Pure Love Guide ABO

are you crazy?

Teacher Jiang and me?us two?Teacher Jiang is a teacher, what can we do?I looked at Wei Qin blankly, but he also seemed to be stunned, staring elsewhere, his voice lowered.

"Song Chi, no, I—"

But I don't want to listen to him at all.

He was saying that I have that kind of relationship with Mr. Jiang.

Talking about me and Mr. Jiang...

How can you say that?Let Teacher Jiang hear it!

I felt my face suddenly become hot, and there seemed to be countless eyes pressing on me from all around, which made me so embarrassed that I could hardly breathe, and a burst of anger shot straight to the top of my head, making me completely lose my mind.

But I have never fought, I can only step on his foot hard by instinct.

"You're a fucking idiot!"

That's the most vicious thing I can think of

After I finished speaking, I turned around and ran, and rushed out of the cinema without looking back.

I rushed out of the movie theater in one breath, and ran several hundred meters along the street before stopping on my knees.Apart from anger, I found that what I was most afraid of was not being able to face Teacher Jiang.

Although Wei Qin said it, what if he misunderstood?If he thinks that I really have that kind of thought for him... he will definitely feel sick, right?After all, he is such a gentleman teacher.

After I went to high school, I listened to and read a lot, and gradually understood some things that I didn't understand before.I know that the model teacher in everyone's eyes should be a clay bodhisattva in the temple. It can be inhumane, but it must not be disqualified, such as getting involved in anything related to love in front of students.That's not straight.

I'm quite fortunate that Mr. Jiang didn't know that I had misunderstood him and Wei Qin.

Standing up straight again, I walked forward aimlessly, cursing Wei Qin countless times in my heart.I definitely don't want to talk to him again.He turned out to be this kind of person... Fortunately, I still seem to like him a little bit.

I feel astringent in my mouth.Try to keep a sullen face.

At this moment, I suddenly saw that the clock hanging on the street had pointed to eleven o'clock.

Too bad, I have to go to the hospital!

I suddenly thought of my grandfather, and my gloomy mood suddenly turned into nervousness. I didn't have time to think about it, so I ran to the corner of the street and hailed a taxi.

Fortunately, I have always had the habit of saving change. When I got out of the car, I had scraped together enough money for a taxi ride.The taxi driver saw that I was a student and wiped the zero on me.

I have never been to the Municipal People’s Hospital. When I got there, I realized that my cousin hadn’t told me which ward my grandfather was in, so I went to ask the nurse at the front desk. I said that my grandfather’s name is Wang Qiuchi, and he had a lung problem. Where can I find him please?

Seeing that I was in such a hurry, the nurse patiently gave me instructions. I jumped up and down the labyrinth-like hospital two or three times, asked all the consultation desks on every floor, and was finally hospitalized on the third floor. Finally found grandpa.

After checking in, I walked down a long hallway.

The dead silence in the corridor made me slow down unconsciously.I have never been to the inpatient department, but the color tone here is similar to what I imagined, all cold.

According to the house number given by the nurse, I quickly found the corresponding ward.

The milk-gray stainless steel door, the door handle is very cold to the touch, and it opens when you gently pull it in and push it in. As I walked in, I called out to my grandpa.

But the situation inside the door was not what I imagined. I didn't see my grandpa directly, but saw many beds separated by curtains.Just when I wanted to raise the volume and call again, my cousin suddenly appeared in front of me.

"Xiaochi, are you here?"

The cousin whispered.

I unconsciously looked at my cousin.Her complexion was not as good as the last time we met, and her long hair was loose.

"Xiao Chi, your grandfather is sleeping, and finally fell asleep, let's go out and talk."

As the cousin said, she walked out the door first.

say what?I'm a little baffled, but more uneasy.

Even though she said that, after standing face to face in the corridor, the cousin didn't speak for a while.She stared silently at the ground with her arms folded, which made me more and more nervous.

"Sister, tell me, is tuberculosis a serious disease?" I stammered.

My cousin finally looked at me.

"Tuberculosis is for comforting your grandfather." She shook her head. "It's lung cancer. It was discovered last year. After surgery and radiotherapy, I didn't expect the recurrence to be faster than the doctor expected."

I felt a sudden blockage in my throat.

cancer?Is it the most incurable terminal illness I know?

Grandpa is dying?

This cognition suddenly hit me like a bolt from the blue. I tried to inhale and exhale, but I always felt that I had heard it wrong.Grandpa usually looks very tough, doesn't he?impossible?

I stared blankly at my cousin.And she was still speaking in that flat tone.

"I'm planning to transfer your grandfather to another hospital." She rubbed her forehead, "Maybe it will take a year or two for the target to be targeted, but I don't think it's meaningful. Finally, I will have a happy life with Duan An."

I looked at her blankly.I seemed to understand every word she uttered, but I didn't understand it.

"What hospital, what target?" I couldn't hold back and tugged at my cousin's sleeve, "How could grandpa, cousin..."

