cracking it into pieces.

Yan Xiao saw that the jade flute was broken, as if he took out his heart and put it carefully in Xiao Cheng's hand, waiting for the other party's response, and then - was thrown on the ground hard, turning into a puddle of flesh and blood.There seemed to be someone curiously asking what it was, but Yan Xiao couldn't say a word, only he knew that it was actually his heart.

When he went to get the wine glass that day, he saw a bamboo flute on the table. While Xiao Cheng couldn't see it, he picked up the bamboo flute and found that one of the places was sunken. worn down.He looked carefully at the depression, and found a shallow notch on it, and this notch was a word he was very familiar with.

"Yi".

He didn't know what kind of mood he had in putting the bamboo flute back, and went to find a craftsman to learn how to carve a jade flute, thinking that with a new flute, Xiao Chengyi would no longer always miss the previous one .He forgot that he was the same as Yudi, and Xiao Chengyi would never like him more than before.

He fell to the ground, his head bowed deeply, his voice trembling uncontrollably: "I..." It's so ridiculous, I'm so ridiculous.

As soon as Xiao Cheng heard that Yan Xiao's voice was trembling, he looked at him - he was sitting on the ground with his head bowed, his shoulders trembling slightly.Before Yan Xiao confessed his feelings unreservedly, those words that sounded sincere and sincere were blocked by Xiao Chengyi again and again, but when he appeared next time, he never seemed to take those words of refusal to heart superior.In this matter, he revealed a kind of firmness, purity and positivity unique to young people, solemnly and carefully stating that before he said these things, they had actually been conceived in his mind countless times.

Today, however, the young man rarely reveals his fragility. The emotions he has suppressed all this time have broken through the calmness on the surface, but even so, he is unwilling to even raise his head. , everything turned into a trembling that he couldn't restrain at the moment.Without getting up, he slowly moved to the side of the shattered jade flute on his knees, and stretched out his hand to gather the shattered jade flute.

Xiao Cheng walked up to him and stretched out his hand: "Get up."

Seeing that Yan Xiao ignored it, Xiao Chengyi repeated again: "Get up for me."

Yan Xiao still lowered his head, he stretched out his hand slowly, and was about to hold Xiao Chengyi, but Xiao Chengyi saw his hand in front of him, which was covered with large and small wounds, some had scars, and some Scabs had just formed, and some were wrapped in gauze and faintly oozing blood.

At this moment, Yan Xiao stopped his movements, and then - he gently blocked Xiao Chengyi's hand with his wrist, "I don't."

Rao Xiao Chengyi was quite indifferent to Yan Xiao on weekdays, but seeing that his injury could no longer be the same as before, he squatted in front of him, trying to hold his face and tell him not to do useless work.

Yan Xiao raised his head, neither crying nor sad.

He was laughing, just now, and now he was laughing so much that his whole body was shaking, even more violently than before.

Xiao Cheng looked at those dark red eyes, and those clear eyes were turned upside down by him time and time again. The innocence, gentleness and shyness of the past were gone. In Yan Xiao's calm and crazy smile, he saw Seeing himself reflected in Yan Xiao's eyes.

Without giving him any time to be astonished, Yan Xiao leaned over, their foreheads touched, and it was the first time they maintained such an intimate posture in a sober state.Yan Xiao clasped the back of his head not to give him a chance to retreat, put the other hand on his lower back, and smiled in front of him like a baby, "You are soft-hearted."

Being rejected in this almost insulting way again and again is like being thrown to the ground and then lit a fire, and finally swallowed up by the flames.The fire burned from his heart to his brain, Yan Xiao kissed Xiao Chengyi fiercely, tore off his belt and pushed him to the ground.

Yan Xiao tied Xiao Chengyi's hand, tightened it tightly and then tied the knot, and looked closely at him carefully.

"Let go." Xiao Chengyi ordered in the coldest tone.However, he saw that Yan Xiao was smiling in front of him again. This was a kind of extremely presumptuous and evil smile that he had never seen before.

"I'm dumbfounded. Do I look like my uncle now?" Yan Xiao's lips pressed against Xiao Chengyi's ear, "In the eyes of my uncle, you will never be as good as my master." How did Xiao Chengyi hurt him? It is necessary to use the same method to poke Xiao Chengyi's heart.

Xiao Chengyi was in a trance, Yan Xiao continued to whisper in his ear.

"You have no right to think about Uncle Xiao." Yan Xiao kissed Xiao Chengyi's earlobe comfortingly, "Uncle and Master went to Wangyun Peak to watch the sunset, how about you? You can only stay here with me."

Yan Xiao pressed Xiao Chengyi's hand, and the movement of the other hand did not stop.He sighed lightly, with regret in his tone: "You still want to do such shameless things with me."

As soon as Xiao Cheng heard Yan Xiao whispering softly in his ear, every word could stab his heart hard. After being beaten to pieces by himself, this young man finally left behind all his tenderness.The most ironic thing is that after the boy abandoned these things, he even had a little nostalgia for them.