She just let me pull like this, then looked at me quietly, and after a few seconds passed, she spoke again.

"Targeting is a treatment method, and it may be effective. But the medicine is expensive, and your grandfather can't afford it."

money?

I felt like one concept after another that I had been exposed to before but never thought deeply about was breaking into my mind.

"Grandpa has no money?" I repeated, and subconsciously shouted anxiously, "But he is going to die, grandpa, doesn't grandpa have any family members? Over there in my hometown, cousin, don't you..."

After shouting, I immediately realized that the voice was too loud, and looked around in embarrassment.Hope the patient is not disturbed.

"No, no, just, just give up like this..." I tried hard to control the volume, and felt that my tongue had already started to get knotted.

Because my mind was in a mess, my words became more and more confused, but I instinctively thought that what she said was wrong.Grandpa would mention his brothers from his hometown from time to time, aren't they all his relatives?Does the cousin count too?A brother should be the closest person in the world, right?

I also thought of my grandma.But she left early, I haven't even seen her, her relatives are considered grandpa's relatives?

I started to go into a trance.

Wait, where's my mom?She is grandpa's own daughter, so she should take care of grandpa, right?

"Cousin, can you contact my mother?" I asked anxiously.

The cousin looked at me for a moment, then suddenly sighed.

"See what he has taught you."

After she finished speaking, she looked at me and pointed to her face.

"Xiao Chi, at this point, do you still think... a distant relative would take care of your grandfather so wholeheartedly?"

I stared blankly at her.I feel like I still don't understand what she's talking about.

"I am your mother."

she said lightly.

It shouldn't be like this.

I looked at the young woman in front of me and thought.

How could this be the case?

I have actually imagined thousands of reactions when my mother and I met each other, happy, sad, and even angry, I have imagined all of them—but I never thought that she would be so careless and even indifferent now.

But I didn't doubt her words.What's the point of telling such a lie?Thinking carefully about my grandfather's attitude towards her, I suddenly understood why my grandfather was so unwilling to mention her.

She is my mother.

The tears that had been rolling in my eyes because of my grandfather's illness were suddenly suppressed.

She was my irresponsible mother whom I had never met.It turned out that she was taking care of grandpa.And a few minutes ago, she told me that my grandfather had no money.I finally started to see something was wrong - she didn't even have any emotion when she announced it all.

Is that really something a daughter can say?

All my knowledge tells me that it is not filial.

So I took a deep breath, pointed at her, and tremblingly said something I never dreamed I could say.

"How can you be so emotionless?"

After I finished speaking, I took a step back.I feel very depressed.That was my mother, and the first thing I said to her was accusing her.

But what surprised me even more was her reaction—my mother, who was completely different from what I had imagined, just smiled calmly in the face of my questioning.

"Xiao Chi, he was a good grandfather to you, but he was never a good father to me."

I stared blankly at her.

"Of course... I'm not a good mother either."

She leaned against the wall with her arms folded.

What does this mean?Is grandpa treating mom badly?I feel like my worldview is crumbling.Why did grandpa treat mother badly? Isn't she grandpa's own daughter?

Troubled questions drilled into my mind one after another, making my brain explode.

"I thought I wouldn't see you for the rest of my life, but who knew that this kind of thing would happen." Mom actually smiled again, but the smile was very bitter, "It's not the time to reminisce, is it, eh? But if you want to know, I can also Tell you. I'm your mother after all."

No words can express the impact of her short sentence on me.

Obviously, it has never appeared in my life, but it has appeared, it is such a simple and extremely common sentence.

I fell into a long silence.

I suddenly felt that I shouldn't be talking to her here, by the way, what if she was lying to me, what if grandpa was actually sleeping well, he didn't have such a serious illness!This sense of unreality haunts me all the time, giving me the urge to turn around and rush into the ward.

But looking at the friendly face in front of me, as if I was bewitched by something, I kept staring at her blankly, feeling that she wasn't lying to me.

"If you were really my mother," I swallow hard, trying not to shake my voice so much.

"Why not me?"

Why?Why am I asking this question.Obviously I have long been used to the days without her.With my grandpa, the same days are good, and I don't feel sad.

But I still asked.

After a moment of silence, she looked into my eyes and spoke in a low voice.

"I didn't want to give birth to you back then, your father cheated, and your grandfather was all about controlling me. You young people, you think about it as soon as you think about it."

As she spoke, she suddenly brushed her hair, "I also felt that no matter how I lived, it was better than dying, so I made the decision for you and gave birth to you. Of course, now that I think about it, it's very selfish. I'm doing it for you anyway." Make a decision, but don't want to be responsible...I'm sorry, Xiaochi."

I struggled to digest her words.

I didn't want to have me at first, but I changed my mind... Grandpa controls her, what does that mean? She is a human being, how can she be controlled? Only robots can be controlled, right?

What do you mean grandpa controls you?I asked.

"Just make all the decisions for me." Mom replied without changing her face. "everything."